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INTRO POST

Hello everyone! formerly @/seroqueldiaries, I was unfortunately termed :( but that will not be stoping me!!
ABOUT ME
🧚♂️ you can call me blue
✨ they/them & she/her pronouns
🦄 nonbinary & queer
🪻 25 years old
⭐️ in therapy
🌱 dx mia for 10+ years
🪐 dx w/ multiple mental & chronic illnesses
🌙 pro recovery, just not for me
🌻 I take th!sp0 & vision board requests
🎃 I play & dm DND, I’m a server, I play the banjolele. Been to inpatient/treatment way too many times. I love Lizzy mcalpine, hozier, Catie turner, qunnie, sad music vibes. Former theatre kid.

DNI:
- under 16
- @n@ coaches
- gross old men

📌-terest : klonopain
th!nsp0 board link: https://pin.it/kwW6pdFcM


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PLEASE BLOCK! DO NOT REPORT!!!

Posts from termed account:










remember your goals
don’t give up now
open for th!nsp0/vision board requests :)
there was so many in my dms in my other account :(((










𓆉°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
bikini body inspo
⋆。𖦹 °. 𓇼 ⋆❀°
ugh i gotta clean my room after work but i don’t get home till 7:30pm😞.
any @na support discord servers that includes tips and vent channels? my discord is c0rpesg0nk#5836
one of my friends told me to run up the stairs bc i need to lose some pounds. sad part is she isn’t wrong

broke fast bc my mom got subway😓

no cal burned bc i barely got out my bed and and my room is too dirty to exercise (i will clean trust🤞🏼
Aiming for 24+ hours but i’m a fat piggy so we’ll see

update (say oink)

i ate soo much today 😞
i’ll remember this shameful feeling the next time i want to eat
my sister graduated college today and we are out to eat. even tho i said i’m not eating because i’m on a diet they still keep forcing me to eat. my sister is like “the food looks so good ik you wanna eat it” i don’t all i can think about is how fat it’s gonna make me
people are worried about my weight, just not the way i want to the worry.
reasons i want to lose weight (self motivation)
fit into clothing better
be more attractive (to myself and others)
be better than the ppl i hate
not let down my younger self
more space in bed
less embarrassed when i go out
people will envy me
i won’t think negatively of myself
more confidence to post pictures
become more outgoing (less shy)
have more clothing options
become the person i see myself as
to show myself and other i control my life
warrant concern
not have to suck in anymore
My shoulders and collar bones 🩵



Me after binging:




Me and my diet coke against the world <3
The euphoria you get when you haven't eaten all day >>>>
She's my Th1n$p0 <33








I'm worried that my calves are gonna look big even after loosing weight

Getting 10k steps a day feels so satisfying