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Carla, digital draw
The marvelous @freegiselle . One of the most beautiful women that I know. Digital draw ā¤ļøšš¼
Quick sketch of the wonderful @marleensommer š„°šš¼. Digital drawing made with procreate.
Another sketch I did. I hope you like it ā¤ļø
Thatās the sexy legs and feet of @wifeisahotty. A super sexy woman. Digital draw
A little sketch for Halloweenā¦ Nosferatu š§š»ā¤ļø
New post. Digital painting. I hope you like it ā¤ļøšš¼
New drawing. Digital painting. I hope you like it. Tell me how do you think šā¤ļø
āTony Soprano in Dr Melfiās officeā, oil on Figueras paper. 21x30cm. Do you like āThe Sopranosā? itās my favorite tv show š
My last digital drawing. I hope you like it šš¼
Quick sketch of the amazing @clawdia-xdressā¦ she is so beautiful šā¦ (digital drawing)
Little sketch of an ig friend I have done this evening. Pencil on sketchbook āŗļø
Another digital drawing of a beautiful woman ā¤ļø
Hit me up if you wanna talk about your sillies.
I love chatting about OCs. If you guys want to infodump to somebody about your little guys that live in your brain and sims 4 game, Iām all ears! Just hit me up.
uhm I dunno wut to put hereā¦heds up this is gunna b a long post (I thinkā¦Iām jus gunna write as I go along like word vomit ig) So I wus messagin a few ppl nā¦2 of them blocked me for bein a boy, another wus sayin that the way i explane my grammar n chronic sexual atententon need so here we go igā¦I was raped by my daddy (yes, I will use that word cus he is still in my life n I canot physicaly use the term āfatherā or I start 2 cry) ever since I was 10ā¦or 6ā¦I canāt rember I know I wus young and looked like my motherā¦she never beleved me, he used 2 make me sit on his lap, wen I cride it felt like no one wus thereā¦he stopped ever since I wus fifteen but, now it feels like no one wants me I relied on my body for pleasure for so long n now no one wants itā¦not even my daddy anymorā¦so Iām srry if I reply slow or if Iām into crazy things like rape or incest or if Iām too clingy, needy, a nympho or fag or sex addict but I need attention plzā¦can someone help me feel loved? I need a new daddyā¦
I just wanna preface that therapists* are thoughtful and very helpful, I have changed therapists from a youth therapist and a behavioral therapist, I saw my youth therapist for the last time a few days ago (my āMental health dayā) and today I saw a my new one, her name was Chloe (already off to a bad start because my babysitter 1/2 of my rapists was named Chloe, not the same person though) my youth babysitter was a dude though so I was already pretty nervous that I had to share the origins of my episodes with a new person much less a thirty something year old girl. When I told him about my father (2/2 of my rapists) she looked confused and said, āNot to offend you but, I feel like youāre father would have rather raped your sister rather than you.ā (this is when I started getting suspicious) I said no and explained how my sister was less than five years old when I was thirteen (I was thirteen when my father started) and that he was a pervert but not perverted enough to fuck a toddler, she wrote something down (Fucked if I know what it was) and about a half hour later (I paid for a full day/3 hours) I was telling her about my babysitter and how she would tie me to the bed and force herself on meā¦and this bitch said āWell you know women cant rape men right?ā And pulled out the āif it gets hard that means that you secretly wanted itā I wanted to cry, but I somehow didnāt and I ignored her and continued for another hour, I told her how my social skills and behavior had physically reverted back to an adolescent state (Adolescent as in 13-16 years not like a ten year old) and she decided that she was done and just simply said āI donāt deal with people diagnosed with āage regressionā theyāre all just pedosā I started to cry, a lot to the point that another therapist from the room over decided to come in, I ran to my car and sat there for a few minutes before deciding to drive home, not to my dorm, but to my momās house in New Mexico, my dorm is in Fort Collins in Colorado at CSU. and I just got back, no surprise Iām not going to another therapist any time soon. š
(ooc) making a character blog in 2024 is certainly not what i had on my to-do list today, however, im certainly open to it. now i await the people