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a month later... - pregnant Ichiji. what's next? Furry Yonji in diapers? maybe..😈
Nothing is normal here, someone has succumbed to their injuries in every room, and around every corner a creature hides, you won't ever see it but it sees you.
Im feeling so insecure rn I'm not even joking when I say I'm crying
So since I don't post myself you guys obviously don't know that I have bleached bangs and dark brown hair well not anymore.
I thought that my bangs were too yellow so me and my mom bought like blueish gray haircolor to cancel the yellow out.
Don't you think that this haircolor don't just made my bangs a vomit grey green color but also BLEACHED my hair!
My hair is one of the few things I like about myself and now it's ruined!
I have like 12 new insecurities because of this now.
I wish
I wish
I wish
I wish!
I wish I was a normal teen
Whos parents would not have to worry about me fucking killing myself
I wish I didnt have to call my mom because after 8.45 i cant use my phone.
I wish the real! Friend, I have that don't judge me for beaing upset, a nerd, my past whatever!
I wish she was in my class
I wish I could move out.
Move out and live on my own.
I won't have to worry about my family saying things that hurt my very fragile feelings every day.
I wish I could move out so I would not have to eat.
I wish I could live a normal teenage life filled whith friends, parties, family, the internet, decent grades,beaing liked...
Yk all that stuff.
I can not imagine a life without depression.
At this point I don't have any reason to keep going.
Why
Why me?
Please God I beg and plead take this pain away PLEASE i can't do this anymore!