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♡ ⁍ Pile 1 ⁍ 👀 -- ⁍ Wheel of Fortune, Six of Wands, Page of Cups (reversed), 1111 ⁍

♡ ⚬ Pile 2 ⚬ 👀 -- ⚬ The Fool, Two of Sword, Knight of Pentacles, 222 ⚬

♡ ⊹ Pile 3 ⊹ 👀 -- ⊹ Death, Eight of Swords, Knight of Cups (reversed), 333 ⊹

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ﾟ⋆ 𓂂 ➢ 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗜𝗥 𝗖𝗨𝗥𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧 𝗧𝗛𝗢𝗨𝗚𝗛𝗧𝗦…˗ˏˋ𝟭𝟴+ˎˊ˗

🕸➢ !!cw for 18+ messages/insights!! just a reminder im on insta sooo if you want li slide pacs like these then follow and leave me a comment saying vivivivivivi~

🕸➢ 𝗣𝗜𝗟𝗘 𝟭

🕸➢ 𝗣𝗜𝗟𝗘 𝟮

🕸➢ 𝗣𝗜𝗟𝗘 𝟯

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i dont know WHY this is spiderman/mj themed 😭.. just an interesting rabbit hole pretty much lol

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!⃣ Comfort PAC ~ ＊what you need to hear ＊ to help start your day ~＊

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*pile 1~!

~ Hi Pile 1s!! funny enough as I start typing I’m eating cereal- it's my 3pm breakfast pile 1!! 💀 yep maybe you can relate- but maybe not! because I actually see everyone here is a pretty easy early riser, at least during this time you’ve become very diligent. and I see the reason for that is related to job, career, and next steps involving that- and you’re becoming more diligent/rigid due to the stress of that, it feels like you’re “training” your body to be ready for more responsibilities…

~ That’s a HUGE shift pile 1, and I don’t want you to downplay it, it doesn't matter that people who have come before you have faced “more”, this is about you, your accomplishments, and what you’ve overcome up to this point- and remember!- you can’t have big accomplishments, without the smaller ones first. you guys are very sweet and compassionate people, and you need to offer a bit of that same grace and uplifting spirit you give everyone else. you all are also smartypants whether you agree or not, it’s a message coming through, that you guys are way smarter/brainy-er than you know or give yourself credit for. please lean into your confidence in your abilities, and the accomplishments you’ve already done (no matter how small) because that is your power. I love you pile 1s~ be proud of yourself!!! I’m so proud of you ♡ *pile 2~!

~ Ok so you’re pissed, or someone here is- Hello Pile 2s, what’s going on tonight? I feel like I’m answering a crisis hotline call. I feel like you picked this pile because you’re in a state of, not “needing” per se, but really wanting some love. some comfort, from someone, is that right? this could be you wanting love/comfort from a specific person, I’m feeling heavily this could be your mom, very feminine energy here- or maybe you’re in a feminine energy of wanting love from someone you view as a “protector”, this could even be someone who reminds you of a parental guardian that you’re thinking of (this could be a romantic partner or a platonic one!)... a lot of chaos/anxiety swirling within you, you could be in a fight with someone- something has happened where your vibrational energy has taken a huge low swing.

~ What to say, my loves. my dearest pile 2s. your feelings are valid. you’ve been through more than I wish to describe here in this reading. so where to go from here?... -how can you expect someone to love you when you do not love yourself?<-- wow- that was a strongly worded message that came through, and I do not agree with its harshness- but it is true... you are deserving of love and care and empathy no matter where you are, but you must put yourself first- you are blocked, and the way to become unblocked in your life, is you must show yourself that love first, that safety, that compassion. similar to “you can’t give from an empty cup”, you can’t receive coming from an empty cup as well. it will feel like it is never enough... you have to be giving to yourself along with receiving from people you trust... balance is important to you and your anxiety right now! equal giving to yourself (having alone time/self-activities) and then reaching out and interacting w/ those you trust. ok my pile 2s, I’m going to leave you with this messages right here. this is just a period in your life. let it flow. it’s going to ALL be ok. ♡ ♡ ♡ *pile 3~!

~ You guys are so cute I can’t stand it- oh Hi Pile 3s!! I literally gasped entering your energy space- and I had a hard time concentrating on keywords at first- some of you here were born in the year of the rat 🐀 - or you guys just have mouse energy to you 🐭, especially in your friends eyes. you tend to collect a lot of little trinkets don’t you? and you’re also all over the place- is that right? your energy is excitable and thus you have a hard time focusing- am I right??? yea I’m right. ~ you honestly aren’t doing anything wrong- good for youuu that might even come as a relief to hear for you... however not to get messy but I just got a falsely made violation notice on insta, gave me a heart attack but anyway-... there might be a slight shock of some kind coming your way and thus I will be using this part not just as comfort but as a reminder of your strength of character- don’t you ever change, for anyone.- self-improvement aside!! I don’t care who this person is, your mama, your dad returning from 7 years ago, your knight in shining armor- do not fit in- in an effort to get yourself somewhere. or to make someone else see your value/treat you well. you deserve that sish already- all you have to do is work on your goals and be yourself- and if you wanna swing on the playground for a couple of hours I say go for ittt!!!! love you pile 3sss I like your spark and your sparkle, don’t change it ✨♡ *consider tipping me just 1$ for early access to all my mini pacs, showing me support, and some other goodies~ i would be incredibly grateful to you and I'll think about you before i fall asleep 😴~♡

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! this show made me cry and made me think everything will be ok and life is beautiful (I'm a 21 yo adult 🎀🙍‍♀️)

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ENERGY READING

PILE ONE

PILE TWO

PILE THREE

PILE FOUR

PILE ONE

You have extremely strong healing abilities. Many people come to you looking to be "fixed." You're able to take care of people and their emotions extremely well. Emotional things are easiest for you to work with. You haven't experienced many things, it seems. You give off the vibe of childlike innocence. You enjoy learning a lot and are extremely curious but you often are too scared to take the leap. You're very reserved and usually quiet. You could play instruments or be musically inclined. Music plays an important role in your life. If you've been thinking of playing violin or piano, you should go for it.

PILE TWO

You're very passionate about the things you're interested in. You're protective and a bit over protective at times. You're good at reading people and have a great intuition. You may do divination work. You are a bit closed off and many don't know what you're thinking. You spend more time observing and collecting information on others than giving your own information and letting people get to know you. You do this out of curiosity and fear. You want to keep yourself safe and you're scared of being hurt again. If this progresses to far, you could end up pushing away important people in your life and end up regretting it.

PILE THREE

You have a rich and luxurious vibe to you. You seem like a hard worker but also seem like a damsel in distress. You are very elegant and that pulls people towards you. You're like actual royalty. You have a sort of tragic vibe to you. You struggle with carrying everybody's burdens and expectations on your back. You're very generous but you give too much sometimes. You have to give only when you have enough for yourself and can afford to give to others. You're pretty but don't see that about yourself. You may have been torn down by others and manipulated into thinking you're less than what you are. This made you insecure about your appearance when in reality you have a beautiful appearance.

PILE FOUR

You're a complete hopeless romantic. You seem to have placed your self worth in a person you liked romantically and they treated you wrong. Now, you assume people who like you romantically will leave at some point and no longer will want you. Even if they do, you're worth more than your love life. You're an individual and you don't need to base who you are in your looks or lover(s). You could be a bit of a crybaby and probably have a lot of water in your chart. You have a bubbly and energetic feeling to you. That doesn't mean you're always up and rowdy. I get the feeling that you sleep a lot, actually. You put a bit of a soft, relaxed mask on but you should be yourself even if it's "weird" to people because you only live once and it's your own life. This is also a sign to cut ties with negative people.

What does your future spouse find cute about you?

Pile one Pile two

Pile three Pile four

Pile one

Your future spouse finds it cute that you're always eager to learn new information. You may also try to be playful or come across as strong but they don't really see you as physically strong so they find it funny. They find it cute that you try to get aggressive with them when you don't have the physical strength to back it up. This is just playful, so if someone is trying to hurt you and finds your resistance cute/funny, then this is not the person. You have the balance of cute and "violent." Your future spouse finds this cute. You might try to play hit them and they find that specifically adorable about you. The last pile may be for you if you felt drawn to it.

Pile two

Your future spouse notices you are a bit of perfectionist and they see it as cute. They don't understand why you focus so much on little things when they see every part of you as perfect already. You over analyze things often instead of looking at the big picture. Then you over think an the big picture becomes about 70 million other small pictures that don't match up to create the big picture anymore. Basically, you over think and create a new idea in your head of things instead of focusing on the big things. They also find it cute that you have a lot of duality. You can change up from scary to cute quickly or mean to nice or something along those lines.

Pile three

Your future spouse finds it cute how you like making cute little crafts. They also like how you are super romantic. You might make them cute romantic cards or foods. You're a very creative person. They like seeing what you can come up with. They have fun trying to convince you that your work is good even though you're stubborn. They genuinely enjoy what you make even if it's childish/childlike or bad to you. They love how dedicated you are and how much passion you have. You might be an artist. They love how stubborn you are. They find most things about you cute, overall. You could like baking/cooking. DDLC may be significant, especially natsuki.

Pile four

Right off the bat, I'm getting that they love how unique you are. They like seeing how unpredictable and "crazy" you act. It's like you always keep them entertained or busy. I'm hearing that you keep their hands full. They find you crazy in a cute way. They think you being as emotional as you are is cute, especially considering how you act all crazy all the time. You're very emotional and you enjoy expressing how you feel, even if the ways you do so are seen as odd. They find it cute that you throw little "tantrums" and have little mood swings. They think it's cute that you get cranky and need naps all the time. They find you being so protective/possessive adorable as well. You may use yandere stuff to cope (like #bpdyandere or something). If you felt drawn to another pile, especially pile one then check them.

୨ ୧  :  how would you be as an idol ?  pac

pile one pile two

pile three pile four

᧔♡᧓ : pile one

As an idol, you'd be a bit different from other idols. You'd have this unique way of doing things and a unique style. You might be a solo idol or you could be your own boss/manager as an idol. You understand that being an idol takes hard work and are willing to put in the work to get what you want/need as an idol. Because of how unique you are, you would get tons of fans once you put in all the work. I'm hearing that you'd get quite a bit of money as well. You would continue to be yourself and keep independent but still not be a cold person, which your fans would like about you. You would have tons of fans who are as dedicated to you as you are to your career. You probably would have a side-job. You need to find balance being an idol and yourself away from being an idol. You don't share much personal information with your fans and you don't back down on what's important to you, even if you're pressured by others. You probably wouldn't try to keep up with trends. You'd be your own boss and allow freedom but you would have to sacrifice some things to reach your dreams as an idol.

᧔♡᧓ : pile two

As an idol, you would treat your achievements like smaller than they really are. There's tons of money involved and your career would take of quickly but you'd be stuck comparing yourself to other idols. You probably would be in a group and would be the one making decisions on what's fair or not. Definitely could be the group's main leader or manager. You'd be known as that one confident member. Possibly like one of those kpop idol rappers who always has the best solo verses (like the rap in nude by g-idle). If you're thinking about writing lyrics but something is missing, learning new words for vocabulary would absolutely enhance your writing. Your group could be a small group of tightly knit friends. I'm getting that there isn't an insane amount of members but that makes you more memorable because the fans have less people to remember. The group has such good harmony and sounds perfect together but you're focused on the small imperfections. Looking at the small mistakes and imperfections could make the rest of the idols in the group upset and cause conflicts, so before getting into a group (if you aren't already) work on your perfectionism.

᧔♡᧓ : pile three

I'm getting that you're a fast learner. You could have been starting late to idol training but you still caught up just as fast or faster than the other idols. This is a new income and a new experience for you. You could have/ might quit your job to become a full-time idol. You're extremely harsh on yourself to catch up, when in reality you would catch up just as fast if you were more gentle on your self-discipline. You decided to just take a dive into this, regardless of what others want for you. This is a fresh new start for you and a way to release all that creative energy you've been storing. You might feel isolated even if you are in a group and like you're standing alone. It's possible that you could have been meant to be in one group but ended up in another group last minute and feel like you don't belong. As an idol, you're remaining authentic to who you are but also controlling yourself. You're overcoming your fears of stage fright or humiliation and learning that nobody cares as much about your slip-ups as you do. Eventually, all of your mistakes will be forgotten and you don't need to worry about getting canceled over something silly. You forget you still have fans that will stay with you even if you fail to do something or embarrass yourself and those fans will stand with you.

᧔♡᧓ : pile four

As an idol, you'd be like the young childlike bubbly one of the group. The type of idol people make "being cute and silly" compilations of. Your fans are die-hard and wanna keep you safe and protected. It's like jungkook vibes (not saying that cuz I'm a stan btw 😶 I barely listen to kpop). It's like chuu and jungkook mixed together and you were created. You have the choice to be living in luxury and make all this money without doing work (possible inheritance) but you would have chosen to be an idol instead because that's your true dream (if it actually is). Your main concern as an idol should be avoiding being/seeming fake. You don't have to pretend to be all cutesy, just show the cute side of you and your real cute aspects. Don't pretend you have a different personality than you do, just show off the good parts of your real personality. If you pretend to be something you're not, once you get tired and rest, people will notice that you weren't who you said you were. You being an idol would be something you planned for and would do long term. I feel like this pile in particular truly wants to be an idol. The only thing stopping you from being an idol is you limiting yourself.

PAC,, What do you need to let go of?

💤 ︵ pile one ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your obsession with money. Trust the universe will handle it and you'll be fine. Stop trying to nurture and care for everybody. You're the main one you should be looking out for. You're working yourself too hard. It's okay to take a rest sometimes. It's okay to have goals and have a strong will to reach them but you need to remember you have to keep yourself alive as well. You're trying your best to make your own money and care for everyone but you can't do both and you definitely can't care for everyone.

💤 ︵ pile two ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of a lover or crush. If you've had them as a lover and they've cheated or betrayed you in a way, they're not ready to change yet. Maybe in the future but you need a break to nurture yourself. This person is impulsive and sure of themselves but is still immature. In the end, this person will leave you and you'll feel like you have to hide your feelings. You've been ignoring the possibility that this could be true but it is. They aren't worth it. You're worth so much more and you deserve the care you give others, so give it to yourself. 1010 and other angle numbers may be significant.

💤 ︵ pile three﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your impulsivity and unrealistic fantasies. You need to learn more about yourself I'm getting. Not everybody is your friend and not everything is a fairytale. You might need time to yourself. You need to let go of sad memories of old friends or lovers. You might imagine that things are good like it was with them before, but it's not and you need to accept that. This message has been trying to reach you but you ignore it and just deal with the negative consequences.

general crush pac

pile one

they see you as an intuitive person and a hard worker. your crush sees you as inspiring. im getting kind of like an art peace at a museum. they see you as someone to enjoy the presence of. you may or may not have some significant past with this person. this could be a crush you walked away from for a bit or someone who you isolated from or who isolated from you. this could even be an ex for some. possible ghosting involved. either way, there was a painful past for both of you. they want to let this go and learn more about the new you. they also want to prove they're not the same as they were/they'll behave differently than before. they feel as if they did you wrong or should have handled a situation better.

pile two

you could have cheated on/ been cheated on in a relationship with your person. there was a lot of lies, deception, sneaking around, and more. someone was more oblivious or love-clouded during this and couldn't realize it was an unhealthy situation. the relationship ended. all of that is in the past now. there's a chance to do better in a new relationship with them. you both have the chance to have a strong and loving relationship now. this relationship would be passionate and emotional. this relationship would consist of supporting each other in hard times, even though it previously did not. the change from the old relationship to the current one would be a noticeable difference. before jumping into this connection, understand your emotions and how you fully and truly feel about this person.

pile three

they see you as a generous, mature, hard worker. you might take care of them often or they imagine you doing that. they see you as a very caring an nurturing person. as opposed to being jealous of you spending time with others, they observe it and it makes them feel better just seeing you as your comfortable self. you could have mutual friends as well. nine of pentacles flew out next to two of swords and the king of pentacles (9 of pentacles, 2 of swords between, and king of pentacles) just now. it seems like you two are very compatible. you could be more independent (especially financially) but they still just wanna spoil you with gifts.

pac ,, what era are you in rn?

pile one,,

you are currently going through an era where you start to recognize your worth and others are starting to as well. this era is bringing tons of confidence along with it. if you're feeling stuck or feeling like this era isn't happening but still feel drawn to the pile, understand that this era should be happening but you have to work through your own stuff first. you're holding yourself back thinking you're not good enough and you don't deserve it when you do.

pile two,,

you could be going through this era after a break up. it seems there's new stuff happening regarding romance and recovery from a past relationship. also a possible new one coming in? it seems like now you aren't as focused on love and are more focused on material things like money. there's so many new opportunities for you to take but don't take ones that aren't in your best interest. this feels like a new complete version of you. you're keeping yourself more closed off, especially from love. a tip to allow this era to happen easier is to let go of ex lovers and friends. they don't serve your best interest and aren't for you so don't go back.

pile three,,

this era is one of clearing out the bad and focusing on the good. you're letting go of what you don't need and what harms you. you're learning self care and how to take care of yourself. i'm getting that you're now starting to learn and fully understand your worth. you might start taking yourself on little dates to places that you enjoy. this era is one of healing and relaxation. it might feel lonely but remember, you'll make new friends and meet new people. the old people you no longer talk to obviously weren't fit for you and they didn't understand your worth like you do.

pac,, general financial tarot reading

pile one,,

you're very generous with your money but that can backfire very easily. watch who you trust with your money. not everybody is your friend or worth giving money to. you might have recently discovered something new financially. something like a better way to manage your money or a tip on saving. after hard work, there will soon be a sharp increase in your funds. you could possibly be starting a new job or career path. you're still a bit too trust in with your money and may be a heavy impulsive spender. make sure to think rationally and protect your money.

pile two,,

there's a lot of positive change. you're finally going after what you want and are passionate about. you may be investing or working into stocks. someone may have used you for money/ is currently using you for money but you're now realizing that you deserve better and this will end negatively for you. you're finally putting yourself as a priority, especially financially. as a result, you're being rewarded with new jobs, gifts, and more money in general. you're too stuck in the past. even if you struggled with money in the past, you won't forever.

pile three,,

currently it may feel like you're reaching for scraps financially but there's better things coming. have faith in the universe and any deities you have belief in. there could be inheritance or sudden positive karmic changes. instead of being negative and upset about the money you don't have, learn to appreciate the money you do. try to see the bright side of things sometimes. there's nothing wrong with keeping your money safe and close but don't be scared to spend it sometimes, even if it's not on a necessity. if you're unable to get a job or you aren't currently able to make an income, you might wanna try manifesting. make sure you have the right mindset to manifest though.

Pac, who's your soulmate?

Your soulmate is someone who overthinks a lot. When they see you, you might notice them trying to fix their hair or make sure they look nice. You mutually make each other feel complete. It's like they're fixated on you. They just wanna hold you as their own. Like "you're mine". It may seem a bit possessive but they just wanna hold you and keep you safe. There's no negative intentions with this. They're a hard worker and wanna make sure you don't have to work as hard as them. They might take you out and buy you gifts. I'm getting that you may be really stressed a lot currently or at the time you meet your soulmate if you haven't yet. They notice/will notice how stressed you are even if you try to hide it. They wanna take away your worries and help you relax. Maybe with a massage or words of affirmation after work. They could also let you vent a lot. They like giving you presents and surprises. Maybe throwing surprise parties for you. It seems like they're trying to break down your boundaries a bit so they can give you gifts and I'm getting they wanna give you " everything you want." They don't think you'll really accept the gifts otherwise. They could have had a bad past or have tried to be some type of "player" but now they're trying to focus on you and change. They're someone you can really trust and open up to. They're a non-judgemental person to talk to especially if you're looking for practical advice when you're mind is clouded. They're very trust worthy and they'll build your relationship off trust and love.

Music could be significant, especially lofi and/or classical music. Your soulmate is extremely fair and morally correct. They could study a lot of social problems and try to keep their awareness up. They're very stubborn and won't back down easily, especially if it's something they believe in. They might be a bit trapped in their own mind. Like they imagine people out a certain way and expect them to be like that in reality. They may rely on material things and sexual things to cope with trauma and to keep themselves "protected." They could have had traumatic experience with a father figure. They try to cope with things that are overall unhealthy for them. They also worry too much about their reputation and try to portray themselves in a "strong" way. Could also struggle with toxic masculinity. Even with that, they've been doing everything on their own. They do know how to take care of themselves (somewhat) and others but they often choose not to in fear of being hurt or used. They've worked hard for what they earned and aren't ready to give it up that easily to just anyone. They're scared of saying too much about their emotions or opening up. This person could very much have other options but you're actually the person for them (the lovers card). They're not used to feeling this rushing wave of emotions and they aren't exactly sure how to deal with it. It's like they wanna be tough but have this tiny little soft spot for you that they can't get rid of. It might make them uncomfortable? Like they wanna be all cool and edgy or whatever but they can't because you and they don't know why they feel this way. They're friends are what to watch out for though. They could be bad influencers or sabotaging.

You have a very soft and caring energy to you. Not in a people pleaser way (at least mostly not) but more in a sincere and laid back way. You may be taking time to heal and focus on work or school currently. Your soulmate tries to hide their feelings a bit with a cold persona. In reality, they're really really in love with you. They love how nice and perfect you seem. They wanna provide mental and emotional stability for you. They also wanna know more about who you are as a person. They may be straight forward and a bit blunt when it comes to you. Like the main love interest from"Marry My Husband." I got the queen of swords and king of swords for you two. This is a connection where both parties better each other and learn. Not only learning through experience, but also learning directly from each other. They're scared you may leave them for other options or that you're already with someone who you think is better. They're very protective of you, especially when it comes to who you hang around. They think some people you surround yourself with aren't in your best interest and could be causing you harm. They wanna keep you away from them and have you more to themselves. Your friends may make you do all the work in the friendship or exclude you. I'm also getting using you for entertainment. Soon, the friendship will end so there's no means in sticking around to watch as it happens. They see obvious commitment issues from a fear of being left/abandoned. However, they also see this making it difficult for you to leave toxic people behind. They wanna let you know they're here for you and will take care of your emotional needs in any way you want from them.

PAC, what you're doing right vs wrong

one two three

Pile one,,

Right:

currently you're working on yourself and dedicating time for yourself. you're analyzing the past and improving based on what you did wrong before. this mental health journey is really significant for you. working on your personal hobbies and talents is really helpful right now and could be a way you are dedicating time for yourself.

Wrong:

right now you are pushing people away and ignoring the people that genuinely care about you and are in your best interest. you're fearing change and actively refusing to improve or change at all. you're also holding yourself to this incredible standard. you're letting yourself rely on others too much/letting others rely on you too much and it's making you/them weaker. you have to get out of your head and make changes yourself.

Pile two,,

Right:

you're taking a rest, especially from people. you're holding yourself back from dealing with a toxic masculine person (could be any gender ofc). this person is negative for you and it's best to keep your distance as you're doing right now. you're doing something new, a big change from how things usually are for you. you're finally taking this leap and moving forward.

Wrong:

You're currently being a bit lost in your own delusions. You keep settling for people who are less. You let people treat you terribly and still only give them the best. You don't give yourself enough credit and you have really low self esteem. You're always knowingly letting people use you. You're ignoring your mental health flaws and pretending like you're done healing when you aren't. it might be tough but you have to keep going. i guarantee you got this.

Pile three,,

Right:

you acknowledge your flaws and mental health struggles. you are able to understand how you are and why you're like that. you may often psychoanalyze yourself, especially your trauma responses. you're learning more about yourself and are studying your behaviors. doing this can help you be able to solve the problems you have.

Wrong:

Even though you know what you have to do to fix the problems you deal with, you don't take action. this could possibly be because of depression. you're so used to living the way you are now that you don't find a point in helping yourself. you're also being overgenerous with people when you don't have enough to give to others. you could be letting people vent knowing you're not in the right place. it's best for you if you just tell them you need a break or need help. if they still demand from you, they aren't good to keep around.

PAC, how will you unlock your fs's heart?

P1 P2 P2

P1

First off, making your partner feel safe and/or actually keeping them safe. Also going on dates. Your fs could struggle with trusting people. They like how you make sure they're alright financially but allow them to remain independent as well. I feel like you may be rich or more financially stable when in comparison to this person so they feel like they're living a life of luxury with you. They're glad you recognize your own flaws kind of like it's a hidden part of you.

P2

One of the reasons they'll fall in love with you is because you're very fair but less in a "harmonious balance" way and more in a "chaotic nanno" way. You're also very emotional mature or balanced. You know how to manage your emotions and seem mostly calm. You're independent and don't need others to fight your battles for you. It's not just to impress, you genuinely prefer to deal with your own issues. You stand out to them. I'm getting that you shine brighter than others to them.

P1

They're in love with you because you're able to remain being yourself regardless of backlash and hate from other people. You probably are good at making people feel better even if you're not doing it on purpose. You provide good insight for people when they need help with making important choices. You may have gone through some terrible things, maybe even with this person for some. If this person was wrong before, they wanna prove that they're better now. If not, they wanna show they can be better than how you were treated before by other people.

pac,, what should you do to move forward?

pile one,,

the first thing you should focus on is healing your trauma or any negative past you've been holding onto. during this time it would help to accept help from others and be open to assistance even if you're scared of opening up. healing your inner child could be very significant. you have a lot of work to do regarding your mental health. neglecting and ignoring your mental struggles won't make them go away. you probably like to imagine others caring for you but you need to be the one to care for you. opal (the jack stauber short) may also be significant. having a healthy routine even if it's just focusing on one specific thing would really make a large impact on you for the better.

pile two,,

i feel like you were probably bullied. you were treated as weird or excluded in some way. like fire drill (Melanie Martinez). you spent a long time feeling weak. it's time to actually stand up for yourself. friends and possibly romantic partners even have treated you wrongly in the past. you should be using these past experiences to your advantage instead of beating yourself over it. how do you wanna be different now? what people do you wish to attract now? how can you avoid things like that happening again? you are very intuitive but you don't use your spiritual abilities to help yourself. trust yourself more often. you don't have to act tough or hard to protect yourself. just protect yourself like you wish others did back then.

pile three,,

this pile feels less amused. like kind of tired. you could currently struggle with depression. you've felt like you had to fight your entire life. not just others, but also your own emotions. you don't allow yourself to feel. you probably grew up in a chaotic environment where you felt it was best/safer for you to not feel at all and developed that mindset early on. you need to balance your mood and emotions. you also need to let go of this fighter mindset. i'm getting fighter by jack stauber and dollhouse by Melanie. you have to take care of yourself and your own feelings. like in that one best american girl scene (mitski) where she started kissing her hand. you could also use music a lot to cope as a way of escapism.

pac,, which people should you cut off now and why?

(i randomly felt like I had to do this reading for some reason)

pile one,,

this is most likely an ex partner or crush. you're holding on to this. I'm not sure if you're doing this because you still love them but you have to let this person go. they've already done you wrong in the past. there's no reason you should allow them to do it again. they most likely had problems with infidelity in the past. you keep just thinking about the feelings you've had towards them in the past and how they could make you feel. potential means nothing if it's not taking into action. this person would not put their energy into giving you what you want and deserve. you shouldn't give your energy into them either. you need to stop carrying any burdens they made you carry. they aren't your responsibility and they need to care for themselves.

pile two,,

this person/these people made you feel owned and weak. not necessarily weak but like you're under someone else's control. this was most likely a group of people. friends or family. you could have recently already cut them off. this left you feeling much more free but you still have healing left to do. the song for this reading is the fine print. i forgot which game it was based on but it could be significant as well. now the only thing stopping you from being as free as you want it yourself. you let their words stay in your mind. it's not your fault that they couldn't recognize your worth but you don't have to forget your own worth too. you need to cut them off completely, including their words and what they "taught" you about your own self.

pile three,,

you have workplace issues. it's not that you can't do your job. it's just that people at your job put so much work and stress on you. you're trapping yourself here because you're scared you won't find another job and you'll sink into poverty. you're putting up with this because of your fears. you have to trust that you'll be protected even if you quit. you're overworking yourself here and it's unhealthy for you. your health is more important than your money and job. even if you're scared and don't feel like just quitting would be the right choice, you can always look for a job first. none of the excuses you can make are anything besides fear. just take a deep breath. you need a break or a better workplace. you'll make the right choice. stop stressing over it. take a moment to relax now or as soon as possible.

pac,, how can you be more confident? what's holding you back?

pile one,,

instead of focusing your energy on others, focus more on yourself. focus on yourself like you're your own crush (I will- mitski). stop settling for people that aren't what you're looking for. if they're bad to you then don't keep them around. they're what's holding you back. you deserve what you want. you have a more negative perspective. if you were less pessimistic, at least towards yourself and your own efforts, it would significantly improve your confidence. you need to let go of this idea that confidence means always feeling good about yourself, never having bad days, and having a mild superiority complex.

pile two,,

your romanticism of your sadness and mental illness is holding you back. you most likely have depression and low self esteem so you learned to live with it instead of learning to heal it. finding some hobbies or something you're good at would increase your confident. you could have grown up thinking you didn't have any specific talent or had to be good at everything so you didn't find just one thing that made you happy that you could do. there's something you know you have to led go off. you have to work on your mental health and emotional regulation. positive affirmations could help a lot. also make sure to calm yourself in a healthy way when you get overwhelmed.

pile three,,

so you're most definitely a creative. you've been working towards better confidence and bettering yourself overall. there's something new bringing balance in. you just have to trust. this feels like it could be something you've been working to manifest for a while. continuing being creative and confident in the art you created will make you more confident as a person. the way you've been moving forward is very strong. just keep pushing through and don't give up. taking breaks is okay and doesn't mean giving up. if you've been thinking about starting something new artistically, especially music, then take the leap. don't do it for other's approval. it's your art, your business.

pac,, what do you need to hear right now?

pile one,,

it's okay to take self care moments. you don't always have to focus on what you have to do at the moment. just trust that you'll be able to rest without negative consequences. you should celebrate yourself and your achievements more. stop focusing so much on the bad parts of the past and tearing yourself down for it. if you're not doing that for the positive parts too, what's the point? keep looking for your passion.

pile two,,

your hard work will pay off. don't give up or waste all of it. if you continue doing well, you will be rewarded. i'm getting the image of working on a garden. it is guaranteed to get better so there's no need to stress as much as you do. you've been working on your own without much help. you'll be able to help other people once you get your reward but make sure you save some enjoyment for yourself.

pile three,,

you have a choice to make. keep continuing on the way you are now and remain focused on the past or focus on yourself and work on self-improvement. you'll be pushed in the right direction. this could be through adding a new problem to your life to get you to realize something. like a tower moment. don't worry too much though, it'll work out.

pile four,,

you could be moving on from someone right now. either a close ex friend or partner. you've been doing amazing. you realized how easy it is to move on now that you've actually tried. i'm currently playing sue me by sabrina carpenter too. you've been enjoying this new-found freedom. you realized you've been holding yourself back this entire time. you're learning and working on your emotions and mental health. stop fantasizing about how it would be to be close to them again cuz it's not happening.

pac,, general emotion reading

pile one

there could be people talking bad about you but you're learning to not care about them. like you're completely unfazed. there's a new change about to happen and the mfs are just gonna be like "damn 🤕" and will switch up fast asf. this will bring positive emotional changes cuz they really thought they were doing something. keep the aggressive confidence you have. you're lifting your emotional burdens while you also focus on goals you already have in place.

pile two

instead of ignoring the problems you're going through because you're scared of intense feelings. if you just calm yourself down and analyze the problem without overthinking or stressing yourself out, it will be so much easier to solve. to learn independence, you also need to learn the emotional management part. be more confident in yourself. you can solve your issues if you try.

pile three

you're trying to act like everything is fine and acting like your own idea of strong when you're on the edge. you feel easily attacked. you're working on yourself now. it would be best to take some alone time or moderate isolation to reflect so people don't influence you in anyway. it would help you allow yourself to be vulnerable. surround yourself with loyal people who allow you to be vulnerable in front of them/with them as well.

pac,, what is holding you back?

꒰ pile one ꒱

you're held back by this act or show you put on for validation from others. you act like you don't feel anything. you try to be calm and confident but it's okay to not be like that all the time. you have to stop worrying about others so much. you shouldn't care that much about what anybody else thinks about you. you should base your own self worth of how you actually feel without influence from other people. it's okay to not always be strong. dont be so obsessed with material things. money and items are comforting and all but there are more important things.

꒰ pile two ꒱

you have these really intense boundaries. possibly from a parental figure or someone you really looked up to. you have issues trusting people and opening up. you're choosing to ignore them or you're approaching them in the wrong way. you have to approach your issues gently and slowly. it won't all disappear instantly. you might only be able to handle rough or aggressiveness from others and yourself but it's okay to be and feel soft sometimes. you may also be attracted to pile one.

꒰ pile three ꒱

you have such sweet wholesome energy. someone took advantage of you, though. they made you think they were trustworthy and then betrayed you. could have been a close friend. maybe even an entire friend group. this left you feeling lonely. you don't fit in because you're not around the right people. don't blame yourself for being "too awkward" or anything like that. you don't need to be everybody's friend. be your own friend first. you don't need the people you're looking for. they aren't like you and you shouldn't have to change who you are.

pac,, inner child messages

pile one,,

your inner child is proud of you for working hard. you could still be wanting the same dream as when you were young. this could possibly be art or music? be careful to not overwork yourself. they want you to be happy while doing what you want, not treating it like a task or chore. they love how independent you are and how you don't need other people to feel happy. it's like you don't care about the gossip around you. your a hard worker and you've been doing this on your own. pat yourself on the back a bit more often.

pile two,,

your inner child loves how caring and nurturing you are. they love how good you are with emotions, especially the emotions of other people. you could have had childhood wounds from a mother or parental figure. they see you making things happen "like magic." even if you take care of people all the time, you still wanna be taken care of as well. you just want those feelings to be returned since you never experienced them as a child. you could also be hoping for this in romance. you could have watched lots of romance/shoujo anime as a kid.

pile three,,

they love your cool relaxed energy. it's just so unbothered. you could have been treated as too dramatic or a crybaby when you were younger. maybe even bullied? most likely bullied or seen as the "weird kid." they love that you're smart but they notice you're a bit of a downer sometimes. you have strong walls put up because you're scared of being hurt. so you are tough and unbothered but only because you're scared. you could be studying something or be focused on school. you're focused on doing good for your future but haven't really planned your future at all.