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My bedroom ( ＞Д＜；)

Food yum yum

Im feeling so insecure rn I'm not even joking when I say I'm crying

So since I don't post myself you guys obviously don't know that I have bleached bangs and dark brown hair well not anymore.

I thought that my bangs were too yellow so me and my mom bought like blueish gray haircolor to cancel the yellow out.

Don't you think that this haircolor don't just made my bangs a vomit grey green color but also BLEACHED my hair!

My hair is one of the few things I like about myself and now it's ruined!

I have like 12 new insecurities because of this now.

Me core

Chicka chicka pow pow beep beep meow plop

Fun fact! Once I tried to cut my own heart out because I thought it wasn't needed :P

For some reason i made the cut in the shape of a heart though so now I have a heart shaped scar on my chest XD

We're are the cameras?!

Girl activities

biting your nails

wondering how many bodies are hidden in your hometowns hills and forests

laying naked in bed tracing your scars

daydreaming about your future

pretending to look mysterious and read in front of your cafe crush

wondering what you would look like 50 lbs lighter than trying to decide if you want to relapse or not

brushing your hair with vintage silver hair brushes than wondering who all the women were who brushed their hair with it before you

writing poetry at 4 am

falling in love with your best friend

cleaning your room on a sunday

picking at your skin in the mirror till your whole face is red and swollen

daydreaming about bleaching your hair

cuddling your dog

remembering your dreams while sitting on the shower floor

watching movies, reading books, and watching shows, pondering the stories and characters and fantisizing about your life being like those stories