Teen Love - Tumblr Posts
Nunca achei que fosse virar o tipo de garota que prefere algo casual, mas ele é bom demais pra estragar colocando um rótulo 🤷♀️
To My mid school Crush,
all of a sudden one day you took my attention. I never believed that I will like you. You remember when you first started to talk to me after years of school. At 8th grade, when I used to tease you by your elementary school crush name and you used to be mad at me. But soon you also get your tricks to tease. You used to take my name as your crush when I tease you. And that's where I fell for you first. Still I didn't know my feelings for you, and never even want to grow my feelings for you. Believe me, but I really got happy when the class used to ship us. Maybe you took it as a joke but I didn't. Soon this teasing game turns to our conversation and I really loved it. But I never feel the way you made me feel. Nor you were handsome and nor you were popular but those nerd boy sits at the very last bench made me sense my first crush. A real one. Things were good at that time, I never expected anything from you.
But the day I still regret to not tell my feelings. I know High school changes everything and it absolutely did it to me. The day you also have a crush on but unfortunately it's not me. I pretend to be happy when you tell me that you have a crush on that girl. It breaks my heart. And from that day no more teasing, no more talk, no more laughter, no more feelings between us still only tons and tons of tear rolling down my heart. I still think don't you ever knew that I liked you? I felt for you or didn't you feel for me that way? Yeah. I accept that I need to tell you my feelings but always this "BUT" stops me. Well, if you're reading this then do one thing for me just confessed your feelings to that girl. Don't be like me.
I CAN FEEL YOU.
I can feel you when you pull me into embrace;
It feels like your body is crafted for me to perfectly fit in;
I can feel you when the dreary face of yours hides into my chest;
It feels like your insipid face glows up to sense my skin;
I can feel you when your large long fingers intertwines with me;
It feels a sudden warmth after an epoch of coldness;
I can feel you when you put your head on my shoulder;
Its feels like your hair is bathed with honey and so do I;
I can feel you everytime you touches me;
Your skin creates a discrete sensation in my body;
That feels like to be with you everytime and everywhere.
~K♡
I believe in nerd kid supremacy. I know they're socially awkward but they're real smart to give you unexpected kisses. Hold your hand secretly between your classes. Look up to you from their fat ass books. Help you academically. Try their best to impress you at everything. Afterall, nerd kids are the coolest to do so.
BRUISES & SCARS
Through the years, I have been hiding myself;
Hiding my scars, bruises and marks which I got over the years of my existence;
But little if I know that someone after years will come and take my hands;
Take my hands and see my naked self all presentable;
But a sudden part of my heart still ache when I think how they will react to see those bruises and scars;
will they feel disgusted to see my scars and my childhood bruises;
And never want to immerse inside me;
Or will they caress my scars and kisses my bruises;
And lean to my ear and tell me "your bruises are old, but your soul is still young. You're beautiful. I love you";
Then optimism takes over me and I contentedly accepts the reality.
I want a man who would give me morning kisses, wouldn't hesitate to scrub my back, eat me like I'm his last desert, talk with his eyes, remind me that he loves me, know my facial expressions and keeps oiling my hairs.
i found an old Pinterest board title unrequited love and i looked through it and tried and tried to remember who it was for but I have no memory who it was for and i don't know how to feel anymore...
Should i be happy that something which made me sad 3 yrs ago is no longer of importance or should i be sad that I have forgotten something quite significant in my life?
i don't know what to think
(but boy was i a dramatic teen, dear god wtf is that board)