Pac,, General Emotion Reading

pac,, general emotion reading

pile one

there could be people talking bad about you but you're learning to not care about them. like you're completely unfazed. there's a new change about to happen and the mfs are just gonna be like "damn 🤕" and will switch up fast asf. this will bring positive emotional changes cuz they really thought they were doing something. keep the aggressive confidence you have. you're lifting your emotional burdens while you also focus on goals you already have in place.

pile two

instead of ignoring the problems you're going through because you're scared of intense feelings. if you just calm yourself down and analyze the problem without overthinking or stressing yourself out, it will be so much easier to solve. to learn independence, you also need to learn the emotional management part. be more confident in yourself. you can solve your issues if you try.

pile three

you're trying to act like everything is fine and acting like your own idea of strong when you're on the edge. you feel easily attacked. you're working on yourself now. it would be best to take some alone time or moderate isolation to reflect so people don't influence you in anyway. it would help you allow yourself to be vulnerable. surround yourself with loyal people who allow you to be vulnerable in front of them/with them as well.

PAC, what you're doing right vs wrong

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Pile one,,

Right:

currently you're working on yourself and dedicating time for yourself. you're analyzing the past and improving based on what you did wrong before. this mental health journey is really significant for you. working on your personal hobbies and talents is really helpful right now and could be a way you are dedicating time for yourself.

Wrong:

right now you are pushing people away and ignoring the people that genuinely care about you and are in your best interest. you're fearing change and actively refusing to improve or change at all. you're also holding yourself to this incredible standard. you're letting yourself rely on others too much/letting others rely on you too much and it's making you/them weaker. you have to get out of your head and make changes yourself.

Pile two,,

Right:

you're taking a rest, especially from people. you're holding yourself back from dealing with a toxic masculine person (could be any gender ofc). this person is negative for you and it's best to keep your distance as you're doing right now. you're doing something new, a big change from how things usually are for you. you're finally taking this leap and moving forward.

Wrong:

You're currently being a bit lost in your own delusions. You keep settling for people who are less. You let people treat you terribly and still only give them the best. You don't give yourself enough credit and you have really low self esteem. You're always knowingly letting people use you. You're ignoring your mental health flaws and pretending like you're done healing when you aren't. it might be tough but you have to keep going. i guarantee you got this.

Pile three,,

Right:

you acknowledge your flaws and mental health struggles. you are able to understand how you are and why you're like that. you may often psychoanalyze yourself, especially your trauma responses. you're learning more about yourself and are studying your behaviors. doing this can help you be able to solve the problems you have.

Wrong:

Even though you know what you have to do to fix the problems you deal with, you don't take action. this could possibly be because of depression. you're so used to living the way you are now that you don't find a point in helping yourself. you're also being overgenerous with people when you don't have enough to give to others. you could be letting people vent knowing you're not in the right place. it's best for you if you just tell them you need a break or need help. if they still demand from you, they aren't good to keep around.

pac,, inner child messages

pile one,,

your inner child is proud of you for working hard. you could still be wanting the same dream as when you were young. this could possibly be art or music? be careful to not overwork yourself. they want you to be happy while doing what you want, not treating it like a task or chore. they love how independent you are and how you don't need other people to feel happy. it's like you don't care about the gossip around you. your a hard worker and you've been doing this on your own. pat yourself on the back a bit more often.

pile two,,

your inner child loves how caring and nurturing you are. they love how good you are with emotions, especially the emotions of other people. you could have had childhood wounds from a mother or parental figure. they see you making things happen "like magic." even if you take care of people all the time, you still wanna be taken care of as well. you just want those feelings to be returned since you never experienced them as a child. you could also be hoping for this in romance. you could have watched lots of romance/shoujo anime as a kid.

pile three,,

they love your cool relaxed energy. it's just so unbothered. you could have been treated as too dramatic or a crybaby when you were younger. maybe even bullied? most likely bullied or seen as the "weird kid." they love that you're smart but they notice you're a bit of a downer sometimes. you have strong walls put up because you're scared of being hurt. so you are tough and unbothered but only because you're scared. you could be studying something or be focused on school. you're focused on doing good for your future but haven't really planned your future at all.

pac,, how can you be more independent right now?

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to be more independent, you might want to live in a more secluded way. isolation could work well for right now. sometimes it's better to be alone to learn things by yourself. let yourself enjoy things more. being independent means you're responsible for keeping yourself safe, healthy, and entertained. you could have an artistic hobby that you should focus on. work but also take care of yourself. remember to take breaks. keep yourself comfortable and don't overwork. remember to speak up for yourself, as well.

૮꒰ ˶- ༝ -˶꒱ა pile two

you have to let yourself sit in your emotions a bit more. you have a bad habit of detaching yourself from how you feel. this could be through dissociation. celebrate your own achievements more often. you could often rely on praise from other people. learn life skills like cooking. also find motivation. if you listen to a burning pile by mitski, then that's confirmation. work on your mental and emotional health before making any drastic changes, especially childhood trauma and being used emotionally in the past.

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა pile three

let yourself be more playful. you could have had a rough childhood where you had to mature or develop too quickly. you should take care of yourself like you wish a parental/adult figure had before. let yourself ask questions and be curious. you could have some people around you that are toxic. probably friends. they give you bad advice and are overall not good for you. you feel inclined to listen to them and do what they want/say. don't be scared to decline their offers and ignore their advice. you also might want to try non-s3xual age/pet regression.

pac,, what should you do to move forward?

pile one,,

the first thing you should focus on is healing your trauma or any negative past you've been holding onto. during this time it would help to accept help from others and be open to assistance even if you're scared of opening up. healing your inner child could be very significant. you have a lot of work to do regarding your mental health. neglecting and ignoring your mental struggles won't make them go away. you probably like to imagine others caring for you but you need to be the one to care for you. opal (the jack stauber short) may also be significant. having a healthy routine even if it's just focusing on one specific thing would really make a large impact on you for the better.

pile two,,

i feel like you were probably bullied. you were treated as weird or excluded in some way. like fire drill (Melanie Martinez). you spent a long time feeling weak. it's time to actually stand up for yourself. friends and possibly romantic partners even have treated you wrongly in the past. you should be using these past experiences to your advantage instead of beating yourself over it. how do you wanna be different now? what people do you wish to attract now? how can you avoid things like that happening again? you are very intuitive but you don't use your spiritual abilities to help yourself. trust yourself more often. you don't have to act tough or hard to protect yourself. just protect yourself like you wish others did back then.

pile three,,

this pile feels less amused. like kind of tired. you could currently struggle with depression. you've felt like you had to fight your entire life. not just others, but also your own emotions. you don't allow yourself to feel. you probably grew up in a chaotic environment where you felt it was best/safer for you to not feel at all and developed that mindset early on. you need to balance your mood and emotions. you also need to let go of this fighter mindset. i'm getting fighter by jack stauber and dollhouse by Melanie. you have to take care of yourself and your own feelings. like in that one best american girl scene (mitski) where she started kissing her hand. you could also use music a lot to cope as a way of escapism.

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