First Time I Ever Finished A Full Fast!!

First time I ever finished a full fast!!
But I can't get excited now cuz I have to go to my grandma's house for a few days and I'm going to have to eat 🙃
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hey, everyone on edblr, pls read! // sw33tsp0
i want everyone to remember that its ok if you don't match with everyone else on here. it's ok if you:
don't reach 10-15k steps a day, or even 5k
don't drink diet sodas or monster energy
don't eat 500 c4ls and under every day, even 1000 is still a heavy r3strict!on
don't exercise every day
don't have 4n4, but a different kind of 3d
are disabled and can't exercise much or at all
still e4t sweets all the time
b'nge often
e4t a normal amount for a while and feel like you're faking your d!sord3r
don't count c4l0ries
don't measure your f00d
can't cook your me3ls so you can't count c4ls
don't e4t me3ls but instead small snacks
don't feel physically s'ck because you e4t small snacks often
don't f4st, or only fast for 10-12 hours
it's ok if you aren't the stereotypical 4n4. just because that's most of what you see on here, doesn't mean that's the only type of 3d. if your e4ting is dis0rdered, then you have an 3d. just because you don't completely ⭐️/ve doesn't mean you aren't valid.
Do yall ever have those days where you just eat and eat knowing you shouldn't. Like I've been eating alot for the past few days and I honestly can't stop. I'll be almost done with a fast and then I'll just break and eat a whole bunch of junk that I don't even need.
I wish I had self control and discipline.
Me when I eat food that wasn't even good

I ate today and now I feel like a pig.
No literally why can't I stop eating? Like I ate so much today it's freaking crazy. Almost everytime I finish eating it's always "I'll be serious tomorrow" and when tomorrow hits I'm stuffing down a whole bunch of food down my throat. I honestly feel like I'm just destined to be a fatty forever and it makes my head hurt just thinking like that.
I need someone to help me fr.
WHY AM I SO BIG?? LIKE IM FR TWEAKING OUT.
Someone please help me with not eating so much 😭🙏🏿