A4a Diary - Tumblr Posts
gained this summer (less than previous but still) but my mom still called me boney today hehe
so comforting having that guy that you call when you're feeling low and he doesn't answer
but he calls you when he's low (you can only guess that's why he's calling since you also never answer)
love him even though it's not meant to be :))
not me correlating the fact that my mom told me I gained weight with a guy removing me from snap after seeing me yesterday
not even a guy I'm involved with just radnom mutual friend
someone convince me that it's not related lmao
brb gonna cry
I will starve myself, idgaf about anyone or anything.
Almost worked out for an hour and I feel so tired. No one ever talks about the struggle there is to exercise when you have zero energy. Like I can’t even stand or walk properly, i’m terribly dizzy. But hey at least it means it’s working.
my goal lmao ( I want to die inside )
Honestly my goal isn’t even to be skinny for summer but to be skinny for September when school starts again
some thinspo 4 u <3
how do I lose appetite?
please I'm desperate
youre just a man 😒
im gonna fucking kill myself my best friend is moving back to jp
Just me, tumblr, pepsi and Spotify against this cruel world 🎀🎀🎀
I hate how some ppl naturally have a flat stomach?? Like wdym you haven’t been obsessing over calories for years and ⭐️ving yourself to look like that??? It’s not fair istg
TW: sweetspo 🎀💕💋
You’ve been trying so hard for this and I know just how difficult it’s been but I promise it’ll be worth it okay? Just imagine a few months from now the look on peoples faces when you show up to school/ college/ work thinner with a glow up. Every bite you take delays that day more and more. Don’t give up with this no matter how badly you’re tempted to. I promise once those pounds are gone things will get so much easier 💕💕💕
I want to recover so desperately but also I don’t know how I’d be able to survive if I gained ANY WEIGHT at all :///
Genuinely one of the main reasons I want to loose weight is so when I get a bf I won’t need to worry about my thighs being bigger than his, or like how I want to be light and dainty enough for him to pick me up effortlessly. Just imagine his embarrassing it would be to be too fat for that :(((
Anytime you’re tempted to binge just remember:
You will never regret skipping a meal, but you always regret giving in and eating. Restraint is about mindset. It takes practice to be successful.
Am I the only one who keeps having nightmares about gaining weight?? I wake up crying because of it I hate it so much 😭😭
I want to peel off my skin and grab the chunks of my fat off of my bones before stitching myself back together so im nothing but skin and bones and ill finally be beautiful