The Food Isn't Even That Good Why Do I Keep Eating It?

The food isn't even that good why do i keep eating it?

And it be a big ass meal too

i be like “i’m not gonna eat today” then i eat 🧍🏽‍♀️

I hate my thighs

I hate my arms

I hate my fat face

I need to be skinny immediately

No literally why can't I stop eating? Like I ate so much today it's freaking crazy. Almost everytime I finish eating it's always "I'll be serious tomorrow" and when tomorrow hits I'm stuffing down a whole bunch of food down my throat. I honestly feel like I'm just destined to be a fatty forever and it makes my head hurt just thinking like that.

I need someone to help me fr.

Do yall ever have those days where you just eat and eat knowing you shouldn't. Like I've been eating alot for the past few days and I honestly can't stop. I'll be almost done with a fast and then I'll just break and eat a whole bunch of junk that I don't even need.

I wish I had self control and discipline.

Yeah idk why I got so excited...I binge and ate alot.BUT I won't beat myself up cuz I've fasted for 30 hours and that's the longest I've ever fasted.

25 hours into my 36 hour fast, I'm really proud of myself cause I had work today and I work at a fast food place and almost everyday i bring food home but today I didn't!!! If I make it to the 36 mark I might push it to a 48 hour fast.