My Issues...

My Issues...

This goes out to all the people with "issues" physical, mental, and emotional...all of it.

I have been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I also have an intense fear of driving and I worry about EVERYTHING! Had a mental breakdown in the middle of Chemistry in High School. I was almost expelled for my subsequent "episodes." I do my best to work through these issues on a daily basis. Sometimes I kick ass and take names with them, but other times I just want to curl up into a ball and drown out the world. It sucks, but you deal with the cards you're dealt.

Physically, I was diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure last year. Before I was told this, I was trying to live with over 100 lbs. of fluid. I could barely walk or do basic chores. I couldn't even bathe myself. I had to have my mom help me. I could hardly breathe without wheezing because of the fluid in my chest. I couldn't even sleep in a bed because it aggravated my breathing, having to sleep in a recliner so I could breathe at night.

Some of you who see my obsessive posts may think I am just some sorry-ass moron that lives in their parent's basement because I'm lazy or a good-for-nothing, hopeless piece of shit (trust me these thoughts cross my mind daily.) However, my fandoms and ships and being able to talk about them on here without feeling weird keeps me grounded and sane. I NEED to share what I share because I want to make friends here and be able to talk about my interests.

I am saying this to lay my heart open. I also want to reach out to people who also have "issues" and "problems" that may have been put down for things they have said or done on here that caused people to ridicule them.

To those who ridicule people like me or those like me, please note: You don't know what someone goes through or has gone through on a daily basis. Your words can hurt more than you could know or even intend. Just be careful out there, okay?

Sorry for the rant!

Look at all these adorable boys!!!!! They are so cute!

NOTE: I couldn't find any Chibi DabiDeku...looked really hard for it too... : (

Oh well, I will not give up...To all the DabiDeku fans out there...

WE WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!

This is supposed to be a DabiDeku Omegaverse fanfic called, "Marks." But at least as I am writing this post, it says New Session for some reason...

But OMXL!!!!! It is a DabiDeku Omegaverse fic!!!! Oh, I can die happy now! On top of that, it is REALLY good, and I love it so much!!!!

LONG LIVE DABIDEKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi....If you don't mind, can I ask, what are your top 10 (or top 7) favorite media (can be books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series)? Why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before......Thanks....

Thanks for asking! I have a lot of favorites but narrowing them down to ten will be a challenge. I will try though!

Top 10

Ten: Howl's Moving Castle (Book)

Nine: The Lion King (2019) (Movie)

Eight: Mobile Suit Gundam Wing (Anime)

Seven: Mobile Suit Gundam Wing: Endless Waltz (Anime Movie)

Five: Heaven Official's Blessing/TGCF (Donghua/Anime)

Four: Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation/MDZS (Donghua/Danmei)

Three: Naruto/Shippuden (Manga/Anime)

Two: The Hobbit (Book)

One: The Lion King (1994) (Movie)

Number one may be of shock but it was the first movie I remember loving as a kid, and even now, I can watch it in different languages and STILL understand what is going on purely from memory! Now I also didn't include My Hero Academia in this, although I have been obsessed with it lately, and that is purely because I actually have not read or watched it yet! I have gotten my knowledge and love for it through osmosis and fervent research!

Gundam Wing was the first anime that I fell in love with, and Endless Waltz was the first anime movie I watched and bought. Naruto/Shippuden was my first obsession, and the source material for my first fanon Yaoi ship.

The Hobbit was my first full-length novel. I read it in the 4th grade, and after taking a test on it, I got 17/20 questions right, which was a surprise for my teachers!

MDZS and TGCF are the first Danmei/Donghua I got into, and that was literally about 6 months ago!

There are plenty of other media I like. The Magic School Bus was my favorite cartoon growing up. Then there is Emergency (circa 1970's). I like the Alien franchise a lot. Mobile Suit Gundam SEED is another anime I love. I am also a big fan of Diners, Drive-Ins, and Dives from the Food Network. Card Captor Sakura is good to watch. There are countless others, the ones I listed are simply the most influential ones to the person I am now.

Tell me, what are your faves?

Good Morning Everyone! I hope you had a good sleep with pleasant dreams (or some good reading!) Anyway, may today treat you kindly.

YES!!!!! We need more Dabi content!!!! Who's with me?!!!!