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Oh My God I Loved What You Did For Coldflash Adrenaline And Stay With Me
Oh my God I loved what you did for coldflash adrenaline and stay with me đ€©đ€©đ€©đđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh...
Youâre the most amazing person and I love you so much. Iâm sorry this took so long, Iâve been super busy with work and mental health problems I havenât had the time or ability to answer this. Youâre incredible and I adore every inch of you. Youâre awesome.Â
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omgomgomgomg Iâm so excited! Thank you @between-the-stones !!! Okay, calm down, Rae, you can do this-
Iâm gonna go with Michael!
Be drowned or be burned? Michael actually canât swim, so heâd go with burned- heâs afraid of large bodies of water because it makes his powers go haywire. Better the devil you know, right?
Be starved or be dehydrated? Starvation is a slow death. Dehydration heâd probably pass out more quickly, so itâs over quicker. Michaelâs not one to just sit around and be tortured, not without himself holding an ace up his sleeve.
Take torture or torture someone else? Jeez, thatâs a tough one. Michaelâs not the kind to self-sacrifice, unless it was for someone he loved, but heâs not heartless. Actively torturing someone isnât something heâs capable of, heâs just a thief with a particular type of gift. At the ending of the day, heâd have to take torture- if nothing more than not to be a hypocrite
Beg or be choked? Michael does not beg- at least choking gives him an excuse to wear a pretty little choker to hide the bruises
Be conscious or unconscious during torture? What is he stupid? Why would anyone want to be conscious? Thatâs just asking for pain, and heâs no masochist.
Be stabbed or have a bone broken? Bone broken- no doubt. Breaking a bone has very little odds of dying from that, probably about 5ish percent (just guessing) because bones tend to heal on their own, even if healing wrong- while the mortality rate for a stab wound is 27.4 percent. Thatâs a big difference
whoa- almost forgot to tag some folks
How about @la-vie-en-whump @cookiecutterwrites @whump-and-coffee???
Would Whumpee Rather?
A new tag game! Would your whumpee ratherâŠ
Be drowned or be burned? E.g., Ellis would rather be burned! Burns are familiar and remind him of his Master :)
Be starved or be dehydrated? Ellis is used to being starved.
Take torture or torture someone else? Ellis is the only one who deserves to be hurt :(
Beg or be choked? Ellis is good at begging!
Be conscious or unconscious during torture? Conscious please! So he can learn his lesson.
Be stabbed or have a bone broken? Oh no, these are both scary. UmmâŠwhichever you want, Master?
Iâm gonna start us off by tagging @crash-bump-bring-the-whump @wildfaewhump @for-the-love-of-angst @whumpiary and @fallingstormphoenix, no obligation. And if youâre up for it, tell us your whumpeeâs reasoning!
that feel when youâre watching a show and youâre getting to the whumpy bit and a character collapses and tHEN ITâS FUCKING RUINED BECAUSE THEREâS A FUCKING AD FOR ANOTHER SHOW WHERE THE CHARACTERâS FACE SHOULD BE
Whumptober Prompt #23- Bleeding Out and Prompt #29- Numb
My wonderful readers, who I adore, I have bad news. Iâm sick, like really sick. Iâve got a fever, nausea, tremors, weakness, fatigue, the whole shebang. While I do have this one done, I know it feels kinda unfinished. I can work on it later, when Iâm not going to pass out by standing up. So hereâs some Lucifer
tw: suicide attempt, self hatred
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Dying takes too long. Having died before, Lucifer remembered bleeding out on the cold hard ground but he had only been shot in the stomach. Now Azraelâs blade had torn up his skin, and the blood wasnât flowing fast enough anymore.  He had had enough strength to hide the blade where humans wouldnât find it but his brother or mother would, before he had collapsed behind the bar, savoring his last drink. Time now felt so strange, almost like it was slowing down, but he knew Amenadiel wasnât causing this.  He had thought for a moment that one of his other siblings had come but he had already slit his own wrists so there would be no need for them to get involved.  Revenge couldnât be any sweeter than the knowledge that the great Devil himself, Lucifer Morningstar, has finally had the guts to punish the one person truly worthy of it. The Apple, the rebellion, Hell, Uriel, it had all added up.  He was the only constant.  It had all been his fault.  Now the murderer, the rebel, the lost and scared little boy who had always desired far more than he was worth, was going to be erased from existence.  Maze, Chloe, the spawn, Doctor Linda, even Dan, they would have to learn how to live without him.  Not that that was hard, really, Dad had always said that Lucifer had more talent making messes than cleaning them. He thought he could prove his father was wrong about him.  But He isnât called the All-Knowing, All-Powerful Almighty for nothing, Lucifer supposed.  Why did he have to take so long to die?  Pain had faded a little while ago, now it was just a matter of waiting.  Waiting for this stupid humanesque form to finally bleed out and for the final punishment to end his damn bloody life.
The elevator dinged.
At least, he couldâve sworn he heard it do so. He wanted to look over and see but he found he didnât have the strength. He apparently had lost the strength to open his eyes as well, he wasnât sure when they had closed but they werenât opening any time soon.
âHey Lucifer, I have to go over some paperwork with you.â It couldnât be.  Anyone. Anyone else.  His mother, Amenadiel, Maze for bloodyâs sake, but not him!
Dan walked around, Lucifer could hear his footsteps, and the barest hint of guilt settled into his stomach. He may not have been the biggest fan of Detective Douche but he didnât want the man to be the one to find him, slumped against the side of the bar in the dim light, bourbon glass that once held his last drink, blood staining his Prada. They were just starting to develop a small rapport together.  After Dan fought off Azraelâs blade, Lucifer realized there was more to the human than he had first seen.  Dan had been so happy the last time heâd seen him.  But of course, Lucifer couldnât even get his death right. Always had to screw something up.
Danâs step faltered. âDamn it.  Lucifer!  Wake up! How can you own a bar and pass out after, like, one drink?â He was walking towards the bar, instead of back to the elevator.
Dan mustâve rolled him over because he moved, but he couldnât feel Danâs touch.
âOh god!â Dan shouted, and if Lucifer were more lucid he mightâve said the detective sounded scared, even terrified. The sound of removing clothing filled the air and then something pushed into his wounds and he felt the tiniest bit of pain. That made no sense, the pain shouldâve left him by now.
Detective Espinoza yelled into his radio, calling for an ambulance to Lux.
âHold on, Lucifer, please, hold on.â
Now that was an idea! Why didnât he just let go? Shouldâve done it ages ago.  He gazed into the abyss, and jumped.
.............
Dan sighed. He had no idea how he was supposed to tell Chloe. They had gotten so close since Lucifer had first crashed into Chloeâs life. Dan had been jealous, heâll admit, anyone would be if someone like Lucifer crashed into their ex-wifeâs life. Especially since Dan still had feelings for Chloe, but he never wouldâve suspected Lucifer would do something like this.
âI know youâre out there, Mister Sniper. Shoot me!â
Luciferâs words had been ringing in his head on a loop. It had been a few weeks since Luciferâs unbelievably stupid attempt at drawing out the killer in that case but now it felt like yesterday. Dan paced around the hospital waiting room.  He had ridden in with the ambulance, using his badge to get in, as they tried to stabilize Lucifer, unfortunately, he hadnât been able to answer many of their questions. He knew Amenadiel could do a better job but he hadnât arrived yet.  Dan had just been pacing, not calling Chloe, going over every interaction with Lucifer recently in his head.  The scars on his back, the trying to put a hit out on himself, admitting he hurt the people he loved most, the⊠the suicide attempt. Stepping out in front of a murderous sniper.  He had just thought Lucifer was acting out, or just plain crazy.  He never wouldâve guessed Lucifer was actively suicidal, not after the conversation they had.  All he had was flashes of it, he wasnât sure why, but he knew he and Lucifer had squared a lot of their problems away. He wondered how a man like that could go from character development to attempting to take his own life.
Biting the bullet, he dialed Chloe.
âDan, whatâs going on?â Chloeâs voice was tinted with sleep. âAnother case?  Did they find the weapon?â
âChloe, thereâs been⊠you need to get to Good Samaritan.â Dan said.  âItâs Lucifer.â
âWhat happened?â Chloe asked, and he could hear her racing around the room, probably putting on shoes. âTrixieâs asleep, I donât want to leave her alone.â
âI went up to Lux for his statement after the case.â Dan said.  âSo he could corroborate the self-defense story? I found him passed out⊠Chlo, his arms were all cut up.  He tried to kill himself.â
A shocked cry sounded over the phone. âIâll call Trixieâs sitter.  Iâll tell her itâs a family emergency. Iâll be there as soon as I can.  Call Maze.  Do you have Amenadielâs number?â
âI already called him.â Dan said.  âHeâs on his way now.â
âOkay.â Chloe said. âCall me the instant you get news.â
âI will,â Dan said, seeing the familiar face but with a terrified look heâd never seen on Amenadiel. It was so unsettling, made Luciferâs suicide attempt seem so much more real.  âAmenadielâs here.  See you soon.â
âDan!â Amenadiel ran to him. âWhere is he?â
âIn surgery.â Dan said.
Amenadiel went to burst through the hospital doors but Dan just barely managed to hold him back.
âThey wonât let you back there.â
âI need to see him!â Amenadiel said, his voice sounding as terrified as Dan felt.
âLet the doctors do their jobs.â Dan said.  âI wanna see him too, but if we go in there, weâll just distract them from saving his life.â
Amenadiel deflated, and let Dan lead him back to the waiting room secretary.
âThere is something you can do, though.â Dan said, handing Amenadiel the same medical chart Dan was given before Luciferâs surgery. âMedical history.  They need it.â
Amenadiel stared at it. âI donât know the answer to these.â
âYou donât?â Dan asked.
Amenadiel shook his head. âNo.  Many of these conditions, heâs never had before but, heâs never been this⊠sick before.â
Dan understood Amenadielâs hesitation. He couldnât imagine it if a family member of his tried to commit suicide.
âHas he been acting unusual lately?â Dan asked.  âOut of his normal character?â
Amenadiel thought for a while, as if carefully forming words. âOur brother, Uriel, died.  Lucifer blames himself.  I wasnât there, I donât know the full story.â
âOh my God, man, Iâm so sorry.â Dan pulled Amenadiel into a hug.  He knew Amenadiel wasnât the biggest fan of physical touch but he figured the man could use a hug after losing one brother and being so terrified of losing another one.
Amenadiel surprised him by hugging back. They stayed like that for a while.
âChloe is going to be here as soon as she can.â Dan whispered as Amenadiel finally pulled back.  âI was about to call Maze.â
Amenadiel nodded, and slumped into a waiting room chair.
Dan took that as his cue and called Maze.
ââSup, Douche?â Maze laughed, she sounded like she was outside. âGot anything for a bounty hunter?â
âMaze, do you know the hospital Good Samaritan?â Dan said.
âUh, no.â Maze said, her entire tone changing to defensive. âWhy would I need to?â
âGet directions and get over here.â Dan said.  âItâs Lucifer.â
Maze laughed. âLucifer, in a hospital? Thatâs a good one.â
âMaze.â Dan said, and Maze stopped laughing. âThey think he tried to kill himself.â
âHe canât.â Maze said.  âThereâs no way he can.â
âI found him, Maze.â Dan said, the memory hitting him like a freight train. He tried to choke back tears.  âYou gotta get here now.â
âIâm on my way.â
Dan put his phone back in his pocket, finding that Amenadiel had gone back to staring at the hospital forms. Dan sat next to him, seeing that Amenadiel had answered at least some of the questions.  It wasnât much, but it was a start.
Chloe arrived about forty minutes, followed quickly by Ella, who Chloe mustâve called on the way.
âHow is he?â Chloe asked, running to them.
âIn surgery.â Dan replied, giving the same answer heâd been given for the last hour. âTheyâll let us know when heâs out.â
âDid they tell you if he was gonna make it?â Ella asked, looking almost like a frightened child. In that moment, he was reminded of Trixie, safe at home in bed, blissfully unaware of the tragedy her family was dealing with.
âThey said the outcome looked good but he lost a lot of blood by the time I found him.â Dan replied, and Chloe burst into tears.  Dan pulled her into a hug, which Ella soon joined in.
âWhereâs Maze?â Chloe said, getting ahold of herself.
âOn her way.â Dan said.
Chloe nodded. âIâm going to get us some coffee.â
âIâll go with you.â Dan said.  âElla, this is Amenadiel, Luciferâs brother. Amenadiel, this is Ella, she works with us.â
Ella then proceeded to slam Amenadiel into a hug.
âHeâll be okay.â She whispered, though they all heard her. âIâm sorry we had to meet like this, I love your brother, and thereâs no way heâs not coming back from this. I wonât let this be a part of the Big Guyâs plan.â
Amenadiel looked at Ella in surprise, and gently ran his fingers over her rosary.
âI donât think itâs part of His plan, either.â Amenadiel said, as if on the verge of tears.
Dan and Chloe took that as their cue. As they were filling up the five coffee cups, Dan finally spoke.
âHis brother died.â
âWhat?â Chloe asked, wiping away at silent tears.
âAmenadiel told me their brother died, and Lucifer thinks itâs his fault.â Dan said.  âThatâs why heâs been crazier than usual.  I donât know what happened, but Lucifer thinks that his brotherâs death was his fault. And itâs killing him.â
Chloe turned to him in shock, nearly spilling hot coffee all over herself. âI told him to talk to someone.  I knew something was wrong but I didnât want to push him. And now, heâs, heâs-â
Chloe burst into tears all over again. Dan went to hug her again but she pushed him away.
âWe have to be strong for him.â Chloe said, trying to stem the flow of tears. âWe canât be breaking down every two seconds.â
Dan nodded, and together they carried up the five coffees. Maze was there by the time they returned, trying to threaten the hospital staff with her knives.
âEither you let me see him or Iâm going to prove to you what Hellâs number one demon can do to a human!â Maze shouted.
âMaze! Maze!â Dan shouted right back. âLet these people do their jobs. Right now thatâs all we can do.â
With one last nonverbal threat, Maze plopped down next to Amenadiel. He barely noticed her presence.
After an agonizing three hours, a doctor in scrubs finally called out, âFamily of⊠Lucifer Morningstar?â
They all jumped up, as if racing each other to the news.
âWeâre his family.â Amenadiel said.  âIâm his brother.â
The doctor cocked an eyebrow but said nothing about it.
âWell, Mr. Morningstar, your brother is going to make it.â Dan saw Amenadiel flinch at the name but they all sighed in relief when they heard the good news. âHe did lose a lot of blood, but we were able to repair the damage and gave him some transfusions.  Heâs very lucky, we were losing him for a while but, somehow, he pulled through. It was practically a miracle.â  Again, Dan saw Amenadiel flinch.  âItâll be a long road to recovery, and heâll have to stay here until a psychologist clears him, but in time, his physical wounds will heal.â
âThank you, Doctor.â Amenadiel said, ever the polite brother. âMay we see him?â
âIâm afraid itâll be family only, at the moment.â The doctor said.  âHeâs still under anesthesia, so donât be surprised if he doesnât recognize you, if he wakes up at all.â
âTheyâre his family too.â Amenadiel lied, surprising everyone though they tried to not let it show. âOur Father created them as well.â
The doctor nodded, as if something had been made clear. Probably thinking that either they were half-siblings or adopted.
âThen Iâll have to limit it to three.â The doctor replied.  âNormally it would be two, but I see how close your family is.â
Maze and Amenadiel automatically stepped forward.
âGo, Dan.â Chloe said, gently nudging him forward.
âChlo.â Dan breathes, shocked. He knew she was much closer to Lucifer than he was.
âDan, youâre the one who found him.â Chloe whispered.  âYou need to see heâs alive more than I do.â
 âIâll trade places with you soon.â Dan kisses the side of Chloeâs head, trying to appear brotherly. Chloe squeezed him lightly in return.
âYou found your brother?â The doctor asked.
âI was the one who found him, yeah.â Dan replied, trying to not give the whole thing away while answering honestly.
âDid you find the weapon he used next to him?â The doctor asked, trying to be gentle.  âWe couldnât figure it out. It was a very unusual wound.â
Dan shook his head. âNo. Only thing I found was a glass that used to contain bourbon.â
The doctor nodded. Then, he should really get her name, she led them down the corridors to Luciferâs room. âBe very quiet and donât try to wake him.  Just let him wake up on his own.â
Dan nodded for all three of them.
Lucifer slept on, completely unaware of them entering his room, but a flood of relief surged through Danâs veins. After seeing Lucifer so pale, so still, so lifeless, seeing him breathe under his own power made Danâs knees weak with relief. He was wearing a nasal canula, as many patients often do, but he didnât have a ventilator.  Dan thought it the best heâs ever seen Lucifer. He was still pale, still very still, his eyeliner still smudged, but his chest was moving up and down, his heart was beating, and that was all that mattered to Dan.
âBastard.â Maze muttered, tightening her grip on a knife sheâd snuck in. âHow dare you?â
âMazikeen.â Amenadiel snapped. âThat is not helping.â
âHow dare he?â Maze whirled on Amenadiel. âHe doesnât get to run away like this. Leaving me here. No way of going back.  Leaving you with no way of going back to the Silver City assholes. He canât just leave us here without him!â
Dan put a hand on Mazeâs shoulder, ready to yank it back so he didnât lose it.
Maze snorted, shoving him off. She perched onto one of the uncomfortable hospital chairs, as if waiting for someone to attacking him. Dan figured that made sense, Maze had once been his bodyguard.
âIâll go get Chloe in here.â Dan said.
âNo.â Maze said. âSheâll make it worse.â
âLucifer was wounded when she was at home, Maze.â Amenadiel said.  âHe mustâve used Az- our sisterâs blade. Thatâs the only thing I could think of that could do this damage to him.â
Maze growled. âFine.â
Dan nodded, unsure of what had just happened, and simply left to get Chloe.
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AO3-Â https://archiveofourown.org/works/21153110/chapters/50345237
Whumptober Prompt #28- Beaten
This is my last story thatâs not back on track with the Michael!whump in my Villainous verse (better title still in progress). This should be the last bit that focuses on Michael and Fayelinâs backstory, and after this, weâll continue with our regularly scheduled whump story. Iâve got some good stuff planned for Michael and Endeavor returns and... I donât want to spoil it :)
@winedark-whump This is the one Iâve been dying to show you! Iâm so excited. Okay, here we go.
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A crash in another woke Michael from his light sleep. He sat up slowly, trying not to put any stress on the nothingness that was his left arm. Arrow had patched him up, crying the entire time. She had sobbed apologies, both fully coherent and utterly nonsensical. He could barely acknowledge her, whether it was from the drugs she had snuck for him or the grief that overwhelmed him, he wasnât entirely sure. He did remember her saying since it was her fault that everything had happened the way it did, the least she could do was make sure he had a place to stay, saying he could crash at his place until he was strong enough to move. He hadnât really responded to her, unable to form words of reassurance or defiance.  Mostly, he had just wanted to go back to sleep, where he could pretend that his fiance wasnât dead, where he still had both of his arms, and where he wasnât crashing in a Heroes apartment.  That had been a week ago.
A hard thump followed the crash. That concerned him, Arrow had said that no other Heroes knew where she lived as it was against their policy to reveal information that could potentially be tortured out of someone. Once he was upright, he put his feet on the cold floor.  Her apartment wasnât much really, it was just a bedroom with no furniture except a mattress, a kitchenette, and a bathroom, with no carpeting, or even drapes on the window (she had told him, embarrassed, while working, that she used foil in order to trap the heat in winter) so he knew it wouldnât be robbers. Who would rob somewhere on the bad side of town, with no drapes, and foil on the windows?  Absolutely no one, and he was sure of it.
So he made his way into the kitchen, grabbing first the baseball bat underneath her bed. He knew she had one, all girls who lived on this side of town did.  He didnât have the strength to charge it up but, in a pinch, he could do some damage with it. He toed open the door, and dropped the bat.  Arrow was spread out across the floor, fallen pots and pans from the stove around her.
âI told you we could just share the bed.â Michael joked listlessly.  âYou donât have to sleep on the kitchen floor.â
A watery chuckle was his reply.
âDonât think I could move even if you wanted me to.â
Michael frowned. Arrow then shifted, lifting her head up with great effort, and horror flashed through his veins. Arrowâs face was badly beaten, eyes almost swollen shut, blood everywhere, lips split and cracked, and her nose looked broken. It had taken him a moment to see that Arrow was even under what was left of that face.
With a burst of adrenaline, he grabbed her shirt with his good arm and dragged her over to the bed heâd just been sleeping on. She didnât protest the entire time.
âYou werenât this beat up the last time I saw you.â Michael said.  âWhat happened?â
âIt doesnât matter.â Arrow replied.
âIt matters.â Michael insisted, latching onto the first emotion heâd felt in days. âDid they give you another mission?  Did someone hurt you because of the Explosion?â
Arrow flinched. âJust drop it, okay, it doesnât matter!â
âIt matters!â Michael shouted. Arrow flinched again, tears welling up in her eyes, and he forced himself to calm down. âPlease, who did this to you?â
The dam burst and Arrow dissolved into tears. Michael sat on the bed beside her.
âI thought they were my friends.â
âWhat?â Michael asked in horror but Arrow misunderstood.
âI thought they were my friends!â She shouted.  âI trusted them!  They said I was no different from the very criminals I hunted!â
Michael just stared at her. Arrow choked back her tears as best as she could.
âI killed your Mirror.â She whispered, as if admitting it aloud were physically painful to her. Knowing her ethics, it probably did. âIt was an accident but it still happened. And I blew off your arm, and I brought you to my own fucking apartment, and they screamed at me for not capturing you!â
A pit of dread crept into Michaelâs veins.
âI didnât tell them you were here.â Arrow sighed, noticing Michaelâs discomfort. âThey called me a traitor.  Said Killianâs death changed me too much. Wait- fuck!  You know what?  I donât care.  Yes, Soldierâs name was Killian. Iâm a traitor anyway, may as well stop fighting it.â
In a move he never couldâve predicted, Arrow took off her blood-stained mask, revealing the very young face underneath it.
âYouâre just a kid.â Michael breathed.
Arrow shrugged. She slowly sat up to match his posture, wincing.
âLook, Arrow-â
âFayelin.â
âExcuse me?â Michael asked.
âYouâve seen me without my mask, youâre staying in my shitty ass apartment, and you know Killianâs name, so you may as well know mine. My name is Fayelin. Fayelin Skye.â
âMichael Winters.â Michael stuck his hand out on instinct.
Arr-Fayelin shook it easily.
âIâm sorry.â She whispered.
âI know.â
âNo, I mean, fuck, I am so, so sorry for what happened.â Fayelin tentatively wiped away her fresh tears.  âYou lost someone more important to you than your own life and itâs all my fault and Iâm so, so sorry for that in a way I canât put into words. But thatâs not what this one was about.â
She turned to face him, grunting as she shifted, clearly trying to work through the pain.
âIâm sorry I believed them.â
Michael frowned, confused.
âIâm sorry I believed their lies. Iâm sorry I let them brainwash me into thinking you were basically subhuman. Iâm sorry I thought that all of your kind was the same and couldnât be trusted, and because of that mistrust you lost someone you loved. I thought none of your kind was capable of real love.  Seeing what youâre going through, I know now how truly wrong I was.  I let them twist me up to be as bad as they were and I was proud of it. To have my own kind turn against me for the wrong reasons, Iâm⊠I just canât.  I was wrong in what I did but what theyâve done to me just confirms everything you Villains have been saying for years. Iâm sorry, Iâm so sorry I was apart of that system.  I have done horrible things to you, I will never stop apologizing for that.  Iâm going to try for the rest of my life to wipe out the red in my ledger. I wish I couldâve seen sooner, what they were doing to me, what I was turning myself into.  Iâm sorry I let my grief after Killian turn me into a weapon of propaganda and destruction for them.  Iâm not asking for your forgiveness, Iâll never ask that of you, what I did was unforgivable. I just⊠I just need you to know that Iâm sorry.  For everything.â
They sat in silence for a while.
âLook, Fayelin, you fucked up. You fucked up in a way that canât be undone. And it hurts,  itâll always hurt⊠I donât know if Iâll ever be able to forgive you⊠I donât even know if Iâll ever want to forgive you⊠but maybe, just maybe⊠we can fight against their lies together. We can fight against their fucked up system⊠so it never happens again.  Not to me, or anyone else.â
âŠÂ
âIâm in.â
Attention writeblr, how do you guys deal when you get a comment that... disappoints. Like someone who didnât need to comment that they didnât like it, or if theyâd properly read the tags they wouldâve seen the thing theyâre complaining about coming. I donât want to be annoyed by this but I canât help my thoughts always drifting back. Any suggestions?