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i LOVE LOVE LOVE how much my collarbones are showing now, i was always able to see them but not like now, even tho i don’t have a good pic
i see the progress
i can do this, it’s worth it
it’s not about taking it day by day, it’s about sticking to it long term, day by day u will just lose motivation
keep ur goals in mind, always, and keep planning
i need help ASAP
i found out i’m going back to romania for four days and i will see my relatives,so i need to lose weight as soon as possible
i don’t care if it doesn’t last, but i need to lose as much as possible PLEASE SEND HELP
omg i lost weight and i don’t even know how, i just gotten more protein on my diet and also my boobs are bigger??? but yea i’m so happy
can’t tell how much weight i lost cause my cats broke the scale and i have to get a new one but i can see it :))
TW SH SCARS
TW SH SCARS
also sorry if the second pic is upside down idk what happened
+if ure a creep please don’t dm me i will just make fun of u and am honestly tired of y’all
fasting today💗
also i did my own nails and they look terrible but i’m still proud
wear lipstick everywhere and don’t keep it near you so you can’t eat ;)
before and afters of myself
currently not dieting cuz i’m on my period (can’t wait to lose it) and i get really dizzy easily and really bad cramps, can’t wait for it to end so i can get back to normal
can’t be skinny if i’m dead ;)
i want my ribs to show more than i want anything else
hot skinny girls drink tequila and gin.
MY SIBLING JUST SENT THIS TO ME HELP???
i would give up SO MUCH to have my little sister's metabolism
she can eat bread, pasta, rice in one sitting plus desset AND STILL be so skinny...
i obviously lost the genetic lottery💀
why is pretending to eat so damn exhausting 😩
am i the only one who has a full blown meltdown when i someone's meal is smaller than mine??
idc if it has way more calories than my meal or if i ate less than half their intake that day if their meal is significantly smaller i go crazy...
this is a reminder for myself that maintaining is better than gaining.
maintaining is better than gaining.
as someone with an ed i subconsciously became so aware of other people's eating habits
i notice when they just push around their food around their plate or when they eat smaller portions than normal and wonder are they a picky eater or have an ed?
or when they go to the bathroom soon after a meal and i wonder are they throwing up or just have to use the bathroom?
and when they eat so much food in one sitting and i wonder are they just hungry and have a fast metabolism or did they binge eat?
and i feel so guilty all the time because one of the first things that always pops into my mind is that...
"i can't let them be better/thinner than me."
as much as a love visiting my sister's house, it's always so horrible because they always try to feed me😭
like i know it's their love language but goddammit it's my hate language or whatever cus i keep thinking they're trying to get me fat or something💀
no kidding they pile food onto my plate and get kinda offended if i can't finish
my sister keeps making backhanded comments about my eating habits and it's so annoying like bro it's not like i ever went "oh here comes our organic cutting board!!" everytime she enters a room🙄
im just trying to ignore her cus we'll see who's laughing when i get to my ugw...
guys i finally broke out of the 60kgs jail omg i weighed myself AFTER eating today and was 59.9kg im actually so happy and even more motivated
Quick little list of fucked up things I've done because my ed is feeling invalid At the moment (TW)
i remember when I was 7 being physically and mentally terrified to eat anything that wasn't healthy
When I was 10 I would walk around the kitchen while I was eating to try to cancel out the calories and work out in my room for 3 hours a day
When I was 12 I would write down everything I ate that day with the specific measurements ( like 3 goldfish )
When I would cook food using vinegar because I was scared of oil
When I ate a pop tart once and walked back and forth in my room for 5 hours to the point where I threw up at my dad's wedding shower
When during the summer I used to go to the neighborhood gym while my family went to the pool
When I was wearing hoodies and sweaters in the middle of summer bc I would sh after a binge
When I would look at my self in the mirror for hours looking for every single imperfection
When I had a walmart bag in my closet of chew and spit that got moldy
When I broke down crying when I got home after sex and sent a paragraph to the guy apologizing if it was horrible and he didn't love me anymore
Anyways hope you enjoyed my random dump