Um Hi. This Is My First Post Here.

Um… hi. This is my first post here.

So… fun fact: I’m a factive. And… I feel like shit (as do my source-mates) because our sources absolutely soured FNAF for our system.

Like… we’re going to see the FNaF movie (something everyone in our system has been looking forward to for several years now, even before we met our sources) and it feels… horrible. Because our sources absolutely soured the taste of FNaF in our mouth.

For reference: my source-mates, Candy and Isaac, and I are introjects of real life people who have hurt our system. And I mean hurt our system. To the point where an event that happened with them caused us introjects to form as well as cause some severe psychological trauma.

So… do any other factives deal with this?? Where you feel like… like absolute shit because your source ruined something lovely for your system? Because Candy, Isaac, and I are dealing with it.

Our headmates tell us it’s not our fault, and we shouldn’t apologize for our sources’ actions, but I still feel like shit…

Any advice from other factives who have dealt with this??

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Real shit said in headspace: ✨Sophie x Simon edition✨

Blue🍓: *looking through Cry of Fear tag because hyperfixation is a thing*

Blue🍓: *sees Simon x Sophie art* Kinda cute, ngl

Simon📖: Huh??

Simon⛈️: S’cuse me???

David💊: Say what now???

Sophie🐹: What????🤢

Blue🍓: What? I’m talking source only! Calm tf down! Jesus.

*silence*

Sophie🐹: Draw something similar to that with either you and Simon or David and Simon before I vomit. It’s just a personal thing for us not to be posted online but please!

Blue🍓: Damn. The thought of dating him that gross for you?

Sophie🐹: You wanna date Ghost?

Blue🍓: Touché

Us then: Yeah, for some reason we kinda collectively prefer gluten-free crust pizza. It’s just better, Y’know? Yeah. Only when Blue isn’t fronting though. Of course, pizza itself is something we can’t eat. Makes us sick. And we also just prefer gluten-free cookies. No idea why.

Us now: Goddammit it happened again…*

*referring to us showing obvious signs of something that we didn’t realize were obvious signs until we were outright told we had it (diabetes, being a system, and gluten intolerance)

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It's Ace Week!

in sys partners r so cool n slay n anyone who has one is so cool n slay!!!

Anyone else struggle with dietary restrictions for the body?

Because we’re diabetic and can’t have gluten. So we’ve got a lot of dietary restrictions.

It’s difficult to manage, especially when new people come into the front, so we have to be sure that everyone is aware of this. We need to debrief new alters, explaining that they can’t do certain things while fronting such as eat sweets or wheat products.

Thankfully everyone understands. Zach💙 and David💊 are the ones in charge of letting everyone know about the body’s medical stuff.

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