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What Do You Need To Acknowledge?

Take a moment and pick a gif, whichever one calls out to you the most. Each selection’s message was received via intuition. You can select more than one message. None of the gifs are made by me.  Join me on Instagram, Youtube, and Tiktok for more. Enjoy!

1, Cat on a Shelf: You’re stronger than you were back then. You’re radiating more than you were back then. There is wastefulness in trying to tie certain pieces together. You don’t have every piece to the puzzle. And that’s OK. If you don’t know, you don’t know. Learn what you can. Learn what makes you feel good. You are not the things that happened/didn’t happen to you.

Songs: Crush- David Archuleta

          Feel Good Inc-  Gorillaz

2, Butterfly, Book: You are almost there. Keep digging. Perseverance is key. Don’t give up. You are tougher than you give yourself credit for. Your strength is not nothing. It’s not something to be swept under the rug because others have had it worse. Wear your strength and diligence like a crown. When others are around you, they are in the presence of a king/queen.

Songs: Breath- Michelle Branch

            Still New York- MAX

3, Magic in A Flask: The fact that you still have a high vibration and positive outlook is impressive. You’re still you. Love that. Honoring that pivotal part of your journey that transformed you is what makes you amazing. Know that you are amazing and you are not done yet.

Songs: I Against I- Massive Attack

            Hikari- Kingdom Hearts Soundtrack

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Pile 1: Zuko and Uncle Iroh

"Inaction breeds doubt and fear. Action breeds confidence and courage. If you want to conquer fear, do not sit home and think about it. Go out and get busy." -Dale Carnegie

"America was not built on fear. America was built on courage, on imagination and an unbeatable determination to do the job at hand." - Harry Truman

“It was when I realized I needed to stop trying to be somebody else and be myself, I actually started to own, accept and love what I had.” – Tracee Ellis Ross

Pile 2: Aang and Zuko

"To write something, you have to risk making a fool of yourself." - Anne Rice

“Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, it empties today of its strength.” - Corrie Ten Boom

“Whining not only makes you ugly, it lets a brute know that a victim is in the neighborhood.” - Maya Angelou

Pile 3: Appa and the Gang

"I get way too much happiness from good food." - Elizabeth Olsen

“The day he left me was the day I died. But then I was reborn as a witch.” - The Love Witch

"Life is a dream for the wise, a game for the fool, a comedy for the rich, a tragedy for the poor." - Sholom Aleichem

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Messages From Your Shadow Self

How to Pick a Pile? Some of us focus on the image that seems to call to us most, some intuitively choose regardless of picture. Don't overthink it. Choose whichever pile you feel called to. It may even be more than one!

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Pile 1: You have a bad girl/boy streak in you. I actually laughed when I pulled your cards because it just seemed so cathartic. Like you have been holding back and waiting a long time to be this person who never gets a chance to come out. Your shadow self can be mean, straight-forward, and efficient. Your message is: It's OK to let her/him out every once in awhile.

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Pile 2: You are truly a lover girl/guy at heart, but you feel like the rules of the world won't let you be you. The 'game" of love may have slighted you to the point of putting up barriers. Your message is: Be all of who you are unapologetically. Don't be afraid to call a thing a thing. Blunt observations will help you in the long run.

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Pile 3: Like Pile 1, you also feel the need to hold back. Anxiety and stress holds you in a state of complacency. You are complacent in your own stagnation. Your message is: Be willing to walk away even if you aren't completely sure where you are going. It's the fact that you CAN walk away that is important.

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What Do You Need To Try?

How to Pick a Pile? Some of us focus on the image that seems to call to us most, some intuitively choose regardless of picture. Don't overthink it. Choose whichever pile you feel called to. It may even be more than one!

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Pile 1: Try giving yourself permission to be powerful. You may be on the precipice of something important. There is also a message here about you dimming your light. Trust yourself more. Being who and what you want to be is what you need to try. There is power in being authentic.

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Pile 2: Try being brave. Your message is about stepping outside of your comfort zone. Like Pile 1, you may feel safer while your light is dimmed and harder to snuff out. Try being tough and ready for the things you may fear, while also allowing room for things to be amazing.

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Pile 3: Try embracing your feminine energy. Give love to yourself and put love into what you do. Rest when you feel tired instead of pushing through and only having pride after the work is done. Embrace the good things in you life as well. Try opening yourself up in a way that allows for flexibility, receptivity and wish fulfillment.

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ENERGY READING

PILE ONE

PILE TWO

PILE THREE

PILE FOUR

PILE ONE

You have extremely strong healing abilities. Many people come to you looking to be "fixed." You're able to take care of people and their emotions extremely well. Emotional things are easiest for you to work with. You haven't experienced many things, it seems. You give off the vibe of childlike innocence. You enjoy learning a lot and are extremely curious but you often are too scared to take the leap. You're very reserved and usually quiet. You could play instruments or be musically inclined. Music plays an important role in your life. If you've been thinking of playing violin or piano, you should go for it.

PILE TWO

You're very passionate about the things you're interested in. You're protective and a bit over protective at times. You're good at reading people and have a great intuition. You may do divination work. You are a bit closed off and many don't know what you're thinking. You spend more time observing and collecting information on others than giving your own information and letting people get to know you. You do this out of curiosity and fear. You want to keep yourself safe and you're scared of being hurt again. If this progresses to far, you could end up pushing away important people in your life and end up regretting it.

PILE THREE

You have a rich and luxurious vibe to you. You seem like a hard worker but also seem like a damsel in distress. You are very elegant and that pulls people towards you. You're like actual royalty. You have a sort of tragic vibe to you. You struggle with carrying everybody's burdens and expectations on your back. You're very generous but you give too much sometimes. You have to give only when you have enough for yourself and can afford to give to others. You're pretty but don't see that about yourself. You may have been torn down by others and manipulated into thinking you're less than what you are. This made you insecure about your appearance when in reality you have a beautiful appearance.

PILE FOUR

You're a complete hopeless romantic. You seem to have placed your self worth in a person you liked romantically and they treated you wrong. Now, you assume people who like you romantically will leave at some point and no longer will want you. Even if they do, you're worth more than your love life. You're an individual and you don't need to base who you are in your looks or lover(s). You could be a bit of a crybaby and probably have a lot of water in your chart. You have a bubbly and energetic feeling to you. That doesn't mean you're always up and rowdy. I get the feeling that you sleep a lot, actually. You put a bit of a soft, relaxed mask on but you should be yourself even if it's "weird" to people because you only live once and it's your own life. This is also a sign to cut ties with negative people.

୨ ୧  :  how would you be as an idol ?  pac

pile one pile two

pile three pile four

᧔♡᧓ : pile one

As an idol, you'd be a bit different from other idols. You'd have this unique way of doing things and a unique style. You might be a solo idol or you could be your own boss/manager as an idol. You understand that being an idol takes hard work and are willing to put in the work to get what you want/need as an idol. Because of how unique you are, you would get tons of fans once you put in all the work. I'm hearing that you'd get quite a bit of money as well. You would continue to be yourself and keep independent but still not be a cold person, which your fans would like about you. You would have tons of fans who are as dedicated to you as you are to your career. You probably would have a side-job. You need to find balance being an idol and yourself away from being an idol. You don't share much personal information with your fans and you don't back down on what's important to you, even if you're pressured by others. You probably wouldn't try to keep up with trends. You'd be your own boss and allow freedom but you would have to sacrifice some things to reach your dreams as an idol.

᧔♡᧓ : pile two

As an idol, you would treat your achievements like smaller than they really are. There's tons of money involved and your career would take of quickly but you'd be stuck comparing yourself to other idols. You probably would be in a group and would be the one making decisions on what's fair or not. Definitely could be the group's main leader or manager. You'd be known as that one confident member. Possibly like one of those kpop idol rappers who always has the best solo verses (like the rap in nude by g-idle). If you're thinking about writing lyrics but something is missing, learning new words for vocabulary would absolutely enhance your writing. Your group could be a small group of tightly knit friends. I'm getting that there isn't an insane amount of members but that makes you more memorable because the fans have less people to remember. The group has such good harmony and sounds perfect together but you're focused on the small imperfections. Looking at the small mistakes and imperfections could make the rest of the idols in the group upset and cause conflicts, so before getting into a group (if you aren't already) work on your perfectionism.

᧔♡᧓ : pile three

I'm getting that you're a fast learner. You could have been starting late to idol training but you still caught up just as fast or faster than the other idols. This is a new income and a new experience for you. You could have/ might quit your job to become a full-time idol. You're extremely harsh on yourself to catch up, when in reality you would catch up just as fast if you were more gentle on your self-discipline. You decided to just take a dive into this, regardless of what others want for you. This is a fresh new start for you and a way to release all that creative energy you've been storing. You might feel isolated even if you are in a group and like you're standing alone. It's possible that you could have been meant to be in one group but ended up in another group last minute and feel like you don't belong. As an idol, you're remaining authentic to who you are but also controlling yourself. You're overcoming your fears of stage fright or humiliation and learning that nobody cares as much about your slip-ups as you do. Eventually, all of your mistakes will be forgotten and you don't need to worry about getting canceled over something silly. You forget you still have fans that will stay with you even if you fail to do something or embarrass yourself and those fans will stand with you.

᧔♡᧓ : pile four

As an idol, you'd be like the young childlike bubbly one of the group. The type of idol people make "being cute and silly" compilations of. Your fans are die-hard and wanna keep you safe and protected. It's like jungkook vibes (not saying that cuz I'm a stan btw 😶 I barely listen to kpop). It's like chuu and jungkook mixed together and you were created. You have the choice to be living in luxury and make all this money without doing work (possible inheritance) but you would have chosen to be an idol instead because that's your true dream (if it actually is). Your main concern as an idol should be avoiding being/seeming fake. You don't have to pretend to be all cutesy, just show the cute side of you and your real cute aspects. Don't pretend you have a different personality than you do, just show off the good parts of your real personality. If you pretend to be something you're not, once you get tired and rest, people will notice that you weren't who you said you were. You being an idol would be something you planned for and would do long term. I feel like this pile in particular truly wants to be an idol. The only thing stopping you from being an idol is you limiting yourself.

general crush pac

pile one

they see you as an intuitive person and a hard worker. your crush sees you as inspiring. im getting kind of like an art peace at a museum. they see you as someone to enjoy the presence of. you may or may not have some significant past with this person. this could be a crush you walked away from for a bit or someone who you isolated from or who isolated from you. this could even be an ex for some. possible ghosting involved. either way, there was a painful past for both of you. they want to let this go and learn more about the new you. they also want to prove they're not the same as they were/they'll behave differently than before. they feel as if they did you wrong or should have handled a situation better.

pile two

you could have cheated on/ been cheated on in a relationship with your person. there was a lot of lies, deception, sneaking around, and more. someone was more oblivious or love-clouded during this and couldn't realize it was an unhealthy situation. the relationship ended. all of that is in the past now. there's a chance to do better in a new relationship with them. you both have the chance to have a strong and loving relationship now. this relationship would be passionate and emotional. this relationship would consist of supporting each other in hard times, even though it previously did not. the change from the old relationship to the current one would be a noticeable difference. before jumping into this connection, understand your emotions and how you fully and truly feel about this person.

pile three

they see you as a generous, mature, hard worker. you might take care of them often or they imagine you doing that. they see you as a very caring an nurturing person. as opposed to being jealous of you spending time with others, they observe it and it makes them feel better just seeing you as your comfortable self. you could have mutual friends as well. nine of pentacles flew out next to two of swords and the king of pentacles (9 of pentacles, 2 of swords between, and king of pentacles) just now. it seems like you two are very compatible. you could be more independent (especially financially) but they still just wanna spoil you with gifts.

pac ,, what era are you in rn?

pile one,,

you are currently going through an era where you start to recognize your worth and others are starting to as well. this era is bringing tons of confidence along with it. if you're feeling stuck or feeling like this era isn't happening but still feel drawn to the pile, understand that this era should be happening but you have to work through your own stuff first. you're holding yourself back thinking you're not good enough and you don't deserve it when you do.

pile two,,

you could be going through this era after a break up. it seems there's new stuff happening regarding romance and recovery from a past relationship. also a possible new one coming in? it seems like now you aren't as focused on love and are more focused on material things like money. there's so many new opportunities for you to take but don't take ones that aren't in your best interest. this feels like a new complete version of you. you're keeping yourself more closed off, especially from love. a tip to allow this era to happen easier is to let go of ex lovers and friends. they don't serve your best interest and aren't for you so don't go back.

pile three,,

this era is one of clearing out the bad and focusing on the good. you're letting go of what you don't need and what harms you. you're learning self care and how to take care of yourself. i'm getting that you're now starting to learn and fully understand your worth. you might start taking yourself on little dates to places that you enjoy. this era is one of healing and relaxation. it might feel lonely but remember, you'll make new friends and meet new people. the old people you no longer talk to obviously weren't fit for you and they didn't understand your worth like you do.

pac,, general financial tarot reading

pile one,,

you're very generous with your money but that can backfire very easily. watch who you trust with your money. not everybody is your friend or worth giving money to. you might have recently discovered something new financially. something like a better way to manage your money or a tip on saving. after hard work, there will soon be a sharp increase in your funds. you could possibly be starting a new job or career path. you're still a bit too trust in with your money and may be a heavy impulsive spender. make sure to think rationally and protect your money.

pile two,,

there's a lot of positive change. you're finally going after what you want and are passionate about. you may be investing or working into stocks. someone may have used you for money/ is currently using you for money but you're now realizing that you deserve better and this will end negatively for you. you're finally putting yourself as a priority, especially financially. as a result, you're being rewarded with new jobs, gifts, and more money in general. you're too stuck in the past. even if you struggled with money in the past, you won't forever.

pile three,,

currently it may feel like you're reaching for scraps financially but there's better things coming. have faith in the universe and any deities you have belief in. there could be inheritance or sudden positive karmic changes. instead of being negative and upset about the money you don't have, learn to appreciate the money you do. try to see the bright side of things sometimes. there's nothing wrong with keeping your money safe and close but don't be scared to spend it sometimes, even if it's not on a necessity. if you're unable to get a job or you aren't currently able to make an income, you might wanna try manifesting. make sure you have the right mindset to manifest though.

PAC, how will you unlock your fs's heart?

P1 P2 P2

P1

First off, making your partner feel safe and/or actually keeping them safe. Also going on dates. Your fs could struggle with trusting people. They like how you make sure they're alright financially but allow them to remain independent as well. I feel like you may be rich or more financially stable when in comparison to this person so they feel like they're living a life of luxury with you. They're glad you recognize your own flaws kind of like it's a hidden part of you.

P2

One of the reasons they'll fall in love with you is because you're very fair but less in a "harmonious balance" way and more in a "chaotic nanno" way. You're also very emotional mature or balanced. You know how to manage your emotions and seem mostly calm. You're independent and don't need others to fight your battles for you. It's not just to impress, you genuinely prefer to deal with your own issues. You stand out to them. I'm getting that you shine brighter than others to them.

P1

They're in love with you because you're able to remain being yourself regardless of backlash and hate from other people. You probably are good at making people feel better even if you're not doing it on purpose. You provide good insight for people when they need help with making important choices. You may have gone through some terrible things, maybe even with this person for some. If this person was wrong before, they wanna prove that they're better now. If not, they wanna show they can be better than how you were treated before by other people.

pac,, what should you do to move forward?

pile one,,

the first thing you should focus on is healing your trauma or any negative past you've been holding onto. during this time it would help to accept help from others and be open to assistance even if you're scared of opening up. healing your inner child could be very significant. you have a lot of work to do regarding your mental health. neglecting and ignoring your mental struggles won't make them go away. you probably like to imagine others caring for you but you need to be the one to care for you. opal (the jack stauber short) may also be significant. having a healthy routine even if it's just focusing on one specific thing would really make a large impact on you for the better.

pile two,,

i feel like you were probably bullied. you were treated as weird or excluded in some way. like fire drill (Melanie Martinez). you spent a long time feeling weak. it's time to actually stand up for yourself. friends and possibly romantic partners even have treated you wrongly in the past. you should be using these past experiences to your advantage instead of beating yourself over it. how do you wanna be different now? what people do you wish to attract now? how can you avoid things like that happening again? you are very intuitive but you don't use your spiritual abilities to help yourself. trust yourself more often. you don't have to act tough or hard to protect yourself. just protect yourself like you wish others did back then.

pile three,,

this pile feels less amused. like kind of tired. you could currently struggle with depression. you've felt like you had to fight your entire life. not just others, but also your own emotions. you don't allow yourself to feel. you probably grew up in a chaotic environment where you felt it was best/safer for you to not feel at all and developed that mindset early on. you need to balance your mood and emotions. you also need to let go of this fighter mindset. i'm getting fighter by jack stauber and dollhouse by Melanie. you have to take care of yourself and your own feelings. like in that one best american girl scene (mitski) where she started kissing her hand. you could also use music a lot to cope as a way of escapism.

pac,, how can you be more confident? what's holding you back?

pile one,,

instead of focusing your energy on others, focus more on yourself. focus on yourself like you're your own crush (I will- mitski). stop settling for people that aren't what you're looking for. if they're bad to you then don't keep them around. they're what's holding you back. you deserve what you want. you have a more negative perspective. if you were less pessimistic, at least towards yourself and your own efforts, it would significantly improve your confidence. you need to let go of this idea that confidence means always feeling good about yourself, never having bad days, and having a mild superiority complex.

pile two,,

your romanticism of your sadness and mental illness is holding you back. you most likely have depression and low self esteem so you learned to live with it instead of learning to heal it. finding some hobbies or something you're good at would increase your confident. you could have grown up thinking you didn't have any specific talent or had to be good at everything so you didn't find just one thing that made you happy that you could do. there's something you know you have to led go off. you have to work on your mental health and emotional regulation. positive affirmations could help a lot. also make sure to calm yourself in a healthy way when you get overwhelmed.

pile three,,

so you're most definitely a creative. you've been working towards better confidence and bettering yourself overall. there's something new bringing balance in. you just have to trust. this feels like it could be something you've been working to manifest for a while. continuing being creative and confident in the art you created will make you more confident as a person. the way you've been moving forward is very strong. just keep pushing through and don't give up. taking breaks is okay and doesn't mean giving up. if you've been thinking about starting something new artistically, especially music, then take the leap. don't do it for other's approval. it's your art, your business.

pac,, what do you need to hear right now?

pile one,,

it's okay to take self care moments. you don't always have to focus on what you have to do at the moment. just trust that you'll be able to rest without negative consequences. you should celebrate yourself and your achievements more. stop focusing so much on the bad parts of the past and tearing yourself down for it. if you're not doing that for the positive parts too, what's the point? keep looking for your passion.

pile two,,

your hard work will pay off. don't give up or waste all of it. if you continue doing well, you will be rewarded. i'm getting the image of working on a garden. it is guaranteed to get better so there's no need to stress as much as you do. you've been working on your own without much help. you'll be able to help other people once you get your reward but make sure you save some enjoyment for yourself.

pile three,,

you have a choice to make. keep continuing on the way you are now and remain focused on the past or focus on yourself and work on self-improvement. you'll be pushed in the right direction. this could be through adding a new problem to your life to get you to realize something. like a tower moment. don't worry too much though, it'll work out.

pile four,,

you could be moving on from someone right now. either a close ex friend or partner. you've been doing amazing. you realized how easy it is to move on now that you've actually tried. i'm currently playing sue me by sabrina carpenter too. you've been enjoying this new-found freedom. you realized you've been holding yourself back this entire time. you're learning and working on your emotions and mental health. stop fantasizing about how it would be to be close to them again cuz it's not happening.

pac,, general emotion reading

pile one

there could be people talking bad about you but you're learning to not care about them. like you're completely unfazed. there's a new change about to happen and the mfs are just gonna be like "damn 🤕" and will switch up fast asf. this will bring positive emotional changes cuz they really thought they were doing something. keep the aggressive confidence you have. you're lifting your emotional burdens while you also focus on goals you already have in place.

pile two

instead of ignoring the problems you're going through because you're scared of intense feelings. if you just calm yourself down and analyze the problem without overthinking or stressing yourself out, it will be so much easier to solve. to learn independence, you also need to learn the emotional management part. be more confident in yourself. you can solve your issues if you try.

pile three

you're trying to act like everything is fine and acting like your own idea of strong when you're on the edge. you feel easily attacked. you're working on yourself now. it would be best to take some alone time or moderate isolation to reflect so people don't influence you in anyway. it would help you allow yourself to be vulnerable. surround yourself with loyal people who allow you to be vulnerable in front of them/with them as well.

⠀ʚ ︶ㅤ۫ㅤ۪ㅤ𝖼𝖺𝖿𝖾 𝖼͟𝗈͟𝗆 𝖺𝗆𝗈𝗋ㅤֺㅤ֢ㅤૂ

˚ ༘ ♡ ˚ What odds are against you right now? ๋࣭ ⭑

🐰 pile one ୨୧⠀

the main things against you right now are things that you're causing yourself. you refuse to leave toxic situations and people and just leave yourself there as a way of emotionally harming/punishing yourself. you also don't acknowledge the good things you have/do. you only focus on the bad things and use bad situations and people to hurt yourself even more because you think you deserve it. you overwork and overthink yourself to the point that you don't even have the energy to try to convince yourself to stop sulking. try to be more optimistic and work less. there are more important things than working. you can't enjoy a fulfilling life if all you do is work through it without any time for enjoyment.

🥞 pile two ୨୧⠀

you have issues with letting go of the past. it's hard for you to focus and to manage your emotions. you could have bpd or bipolar disorder? either way, emotional management is difficult for you and small inconveniences trigger your anger issues easily. you have to learn how to manage that and not take the small things so seriously. you could have trauma that caused these issues,, especially if you have had father issues before or emotional abuse/reactionary abuse. you can seem immature sometimes because the way you react completely based off emotions. remember to take time to think about what actions you should take instead of what you want to do or feel like you have to do.

🍼 pile three ୨୧⠀

you're being held back because you always dedicate yourself too much to people who don't deserve it or ever give back to you. you're being taught the same lesson over and over without learning it. you can't keep giving people attention when they don't deserve it. you keep letting yourself go through heartbreak over and over again but don't ever notice the pattern. reflect more on what happened in the past (without stressing about it or being depressed about what happened) so you can notice what happened in all the situations. once you find the common factor,, it'll be easier for you to move forward. make sure to reflect more often and take care of yourself. you might have to do this through a diary/journal, photo book, any type of art, or shadow work.

⠀ʚ ︶ㅤ۫ㅤ۪ㅤthank you for readingㅤֺㅤ֢ㅤૂ

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pac,, how do they feel about you?

๋ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile one ๋࣭ ⭑

your person feels conflicted. they know they like you but theres something holding them back from taking action on their feelings. the thing holding them back is major because holding back when the lovers card represents how they feel is a lot to hold back. they're scared of things moving too fast and of messing up their chances with you. they care a lot about this and don't wanna lose their opportunity to be with you. their own fear is what's stopping them from coming up even though they want to. since they "can't" move forward with you,, they just watch you from a distance and kinda study you. they think about you a lot but the actual idea of taking action scares them. they could have a fear of rejection when it comes to you.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile two ๋࣭ ⭑

they feel like you have a lot of duality to you/they have a lot of duality. they have a lot of feelings about you but some of them are negative feelings like worry that they need to let go of. it's kind of like they have mixed feelings about liking you. like they feel positive half of the time and negative the other half. this could definitely be new to them. they could be extremely independent seeming. this person could possibly be a woman or someone feminine. this person is probably very loyal. maybe not loyal in general,, but loyal to you at least. they are probably feeling possessive over you but don't show it. even though they can seem possessive,, it's like soft possessive. they still care about you and are safe to be around.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile three ๋࣭ ⭑

they feel like you're kinda "bright"? like a ray of sunlight. you have a cheerful type of personality and way of going about things. if you feel like you're annoying because you get excited easily,, this reading could definitely be for you. you could be extroverted or a class clown type of person. they like your sense of humor. you seem resourceful and original. like you can make people happy out of thin air. they or you could have gone through a lot before in the past and worked your/their way up. it seems like they just want to talk about you instead. they could be reclusive or shy. they might sit in the back of places or something like that where they aren't noticed much. they try to use logic with love more than their actual feelings,, which explains why there wasn't much about their actual feelings.