The Doxxing And Death Threats We Get In Gaming Are Gonna Be Wild When AGI Drop

The doxxing and death threats we get in gaming are gonna be wild when AGI drop

So... statistically speaking cats are tiiny criminals that provide illegal but effective therapy ?

Welcome to my Blog!

I don't know how you got here, but I'm sorry 😭

What is this blog

If you couldn't tell, this is my main blog. It doesn't exist for anything in particular safe for me just being me. But, I will always update this post with side blogs I create.

Who am I

I am Aya and I am not okay; however, the most you need to know is that I'm a writer, a music producer, and all around tgirl mess on the internet. I use she/they pronouns and I'm a tragic loser.

Side blogs

As mentioned, I have some sideblogs. Feel free to check them out

@ayaisnotokay - vent / jirai blog

@notayamichan - jp blog (日本語)

Finding Aya

Finding Aya

Finding Aya? Perfect, you stumbled upon the best way to find her!

I'm in the middle. Jirai shouldn't be about embracing or celebrating self destruction. But that doesn't mean we should shun or neglect people that possess such darkness.

Jirai is about realising the beauty in darkness and learning to love yourself in spite of your flaws.

Don't explore an aesthetic and movement oriented around instability and false smiles pretending it's supposed to be happy and sweet and at all times.

Should I leave? I’m pro recovery and I don’t care or mind fashion onlys but don’t try to twist and turn the meaning to fit how you want it. While pushing away the originators of it into a corner.

I get so goddamn sick and tired of this. This is the one subculture where I get to fully express my emotions without being shamed as being “a downer” and “ruining the fashion”. If the meaning and story of jirai bother you so much, don’t claim it. Just be fucking dark girly.

Surrender is worse than defeat dear artist; I claim victory with a single question. But alas, unanswered, loss besets us both: I end as I began.

If truth is undesputable, what does it mean "to know?" How is "knowing" different from "believing with all your certainty."

Ma'm/Sir/Esteem individual, i just draw comics

If you do this I hate you.

I know the post itself is a joke; at least I hope so. It's tagged as much. Despite that, the engagement makes me feel people relate and enjoy the revelation— that troubles me.

If our friendship is so weak, so insignificant, that you can't be authentic enough to say you don't want to do something, what's the point of our connection?

Better yet, what kind of friend can't be bothered to spend one day doing something they dislike, so they can spend time with a friend? When we did we normalise such shallow transactional relationships.

As someone with BPD and DPD, doing this kinda thing just messes with my head. I can't feel like I can depend on you for support if you lie to avoid doing things with me. I can't trust you if I feel like you're repeatedly avoiding me.