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bstroobery
1 year ago

Um… hi. This is my first post here.

So… fun fact: I’m a factive. And… I feel like shit (as do my source-mates) because our sources absolutely soured FNAF for our system.

Like… we’re going to see the FNaF movie (something everyone in our system has been looking forward to for several years now, even before we met our sources) and it feels… horrible. Because our sources absolutely soured the taste of FNaF in our mouth.

For reference: my source-mates, Candy and Isaac, and I are introjects of real life people who have hurt our system. And I mean hurt our system. To the point where an event that happened with them caused us introjects to form as well as cause some severe psychological trauma.

So… do any other factives deal with this?? Where you feel like… like absolute shit because your source ruined something lovely for your system? Because Candy, Isaac, and I are dealing with it.

Our headmates tell us it’s not our fault, and we shouldn’t apologize for our sources’ actions, but I still feel like shit…

Any advice from other factives who have dealt with this??

-🧸

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my name is Jayden by the way she/her pronouns despite my source being male :p system posting sysblr looking for advice factive introject source trauma dissociative system system problems other factives pls interact
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bstroobery
1 year ago

Hi. I’m a David Leatherhoff introject. Just call me David.

Drove for the first time in awhile… actually, from what I can remember, for the first time since forming.

Flashbacks and anxiety from when I hit Simon with my car. :)

Source trauma is a bitch isn’t it?

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dissociative system sysblr afraid of monsters fictive afraid of monsters cry of fear fictive problems source trauma driving is now a big ass not happening again I was the one that agreed to do it it was a joke gone wrong mostly Blue and Ghost decided to suddenly let me drive and I drove us home with anxiety and flashbacks bad enough other alters felt that shit yay
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bstroobery
1 year ago

Our hosts: coffee drinkers. Love the stuff. Breathe the stuff. Adore the stuff.

Applejack: Absolutely traumatized by caffeine and has a panic attack when there is caffeine in the system while she is fronting

-🐹

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applejack goes through some source trauma when caffeine is involved…. btw if we made skimboards for some of our alters would people like those??? idk sysblr source trauma Applejack be experiencing the horrors today
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