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I am a whisper of a human being.

~my brain at 7:20am, 19th Oct 2024

Now that I’m semi-recovered it’s like I have days where I choose to feel fat or choose to feel skinny

I don’t know which version of myself to trust.

To eat or not eat

That is the question

To relapse or not relapse

That is the question

To have an ed or not have an ed

That is the fucking question

You want a hot body? You want a Bugatti?

You want a Maserati? You better work, bitch

You want a Lamborghini? Sip martinis?

Look hot in a bikini? You better work, bitch

~ Britney Spears

I’ve gained

I’ve fucking gained 4kg

4 for FAT

Time to lock the fuck in.

Some people you thought were friends or family end up being fucking weirdos

Makes me wanna hit them

Judgemental fat fucking bitch

Lol the way I acted like I hated the attention when I was going thru it

Now I fucking crave it

Have to have it

My sister said I look like an ironing board

That my legs are toothpicks

That I need to eat something (ugh as if)

Thanx tho sis 😘🤪

Working out

and

Food network

10/10

My sister said I look like an ironing board

That my legs are toothpicks

That I need to eat something (ugh as if)

Thanx tho sis 😘🤪

No one talks about the mental clarity you get when you don’t eat 🤤

It’s a craving like a drug.

Really thought I’d be pretty if I lost the weight.

But if I’m gonna be ugly I’d rather be skinny and ugly.

Skinniness is next to cleanliness

And cleanliness is next to godliness