My Sister Graduated College Today And We Are Out To Eat. Even Tho I Said Im Not Eating Because Im On

my sister graduated college today and we are out to eat. even tho i said i’m not eating because i’m on a diet they still keep forcing me to eat. my sister is like “the food looks so good ik you wanna eat it” i don’t all i can think about is how fat it’s gonna make me

people are worried about my weight, just not the way i want to the worry.

Me when a moot encourages me to eat when I tell them I’m fasting (they’re trying to sabotage me)

is your name calories? cuz you’re always on my mind (ed rizz)

reasons i want to lose weight (self motivation)

fit into clothing better

be more attractive (to myself and others)

be better than the ppl i hate

not let down my younger self

more space in bed

less embarrassed when i go out

people will envy me

i won’t think negatively of myself

more confidence to post pictures

become more outgoing (less shy)

have more clothing options

become the person i see myself as

to show myself and other i control my life

warrant concern

not have to suck in anymore

hiding in the bathroom at work so i can look at meanspo😞