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i think the amount of things i want to change about my life and the motivation i have to change them are inversely proportional
it’s the funniest piece of media i’ve ever seen
Do I play or watch a playthrough of class of 09 and is it good or just meh?
Do you think it's cute that I'm so fucking stupid? Tell me that it is, 'cos I'm tired of being useless.
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I'm in the middle. Jirai shouldn't be about embracing or celebrating self destruction. But that doesn't mean we should shun or neglect people that possess such darkness.
Jirai is about realising the beauty in darkness and learning to love yourself in spite of your flaws.
Don't explore an aesthetic and movement oriented around instability and false smiles pretending it's supposed to be happy and sweet and at all times.
Should I leave? I’m pro recovery and I don’t care or mind fashion onlys but don’t try to twist and turn the meaning to fit how you want it. While pushing away the originators of it into a corner.
I get so goddamn sick and tired of this. This is the one subculture where I get to fully express my emotions without being shamed as being “a downer” and “ruining the fashion”. If the meaning and story of jirai bother you so much, don’t claim it. Just be fucking dark girly.
I find both to be isolating in their own way. So, consider them carefully.
No communication is the obvious isolation, and it gets worse when you consider the danger involved with having no vocal, written, or signed voice. But, to speak every thought could cause its own problems.
How often do you have unspeakable intrusive thoughts? How often do emotions shape your thoughts to contradict your true feelings? It could get you into serious trouble or sever all of your bonds. Sure, you could try explain yourself and work with friends to correct the matter... But what's to say their reaction to the initial upset won't make you say worse things?
The question is a matter of choosing your own prison. At least for me.
I'm dependent on others so a loss of ALL communication destroys everything for me. But I'm also emotionally unstable and generally struggle to maintain bonds already. If I vocalised every thought and feeling, I'd probably look insane. I'd probably hurt too many friends.
Is it just me, or is this a cruel choice?
i'm nothing if not an attention seeking bitch
HALLO :D
Anyone wanna be unhealthily codependent with me? Asking for a friend c;
This and also reblogging random shit to my vent blog lmao
^^^
(probably the last post imma make about this since I don't wanna attract attention from them)
hey jirais please block @foulanddead and @reyinblack , they're likely the ones reporting the community. it's not confirmed and if they are they might not be the only ones, but it's better safe than sorry.
THIS, ALL THE FUCKING WAY.
HOW MANY TIMES DO. I GOTTA TELL THIS TO PEOPLE FOR THEM TO FUCKING LISTEN????
AAAAAAAAAAA /NEG
Stop implying mental disorders are easy to treat and if someone online has a mental disorder they just need to "touch grass" or go to a therapist and boom everything's easily fixed
Stop implying it's their fault for not "trying hard enough to fix themselves"
Stop shaming people who don't want to recover
Stop shaming people who won't go to therapy because they can't access it or they have trauma with therapists
it feels like everyone has their own friend groups and im just a dog that trails behind
HALLO :D
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