I'm Mad At Myself For Attaching Myself Way Too Much Towards You Yet You Didn't Care. I Felt The Trepidation

I'm mad at myself for attaching myself way too much towards you yet you didn't care. I felt the trepidation of our ending so heavily that I didn't care. I didn't listen to my instincts because my heart was busy loving you, my mind was busy planning how we'll end up together forever. I sincerely blame myself for being horribly ignorant. I honestly regret.

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

My life's been on shuffle all along. Helpless like a lost cub but by gaining my strength I'll no longer feel the same, I'm coming back like a LION. I won't settle because I'm not dust, I'm simply a rising phoenix.

My soul is screaming your name while my heart is seeking for your love and affection. You did everything to pursue me before I was yours, but now that you have me, you aren't pursuing to keep me so I can be yours anymore. Let me go instead of making me feel like I'm held captive.

Can you hate someone for what they have done, but still love them for whom they had been?

-Jodi Picoult

Children are the anchors that hold the mother to life.

-Sophocles

It's how you still pursue me even after having me already. I find peace in you. You've made me understand that distance means nothing when two hearts are willing to make it work. You changed my perception of love. Your voice takes bad energy away. I love how you assure me of how much you love me and want to be with me when you know that I'm an overthinker. Even on a busy day you'll call me & text me too. You do your best to make sure I'm good. As they say, "the ocean never runs dry" so is our love. You're what I need in my life and I ain't letting you go. I love every single bit of you, I'll love you at your best & worst moments too. My love for you has no principles. Te Amor ❤️

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