THE MAP TO YOUR SOUL, YOUR DEEPEST SELF INSIDE

THE MAP TO YOUR SOUL, YOUR DEEPEST SELF INSIDE

A simple map to help you find who you really are inside. The reading will have 4 parts: the focus, the obstacle, the gift, the guide.

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Your feedback is much appreciated. If you find the reading resonated with you, leave a comment, I’d love to know 🎐

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CUBE 1

The focus: Balancing opposites

It's very straightforward and direct. Your deepest self yearns to express itself openly, without masks or veils. You will find authenticity through the words you say and the beauty you cultivate. Your identity is not meant to stay in one place, stagnating but to constantly evolve, transform and refine. This can be expressed through your thoughts, your physical appearance, as within so without. Kind words and self-love go a long way. You're here to learn the way of being independent, of self-authority, standing up for yourself without being selfish.

Life's various responsibilities, the burden of being and existing, the confusions of bonds. Those are the forces that pull you in many directions, away from a simple truth: yourself, the one you've built, the one you are, the one you want to be. The moment you can be at peace with yourself will be the moment you've arrived at home, inside you.

The obstacle: You tend to lose yourself in the connections with other people. The sense of self is dissolved by the desire to connect with the other person. You might find yourself morphed into various identities with each connection. You're one person in one relationship, but you're a different person in another relationship. Relationships shape your identities. There would be a point when you're confused about who you really are, without other people. This is a challenge for you, to find your sense of self outside the connections with people. To have a stable core no matter what relationship you're in.

The gift: Your obstacle is also one of your gifts. You have the talent to connect and understand people. Navigating relationship dynamics come naturally for you. Negotiating, harmonising, understanding. So use this gift to understand yourself too. To see yourself, standing alone, independently and connect with that person. You can be with other people without sacrificing your autonomy and independence.

The guide: Find out what can spark your joy and what makes you want to act, what are you wishing for. Write them down and see the pattern, the interconnection between them. The fastest and safest path to your soul is to constantly seek expansion of your mind. If you're feeling lost, trust in your intuition and the signs given to you at the present moment. You heard someone mentioned a book, a movie, a place? You suddenly get a desire to learn something? You might want to note them down and try them for yourself. Hidden treasures of knowledge are always just around the corner. And through these seemingly random encounters, you've already been treading on the path to your soul.

CUBE 2

The focus: Freedom of creativity & uniqueness

You have a powerful presence that can touch people in a subconscious way. There's a light, a force that is constantly swirling, rolling, unfolding. The question is, how can that light exist among the sea of people without blinding others or without dimming itself? A star is bright and blinding when someone looks at it alone and closely, a star is also bright but its light is gentle and it dances on the cosmic tapestry when it exists together with other million stars on the sky. Together, they create a picture of the universe in harmony.

The path to your soul is not a lonely path that you go alone, it's a merry one with people from all different corners of the world going together, some will go away after a while, some will stay with you till the end of the journey. You will find yourself in the crowd, in the people around you, in the distant dream for an ideal world. How do you connect with people without fusing yourself with them? How do you stand apart but still be a part of something? How do you give to the world and grow in the process?

The obstacle: There's a hidden fear inside you. It's about the loss of the self, the disappearing into the mass. Order, stability and the concrete are desired. You have a lot of hidden force within you. If repressed, it can result in general resentment and anger directed at the world at large with no particular target.

Struggling to find motivation can also be a big obstacle. You need to find the roots of that struggle. Is it because it's hard to be motivated when you can't find the meaning for it? It's hard to act when you can't see the direction ahead clearly? Everything needs a meaning and a purpose. Without them, mobilising your incredible pool of energy will be difficult.

The gift: You have the gift of creativity, creating things for the world and creating your own self. You're like a sun that gives life and shines brightly. Expressing your individuality is an impulse that cannot be overridden. So wherever you go, people notice you, they will applaud you light. use this gift to bring light into other's life, help them find the courage to shine brightly like yourself.

The guide: Delve into the realm of your fears and the unknown. The more clearly you see them, the calmer it will feel. Embrace the mystical parts of life. There are certain things that can't be completely understood by just sitting down and thinking about them in practical terms. Sometimes, letting go and just observing is more effective.

There is a connection between the path you choose to go and the influences of the collective. No matter how much you deny those influences, they are still there, lying dormant in your deeper self. It's the force that keeps you connected to everyone, the sense of belonging. If you have the desire to stand apart, to not be drowned in the sea of the collective, understand that you have enough power and strength to swim gracefully alongside others.

CUBE 3

The focus: The lightness and feeling of safety

Building a home for yourself, for your soul, is what you're called to do. I see the image of someone dragging their feet through a storm, they are exhausted, all they're searching for is a shelter, a place for warmth and rest, a place to stop their weary feet. The burdens of life weigh heavily on your shoulders. There might be a time when you want to escape, to let go, that's when you need to grasp at something to anchor yourself back to the reality of life. Life can be heavy and demanding, but you can navigate it in a simple and calm manner. You may have dreams you want to fulfil, aspirations to achieve, big things to expect but at the end of the day, a safe place, a calm mind and a rested body maybe are all you really need. There's a need to strip back to simplicity and find enjoyment in your own world.

The obstacle: You might project a certain assertiveness and a competitive image to the world. But it's a cover to hide your deeper feeling. The more vulnerable you feel, the harder you tend to fight. The more confused you're about your own self, the more likely you're to chase worldly achievements without a real sense of satisfaction. This discrepancy between your inner self and your outer self will hinder your sense of peace. There's a need to find a way to communicate yourself clearer, with more coherence to the story.

The gift: You have the gift of the gab, expressing ideas and convincing other people. Your mind works in a lightning fast manner, gears constantly turning, information flows indefinitely, ideas churned out like a blinking light. You understand things instinctively, sometimes making logical leaps to arrive at the answer, making mental shortcuts. This gift can help you sail through life more smoothly and help you get out of sticky situations, which usually are the results of your expression of assertiveness or anger.

The guide: Taking small steps towards your soul in a slow and steady manner. No need to rush and worry all the time. Everything is built from the culmination of small efforts.

You will find the guiding arrows through listening to your body, to feel the concrete body of yours, the pains that arise in different place, the warmth feeling in the stomach, the hands getting cold, the electricity running through your spine, all those sensations. Don't ignore them. They help you to feel more alive, and they call you to take more care of your body. Without a healthy body, how can you live and go after your goals?

Humility is another guiding arrow. No matter how much knowledge and wisdom you have, there's always something to learn from others, assume the role of a student and try to listen. Challenges might only appear when you refuse to open your mind and learn.

CUBE 4

The focus: the potentials of transformation

I see the image of someone standing from afar, looking tentatively at the vista before them. They want to go towards it, to see for themselves is there a deeper wonder to this life that they haven't known of. The call is ever louder and more tempting each day.

There's still a distance between them and the vista, but they are looking in the right direction. Now, they just need to figure out how to close the distance. They need the courage to take the first step. They can see the rewards, they can also see the hardship. But turning away is not an option anymore. There's so much more to see, so much potential to grow.

The obstacle: I think deep down, you've already figured out the path you need to go, you just need a little nudge because of the uneasiness in knowing what needs to be done to go towards that path. It will require changes, it will require you to discard things you might have held dear in the past but are no longer serving your growth. And it all starts from the mind. You might not like to think too much about the future, the bigger plan for your life, prefer to stay in the details of your surroundings. Maybe you feel that it's never enough, you don't have enough experiences or skill, you don't have enough resources, you don't have enough visions. Which is not true. You are ready to take the plunge, much like the Fool in the Tarot.

The gift: You already have an instinctive understanding of the world around you. Learning comes naturally for you. Your deposit at the bank of knowledge is getting larger everyday and will spill over if you don't use them. The door that can lead you to the path forward is your mind. Use your mental energy to figure out the steps instead of over analysing and excessive worrying.

Putting your voice out into the world, make a statement, make a commitment to your goal, and you will be surprised how far it can take you.

The guide: If you feel overwhelmed by the amount of work that needs to be done in order to have the life you want deep down. Start small and build steadily. The word "transformation" may sound dramatic and scary, but micro-transformations happen at every moment. Grab hold of the visions floating in your heart and mind and hold them steady, study them, don't mystify them, bring them out into the mundane by backtracking the steps leading to them. You see the farthest step, then backtrack until you arrive at where you are now. Start with doable things, and gradually, you will find that a lot more are doable for you.

Feedback about August giveaway✨

That’s an interesting job to have River! And Im glad u are loving it now!🥰 and thank u for sharing with us!

Its Victoria and I really resonate with the reading it makes so much sense and some of it was exactly my thoughts when I think about being a traditional painter like being challenged to offer trendy work or choosing to be unique since I lean to be kind of a rebellious person I prefer uniqueness and at the same time I don’t want that to make me have a bad reputation if that makes sense. Also I love and I appreciate ur advice!!

Keep posting ur work I really love it!! Its so unique and beautiful❤️

Hi Victoria, thank you for your feedback 💓

Hope you have a nice day!

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Hi Rora here 😊 i am just curious about your origin because you really speak great English and because you really do amazing crystal reading i worder if you are from china or from other part of world and where you learn from it about my question let go with the flow of destiny.

I've been questioned about my ethnicity wherever I went, even in my home country so I'm a little tired of that. Let's just say I'm a human who is curious about all kinds of divination in the world 👽🔮

I hope your dream will become an actual future that you are so sure of achieving it without asking for a reading about it.

Hi, me Emma again 😊. I am an ENTP. You and my friends’ likes look similar too 😂. She also likes the series you wrote one of the asks. Can I ask another personal question about you? How can you do accurate readings, this is so interesting to me 🤔 I tried to learn tarot but it’s really hard to interpret the cards for me and you this with stones it’s crazy to me 🎀🎀

Wow just as yesterday I suddenly got the urge to find out more about ENTP 😂, I hardly ever see any ENTP around me 👀

For your question, it depends on the intuition and the style of each reader. And of course, for any reading to be accurate, there has to be querents who resonate with the reader and the reading. The reading can only be accurate if the querent finds the right reader for them and vice versa.

Personally, when I do reading, I almost blot out my "self" or my ego. I become a blank space that let words form and flow naturally in my mind. Very much like how interpreting a dialogue between two people works, I'm just a middle person standing between them to deliver the messages from one side to another without adding my own thoughts or opinions. Of course, how I interpret thing might be largely influenced by my own experiences and biases, which is unavoidable.

The process is actually pretty similar to taking a foreign language test. The first thing that pops into my mind is usually the correct answer. 9 times out of 10, if I try to think more logically about it and choose a different answer, I will be wrong. So try to catch that first thing, first image, first thought. To do this at first might be a little difficult because you might be busy remembering the meaning of the cards and how they connect to each other, an active mind can actually hinder the intuitive process. With more practice, you will get used to the cards, gradually things will just click automatically in your mind.

I hope my answer was of help to you somehow. If you have more questions, feel free to tell me.

Hello, I hope you are well!!!

This is for your new ask game, in case I'm chosen:

My nickname is Lissi

The hexcode of my favourite colour is:

#BB8FCE

My chosen scene: Me playing video games with a group of friends in a warm cottage during Winter, belly-laughing over an inside joke, and me feeling no anxiety, just totally relaxation and belonging :)

I wish to know what inspired your parents to give you such a name, and whether you feel like the concept of a 'blue river' matches your personality or not (I apologize if this is too personal)

My question is, how will my life change in-between now and July 2025?

Thank you so much, have a nice day 💙💙💙

Hi, Lissi, I hope you're well too!. Thank you for participating in the giveaway. Your feedback is much appreciated ❤️

What you wish to know about me : My mum wanted to give me a name that is peaceful and not standing out too much. She didn't want my name to stand out from the list and be constantly called by the teachers lol, my name's initials is in the middle of the alphabet, not too long, not too short, not too special. Another plus is that it's a gender neutral name, if someday I decide to change my gender, I won't have to change my name. Tho many people have mistaken me for a guy because of this name, even the government official, which can be really funny. My gender in the national database was "male" at some point due to this. 🤣

When I was a kid, I found this name to be too quiet (I was a quiet kid and this name didn't help). But as I grew older, I've come to appreciate it. It fits my life, quiet and peaceful but not stagnant. Funny how I have a fire dominant chart yet have a watery name.👀

The reading for your question:

There might be a sudden gain in finance, one that you wouldn't expect. It may come in the form of gifts or prizes.

In the upcoming year, you will spend more time to be with yourself. There's a tendency to withdraw, to seek solitude more, to have time to process things alone.

You might have some heavy feelings concerning work and success. There's a feeling of confinement and stuffiness. Pressure coming from all around and inside you. Could be that your family or someone close to you might put pressure on you concerning those matters. Or you feel a kind of peer pressure from the community, the society. The way you perceive that pressure might not be too realistic. You just see the bright side, the glittery image of success of other people, the idealised version but not really see the hardship and obstacles, the setbacks and disappointments behind it. Which in turn makes you develop an unrealistic expectation for yourself.

Also beware of hidden rivalry.

You will find that your thoughts begin to shift, you will begin to think more about growing farther, bigger than your current life. Hence the seeking of solitude. You will want to think about what you truly want, what can fulfil you, what needs you to nurture, what you're meant to do, your life purpose.

You might feel that your life doesn't have much momentum. Things might seem to happen slowly, nothing eventful. Behind it is the hidden feeling of dread, afraid that something bad might lurk around and jump out suddenly one day. It's a sign of stagnation, a sign that you need to change something, to move forward.

Hi River! 🦋 How are you doing?

You can call me Liv, she, #F7DCF1 (i just searched it on an online generator ,not sure if this was right but this is a shade of lavender hehe)

A beautiful scene for me - a complete family peacefully eating their dinner 😌

I'd like to ask what's your favorite movie or series?

My question is - Can I ask fro anything positive blessing/s coming to me for the next coming year?

Thank you so much!! I lobe your PACs so I'm quite glad that you open a giveaway for us. Have a nice day! ✨️💛

Hi, Liv, Thank you for participating in the giveaway. How are you?

Your feedback is much appreciated.

What you wish to know about me : I like movie or series that has sci-fi/cyperpunk/dystopian theme, comedy, psychological thriller where the main character has a gray moral or an actual villain.

Movie (the one that I can rewatch anytime): I,Robot (the theme), Tron: Legacy (the music and atmosphere), Harry Potter

Short film/Cinematic book: The wonderful story of Henry Sugar

Series: - Scifi/Mystery: Fringe, Manifest - Modern Fantasy: The Umbrella academy, Dirk Gently's Holistic detective agency, The Sandman, Good omens - Anime/Cartoon: Avatar: The last airbender, Gintama, Mushishi, Psycho-pass - Comedy/Slice of life: The IT crowd, The Big Bang theory, Afterlife (this one is not really a comedy tho), Midnight dinner - Psychological thriller: Mind hunter, Hannibal, Killing Eve, Dark (German series, time travel, mind bending)

Do you have some recommendations?

The reading for your question:

I can see that in the coming year, you will have the chance to conquer your fears. It will mainly come in the form of mental transformation. But it will be a behind the scene process. You might not even aware of it consciously, but you will feel a nudge, an itch to change.

There will be new found confidence. You will meet new people, making new friends who will encourage you to be more brave and sure of yourself.

You will feel like your life is going to a higher, better place, that you're going on the right path and you will have new goals to achieve.

There will be opportunities for travel, it might be sudden, don't hesitate because these opportunities will give you more space to grow and find a whole new world to explore. Especially if you're feeling confined and bored with daily tasks.

Some old acquaintances will comeback, this will be the chance for you to address your fears, it could be about commitment and the desire to move forward, the ability to plan and build a future with other people.

You will also become more aware about your health and wanting to take care of your body better. Overwork might be an issue. You will build a healthier routine. If you've been wanting to implement some new habits to better your life, next year will be a prime time to put those into work.