I Just Realized That Saitama Is Still In His Twenties So He'd Probably Get IDed Every Now And Again.

I just realized that Saitama is still in his twenties so he'd probably get IDed every now and again.

And his ID would still be a picture of him with hair. (For a while at least.)

And.... so many cashiers or bartenders probably said shit like, "Someone got a haircut!"

Anyways, my point is: Saitama probably hates having to buy alcohol. (And he's also had his baldness rubbed in his face so much I can't blame him for being sensitive.)

I use to want kids, when I was little. Then I realized I just wanted to be a better parent then my own, to prove I wasn't like them.

And I'm not. Which is why I know I don't want kids, and shouldn't have them.

I decided I wanted to get married.

But I only wanted that because it's what was expected of me.

I wanted to go to art school, I wanted to draw for a living. Because everyone said I should.

Then I realized I could never be drawing what I was told to draw, only what I wanted. I realized drawing was a hobby, and that I found other work more fulfilling as a job

When I was little I wanted to be pretty, I wanted to be different. I wanted to become someone else entirely, so that I could be lovable. So that I could be perfect.

Now I know I don't want to change. I want to love myself for how I am. For who I am.

Losing a dream isn't bad. It just means you've made room for a new dream. It means you've learned more about the world, and about yourself, and that now you know what you really want.

I ruined all the dreams I had as a kid

And that’s a good thing.

When I was a kid, I wanted to marry a man like my father.

Now I see how manipulative and toxic he really is.

When I was a kid, I wanted to be like my mom.

Now I know I’m actually a guy, not a girl at all.

When I was a kid I wanted to be a vet.

Now I know that was me just doing what my parents wanted.

When I was a kid I thought true happiness would come from others, and I should never be selfish.

Now I know that my happiness is important too, so I should be selfish sometimes.

Of course, dashing dreams is usually a bad thing,

But when those dreams come between your joy and those around you,

Please follow the dreams you really want.

I am SLIGHTLY obsessed with Saitama.

Why go to therapy when you can rewatch Avatar bi-annually?

Often I wonder if I ever will.

I crave for another who would listen to me. Who would explain the things I don't understand.

Someone patient. Someone kind.

I long for a person I can tell everything.

For someone who trusts me with their life.

I wish to be valued. Wish that they would consider me before they make plans. I wish to be seen.

I want someone like me.

I want someone to like me.

I want someone.

Because I can't do it myself.

I can't trust myself.

I can't consider myself.

I can't be patient. I can't be kind.

I can't value myself.

I can't like myself.

But maybe, someone could teach me how.

My home is a person that I've never met.

And that person is me.

I often wonder if I will ever meet them.

If I could ever like them.

If I could find someone to share my home with.

my home is a person but i haven’t met them yet

I had a dream.

But Sensei... you didn't want me like that. You didn't care for the weak little boy with nothing to offer.

Just thought that Genos probably dreams about being 'human', and he probably wonders about what his life would be like if he still was... Would Saitama still let him be his disciple? Or would he find Genos even more annoying?

Some dreams are nightmares in disguise :(