My Issues...

My Issues...

This goes out to all the people with "issues" physical, mental, and emotional...all of it.

I have been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I also have an intense fear of driving and I worry about EVERYTHING! Had a mental breakdown in the middle of Chemistry in High School. I was almost expelled for my subsequent "episodes." I do my best to work through these issues on a daily basis. Sometimes I kick ass and take names with them, but other times I just want to curl up into a ball and drown out the world. It sucks, but you deal with the cards you're dealt.

Physically, I was diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure last year. Before I was told this, I was trying to live with over 100 lbs. of fluid. I could barely walk or do basic chores. I couldn't even bathe myself. I had to have my mom help me. I could hardly breathe without wheezing because of the fluid in my chest. I couldn't even sleep in a bed because it aggravated my breathing, having to sleep in a recliner so I could breathe at night.

Some of you who see my obsessive posts may think I am just some sorry-ass moron that lives in their parent's basement because I'm lazy or a good-for-nothing, hopeless piece of shit (trust me these thoughts cross my mind daily.) However, my fandoms and ships and being able to talk about them on here without feeling weird keeps me grounded and sane. I NEED to share what I share because I want to make friends here and be able to talk about my interests.

I am saying this to lay my heart open. I also want to reach out to people who also have "issues" and "problems" that may have been put down for things they have said or done on here that caused people to ridicule them.

To those who ridicule people like me or those like me, please note: You don't know what someone goes through or has gone through on a daily basis. Your words can hurt more than you could know or even intend. Just be careful out there, okay?

Sorry for the rant!

Damn, I love this image! The parallels between Dabi and Frankenstein's Monster are quite visible here. I love the look, and I love him soooo much!

Good Morning Everyone! I hope you had a good sleep with pleasant dreams (or some good reading!) Anyway, may today treat you kindly.

Well, it is time to sleep! Good Night everyone! May sleep find you well, grant you good dreams, and give way to the Sun in the morning!

Dude, Dabi can't be Dabi without his scars! They are an intrinsic part of his character! That's like taking Naruto's whisker marks or removing all of Goku's muscles...it changes the characters into something they are not! It could only work in an AU-type thing, but still...I love Dabi for his ENTIRE character, including all those lovely scars! Who's with me?!

Good Morning Everyone! It is a wonderful day! I actually slept for more than two hours! I hope this morning finds you in good spirits, and they follow you throughout the rest of your day!