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ugh i gotta clean my room after work but i don’t get home till 7:30pm😞.
if people can pretend others like them back, i can pretend i don’t need food🩷
one of my friends told me to run up the stairs bc i need to lose some pounds. sad part is she isn’t wrong
Aiming for 24+ hours but i’m a fat piggy so we’ll see

update (say oink)

i ate soo much today 😞
i’ll remember this shameful feeling the next time i want to eat
my sister graduated college today and we are out to eat. even tho i said i’m not eating because i’m on a diet they still keep forcing me to eat. my sister is like “the food looks so good ik you wanna eat it” i don’t all i can think about is how fat it’s gonna make me
people are worried about my weight, just not the way i want to the worry.
reasons i want to lose weight (self motivation)
fit into clothing better
be more attractive (to myself and others)
be better than the ppl i hate
not let down my younger self
more space in bed
less embarrassed when i go out
people will envy me
i won’t think negatively of myself
more confidence to post pictures
become more outgoing (less shy)
have more clothing options
become the person i see myself as
to show myself and other i control my life
warrant concern
not have to suck in anymore
A few of my favorite safe foods as a vegetarian 🥗