Spending Sunset With Each Other Is Cool But Would You Like To Witness The Sunrise With Me. Early In Morning,

Spending sunset with each other is cool but Would you like to witness the sunrise with me. Early in morning, me and you holding each other's hand walking through the green grass field, with the floral fragnance, bird chirping and the fresh smell of the earth. Sitting beside each other watching the sun to again rise and shine like yesterday. It gives a hope that we will be like this today and tomorrow.

Goddess to Mother

How pathetic I was when I first saw you,

The curly hair turns down to be few.

Your happiness to gift me to someone increases,

But my feeling to be apart from you deceases.

The pain in your veins down to your vagina,

Justifies how much you want me to be a regina.

I am like that gift you can't behold,

But your eyes speaks that I am born to be uphold.

You're the strongest, bravest and finest I ever saw,

As my world starts from your sense of law.

Happiness I also feel when I realize you saw me first,

Cause no one felt the pain when I'm reversed.

Infinity dreams you already made before I am here,

Still you cheer me when I failed for a whole year.

God to glory I only heard on quotes,

Presence of yourself insists me to rewrite the quote.

Never feel guilt to take immense pride for presence of you,

As atlast you made me feel to be true.

What is the last thing you will do if I die?

~ maybe a kiss on your forehead.

- no, just lean to my ears and tell me how much you love me through the years. Maybe my soul will hear you.

To My mid school Crush,

all of a sudden one day you took my attention. I never believed that I will like you. You remember when you first started to talk to me after years of school. At 8th grade, when I used to tease you by your elementary school crush name and you used to be mad at me. But soon you also get your tricks to tease. You used to take my name as your crush when I tease you. And that's where I fell for you first. Still I didn't know my feelings for you, and never even want to grow my feelings for you. Believe me, but I really got happy when the class used to ship us. Maybe you took it as a joke but I didn't. Soon this teasing game turns to our conversation and I really loved it. But I never feel the way you made me feel. Nor you were handsome and nor you were popular but those nerd boy sits at the very last bench made me sense my first crush. A real one. Things were good at that time, I never expected anything from you.

But the day I still regret to not tell my feelings. I know High school changes everything and it absolutely did it to me. The day you also have a crush on but unfortunately it's not me. I pretend to be happy when you tell me that you have a crush on that girl. It breaks my heart. And from that day no more teasing, no more talk, no more laughter, no more feelings between us still only tons and tons of tear rolling down my heart. I still think don't you ever knew that I liked you? I felt for you or didn't you feel for me that way? Yeah. I accept that I need to tell you my feelings but always this "BUT" stops me. Well, if you're reading this then do one thing for me just confessed your feelings to that girl. Don't be like me.

8 years and counting. A long way, indeed. With teary eyes and one big proud heart I feel like crying. Seeing you people fighting everyday encourages me to fight more. From the very first day, you have been running. Running to chase the dream. Now, today you got everything. No more want just a heart and brain to stay from connected with us. Indeed you have came a long way, but I will still encourages you to walk more, run more to be on the top. The world top is where we both will see each other. We will embrace each other with love and stability. Hoping that I'll stay with you as gold stays with me.

The days, when you people feel like my back. That someone at my back is there to support me. To the anxious me, your songs made my heart flatter. It feels like you're patting my head to sleep. Those happy moments you have shared with us makes me feel like I'm with someone trustable. Who will always prioritize me. Indeed a teacher. Never thought that I would ever love myself but the way you teaches me. I always feel glad that someone prioritize themselves first. I'm precious, I'm gold, I'm everything you want. Believe me, the love you shown me I will pay back. But trust me, you'll always feels like some soul. Soul that make you happy, relieved and excited but never appeared in real. We're in a long distance relationship, you might don't know me. You will feel like I'm a stranger, yes! I'm. But I want to tell you, love and affection you teaches me it exist. Meaningless talks to deep words you have always put me in a ocean of love. How much I cared about you, think about you, loved you can't be put in words. Because of you I'm selfless. And only for you I might love someone as I do to you. A regret I always have why didn't I know you before. But gladly it's never too late, to love someone. You made me feel like how love actually feels.

Will pray always for our future together. Inseparable and strong to break this world norms and stereotypes. A long way too go, yet you are too close to achieve. Keep going we always gonna protect you as we always did. Just remember, I loved you, is loving you, will love you always and ever. We both are worth to change this world.

I want a man who would give me morning kisses, wouldn't hesitate to scrub my back, eat me like I'm his last desert, talk with his eyes, remind me that he loves me, know my facial expressions and keeps oiling my hairs.