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Oh God I gained 7 pounds I thought I was just bloated because of my period but I actually gained weight and now nobody is going to love me anymore
March 13th 2024 02:52
I'm back at my lowest weight!❤️
March 20th 2024 09:19
This is why I WAS losing weight and now I'm not (Why did I let myself stop fasting😭😭)
March 20th 2024 09:47
The difference in my collar bones from one month😍 lowkey maybe it is working!
It's my first time posting myself on here kind of terrifying but like whatever❤️
March 21st 2024 19:53
(Ignore me spamming sorryyy)
I just ate 4 cookies and immediately regretted it, so I purg3d them, and omg, I forgot how horrible that feels. I was like sobbing, and I could taste them, I need to just control myself because ew.
March 24th 2024 15:14
breakfast 2day was like ~600 cal nd i left my p.e clothes home so i could run instead of play tennis nd swim.. nd im trying not to eat anything else today so only beverages:)
edit:
nvm i lied i got myself a protein bar since i dont eat enough protein😭
It’s gotten so bad that I actually searched up “how many calories does lip gloss have?” 💀
Istg doing the dishes while you’re on a fast hits different.
how do I lose appetite?
please I'm desperate
starting again, I'll try to eat once a day or twice but I have to be under 1000kcal. I know I can do it.
Extremely random inspo I have saved <33
Sorry for being inactive…
I haven’t been feeling skinny enough
UPDATE;
My sister got married and moved out to her in laws. I feel like I’ve lost her. Like she doesn’t care about me anymore. We barely see her and when we do I don’t feel close to her. It’s like there’s this boundary where someone else is getting her best. Her focus isn’t on me. It never was until I started to purge and restrict. Now I’m good again I’m invisible.
It makes me want to starve myself and I want her to notice.
New motivation unlocked I guess ❤️🩹
I’ve gained
I’ve fucking gained 4kg
4 for FAT
Time to lock the fuck in.
Got up at 7am and did an hour work out then ate 150 calories as I have to go to an event which will involve me having to est dinner. I can skip breakfast and lunch and I’ll be on my feet all day
fuck i lost my thigh gap
I AM SO EXCITED. today I went to the nutritionist to weigh myself and am starting to notice the weigh loss.