Ignore This Post If You Want Its Nothing Inportant I Just Need To Put Everything Im Feeling Somewhere

Ignore this post if you want its nothing inportant i just need to put everything im feeling somewhere or i might do something I will regnet.

I FUCKING HATE beaing a teenager!!!

So today we will celebrate my birthday but I dont get to wish for what I want...

So here in Sweden when you turn 15 you get to start driving, well not driving "real" cars but moped and something called EPA or a Traktor which is a car you can only drive like 30kmh, so anyways that is basically what I have to wish for because even though I already have a moped I'm TERRIFIED of it like I'm fr scared of riding my bike because the possibility of falling and getting hurt like exists.

I just want to wish for stuffed animals and stickers.

I dont want to have responsibilities I just want to be a kid...

So thats why I'm crying so much that I'm shaking...

Also another thing is that the boy that I love so so much is so busy that he like never has time for me, I mean we used to call every day but now it has been forever since we even talked.

And I know that I both have separation anxiety and I get overly attached to people to fast but that doesn't mean that when people don't pay me enough attention I will just live with it!

As someone who has been an outcast and for periods of time not really having any friends (end of year 6 specifically, was the worst time of my life and I even tried to take my life) I just want people to pay attention to me and listen to what I have to say...

And I feel like he does that, he is one of the few people that I feel treat me like I'm a person and that he really cares for me, and that is why him not talking to me is especially hard.

Sorry if this is all over the place

Edit: also my period is late... again, like man it's nice in a way but still I feel like I have been eating a lot and so I feel like it should not be late but for some reason it is

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I wish I could but im crazy broke, but I hope someone else can help!

I saw a magazine in a store called "The World's Most Dangerous Women" and it was about like women who were murderers, and my mom just casually said "I will not buy that for you, you might get inspired"

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WHAT?!

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