anexistingexistence - A living, breathing existential crisis
A living, breathing existential crisis

They / It // This originally was just a fandom blog, but now you have to deal with my bullshit. // Assume me to be dead if I don't post for a day, thanks.

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Redacted Characters/listeners As Me Talking About Fanfic To My Friend:

Redacted characters/listeners as me talking about fanfic to my friend:

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Tank: That moment when you read a fic's description without reading the tags and just get hit in the face by some a/b/o shit.

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David: I did not consent to this bullshit.

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Angel: All of these fics make me feel very vanilla ngl-

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Vincent: Also yes, I probably will keep sending you random shit from the fics I'm reading right now. You're welcome.

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Baabe: Ah yes,

A screenshot reading "genious"
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Bright Eyes: [insert several screenshots of various fics they're reading]

Bright Eyes: I'm having a great time, can you tell?

Frederick: I'm in class.

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Fic: [Wordcount 15k+, 1/? Chapter]

Freelancer: I am not about to put in this much effort for a fucking unfinished pokemon AU.

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Asher: Reading this damn near gave me a stroke for some reason *cough* sleepy *cough*

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1 year ago

Gavin: I require bottoms.

Freelancer, incredibly offended: Excuse you??

Gavin: No love, get your mind out of the gutter. I ran out of pants yesterday.

Freelancer: Then just say that???


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1 year ago

My grandmother is an old lady and refers to us, her grandchildren, as "young man"/"young lady" all the time bc apparently that's just an old people thing. I went over to her house a while ago because she plans to paint the kitchen and whatnot and would like me to help. While I was there, I addressed how I'd prefer if she didn't use gendered terms for me because, well, I just prefer it that way (and because terms for my agab kinda rub me the wrong way, but I wasn't feeling like explaining all that to her right then and there). She said, "Sure" and we moved on. I barely remembered that this even happened because since coming out a few years ago, nobody has ever really cared or done anything to acknowledge my preferences/requests. But, today, she called me on the phone because of the kitchen and whatnot.

Today was the first time since coming out three years ago that someone apologized to me for "misgendering" me. My grandma called and said her usual "Good morning young [gendered term fit for my agab]- Oh! Sorry! (...)" I didn't even know what she apologized for at first until I talked to her face to face later in the morning, when she apologized to me again. She said that she didn't mean to hurt me by saying what she said and that it was just a force of habit.

I am non-binary. I use gender-neutral, feminine, and masculine terms for myself. Today was the first time since coming out that I felt like someone truly acknowledged and recognized that. Nobody in my family uses my chosen name. Nobody in my family refers to me with anything but the pronouns and terms that fit my assigned gender at birth. My grandma doesn't do any of that either, and I don't expect her to. But she apologized for saying something I told her I'd be uncomfortable with.

Point is, I love my grandma and will now cry in a corner.


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1 year ago

David: Hey Darlin' how has your day been?

Darlin': Well, I woke up at 8, had depression for four hours, and then I brushed my teeth for the first time in like two weeks. I also used moisturizer for my face and that was really nice- Oh, and I almost threw up like two hours ago because I didn't eat all day but then I ate a pudding so now I'm better and-

David: You didn't brush your teeth in how long?


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1 year ago

I rewatched Sasaki and Miyano for the hundredth time last night and

I Rewatched Sasaki And Miyano For The Hundredth Time Last Night And

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1 year ago

Nvm, I'm not f2p anymore-

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