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WHY AM I SO BIG?? LIKE IM FR TWEAKING OUT.

Someone please help me with not eating so much 😭🙏🏿

25 hours into my 36 hour fast, I'm really proud of myself cause I had work today and I work at a fast food place and almost everyday i bring food home but today I didn't!!! If I make it to the 36 mark I might push it to a 48 hour fast.

I finished a 24 hour fast that was supposed to be a 48 hour fast (I changed it) and I ate a while bunch of fast food after and I sometimes feel like I just have a binge ED which makes me feel so worse cause why can't I have control over food? Why can't I look at food and just say no? Why can't I just ignore my hunger and actually finish my fast that I set instead of cutting down the hours?

It honestly gets on my nerves.

No literally why can't I stop eating? Like I ate so much today it's freaking crazy. Almost everytime I finish eating it's always "I'll be serious tomorrow" and when tomorrow hits I'm stuffing down a whole bunch of food down my throat. I honestly feel like I'm just destined to be a fatty forever and it makes my head hurt just thinking like that.

I need someone to help me fr.

Can someone please help me with self control or give me tips on how to not eat my whole kitchen everyday 🙏🏿 please. If I don't lose some weight this month I'm gonna tweak out.