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Here you will find all of my PAC reading that I've done so far. Enjoy~

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Ultimately the answers are always within yourself, I just provide an interpretation to help you find your way into the answers.

The readings are not meant to substitute medical or psychological treatment.

A little mirror for the self, grow your inner tree :

THE MAP TO YOUR SOUL

Your biggest strength

Your biggest weakness

What is lurking in your shadow ?

The part that you neglected

Your hidden fears

How to feel more secure in yourself

What should you cultivate more in yourself ?

Describing your inner home

Your energetic field

What messages come to you through dreams ?

How do your past lives influence your current life ?

What kind of people are you attracting into your life ?

Your superpowers

Getting in touch with your creativity

Your inner child

How to grow more confidence in yourself

People's first impressions of you

The journey of love and desire:

How to love yourself better : A letter from yourself (Channelled letter)

What kind of partner does your soul need right now ?

How does a healthy love for you feel like ?

Describe your future lover

How will you meet them? The first meeting

First impression of each other : you vs them

How they will pursue you (Channelled letter)

Who will you marry & your married life

What they love about you (Channelled letter)

What you love about them

Things they wish to tell you but find it hard to (Channelled letter)

The moment they fall in love with you (Channelled letter)

The moment they feel desire for you & their fantasy (channelled letter) - mature content, 18y/o do not interact)

How they act towards you vs other people

To answer "Hi, what do you do ?" :

What kind of career suits you best ?

The career of your choice, how will it be ? (Part 1), (Part 2)

Lucky signs, blessings, the path :

What would bring you good luck?

Signs that you are on the right path

Guide for direction

Guide for current situation

Predictions for the next 4 months

WHAT I DON'T DO READING ON : my readings focus mostly on promoting self development and self awareness. So I don't do readings that :

Can breach other people's privacy, mean to harm, abuse others

Reading about celebrity

Religious, world issues

Health, legal matters (please seek professional help for these matters)

Yes/no questions (you could ask "how" instead) 

Specific time

FUTURE SPOUSE : THE FIRST MEETING (can also apply to long-term committed partner)

In this reading, we will look at how you and your future spouse will meet for the first time. What kind of situation will lead you two to meet?

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Your feedback is much appreciated 🎐

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1. Pyrite

Your energy: Crow Their energy: Starfish

The meeting:

Someone might come off as a little too strong for the other person.

On that day, you will find them very alluring and physically attractive. They could be hanging out with friends and somehow they will stand out from the rest and catch your eyes, maybe they are the center of attention at that moment, bantering, telling some jokes that crack up the crowd. You could catch their laughing voice first before seeing them.

Even though you will be the one that notice them first, they will be the one that do the approaching.

The situation seems not really casual as in a beach party or some bar, but more serious. Could be something related to work and finance, could be a bank or where there will be people from the higher up, a meeting for work, some convention, or a conference, but people will be able to talk freely. There could be lots of foreigners or it will happen at a foreign place, a foreign country.

You will be there to learn something and exchange ideas. To find opportunities for change, which could be related to your finances, this situation will open opportunities for you to secure your finances more, to give you more stability. This is where you have to express yourself, show your creativity, something about making yourself stand out more. You will feel nervous, wanting to look around for an anchor. Maybe that's why you will be attracted to your person's voice or laughter, it will show confidence and ease.

For the meeting, it will be unplanned, out of the blue. Maybe you see them one moment but won't pay too much attention. After you turn away and turn back, they won't be there at the same place anymore and will have moved to somewhere else. But then some moments later, you guys kind of bump into each other or will be in close proximity to each other.

There won't be enough time to prepare yourself, so you will just react with the most natural reaction for a surprise. When you see someone that you have noticed them before and now they are approaching you, maybe you would get a little self-conscious and try to prepare yourself ? That kind of thing, but in this situation, you won't be able to do that.

They may notice that you're a little tense and want to make a conversation to put you at ease. Could be saying something funny or offhand, some random stuff that may not be related to the situation.

There will be a hidden undercurrent of sexual attraction. On that day, you will be on high alert mode, and your intuition will be sharper than usual. You may have an inkling that this person will play some important role in your life, but you will be distrustful. You may find them to be superficial and shallow, vain even. They may boast a little about their achievements, perhaps. But you won't find their words completely tasteless. Some of those would make you smile and feel more comfortable.

After this meeting, there may be some time before another contact. This connection seems to have many moments of surprises and separations, likely from external factors. There could be space and distance between you guys. Sometimes, you will feel like this connection would go nowhere and fading, then some surprises will spring up, and you two will connect again.

I feel colder months for this first meeting.

2. Strawberry quartz

Your energy: Moth Their energy: Bat

The meeting:

I see a big question mark. You guys will feel confused why you are meeting this person, why here, why now, who are they. Something feels both heavy and light with this group. You could meet them somewhere of a serious nature.

The image on the card shows you (the moth) flying up while them (the bat) flying down. This meeting has a certain fateful element to it. Two creatures meeting each other on their journey, completely unaware of each other until that moment, the meeting makes no sense but also make the most sense ?

Your energy is light, you seem to not take life too seriously at that time, you want to try different things, meet different people, going here and there, quite flighty. You would be in a hurry when meeting them. Running to somewhere. Could be carrying something, then drop it. Your energy feels a little clumsy and impulsive.

The place will be someone's home or at a real estate agency. A garden, somewhere private, that place will be decorated beautifully, could be a wedding. There will be a performance there, or someone will do something that pull everyone's attention to them. I feel that person could be you. You may say or do something to entertain the guests, intentionally or unintentionally. Or you stumbled, and everyone gathered to help you. Asking if you're okay. But someone will be nagging or say some harsh words that make you feel uneasy a bit.

Your person will be standing from a far, looking at the commotion, they may be in the process of leaving that place then heard the noise and turned back. Maybe that will be the first time that they notice you. They would want to come forward to help.

Your person's energy feels a lot heavier. They seem to be coming out of the dark, in the process of moving on, or have just moved on from something, someone. They will feel a sudden urge to approach, like someone is standing behind them, nudging them forward. But they may have trouble approaching you because of all the people surrounding you at that time. So there will be some hesitation, should I, should I not. Just a note, your energy feels younger than them, younger than everyone around you at that time also, or just physically smaller.

You seem upset or hurt, so they will want to approach carefully, they will be subtle, not saying much. But this interaction with you will somehow make a shift in their mind, subconsciously. They may still find it hard to let go of past situations. I see someone walking away, and their mind still linger on that direction. But meeting you will jolt them out of that reminiscing mode. They will question their feelings and their fears. Subconsciously, they already wanted to move on, and meeting you will be the final push.

While you, on the other hand, don't seem to think too deeply about this meeting. You will think that they are a nice person, someone helpful. But you will feel a sense of familiarity with them. Maybe you guys have seen each other in dreams before. Some kind of psychic connection.

The meeting will be on a sunny day, warm, could be spring or summer. At the time of the meeting, you guys will be at a confusing point of your life. Both will have some confusion and feeling lost, something is missing. This meeting will be a wake-up call to both, to make you reassess your mindset, digging deep within. Like walking aimlessly in the sea of dark mist, then suddenly a light is shone brightly for you.

3. Red jasper

Your energy: Buffalo Their energy: Elk

The meeting:

This group seems to have heavy earth energy. Two stable and grounded individuals meeting each other. For some of you, you may already meet this person, for other of you who haven't met this person yet, the meeting will be completely unpredictable. The stone represents the Place flung so faraway, so you guys will likely meet at a very faraway place, far from your home, foreign countries, not a short travel, could even be a change of living place.

Your energy is stable, but the meeting itself is the complete opposite. Some elements of spontaneity and surprises are here. You won't get any head up for this meeting (does this reading count ?), no inkling, no intuitive hunch. Your intuition on that day may be even lower than normal.

It could be because of the foreign environment, you will feel ungrounded and worry a little more than usual. You haven't gotten used to the new place yet. I'm getting something about feeling hungry and going out to find a place to eat. To explore the environment more. Your usual daily routines will be disturbed, you will do things and go to places that you have never been to before. If normally, you are the kind of person to go to bed early, you will stay up late at that time, or you don't normally eat a certain kind of food but being there will make you want to try out different things.

The setting will be at night. You could be walking on the street at night, exploring here and there. I see an art museum or some kind or large, beautiful building. And you will meet them there. Their energy will be pretty similar to you, grounded and stable, but they seem to be more established than you. Could be because they are the native of that place. They will want to guide you, giving you helpful advice. You will find them to be very reliable. They could work at the museum or just go there at the same time as you, but they know the place better than you so they could even give you a tour around. You guys will be talking to each other along the way. Slow walk, a little pause here and there, they may be walking a little behind you.

You will find yourself being very open to this person, an immediate trust. You and them will talk about something profound, quite philosophical, could be related to the contents that you guys are watching. They will talk a little more than you, you will get to learn more about them and find out that they are someone pretty well respected in the community. They may appear a little stubborn. There could be a debate, but nothing too heated. This person is usually a lot more reserved, but on that day, when they are with you, they will be more willing to open up. You guys will both feel comfortable with each other.

At the end of the meeting, you will exchange contracts with each other. A chance meeting that will turn into something more serious.

Maybe, on that night, when you return to your bed, you will find it hard to sleep, thinking about what you have said, what they have said, or on the opposite end, you will sleep soundly, peacefully. The earlier anxious feeling will go away. You and them may mutually feel a certainty about this connection, a future. Something that you can build together.

4. Blue agate

Your energy: peacock Their energy: cosmic egg

The meeting:

This group feels very straightforward. To be honest, I'm not getting many situations for you guys.

By the time you meet them, both of you will be in a state of inner peace. You have found your own contentment after a long journey. You have come to the point of having a compassionate view for life despite all the hardships along the way. All of that comes from being self-aware. Some of you may have gone through a dark night of the soul before meeting this person. Or both of you. You and them mirror each other.

I see some place for a retreat and to relax.

Daily life would put stress on your mind, so you would suddenly get the idea of going away to relax and enjoy yourself. This could be your usual way to deal with stress. You seem to be pretty balanced, knowing when to stop and take a rest. Maybe some friends will invite you to go with them somewhere. You will feel the nudge to go.

The place will be different from your usual go-to place. Somewhere heavy with scents and drinks. Could be a fair, an event, a concert. You may even receive a psychic reading there, some element of spirituality. They will be there, could be the one doing the reading for you, or participate in a group activity with you.

Immediately you guys will talk to each other, you just clicked. At first, sharing your thoughts about the event or the place, then later on going to more personal topics. You will find the other person's view and opinions on things in life that are pretty similar or harmonious with yours. Even if there are some differences, you will be able to understand and accept them. You guys could talk about your past experiences, the journeys that you took, travelling, religion, childhood stories, words just flow.

Accompanying that feeling of compatibility with be a strong physical attraction. You light up the other person, passions are ignited. Later on that day, you guys could be intimate with each other. The connection would progress pretty fast. Could be a hook up at first that will later develop into something more committed.

This group is pretty short, nothing complicated. You have learnt your own individual lessons, now it's time to learn the new lessons together. You guys will have many spiritual journeys together, to feel the expansiveness of your spirit and discover love in the highest sense.

Love.

FUTURE SPOUSE : YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF EACH OTHER

(can also apply to long-term committed partner)

If you don't resonate with one section of the group that you picked, you can pick one group for your impression of them and another group for their impression of you, just read the respective section.

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Your feedback is much appreciated. If you find the reading resonated with you, leave a comment, I'd love to know 🎐

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1. White

Your impression of them Energy: Horse

Brilliant mind accompanied by a fun heart.

You will notice that they have different sides to them and you will get curious. You will want to see them in different situations to see how they will behave, their expressions, their shift in energy.

Their voice and manner of speaking will captivate you, or at least will catch your attention, whether positively or negatively. They may say something shocking to you, with a confident or nonchalant attitude. Their voice could be soft and slow, expressive, not the kind of monotone that drone on and on, you may notice a drawl in their speech.

But there's also some quickness to them, could be their posture, a slight jittery feeling, something that is not smooth. They will look different from your usual type or different from everyone around them.

When you guys are eating together, you will notice that they have some kind of childlike behaviours around food. Could be playing with their food, mixing stuffs together, making strange concoctions, there is a certain playfulness and eagerness to them.

But if you first meet them in a different environment, you will get to see a different side to them. In professional and working environment, they will appear as a very hardworking and serious person. Others look up to them for advice and command. They could appear intimidating and cold. You may notice some anxiety or nervous energy behind their cold and hard exterior. I get a feeling that you may kind of want to poke them a little ?

Their impression of you Energy: Dragon

They will see you as a confident, go-getter person, a little intense. They feel like you're respected by a lot of people and you're surrounded by people. You could be a powerful friend to others or you have powerful friends. Could be because the first time that they get an impression of you, you will be seen working with a lot of people.

You have an inner confidence to you, or more like an inner sense of abundance. They may notice some negativity from other people towards you, or they sense that all the abundance that you're having, whether materially or mentally is from your own hard work, not from the other people, other people may even obstructing you from getting what you want. They get the impression that your assertive image was made by going through many hardship.

Despite you appearing as an assertive and confident person. They don't seem to view you as a loud or harsh person, on the contrary, they see you as someone who knows how to have fun and be spontaneous, in touch with their feminine energy. They may think that you're in the art field or doing something creative. Could be your creativity go against a certain social norms so that's where the negative energy from other people comes from.

They also sense that there's something hidden about you. Like you have some fears, some feeling of emptiness or loss deep inside you that you're not fully aware of.

2. Brown

Your impression of them Energy: Shark

I don't think this person will leave a nice first impression on you. You won't feel comfortable with them. Their energy seems kind of harsh, a little ruthless, no nonsense.

Could be because at that moment in their life, they're dealing with some losses or negativity or they are hiding something so they will come off as colder than usual.

You will feel that this person is emotionally cold or at least emotionally closed-off. They feel distant to you. Maybe because you will first see them from a far. There is a dark energy surrounding them. They could wear lots of dark clothes or their features are dark. An air of prim and proper, you will feel like they are taking good care of their physical health.

They will seem to keep to themselves even though they kind of stand out. Their demeanour is quiet but their energy is loud and intense. You could meet them at some places related to learning and teaching, they will likely be the one do the teaching. Maybe due to the subject that is being taught that you get the impression of their seriousness and cold manner.

Another scenario will be that you get your first impression of them through some kind of talk or written works, could be some articles, about them or written by them. Their words will be direct, to the point, you may find the contents to be not sitting right with you but you will get a little curious about them or wanting to refute their words.

Their impression of you Energy: Gazelle

Quite the opposite of your impression of them.

They will see you as someone dreamy, a little vulnerable. You could be in some kind of trouble or distress at the moment that they see you. Could be something related to legal matters, they may see you arguing with someone, or with them perhaps.

Likely that you are in a unfamiliar environment, sitting or standing there beautifully but lost and confused. They will notice small things about your posture,  the way you walk or the way you turn your head, giving out your hand, leaning forward, things like that. It looks fluid and graceful.

They may want to approach and help you but hesitated. You could look like a foreigner to them, your features are different from everyone around. Hence the hesitation, they will need to think about a way to approach you appropriately. They will think that you're far from your home, you've just moved to a new place.

In some deep corner of their heart, they may already have gotten a sense, a hunch, a fleeting feeling that you would be the one, someone that they want to build with.

Your voice and the way you speak with leave an impression on them. Not sure if it will be a positive impression though, they may find you to be combative or argumentative and they will wonder if you're usually like this or not.

3. Red

Your impression of them Energy: Sea serpent

The short answer would be 'beautiful'.

You will immediately notice their physical appearance, they tick all your boxes in term of that. But they seem to not really notice their charm on you or in general. Physical appearance could even be a source of their insecurities.

You may sense that they have some reservations about dating and relationships in general,  like they're not open to love at that moment. Could be related to the way they perceive their outer appearance, they may feel like dating puts too much focus on physical attraction and beautification of the self so they want to subvert that, wanting to just focus on getting to know the other person's deep inner self. That's your impression of them, whether that's true or not is another story.

You will notice that they don't talk much, they're quiet but have a well of wisdom underneath that other people can learn a lot from. So you will try to get them to talk more.

You will want to get to know their more poetic and emotional side, they will seem like someone who work a serious and dull job but have a side hobby or hidden talent that is very creative.

You may find them familiar looking, could be that you've already seen them in your dreams or somewhere in a fleeting moment.

Their impression of you Energy: Elephant

They will feel like you're going through some major change or looking for a new path. Could be related to financial stability. You seem to be worrying about that. They will see you as someone who is hard working, serious about your career, wanting to expand and achieve something bigger. You are willing to go through obstacles to get what you want.

But at the time that they meet you, you don't seem to be confident in yourself, you haven't found your inner peace yet, maybe you're struggling with changes, you want to change but also want to be able to control that change. They may fantasise about coming in and give you a helping hand or give you new insights to help guide you out of your confusions.

Beside that hard working impression, they will feel that you could be a home-body, and are a lot more relaxed and loving when at home, they will get curious about how would you be in a more familiar environment.

They will also find your way of communication interesting and fun, they could imagine having long hours of exchanging ideas with you, nothing too heavy and serious though.

4. Green

Your impression of them Energy: Crow

They will make a strong impression on you, emotionally, physically and mentally.

They will give the appearance of someone who is friendly, open to connections. The kind of person that follows social niceties, they know the socialising rules, what to do to charm the other person, what to do to give the impression that they want. But, you won't fall for that. You will find them friendly and all that but you will wondering are they truly that friendly or not. Because they will seem serious to you, their facial expressions could be a little hard. You know some people when they try to appear friendly, they will smile broadly but their eye corners won't have that creases or their eyes are wide open, not squinting a little, they want to watch, to observe the other person. You could have that impression about them.

You will notice that whatever they are doing is not their usual routine. The place that you guys are meeting for the first time is not their usual habitat. They will go out of their comfort zone a bit, wanting to shake things up, to mingle. They don't seem to be an introvert though, could be some previous events in their life that made them a little closed-off, and now they want to go out again, a conscious effort. So you will feel a certain hesitancy from them, to stay or not to stay. When you're talking for the first time with them, that hesitancy will also be there, they will want to engage and talk their heart out, but also wanting to stand back a little, to hide. In their effort to appear friendly, they would try to act more spontaneously, turning up their flirty side a little bit too high for your comfort.

They will also try to 'subtly' tell you about their material achievements, low-key bragging. Maybe they think that will give you a better opinion of them perhaps?

Their impression of you Energy: Hawk

They will feel exposed by you, you see through their facade clearly. They will wonder whether you have some prior knowledge about them or is it just your intuition being exceptionally strong. A little spooked. There will be an urge to resist, to regain control (control of what?).

They will also sense that you have something hidden behind. You will act friendly towards them, in a benevolent and polite manner. You don't seem to be a social butterfly to them though. Could be that you don't exude an inviting air but when someone actually interacts with you, you will be friendly and polite, not turning them away.

They will feel that you 'fit in' whatever criteria they have of a spouse or lover, relationship with you will be easy and rewarding, easy as in the relationship won't be painful, free of drama and struggle. This idea stems largely from their impression of stability and strength about you, both emotionally and materially.  You seem mature, down-to-earth, know your worth, there's also a hidden intensity that intrigues.

They will be impressed by the way you deliver your words, there is a pure curious air about you. You could be the one that is more talkative than them or the words that you speak to them that day will linger in their mind, having a profound effect on them subconsciously.

5. Blue

Your impression of them Energy: Golden egg

They would pull at your heartstrings a little. The feeling of a a little pain in the chest when you see something moving, beautiful. Could be their physical appearance but more likely their energy will affect you that way.

They be standing or sitting still, not doing or saying anything. Their stillness will stir something around them though. Like when you see a calm, placid lake, you would have the desire to disturb it, to see the surface ripples.

They will feel like the sun, bright, immovable but not intimidating, not exactly. You may feel some reservations about them, simply because they seem surreal, out of place, the surrounding will seem mundane and dull, pale to their light. This is the kind of person that can pull your attention to them without trying, you will always notice them in a crowd.

You will feel that they can be a good companion for you. Whether in health or in sickness, whatever journey that you guys have to take, they will always be right beside you, holding your hand.

They will make you reexamine your thoughts and beliefs. You will get the impression that they have some pretty unique ideas about how the universe works and you will get curious and want to learn more. Not just about them but also about what life has to offer.

Their impression of you Energy: Gazelle

You don't seem to talk much, not much actions either. Are you guy meditating together or something ? They feel that you are hiding your light. You want to shine, especially letting your voice out, but something is holding you back. They sense an unsure feeling from you, could be you're still holidng on some past pains and that makes you to be on alert, cautious, not wanting to reveal your feelings.

That will be their intuition telling them. Outside, you will seem perfectly contented and relaxed.

They will find you to be very beautiful, in an earthy, sensual way. You know your body well, you understand your body's sacredness and how it connect to the world, this creates sensuality and grace. This may just be a fleeting thought, but they will wonder if your physical beauty does help you in getting what you want, or you seem to be well taken care of, a little spoiled maybe?

What will pique their interest will be one of your quirks. Could be the way you dress, the way you walk, the way you eat etc. You just do things differently. You guys could bond over some similar interests in movies, music, books, things that are not mainstream.

6. Yellow

Your impression of them Energy: Moth

You will have the impression that they are a social butterfly, that they don't commit to a particular person, they just want to enjoy social interactions with other human beings.

You could even view them as a player with only physical intention in mind. A dangerous person.

They seem to have all the right tools to make anyone fall for them. They are confident, a little cocky perhaps,  but they show their emotions, they are not emotionally closed-off, they are generous, they know how to satisfy the other person's needs in relationship, not to mention that they seem suave and smooth with their body language. Giving both a dominant and caring impression. Balance between masculine and feminine energy.

You will notice that they have a rebellious side to them. Whether they talk about it with you or you intuitively pick up on it, they have some kind of pain regarding showing their individuality, likely from the past, they got ridiculed, made fun of or neglected. So they will want to prove the person that do that to them wrong, and then later on, to prove the whole world wrong. They have some deep wounds that need healing. That could awaken in the other person, especially their partner, the desire to save them, to heal them.

Their impression of you Energy: Dragonfly

I hope this won't develop into an unhealthy dynamic between you guys later on. They will see you as a saving light, the one with all encompassing love to pour out unconditionally. They won't see you clearly, likely will put you on the pedestal a bit. You just fit their image of pure love.

But all is not light and love though. You will reflect back their wounds about their individuality. They will sense that you have some social anxiety but you are still fearless in expressing yourself. A certain idgaf attitude.

This will give them a Tower moment, a wake up call. Later, when they are alone, they will think back on the interaction between you guys and they will feel an uncomfortable need to do something about their behaviour.

They will get a special treatment from you. You may seem soft and giving to everyone else, but to them, you will freeze up. They will feel like they are under scrutiny,  being silently judged by you. You are compassionate but you stand firm in your values, your faith is pure but your eyes are discerning.

They feel like they have to skirt around the edge a bit before getting closer to you. They have to go through your 'screening process' first in order to gain access to your love.

Love.

FUTURE SPOUSE - Channelled message: How will they pursue you (can also apply to long-term committed partner)

I will let your person do the talking, so this reading will be in the style of a channelled message. I feel like this style suits the theme of love readings better.

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Your feedback is much appreciated. If you find the reading resonated with you, leave a comment, I’d love to know 🎐

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Book a reading with me - KO-FI (Read this post : personal reading)

1. Aventurine

Their energy when pursuing you: Octopus

Please don't feel the need to distant yourself from me. From the beginning, I've already felt that we are meant to be, I'm meant to be your partner, and you're meant to be mine. So I will act like one, I will see our path together clearly. Without a doubt, every step I take will be towards that path.

But you may not welcome it at first, though. You probably will have some reservations about me acting so close, so soon. But I can't help myself. When I'm attracted to someone, I want to give them my all. I have to admit that I find it hot when you push me away a little when I'm acting all clingy.

Boundaries might be an issue between us. Later when we are in relationship, we will act like one unit, two people but sharing one heart and mind, people might even comment that we have similar 'air', even though we might look completely opposite of each other. But in the beginning, I may need your reminder sometimes to respect the boundaries that you have erected around yourself. I think your ability to show clearly to me what is okay, what is not is really endearing and attractive.

I will try to show my best self to you, to act confident and spontaneous. Please don't judge me as a know-it-all or a bragger, I just want to show off a little bit, to show you that I'm capable and open, that I know things that surely will stimulate your mind. We will talk about all kinds of things, whatever you can think of, I will be willing to entertain the conversation, even if I don't know much about it or even don't know about it at all. Every word you've ever said will be etched into my memory, but I may act like I don't remember much of it. Don't be surprised when many months or many years later, I can still bring up the conversation we had for the first time. You mentioned one time that you would like to go to that place or want to try that food ? I will try to act oblivious and then surprise you later.

Sometimes, I will say some ridiculous things. It's just me trying to appear cool but failed completely, I can't help being myself when I'm with you.

Tell me your desire, and I will fulfil it for you, no matter the cost. I have to admit that I may go overboard on spoiling you with material things. It's a deep fear of mine, I'm afraid that without tangible proofs, you won't see my affection properly. It's a kind of pattern for me, it happened before in my previous relationships. Sometimes, it didn't work out so great for me. But it's okay, you probably will give me a lecture about going overboard anyway. I'm good in your hands.

You will never have to doubt my intention or my love for you. No playing around (though I will try to play it cool), I will find thousands of ways to tell you how much I love you, so be prepared to remember it all. Even if you don't remember, I will remind you again and again.

2. Amethyst

Their energy when pursuing you: Bee

I don't know if you will ever have some doubt about my intentions for you. No, I don't have any bad intentions. It's just that you will doubt if I do have any special feeling for you or I am just a friendly person in general. Oh, darling, that 'friendliness' that you perceived is just a cover for my intense desire for you.

I'm not a person of many words, I find it hard to express my emotions eloquently, at least my deeper emotions. Will you see me as just someone helpful and fun, someone to have a light banter now and then and will be put into the back of your mind, forgotten? Ah, that will be the death of me.

Distance will be there, between us, we won't be able to see each other frequently, at least during the beginning. I will try my best to be present as much as possible, to come to you, to erase that distance. It won't be easy, so many things will hold us apart. But slowly and surely, you will find my existence in your life indispensable.

One day, I will wake up with a sudden revelation (believe me, I'm not usually that dramatic). I will see our path together clearly. It will be forward, into the highest place we want ourselves and us to be. Moving forward with you will feel like natural order, the most obvious thing. Maybe during my sleep, my heart and my spirit have been working overtime to give my mind this revelation. At first, I will feel this inexplicable urge to show my heart for all the world to see (obviously I won't do that right away, may be later, don't be too embarrassed by my overt actions sometimes). I will feel like I have been pushed into the ocean, deep and dark, I will try to resist, just a little, you know that my resistance will be futile. Once I've learnt how to swim in that ocean, you will be sure that I will build a fleet out of myself and come to you. Probably a fleet of submarines though, with all the 'friendly and have no other intention' impression that you have of me.

This fleet will arrive at your door suddenly, I will find some practical excuses to be at your door, I'm practising my creativity here. Will you go out with me to see this flower blossoming for the first time, will you go outside and have a walk with me when it's drizzling, I will bring umbrellas of course, but later, we might just forget the umbrellas. How about a trip to another country then come back on the same day ? How about making pottery together ?

I will try to act dependable and predictable, but I can't guarantee that I won't act like a child sometimes. My inner child just feels alive when I'm with you. Maybe later, when I'm more comfortable showing it with you. For the moment, I will just let it sneak out sometimes. Let your inner child out, too. We will play with each other wholeheartedly. Let us hold hands and walk this road together.

3. Tiger's eye

Their energy when pursuing you: Cosmic egg

So I've been searching, going on this seemingly endless journey. The moment that I'm contented with myself, I meet you. It will feel like a reward, no, it will feel like this is what has been waiting for me to find all along. Not to sound like someone delusional, talking about the soul and whatnot right from the beginning. Just know that every action I take is motivated by this inner peace within me. I will know, subconsciously (I don't dare to consciously think), that we are meant to be, our paths will collide and become one. It's just a matter of how to ground it into something substantial.

I will get these nudges, these tips from the universe on how to pursue you. Let me tell you a secret, despite my practical, or even clinical approach to everything, I'm actually a romantic, I believe in fairytale and spirits working behind the scenes, I believe in the inevitable. That is us. So I won't force anything. All I have to do is to trust and to act, carefully and meticulously.

I will go with the flow of our conversations. We might not be able to stop. What is at first just a light banter will turn into hours -long deep talk. We will lose ourselves sometimes in these conversations. We will talk about both the personal experiences of ours and about the social happening around us. Nothing is too weird, too taboo to talk about. I will let you talk more while I stay silent to let your words sink into me. I have to admit that a part of the reason will also be that I want to get lost in your voice, I just love to hear your voice.

I have quite a black and white view of the world, you could think that I'm too intense, that I have strong opinions about everything. I will try to temper that tendency when talking with you, I will be more open to your ideas, willing to be led to a new way of thinking. You humble my ego a little, and I'm grateful for that.

I will get out my safety shell for you. I will be like the kid that looking out of the window to see other kids playing outside but too shy to come out of the house to join them. But one day, when I see this particular kid, you, I will take my tentative steps out of the house to join you. Then, every day, the window will be my favourite place, I can't just wait to find you through the window and then dash out to meet you. I will try to be around you every day, not intrusively, just being around, being helpful. I believe that practice makes perfect.

I may go out of my way to make myself more presentable and attractive in your eyes. I'm generally a polished person, but with you, I will become even more self-conscious. It's strange how I don't care what you look like, you could might as well be wearing a potato sack and I will still find you attractive, but when it's come to me, I want to be my most beautiful self in front of you. I can't wait to be your beautiful potato sack one day.

4. Carnelian

Their energy when pursuing you: Elephant

Oh dear, why do you have to appear in my life like that. I feel like fate is playing with me. Me, a person that seems to have it all in life, just out and about in my usual routine. You, coming in like a storm, a gentle but devastating storm.

I will have to confess early here that at first, I will just play it light and fun. I won't have a serious intention with you. My life has been like that, a series of fun and lighthearted flings, so I thought that this time with you would be no exception, and oh boy, was I wrong.

You will pour ice cold water on my head (figuratively, though I can't guarantee that it won't become literal when we are playing with each other, iykwim), it will wake me up from my stupor. Soon enough, I will get my act together. But it's not like I will do a 180-degree and become some sombre, pragmatic, and serious person. No, I will retain the light-heartedness when flirting with you, but that will come from my genuine heart, not from some kind of strategy to win someone.

Please don't say that I'm childish. Society has already placed so many restrictions on us. Let us be free with each other. I will act a little needy, wanting to be spoiled by you (and get rejected spectacularly). When it won't work, I will switch up, spoiling you. If that won't work either, then I will just sit down and chat about life with you. Hey, that's might be more effective than I thought. Our ways of approaching romance are just not very similar, but don't worry, I'm flexible. If one way doesn't work, then I will find another way. Once I have my vision, I won't be able to let go. Whatever obstacles lie between us, I will remove them all. And there will be obstacles, I just want to prepare you beforehand. Not everyone will be thrilled about us, about me pursuing you, but pay them no mind, they won't be there, in our happiness together.

I know that I will have to change something, to give up something, or someone in order to be with you. And I will take that risk. Sometimes, doubts will still haunt me, I will be a little paranoid and vigilant, ready to face whatever the world throws at us. You might ask me one day, why am I being so stubborn, why trying so hard for us. But you see, it won't be me trying alone, you will be too, despite your complaints, you will want to give us a chance, many chances, and we will both be trying.

5. Flourite

Their energy when pursuing you: Bear

I may have become a little rusty in this flirting game. It won't feel like a game to me. Everything feels so serious and heavy. Don't be afraid of my seriousness, I've just came out from a long winter, my heart is still a little hard, but spring is here, I will take my tentative steps toward you, the sunshine that I very much needed.

Tell me your pains and your hardship, I will soothe it away, and I will put a stop to any pain, any inconvenience that you have. I will work with you, help you with your daily life, and make your life more comfortable.

I will be restrained and act polite towards you. You won't be able to guess just how much I think about you and how much I feel for you. Lying in my bed at night, imagine you next to me, no, it doesn't need to be anything sexual, I just want the closeness, the feeling of you being close to me, it makes me feel alive. It will take quite some time for us to be physically intimate with each other. Because I feel that being too close too soon is not appropriate, it would cause a lot of issues later on. So let's just take our time, I'm not going anywhere soon. When the right time comes, we won't be able to stay away from each other.

When we are apart, I will think of you and just want to run back to you. So I will send you messages, calling you, we will remember our late night phone calls. We will sometimes laugh so loud that our neighbours will be annoyed. Other times, we will be crying, sobbing quietly or crying aloud, soft whispers, worried thoughts, warm encouragement, and linger desires. I wish to make a podcast show from our conversations, for just the two of us to listen to.

I wonder if you will notice my eyes when I'm looking at you. I wish you could, but I also wish you couldn't. My eyes will betray me, I can't hide my feelings, and my thoughts, they will just spill out. All of them will flow into one destination, you. I will try to look away sometimes, not wanting to make you uncomfortable with my intense gaze. Or will you look at me like that, too ? Let's not make it a staring contest.

If you feel tired or bored, don't hesitate to tell me. I will take you away to where you can just float and relax, we will have our favourite place at the beach, I will watch you float on the water, swoop down then emerge from the water again, like a mermaid. You don't know how to swim ? You will, by the time we get together, I won't say how. Maybe I will draw you, or take pictures of you, the appropriate kind of pictures, of course (not). You make me want to sing, to wake my sleeping poet for you. I have a spring song dedicated for you already. Let's make our songs for the many seasons to come.

6. Labradorite

Their energy when pursuing you: Sea serpent

If you ever feel self-conscious around other people, don't be with me. The more you show me the honest, the more raw parts of you, the more I'm hooked. You just could do no wrong in my eyes. Whatever you do, it just seems like a waltz, a graceful ripple of space. Do you think chomping down a burger in a few minutes is unsightly ? No, no, if you are the one doing it, it will look like a masterpiece of a food advertising. I'm supposed that I'm biased.

If someone says something negative about you, I will defend you vehemently. It's not my nature to be forceful, but I just can't take it when others put their unsolicited opinions on you, on us. You will be my weak spot for sure.

Not gonna lie, I may want to introduce you to my many groups of friends, as a friend at first, of course. I will try to act cool, to show you how knowledgeable and smart I am in a group setting, I might even seek some helps from my friends. Will you be able to see through my tactics ?

When I realise that I love you, I will have this tunnel vision, I will feel like Alice going down the rabbit hole. I will be scared, for all my bravery, I'm not prepared for this intensity. It may take a while for me to get used to it, before that, I'm afraid that I will act a little hot and cold with you. Please be patient with me.

Pursuing you will put me in this strange position. I'm not used to the idea of marriage and children. But somehow I will find myself thinking about it, even discussing it with you. Will you be open to that idea ? If not, then I hope that I can convince you of that gradually. I will also try to convince the world about us, to show them just how right we are together.

I don't know if I will be able to hide it well. But I have this fear of abandonment, of loss, and life just feel ephemeral to me sometimes. So the idea of me wanting to spend the rest of my life with someone will be a little frightening. But i will try to be rational about it. I will think of concrete and practical steps that will prove my fears wrong. Who knows, they may be right, but I would rather be with you and learn to live with those fears than not being with you.

I will just say this much and continue finding ways to improve myself before meeting you. Even after meeting you, I will not stop striving to be a better me, for me, for you, for us.

Love.

IF YOU CHOOSE THIS CAREER, HOW WILL IT BE? (P2)

This is part 2 of the previous career reading, you can read part 1 here. Because I'm a greedy person, three options in the previous reading were not enough so I added more. Think about a career and pick a group to see how it will turn out if you choose that career.

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1. Agate

An online presence that shines really bright. You may work from home and connect to a large community online. Likely a creative career that allows you to show your creations to a large audience.

Could be art, fashion or body building related. There's an element of showcasing, how you do it, the process, the end result, the motivation.

This career would bring in a lot of new friends and acquaintances that can help boost your popularity. But you will have to sacrifice a certain amount of privacy for this. This career requires you to constantly share about yourself, your personal matters, your life, lots of exposure. Because it brings motivation and inspiration to people.

Masculine influence is big here. People with masculine energy, goal focused, always looking for ways for self-improvement, independent people. They will be your biggest cheerleaders and will influence your reputation, both in positive and negative way. And if you choose this career, you need to show yourself in the opposite way of these people. To show your feminine energy more, be more receptive and nurturing. Opposite attracts. People who are in their masculine energy will gravitate towards feminine energy to balance them out. You will help them be more open to different perspectives, in a way, you "mission" in this career is to help people destroy the old way of thinking that no longer serves personal growth and build a more healthy perception. You may paint or sing, and the value of the painting or the song perceived by other people lies in how they help people improve their life. It's like showing servitude to the people through your creations.

Your finance will be abundance but it will largely be dependent on the amount of exposure and popularity that you garner, which can be exhausting at times.

2. Flourite

The word "teaching" just screamed in my head. Even if you are not a teacher, there will always be some elements of teaching, guiding in the career that you choose.

This career will need you to be firm and in your own authority. This will not be about yourself, though. It's like you need to fulfil a certain role in society for this job. Contrary to the first group, this group's focus is about the other people and not showcasing your personal life. Your personal life will remain hidden from the job that you do.

The idea is you being a kind of conduit, receiving, observing the collective and then reorganise the information to deliver it to other people. This could be related to spirituality, being a channelling messenger. Or this could be related to the mass media, conducting surveys and analysing the mass to predict and report the trends.

Lots of information exchanges. There's also manipulation in this career. The things that are delivered to other people are not always the raw truths but refined ones with the purpose to achieve certain desired results. You will need to be self-assured and independent in this career to navigate some complicated scenarios.

The job is fast-paced and intense, disciplined. You need to be in your masculine energy more often to address the people, to show yourself. Maintaining your own moral code is necessary because if not, you could get swept along with whatever the current of the place that you are working at. Hidden rivalry will also be there.

This job does give you material comfort, the job might not be too high paying but there will be gifts from other people.

3. Strawberry quartz

This career will drag you out of your comfort zone, in an unexpected manner to boost. It's like the universe is saying : "Oh no, you not gonna hide yourself inside a safety shell. You will need to aim higher."

There will be many opportunities for learning and travel. Travel is the heart of this career. Whether physically or mentally, you will constantly expand your mindset, your well of experiences. And your finance too.

You will need to work hard and put in the effort to sustain this career. This career is not for playing around, it requires serious intention and dedication.

You will deal with lots of feminine people. Women and the people in their feminine energy will be your main focus. They bring contracts, alliance and support, but if not careful, they could also be your enemies.

You need tact and diplomacy in dealing with people in this career. Being forceful and demanding won't work. All things must be in an agreeable and harmonious manner. There could be some hypocrisy or at least, superficial interactions involved.

This career will pull towards the public, the outer world so much that you will need periodic vacations to recharge, ample of rest to re-calibrate your energy and spirit. Be careful not to neglect your personal life and home. If your home life is not in good condition, you won't have enough energy to do this job effectively. Work-life balance is the emphasis here.

While doing this job, there's will be many chances to revisit old places, old friends and acquaintances. You will hone your social skills and learn to embrace changes and newness.

4. Red jasper

This career will be something completely different from your past experience or expectations. There will be lots of newness, things that you are not familiar with. If you choose this career, it will be a move to step out of your comfort zone.

I see lots of pairs, pairs of opposite. You will be in the role of a mediator, standing in between conflicts or disagreements to harmonise different personalities and points of view.

This career will require you to be direct in a gentle way. To know and understand yourself first before putting yourself into the job, to not lose yourself in the job. Because this job involves lots of people and interpersonal skills. It could be about resolving legal conflict, relationship counselling, or anything related to making relationships between people better.

You will have lots of expectations and worries concerning this career. Stress is always around the corner because there will be conflicts, egos clashes, or rivalry. Keeping emotional balance is very crucial for you, having some hobbies that help you relax and detach yourself from the job. Even though the job could be stressful but you will feel a sense of luck with what you're doing. Things usually turn out better than you thought, and helping hands will always be there for you.

Even though you work with lots of people, I see that you will not be in a group but work alone, independently. There will be contacts with different cultures, the workplace could have many foreigners working, so learning new language, learn to adapt to different cultures will be a prominent theme for you.

I will be honest, financial gain will not be big in this job. It will fluctuate and not a stable income. Sometimes, you will doubt if the job is worth it, at that time, reexamine your path and ask yourself if you feel satisfied? Are you enjoying yourself while doing this job?

5. Citrine

I think you choosing this career will mainly come from a concern about finance and stability. Will it satisfy your concerns? It will, it's a logical choice, you will enjoy the job, it suits your personality and your style of working. It won't be demanding or stressful. But you will still feel uneasy, a sense of not enough, still wanting more.

The job will be a traditional one, the kind of job that has been around for so long, not a new kind of job. There will be some kind of performance anxiety in this job. You will want to do the job flawlessly and want to build a professional image in the workplace, especially to the higher-ups. And I think you will, other people will find you to be a responsible and dedicated person, although can be clueless sometimes, but it will make people wanting to guide you and giving you help and support.

This career will need you to put your mind and mental power to full use. If you're someone who enjoys learning and communication, this job will satisfy that aspect for you. There will be lots of new information and knowledge to absorb. Talking with coworkers is welcomed, lots of fun banters and gossip . The working environment is pleasant and allowed for personal freedom.

Doing this job for a long time can make you feel spiritually withdrawn. You are there for the job but the work doesn't bring sparks into your heart. If you value financial stability more, then this won't be a big issue because sometimes a job is just a job, putting too much expectations into it will make it stressful for you.

6. Tiger's eye

This is the career that you already have some prior experience or mastery over it. If you choose this career, you will be able to make use of your knowledge and expertise. If you haven't had any working experience, then this career will feel familiar to what you have been learning. It will feel easy and not too difficult.

Promotion and reputation will be easily achieved. You will feel that you're walking on the right path.

This group's reading would be short because it's pretty straightforward and not too complicated.

You will be in the role of a teacher, a supervisor for other people, you can learn a lot and also teach a lot. Communication is key in this career, how you deliver your ideas, how you construct those into a concrete project and how you can pursue other people of your ideas will be crucial to your advancement.

The problem can be about burning out, you may have a lot of ideas that you want to execute, and you want them to be perfect, it's a kind of self demand that you put on yourself. The dreams and the drive are all there, but to execute them, you will need lots of planning and practical structure to help shape them.

The financial aspect will not be too stable, but you will feel satisfied with what you get. After a while, though, you might want to shake things up a little, to make changes to the routine work, to be bigger. Be sure to not let unrealistic idealism or restlessness overshadow or sabotage what you've achieved.

GUIDE FOR DIRECTION

This is a super short and simple reading to help you find some clarity for the direction of whatever you're having in your mind.

I will throw a special dice for direction and pull a card to read your energy. Take the reading with a pinch of salt, ultimately the decision is yours to make.

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Group 1

Direction: This is not the right direction for you

Energy: Lizard

Message: Your intuition and instinct might be a little fuzzy due to outer sensory overload. Making it hard for you to really commit to important things. Being too adaptable and flexible can sometimes make you temporary forget what you are aiming for. Find a quiet space, away from the buzzing of outer life, and look the small trembles of your inner artist heart. A creative project might help you clear your mind and heart and see the right direction more clearly.

Group 2

Direction: Just the right direction for you

Energy: Nightingale

Message: Whichever path you take, never let your voice stay inside. Understand that the truth is the most beautiful music. Give voice to your heart, let it out, whether by music, poetry, words or just by humming a tune. Speaking out loud your intention will help you navigate the road easier.

Group 3

Direction: Don't go this way

Energy: Whale

Message: You might want to delve deeper into your heart's desires, go a little deeper to see is there anything behind what you are wanting to do. Learn to stay calm and steady amidst the emotional storms, it will give you strength. But be careful not to stay too long in the depth, lest you forget the light above.

Group 4

Direction: Steadily going this way

Energy: Rabbit

Message: Fear might be overwhelming you right now. Do you know that giving voice to what is inside you will make it come true? Giving voice to your fears excessively will not help you get away from them. Acknowledge them but don't cling to them, look at the direction that you truly want to go, go slowly, a small step at a time, step by step, steadily.

Group 5

Direction: Aim for it, go for it

Energy: Raccoon

Message: You have the capability to achieve whatever you put your energy in. But sometimes you want to hide, not wanting to show your real self to the world, putting up a mask to protect you. But in doing that, you limit yourself behind that mask, making it hard for you to expand and grow. Tenaciously go for what you're aiming for, but don't hide yourself in the process.

Group 6

Direction: This is the right direction for you

Energy: Dolphin

Message: There will be blessings along this path for you, as long as you believe in your own spirit and tune yourself into the vibration of the world around you. Your impact is bigger than you think, don't underestimate your own power. Along the way, you might meet like-minded spirits.

PICK-A-CARD READING LIST

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Ultimately the answers are always within yourself, I just provide an interpretation to help you find your way into the answers.

The readings are not meant to substitute medical or psychological treatment.

A little mirror for the self, Grow your inner tree :

Your biggest strength

Your biggest weakness

What is lurking in your shadow ?

The part that you neglected

Your hidden fears

How to feel more secure in yourself

What should you cultivate more in yourself ?

Describing your inner home

Your energetic field

What messages come to you through dreams ?

How do your past lives influence your current life ?

What kind of people are you attracting into your life ?

Your superpowers

Getting in touch with your creativity

Your inner child

The journey of love and desire:

How to love yourself better : A letter from yourself

What kind of partner does your soul need right now ?

How does a healthy love for you feel like ?

Describe your future lover (mature contents)

How will you meet them? The first meeting

First impression of each other : you vs them

How they will pursue you (Channelled messages)

Random facts about them

To answer "Hi, what do you do ?" :

What kind of career suits you best ?

The career of your choice, how will it be ? (Part 1), (Part 2)

Lucky signs, blessings, the path :

What would bring you good luck?

Signs that you are on the right path

Guide for direction

Things you can do to be more confident in yourself.

It's a full moon tonight, our confidence can also wax and wane like the moon. So let it also be full tonight. This reading will assist you in understanding how to build a relationship with yourself based on trust and compassion.

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

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1. Clear quartz

There's something that you should accept. That is, we can never hide from people's eyes and their judgement. Putting ourselves out there for others to see is a brave act. It can sometimes feel like being put under the mercy of others. But daring to show the love we have for ourselves is even a braver act.

Starting from the inside, the root, the part that you feel the most childish and vulnerable inside you, hold it gently and protect it, do little things that make it comfortable and feel loved. Like decorating the place you're living in. Surround your home with beauty and comfort, especially the place where you sleep. A soft pillow for tired and hardened thoughts to rest on.

If you have a desire to be recognised and applauded for your achievement and your individuality. Don't ever feel shame for desiring those. Some people will call that vain, but even the feat of living and existing is worth recognising and celebrating. Be honest with your desires and put in the effort to achieve them. As long as those desires don't harm anyone, there is no reason to deny and feel shame about those.

You seem to have a very creative energy, but that creativity is stifled by the focus on security and practicality. Before you create something, you may consider will this bring you any material merit, will it make a profit, will it have a practical use in your life. In doing so, your creative flow can't flow freely. Who knows, maybe the thing you created might not have a practical use or bring you any material gain, but through the act of creating, you can connect more with your deeper self and discover your inner wealth, not everything has to have a solid, physical and logical meaning, emotional and spiritual meaning are just as important. And by doing that, more opportunities for your growth will be presented to you. So the next time you find yourself wanting to do something that you think or other people think is silly and a waste of time, give yourself a chance to experience first, you can always judge it later.

2. Citrine

I sense that some of you in this group feel stifled in your expression of love and desire. There are pressure and expectations coming in from society and your peers about what is right, what should be done concerning love, relationships and sexuality. Being truly you could mean going against a certain society's standards and expectations. There could be a struggle of whether to conform or to rebel.

Relationships would feel limiting and demanding to you. You would feel like you have to sacrifice your freedom and a part of yourself in order to keep the relationship going smoothly. It's a big compromise.

Every relationship needs compromise but you may not realise that in some communities, some people demand more of that compromise than the others simply because your values are not matching with each other. Maybe you just haven't found your crowd yet.

Community and friendships play a big part in helping you shape your own world view and your sense of self. So you should consider these questions regarding the people you're surrounding or will surround yourself with.

Do they bring a sense of comfort to you?

Do you feel nurtured by them?

Do you have the desire to nurture and comfort them?

What can you learn from each other?

Do you feel joy when talking with each other?

Do you truly want each other to move forward?

Can you imagine them being in your life in your future and vice versa, you in theirs?

If you can answer these kinds of questions with a positive answer then naturally the pressure will feel less pressuring, the demands will feel less demanding. Instead acceptance and freedom will be more present.

Another thing that can help you build more trust and confidence in yourself is learning. Learning more about life and yourself. Maybe the stifling and suffocating feeling, the anxiety, comes from the lack of space in your inner self. If our space is small, it's just a matter of time before the place is cramped, everything is pressed against each other. Learning helps expand your capacity to hold enough space for each experience and thought, feeling and a little spare space to reach out to the future.

3. Rose quartz

Usually, when I see a specific formation or combination of crystals together, I interpret them as a message to expand your life, go out into the world, be brave, express yourself, etc. When I first saw your group's layout, I also interpreted it like that. But on a closer look, the message was the opposite.

Sometimes we don't have to do any grand gestures or make some big changes, achieve something significant to feel more confident in ourselves. It's the small actions in our everyday life, those little wishes and small joys, the peaceful feeling when we're home that can ground us the most.

With this group, the messages for you would be to leave out those big dreams, those spinning thoughts and those faraway ideals for a moment, and just focus on the mundane, daily life in front of you.

If you have the tendency to stay in your head for too long or to imagine and dream about the what-ifs, then there's something you can do to ground yourself more, to anchor yourself.

There's an emphasis on the small acts, careful and slow, little by little. 

Organising and doing something repetitive can actually help you to build a more concrete result. If you want to do something new or something that you're not sure of your capability. Start practicing in small steps and routinely. If you have a vision and that vision may look too faraway, be in a myopic mode, look at what's in front of you and what you can do with them first, but not forgetting the vision of course, just let them take the back seat for a while.Break down steps that you find too big to leap. In the process, you will find that many things are doable right away and that can help you feel more confident in yourself.

You don't have to show yourself in the process. Being visible to other people can be considered brave and confident, but sometimes it can be a careless act onto ourselves. We open ourselves to the judgment and influences of other people while not fully aware that some part of ours just prefers to stay hidden, in a quiet, peaceful place to do its own things. Like a production chain, having people visiting can have a positive effect of gaining encouragement and understanding, but too many people and too often can obstruct the production, unknowingly bringing in hidden trouble factors. A place like that should best be left to the operators and the professionals that know it best, and they are you.

4. Flourite

I believe that there are some messages that are meant to be delivered to people, by you. Something that you can do for other people. In a way, doing things for other people, helping them can actually help you ground yourself more.

Maybe you have reached a certain degree of being comfortable with yourself, knowing how to take care of yourself. But I sense a protective feeling, like self-protection, but a little too much, sometimes to the point of building a wall surrounding yourself. That could make it hard to open yourself up and be more vulnerable when dealing with others. You have your peace, you don't want other people or outside factors to come in and disturb it. But this could create isolation and the feeling of being apart from everyone else.

The inside has been well taken care of, maybe it's time to step outside and help others too. To nurture your relationships with the same love that you have for yourself. To share your experiences and knowledge. You could be a strong pillar for others to look up to. Even when you think your foundation is shaking. What you can do is to look forward, there's always something that you can share and bring into this world and one way or another, it will help somebody, even without your awareness.

I think some people could find you a little intimidating or hard to get close to. But with closer interaction, they can learn a lot from you.

There could be some anger or unspoken thoughts hidden inside you that are fighting to be out. They can create hurtful words that are hurled at other people and yourself.

Being able to face those calmly and channelling them through a healthy route, like writing in a journal, for example, will bring you more awareness and resilience, in turn, helping you to be more sure and stable in yourself. 

I added DREAM ANALYSIS to my personal reading services.

Dreams are the catalyst for transformation and the manifestation in the waking life, the messenger of the depth, the whisper of your creative energy. Understanding your dreams better will help gaining more clarity about yourself, your current situation, your future and your past. This reading will assist you in that journey.

Length of the reading : will vary depends on the content of your dream. At least 1 A4 page will be provided.

Method of the reading : I will use crystal divination, tarot and my understanding of dreams to interpret.

You will need to provide the details of your dreams, your current life situation, concerns to gain a clear context for the dreams. This reading will probably need a lot of 1:1 personal exchanges through messages, emails between you and me, like a long talk between friends. So only book this reading if you trust me and are ready to share that information with me.

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Hello love 💕

Your blog literally introduced me to lithomancy and I've been interested in trying since. I practice divination myself and I really resonated with the type of reading you do,

I was wondering how you learned/practiced it and what resources you used to study

Thank you in advance and have a blessed day 💕 💕

Hi, I'm so happy that you're interested in this art, it's not very well-known like the other types of divination. I will highlight some of the essential points of Lithomancy here, hope that it can help you in some way 🌼

HOW DID I START?

Thanks to the power of friendships and dreams lol.

I've had an on and off relationship with Lithomancy for the past 10 years. I was first introduced to this art by a friend. I would read Tarot for her and she would read crystal for me. At that time, I tried to dabble in it a little but didn't connect well with it. Likely due to my lack of knowledge and the right timing.

Then, last year, the year of my Saturn return, I had a dream about going to a shop selling handmade crafts and crystals with my nephew (you could say that he was the embodiment of my inner child in the dream). Not long after that, another friend of mine brought me to an actual crystal shop where I bought my first set of crystals and began to seriously study and practice Lithomancy.

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TOOL & MATERIALS:

1. The book:

The only learning resource I had was from the book Lithomancy: the psychic art of reading stones by Gary L. Wimmer and from watching my friend do the readings. The book was a good starter, the author explains several key concepts that are essential for reading stones.

2. The stones:

In the past, I used sea shells, pebbles and even clay to substitute for the crystals. The things I used were beautiful, but it didn't feel right, some were too heavy while others too light. Seeing them together raised no emotion or insight in me.

Only until last year, when I went into a crystal shop for the first time and bought a set of crystals, did I feel a connection to the stones. I chose the crystals purely by hunches with near zero knowledge about the meaning of each crystal. It was like a blind casting, you only saw the candidates but you didn't know anything about them and you didn't see their performance beforehand. You just picked based on their looks lol.

Not to say that you have to use crystals to read, it might depend on each person's aesthetic, way of pattern recognising and interpreting. For me, colourful crystals help me see the connection, the interaction better, you just need to find whatever work for you. Heck, I even made a random chart generator on Excel to read at some point.

There's no fixed number for the stones nor rules for choosing which stone for what. But in general, you would want to choose something with the size that can fit a dozen nicely in one palm of your hand, and with distinct shapes. Avoid rough crystal because they can fragmented easily after numerous tossing.

3. The surface:

Any surface smooth and even enough to allow the stones to fall on without excessive tumbling, the background colour should allow you to see the stones clearly and doesn't give your eyes fatigue after staring at for too long.

In the book, the circle was form by a strip of leather, lace or some similar material with a knot tying the two ends together. I was lazy so I just drew the circle on the fabric lol.

THE READING:

Unlike some other divination methods, which have certain rules of interpretation and meaning that you should follow. Lithomancy is quite free-form. There's lots of rooms for improvisation and creativity.

The method I use for reading is based loosely on the guide in the book with lots of personal modifications. I read the stones like how I read an astrological chart with each stone represents a planet plus other meanings (10 stones for Sun ~ Pluto, 2 for South and North node, 1 for Inner child, 1 for Fear, 1 for Life). The circle is divided into 12 sections, representing 12 houses.

Another time, I use a different set and assign a completely different set of meanings to read for specific topics. You can tailor the stones, the layout to your need freely, as long as you can connect with them on an intuitive level.

In short, it's all about how you assign the meaning to each stone and read the interaction, the relationship between them. Very much like watching a play, a movie where characters interact with each other in different scenes and you get the messages through them.

Well, that's the general idea of crystal reading, if you have more questions or any other insights, feel free to share, I'd love to chat. 💓🐋

Changing the font on the cover picture feels like I've done a whole new PAC lol.

CRYSTAL READING: What would bring you good luck?

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Your feedback is much appreciated. If you find the reading resonated with you, leave a comment, I’d love to know 🎐

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1. Trolleite group

There is a contrast of two sides.

blue vs. red

personal vs collective

A hidden fire underneath a calm blue surface.

Wearing or using white and blue objects during travelling, especially long journey, dealing with a large crowd or going to public institutions, religious or spiritual places, the banks etc. would help you navigate the surrounding environment more smoothly.

It could be the colour of the clothes, vehicles, bottle, backpack etc.

Bringing a book and a notebook with you while travelling is also very beneficial.

Going near a large body of water, the ocean, the seashore, fish, and shells will help calm and ground you.

But for your private home, planting lots of flowers, paint the wall in warm pale tones of pink or pale orange, yellow will bring wamrth and vitality.

For harmonious communication, you could use a pink phone or a pink phone case, a pink notebook and pen, and pink accessories.

As I have said above about a hidden fire, intimate connections would stoke a creative fire within you, bring in more inspiration and life force to your projects.

Show a more vulnerable and soft side of yourself to the world and see how that would lead you on an unexpected, lucky journey.

2. Citrine group

There is a sense of an overall blessing draping your life. It's soft and jubilant.

You should surround yourself with soft, pastel colours and oceanic motifs.

Having a kaleidoscope and occasionally looking through it can unwind some restrictive thought patterns.

Travelling will bring lots of luck and valuable lessons. Schools and learning are also very important steps.

The more you study broadly but also deeply, the more depth and value you will find in life and in yourself. There is a calling from the depth of the ocean. To go deep, your life is not meant to be spent in a light, breezy, superficial way.

Have an exercise routine, not necessarily something vigorous, but just move your body around, writing or practising something with your hands daily will also assist you in this journey.

A teacher with masculine energy would also help you transform your fundamental way of thinking, building a more solid and vibrant inner core.

I also see that keeping yourself warm and monitoring what you eat closely would bring positive changes to you.

Bright red, orange, soft purple and blue, black would be your lucky colours.

3. Garnet group

Some period of wandering by yourself, away from familiar faces and environment, would do wonders to you. Especially when you feel quite lost, confused, or aimless.

Allow yourself to be guided by your intuition.When the urge strikes, just pack your things and go without too many thoughts and concerns.

It would be like a spiritual cleanse.

Things that relate to cleansing would also help you. Soap, salt, something smells of lavenders, lemon, rose, and water.

After some long walks or runs, taking a shower with soap or shampoo of these scent.

Take good care of your hair. Our hair is one of the most visible signs of life growing, of progression. I would usually imagine it as inverted roots of the tree that is our body.

A healthy root system would make a healthy tree.

I also see that some objects with cradle-like shapes are quite beneficial for your financial and physical growth. A bowl, a basket, a candy dish, something that can hold others.

The colours to bring you luck are jade green, sky blue, lilac, and dark red.

4. Rose quartz

When I saw your spread, I immediately heard the sound of wind chimes. More specifically, a brass wind chimes, the one with no frills, just simple tubes of brass swaying gently in a place with lots of dark trees. The place feels simple, quiet, serious, and solitary.

Hanging some objects like wind chimes, dream catchers, or something light, delicate by the door or windows. Or wearing earrings with that kind of shape would bring good luck to you.

Even more so if it was made by your own hands. I even saw some kind of transparent panel make of glass or acrylic with painting on it, dangling in front of the window, sunlight striking through, making rainbow dance in the room.

Light and sound would affect your energy profoundly.

When things feel unstable, difficulties arise, you could go to places that are old, with lots of history, have big, strong, square structure, or anywhere that has 4 walls surrounding you to feel more grounded.

Number 2,3,4 would show signs of blessing.

Things or beings that come in pair, in groups of three or groups of four.

Consider using things with contrast, a combination of complementary colours ,

dark and rich colours combine with light, soft colours such as green and pink, light blue and brown black, lilac with dark red, orange with cold grey.

5. Carnelian group

For this group, it's not really about something physical like a place, an object that could bring you good luck. It's more about words, thoughts, and emotions.

When dealing with others, sometimes not revealing yourself entirely would actually achieve more peace and honesty in that relationship.

You have an intense inner world, you see clearly the hurts, the vulnerability, and the darkness in yourself and others. Your words would have a heavy , serious trigger. It's not easy to always bring that heaviness out into the open because it would create misunderstanding and anger in others.

So, not showing yourself too much, wait and observe, until you and the other person reach a certain understanding of each other.

An outward elusiveness and detachment sometimes would help balance out the inward gravity.

Having a psyche like that would manifest as sensitivity in the physical body such as allergies, so avoid eating too much spicy and hot food or strenuous activities so as not to aggravate the body further.

A healthy bridge between bodily nourishment and the psyche should be established. Observe how some food would affect you.

The biggest message is to take good care of your health. No amount of blessings is enough if you are not actually healthy to receive them.

For colours, dark earthy and creamy tones would make a nice comfy blanket for you.

THE MAP TO YOUR SOUL, YOUR DEEPEST SELF INSIDE

A simple map to help you find who you really are inside. The reading will have 4 parts: the focus, the obstacle, the gift, the guide.

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Your feedback is much appreciated. If you find the reading resonated with you, leave a comment, I’d love to know 🎐

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CUBE 1

The focus: Balancing opposites

It's very straightforward and direct. Your deepest self yearns to express itself openly, without masks or veils. You will find authenticity through the words you say and the beauty you cultivate. Your identity is not meant to stay in one place, stagnating but to constantly evolve, transform and refine. This can be expressed through your thoughts, your physical appearance, as within so without. Kind words and self-love go a long way. You're here to learn the way of being independent, of self-authority, standing up for yourself without being selfish.

Life's various responsibilities, the burden of being and existing, the confusions of bonds. Those are the forces that pull you in many directions, away from a simple truth: yourself, the one you've built, the one you are, the one you want to be. The moment you can be at peace with yourself will be the moment you've arrived at home, inside you.

The obstacle: You tend to lose yourself in the connections with other people. The sense of self is dissolved by the desire to connect with the other person. You might find yourself morphed into various identities with each connection. You're one person in one relationship, but you're a different person in another relationship. Relationships shape your identities. There would be a point when you're confused about who you really are, without other people. This is a challenge for you, to find your sense of self outside the connections with people. To have a stable core no matter what relationship you're in.

The gift: Your obstacle is also one of your gifts. You have the talent to connect and understand people. Navigating relationship dynamics come naturally for you. Negotiating, harmonising, understanding. So use this gift to understand yourself too. To see yourself, standing alone, independently and connect with that person. You can be with other people without sacrificing your autonomy and independence.

The guide: Find out what can spark your joy and what makes you want to act, what are you wishing for. Write them down and see the pattern, the interconnection between them. The fastest and safest path to your soul is to constantly seek expansion of your mind. If you're feeling lost, trust in your intuition and the signs given to you at the present moment. You heard someone mentioned a book, a movie, a place? You suddenly get a desire to learn something? You might want to note them down and try them for yourself. Hidden treasures of knowledge are always just around the corner. And through these seemingly random encounters, you've already been treading on the path to your soul.

CUBE 2

The focus: Freedom of creativity & uniqueness

You have a powerful presence that can touch people in a subconscious way. There's a light, a force that is constantly swirling, rolling, unfolding. The question is, how can that light exist among the sea of people without blinding others or without dimming itself? A star is bright and blinding when someone looks at it alone and closely, a star is also bright but its light is gentle and it dances on the cosmic tapestry when it exists together with other million stars on the sky. Together, they create a picture of the universe in harmony.

The path to your soul is not a lonely path that you go alone, it's a merry one with people from all different corners of the world going together, some will go away after a while, some will stay with you till the end of the journey. You will find yourself in the crowd, in the people around you, in the distant dream for an ideal world. How do you connect with people without fusing yourself with them? How do you stand apart but still be a part of something? How do you give to the world and grow in the process?

The obstacle: There's a hidden fear inside you. It's about the loss of the self, the disappearing into the mass. Order, stability and the concrete are desired. You have a lot of hidden force within you. If repressed, it can result in general resentment and anger directed at the world at large with no particular target.

Struggling to find motivation can also be a big obstacle. You need to find the roots of that struggle. Is it because it's hard to be motivated when you can't find the meaning for it? It's hard to act when you can't see the direction ahead clearly? Everything needs a meaning and a purpose. Without them, mobilising your incredible pool of energy will be difficult.

The gift: You have the gift of creativity, creating things for the world and creating your own self. You're like a sun that gives life and shines brightly. Expressing your individuality is an impulse that cannot be overridden. So wherever you go, people notice you, they will applaud you light. use this gift to bring light into other's life, help them find the courage to shine brightly like yourself.

The guide: Delve into the realm of your fears and the unknown. The more clearly you see them, the calmer it will feel. Embrace the mystical parts of life. There are certain things that can't be completely understood by just sitting down and thinking about them in practical terms. Sometimes, letting go and just observing is more effective.

There is a connection between the path you choose to go and the influences of the collective. No matter how much you deny those influences, they are still there, lying dormant in your deeper self. It's the force that keeps you connected to everyone, the sense of belonging. If you have the desire to stand apart, to not be drowned in the sea of the collective, understand that you have enough power and strength to swim gracefully alongside others.

CUBE 3

The focus: The lightness and feeling of safety

Building a home for yourself, for your soul, is what you're called to do. I see the image of someone dragging their feet through a storm, they are exhausted, all they're searching for is a shelter, a place for warmth and rest, a place to stop their weary feet. The burdens of life weigh heavily on your shoulders. There might be a time when you want to escape, to let go, that's when you need to grasp at something to anchor yourself back to the reality of life. Life can be heavy and demanding, but you can navigate it in a simple and calm manner. You may have dreams you want to fulfil, aspirations to achieve, big things to expect but at the end of the day, a safe place, a calm mind and a rested body maybe are all you really need. There's a need to strip back to simplicity and find enjoyment in your own world.

The obstacle: You might project a certain assertiveness and a competitive image to the world. But it's a cover to hide your deeper feeling. The more vulnerable you feel, the harder you tend to fight. The more confused you're about your own self, the more likely you're to chase worldly achievements without a real sense of satisfaction. This discrepancy between your inner self and your outer self will hinder your sense of peace. There's a need to find a way to communicate yourself clearer, with more coherence to the story.

The gift: You have the gift of the gab, expressing ideas and convincing other people. Your mind works in a lightning fast manner, gears constantly turning, information flows indefinitely, ideas churned out like a blinking light. You understand things instinctively, sometimes making logical leaps to arrive at the answer, making mental shortcuts. This gift can help you sail through life more smoothly and help you get out of sticky situations, which usually are the results of your expression of assertiveness or anger.

The guide: Taking small steps towards your soul in a slow and steady manner. No need to rush and worry all the time. Everything is built from the culmination of small efforts.

You will find the guiding arrows through listening to your body, to feel the concrete body of yours, the pains that arise in different place, the warmth feeling in the stomach, the hands getting cold, the electricity running through your spine, all those sensations. Don't ignore them. They help you to feel more alive, and they call you to take more care of your body. Without a healthy body, how can you live and go after your goals?

Humility is another guiding arrow. No matter how much knowledge and wisdom you have, there's always something to learn from others, assume the role of a student and try to listen. Challenges might only appear when you refuse to open your mind and learn.

CUBE 4

The focus: the potentials of transformation

I see the image of someone standing from afar, looking tentatively at the vista before them. They want to go towards it, to see for themselves is there a deeper wonder to this life that they haven't known of. The call is ever louder and more tempting each day.

There's still a distance between them and the vista, but they are looking in the right direction. Now, they just need to figure out how to close the distance. They need the courage to take the first step. They can see the rewards, they can also see the hardship. But turning away is not an option anymore. There's so much more to see, so much potential to grow.

The obstacle: I think deep down, you've already figured out the path you need to go, you just need a little nudge because of the uneasiness in knowing what needs to be done to go towards that path. It will require changes, it will require you to discard things you might have held dear in the past but are no longer serving your growth. And it all starts from the mind. You might not like to think too much about the future, the bigger plan for your life, prefer to stay in the details of your surroundings. Maybe you feel that it's never enough, you don't have enough experiences or skill, you don't have enough resources, you don't have enough visions. Which is not true. You are ready to take the plunge, much like the Fool in the Tarot.

The gift: You already have an instinctive understanding of the world around you. Learning comes naturally for you. Your deposit at the bank of knowledge is getting larger everyday and will spill over if you don't use them. The door that can lead you to the path forward is your mind. Use your mental energy to figure out the steps instead of over analysing and excessive worrying.

Putting your voice out into the world, make a statement, make a commitment to your goal, and you will be surprised how far it can take you.

The guide: If you feel overwhelmed by the amount of work that needs to be done in order to have the life you want deep down. Start small and build steadily. The word "transformation" may sound dramatic and scary, but micro-transformations happen at every moment. Grab hold of the visions floating in your heart and mind and hold them steady, study them, don't mystify them, bring them out into the mundane by backtracking the steps leading to them. You see the farthest step, then backtrack until you arrive at where you are now. Start with doable things, and gradually, you will find that a lot more are doable for you.

Channelled message: Things they wish to tell you (lover/partner/future spouse)

This reading is about things that the person you have in mind wishes to tell you but find it hard to do so. I don't know why, but the tone of this reading sounded so angsty. I had to fought back the urge to comment on every sentence as I was typing.

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

Your feedback is much appreciated. If you find the reading resonated with you, leave a comment, I’d love to know 🎐

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1. Amethyst

I feel like a kid whenever I'm near you. It's hard to hide, I feel so vulnerable. You stripped me of my armour. You made me afraid but I liked it. I want to tell you that you can strip whatever is left of me, and I will be willing to stand there and let you do it.

But before that, you have to catch me. I like the game of hide and seek, running and chasing. Every time I had to chase you, every time you had to chase me, it gave me the satisfaction that I'm not proud to tell you. Don't give me that look, you and I both know that whatever game we are playing, in the end, the loser gets to win, the winner gets to lose. You know you can catch me, because I let you.

I love whispering things into those pretty ears of yours. Feel them so close that my lips can almost touch your skin. Sometimes you will laugh, sometimes you will stay silent, your skin getting more red, sometimes you will turn around and let your lips touch mine. Your reactions are my goal and I'm an over-achiever.

Teetering between pure love and pure lust, what to choose? Sometimes we are so close to being enemies to each other, then we fall over into lovers. I don't know how we do it but I like to keep it a little ambiguous. The suspension, the uncertainty, those uncomfortable feelings make me feel alive.

Not to mention that people are so confused about us. I bet they can sense something between us, those flustered looks, those closer than necessary touches, those innocent exchanges. They can guess but they will never know the depth of our connection.

I actually love the feeling of sitting on the couch, waiting for you to come home to me. Once we've built our nest, I don't want to leave it. I don't want you to leave either. But I know your free spirit well enough not to tell you my wish. But you can't blame me if sometimes I use some "tactics" to entice you to stay with me. Hey, I can hear your snicker. You think someone like me saying this kind of thing is probably lying. Well, I do lie, but about the opposite thing, I lie to the world that I'm not a home-body, that my life is a constant motion, moving here and there, that I'm someone who always takes charge. My lies will be so convincing that they can even fool you. Yes, I know I like to change things, but look closer, you will find something that stays the same no matter what. I hope you won't give up finding it because I won't make it easy for you to find it. But I know you like a good challenge.

2. Rose quartz

I have so many things I wanted to tell you, but the moment those words arrived at the tip of my tongue, they took a U turn and went back. I don't know why I like to betray myself like that.

I would tell you how this ice cream tastes good, but all I could think about is your taste. I would tell you I like the feeling of warmth when sitting near the fire, but all I could feel is your heat. Same old stuff, same old stories, same old jokes, repeated again and again. What am I trying to hide? Why can't I just say what I want? What am I so afraid of?

I feel like a yellow rubber duck, floating forever on the surface, can't never get deep enough. Well, at least I get to be with you in the bathtub, not complaining. Here I go again, using light words to camouflage my feelings and desire for you. I don't want to be a tease, I want to be an arrow, striking its target at lightning speed.

Use your finger and sink this duck down into the water, and keep it that way. Hold me down, keep me still, until I'm drown in you.

Giving and taking, holding and embracing, I want it all, I don't want a single experience to slip through my fingers, I want to salvage everything, to savour slowly then to devour swiftly.

I want you to be the cold, harsh truth to my soft lies. The punishing force to my innocent crimes. But I also want you to be the embrace that I can fall into, the laughter I long to hear in my darkening days. Greedy, I know. And you can be greedy with me too. You ask and I will give.

Will you say no to my dreams, saying they're just pipe dreams, forever should be in the land of the unreal. Or will you say yes and applaud them? I know I can make them real, I know I can turn my thoughts into things that others can see and feel. I have faith. I just want you to have that same faith with me. Wouldn't it be nicer to have two who dream the same dreams? And nicer still when those two can create something together. I suggest a family, kids, pets, just a few examples.

I wish to take you everywhere, to meet everyone I know and everyone I haven't known. The feeling of a community, of connections always warm my heart. I hope you understand that. But it's okay if you don't, because there are probably lots of things I don't understand about you either. And let's keep it that way.

3. Tiger's eye

I have so many plans for our future. Since the first time when I met you, probably in some corners of my mind, I've been drawing up our plan together, our imaginary home, our imaginary kids, even our imaginary pets.

Talk to me, tell me your own delusions, give me more fuel, rile up my imagination. Delusions create the world. Or so they say, or so I say. Doesn't matter. Because I'm actually nurturing these delusions of mine into reality. Just so you wait and don't act surprised when they do come true. I have the divine on my side. You can't beat it, I can't beat it. And believe me, I've tried.

I've tried to go against the nudges, the little push behind my back so many times. It usually didn't end well. I still found myself in the exact place that I needed to be, whether I wanted to or not.

Please don't misunderstand, I'm not saying this to tell you that being with you is against my will or I want to fight back our connection. I just want to explain the way I do things in general. I do bizarre things, say bizarre things sometimes, a lot of times, actually. You would think these are all jokes. They are. When you're viewed as a weirdo, it actually gives you lots of freedom to do things your way without people exclaiming disappointment or shock. What's there to be shocked and disappointed if they already viewed you as someone capable of everything, even unhinged things. This is the way I deal with the world. Quickly, so they will be out of my sight and let me focus on other important things.

For example, you, the sight of you, up close, inching ever closer, faraway, walking away but never be out of my sight. Curate an art exhibition for me. With pieces of art showing your myriad expression and sounds. Showing you in different clothes or without. I'd love to just stand there to watch and listen. Then, when I'm brave enough, I will be an art thief.

4. Carnelian

Let me tell you upfront, I'm not the kind to forgive easily. And I know with each pain I'm getting, I'm also dissing out more pain towards others and myself.

I get easily obsessed about everything, good or bad, mostly bad things. They've burnt a piece of me. I've been betrayed in the past. So many betrayals that made me angry towards the world, towards myself. I just wanted to go away. No, not to hide, but to gather my strength again and come back and confront. I used to be the one that is caught in other's claws, now I know how to catch them in my claws.

But this kind of behaviour ruined my soul. I want to sweep away all these pains and anger, to lighten my existence. It's almost a wish that I've been keeping to myself for all this time. And now you know about it too. And I'm glad that you can help me make it come true. Pull me out of this destructive cycle. Help me breathe and look for the light.

I say hurtful things sometimes, you probably will fall victim to that some day and I want to ask for your forgiveness beforehand. I let my pride get in my way a lot of times. To prove my point, to prove my worth, to prove that I'm strong, that you can't hurt me. But you can, you just choose not to. I know I'm at your mercy. This makes me uncomfortable, but it's actually not so bad. I'm getting used to it. Thanks to your humour and gentle touches. For every hurtful word of mine, you replaced it with your kiss. If I ask you to cry for my pain, will you do it, in my stead?

You sure know how to tame me, or just anyone ever met you feel the same way? Stop, I won't let myself go into that direction of thinking. Let's just focus on us. Teach me how to dismantle someone's defence like you did to me, step by step. Just so I can understand what's being done to me. I want to know everything, grab everything in my hands to understand it.

Don't worry, I won't do it to you, because you will come to me defenceless. Is that how you will win? Will I take all I can and leave you with nothing, or will I give you all and be a part of it? You decide.

Note: I usually pull one oracle card to read their energy better. With this group, three cards wanted to come out. I looked at the cards, the fish, the bear and the scorpion, then tried to put them back because that's too many. Right at the moment I put them back into the deck, I felt a sharp pain in my rib-cage for a split second, so I decided to put the three cards down and read them for this group. And guess what, a part of the stone layout does resemble the scorpion's tail.

5. Aventurine

I'm putting my best behaviour for the world to see, for you to see too. In this world of everyone fighting to get to the top, I just want to honour a softer energy. To nurture and harmonise everything, everyone. But I pursue that desire with the mentality of a soldier, a worker, diligently getting closer to my goal every day. I don't know how to do this, to be honest, I'm properly doing it wrong. Shall I just agree with everything to keep the peace, or shall I fight back?. Is it possible to honour something that I don't understand?

I have a dilemma of being a little people-pleasing. I like to hide and push my individuality to the back. Let my own compass take a back seat while letting others dictate what's good for me. I can't deny that a part of me wish for this. To let others lead me and I will do what was told. And I just want to trust you with that responsibility, putting myself into your hands.

The only thing I want to control is how I do things, those small details to get the job done. I guess I'm just overwhelmed by the large responsibility of life that I fuss about the details. When can I stop putting my mental energy into banal things and think about the bigger picture? Will I ever meet my calling, my destination?

But good news, I'm learning. Those days that I hid in my house, alone, probably did me some good. I'm learning to be with myself. So that I can be with others. You will get an early access, of course, with special service.

I'm glad that I can feel safe with you, enough to whisper in low voice about my spiritual belief. It's always there, with me, protecting me. The last thing I want is to be called strange. Especially from you, and lucky for me, you won't. You will never do that to me, that's your kindness. To other people, they can see me getting upset at our carpet being spoiled by coffee. They probably will think that I was upset because of the cost of getting it cleaned, the ruined aesthetic. But to you, you will understand the reason immediately. You will know that I believe a spirit lives in that carpet and spilling the coffee will hurt them. Keep it a secret for me, okay? Pinky promise.

6. Prehnite

The first time that we met wasn't the first time I saw you. I had seen you ways before that. I just needed time to build my strategy, to infiltrate into your life as smoothly as possible.

I was patient, time was on my side. There is no need to rush. You had your guard up and I didn't want to scare you away. Heck, I sound like a predator, circling its prey. Or maybe I was? You tell me.

But I do know that you didn't make it easy for me to approach you. I have to confess, I almost gave up. I have a habit of letting go too early. A sign of things derailing, then I will be up and going. I couldn't be bogged down by anything, or so I thought. Love was never the end goal for me. It was just a side effect. Even lust had not much meaning to me. I just sped up ahead, leaving them behind. I was pursuing total freedom. I viewed everything as an object to be studied, to extract information from, to help build my personal library. I basically lived in my head.

What's mysterious force that kept my patient in pursuing you, I don't know. Maybe you are the biggest mystery that I've yet to solve. And that thought was the beginning of my demise. At least, my old self's demise. I'm enjoying myself right now, with you.

But you also didn't make it easier when we're together. What are you? Divine punishment? It's not like I have the option to pack by bags and go back to my old way again. I've already burned the bridge leading to it. No coming back now.

You push me to the edge, and I will pull your hand with me. Let's fall together then soaring up again. When our wings are tired and broken, plunge me back to the depth, and I will show you how enticing it is to be with me down below. You're afraid, but you're also brave. I won't do something that I know you can't do or don't want to do. That's our unspoken oath.

Current situation: should you let go, wait or act?

This reading is about a current situation of yours that you find confusing or stuck. I hope this reading will give you some more clarity.

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I see that you are in an inertia. The situation is at a standstill. You feel like with just one action, the scale will tip over, and the whole situation will change its direction. But you are wary of this change. Even though you hope for relief from this state, you are someone who needs concrete proofs and a full preparation before you engage in any course of action.

If this is about a connection, things were good before, you and them were getting along pretty well, sharing enjoyable moments together. This connection made you feel relaxed and more carefree. But then one or both of you reached a point where there should be more solid commitment. Maybe you wanted to do something together, and the question of practicality came in. Things seemed not fun anymore but required serious consideration. A light attitude and the attempt to bring the connection back to its previous state wouldn't solve this issue as you have hoped.

If this is about other situations that you need to make a choice, the same things also applied. There's a need for you to slow down a little and reconsider the situation. There are opportunities for you to move forward and build something substantial, but you will have to commit to it with practical plans. I see something related to finance, spending, and accumulating wealth. It could be about changing your mentality about these matters. Instead of your feelings, which have the possibility of being influenced by many factors and likely to change, base you course of actions on the actual facts about the situation and your current resources, even your time and energy are your resources. So the advice for this situation would be to wait a little, you should collect more information and use your resources more wisely.

This might be for the people who are currently single and not committed to anyone. The energy is very independent, someone who is just enjoying life and their freedom.

This might be a little specific, but some of you in the past could have experienced breakups or seen other people's commitments falling apart. This made you sceptical and lose faith in relationships. So now you choose to enjoy being alone, focus more on yourself and explore other options.

In general, you might feel quite contented with the current state, but sometimes you can't help but look at others who are in relationships and feel a desire to be in one. But that means you will have to end your current state, and you want someone who can match your energy, who can let you have the same freedom just like when you were single, which is not easy to find and can be an unrealistic expectation.

For other of you who is not in this dilemma, but in other situations that require you to get out of your comfort zone or independent mode to join others. You will have to make a choice, to leave behind the old habits and cultivate new ones. Maybe you're someone who likes to work alone, to shine on your own, but if you want to join some community or a group project, you will need to work with other people, it will be a shared effort.

The general advice is to make the choice only if you're willing to accept the departure of your old self. It's hard to make a choice and expect things to stay the same.

I think you are someone who is quite practical and reserved. Who doesn't allow themselves to be wild or act rashly, always consider the consequence and the effects of your actions. You are not open with your energy. It feels hard and unmoving, like a wall or a statue.

But the situation that you have in mind is something that has the potential to infiltrate that wall and take you out of your usual shell. Sometimes, we are attracted to things and people that represent the opposite facets of us. It's usually when our energy feels too bounded and static, so we need something to break us out, to balance us.

This situation seems to invite you to be more open with your feelings, let loose a little and mingle more with people. It promises connections, joy and flow. It seems good based on that impression, but I sense a hidden slope in it, one that can make you slide down into being undisciplined and go against your principals. There's a pull that leads to overindulgence, making the restraint in you slowly slipping away. It could be someone close to you invite you to try out new things, new activities, introduce you to new people, or you yourself in the process of going out of your comfort zone, trying out different things that can bring more colours and excitements into your life. But the advice for you here is to stop and think clearly, remain cool headed and logical. Having more boundaries and discernment, knowing when to resist invitations to things that have the potential to affect you negatively. Take time and space to be with yourself only.

This could be about work or something where you are providing help for other people. You do it simply because you think it's necessary, you just want to help without thinking too much about it, without expectation for something, maybe you've been providing something for free or for too often. But this kind of behaviour can lead others to the assumption that you're naive, easy to take advantage of, or on the opposite side, that you have hidden motives and try to please people. Simple acts can be interpreted as something more complicated. I think this will be a learning process for you, to think more carefully before jumping in to help. I'm not saying that you should be more calculative or stop helping people altogether, but be more clear in your intention with them.

Some people could get used to your help and expect more and more. It could gradually become a burden for you. Setting clear boundaries is important. When you feel that your time and energy aren't appreciated, make a clear decision to stop and try to untangle yourself from people's expectations. Also, setting priorities, some of your actions have actually hindered your progress.

I also see some kind of hidden rivalry, maybe on the surface, things seem pretty friendly, but there might be talks behind your back, passive-aggressive words, actions that won't reveal their true intentions. Don't jump into conclusion too hastily, but if there is something amiss and you can sense it, don't hesitate to make a clear-cut decision to stop this kind of behaviour. Maybe remove yourself from that situation. If it's hard to do so, detach yourself and avoid engaging further.

You are excited to start something new, to execute a plan, a vision. The plan is based on your past experiences. You remember how things were good in the past and eager to start them again or to dive back in. The actions here are based on an idealistic view of the situation. This situation might have already happened in the past once or many times before, but you somehow have forgotten some of its effects or consequences. It's like you didn't remember the event in its entirely, some parts were blotted out. This could make the situation right now seem a lot more positive than it actually is. Or maybe you remembered the past, but you're optimistic about the future, you might believe that this time, it will be different.

There's a feeling of haste. Everything is just in a preparation state, but you want to act quickly, decisively. The fruits haven't been ripe yet, but you want to harvest them already. So the advice is to wait more, observe more, plan more, try to see the situation in different angle, if you want to act, at least do so in small steps, avoid taking grand actions. Being told to wait while having inspiration can be frustrating, but there's something hidden, an information, a help, an opportunity, awaiting you if you're willing to slow down a little to listen.

The energy of this group is really about enjoying themselves, enjoying life in general. The message for this group might be really short because it seems that you will soon receive the reward for your effort. Just keep doing what you're doing, the tree will grow if you keep nurturing it, the scarf will get longer if you keep knitting.

You might want to relax more, to have more fun, and be confident in your ability to make things real. Emotions might be heightened more in this period. If you've been planning to try something new, now is a good time to do that, you are infused with more confidence and spontaneity to try out things that you didn't think you would be able to do. Just be a little mindful of your spending, a high spirit could likely make some impulsive purchases that you would regret later on.

This message is just for a specific group of people, but if you are in a triangle relationship or there is a third party involved, you might want to reconsider your choice and put your peace of mind at the top priority. If the situation generates too much dramas and the indecisiveness from the people involved is not resolved then be ready to let go and walk away, I do see another opportunity for you in the future.

Predictions for your life in general in the next 4 months

This is a timeless reading, not intended for any particular months. In my personal reading, there will be a detailed forecast for each area in your life (home, career, relationship, travel, etc)

This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.

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CUBE 1

Your life in the next 4 months will be more focused in the area of self growth and love. What you give out to the world in the 1st month will comeback to you as an opportunity for growth in the 4th month.

During the 1st month, you will feel a surge of energy and want to start some creative projects, could be something simple as redecorating, writing short poems, planning a trip, learning a new skill, trying out a new recipe, etc. It will feel exciting. But there might be an unexpected event that can slow down your progress, a little hitch. This will be a sign for you to reevaluate how you are spending your energy and resources. Maybe you've been trying out so many different things, wanting to do many things at the same time, having grand plans for the future. This could make you feel burnout, so introducing divine intervention. You can always come back to your action-mode after taking a rest. You might feel restless about this hitch in the progress, thinking it's the sign of stagnancy and boredom.

But don't worry, you will pick up where you left off in the 2nd month. There's a feeling of compensating, you want to make up for the unproductive time by doing double, which can be counterproductive. I also see an opportunity for a connection, maybe a romantic one. This connection will take centre stage of your life in the upcoming 4 months. You might feel a little confused at first, of how to act, should you pursue this or not, are they interested. The desire to act is there but there's also hesitancy and reluctance. Maybe because this connection is not new, you might have known them before and are not sure of their intentions. They've come back and you don't feel too enthusiastic about it. Even though this connection will play an important role in your life, I see that in the next 4 months, you might not want to officially start this connection but focus more on yourself instead. There's a feeling of independent and going about life alone.

By the end of 3rd month, you will begin to look inward and address the lingering feeling of dread and dissatisfaction. Your emotional landscape will get a makeover, cleaning out unnecessary things that have been taking up your time and energy. But it can also be a literal change of living space. There might be some times when you feel a certain pain in the area of stomach and chest, pay attention to them, no matter how fleeting they feel.

After the spring cleaning of the 3rd month, the 4th month will bring new opportunities for learning and travel. But you will have to actively pursue them, they won't be placed in your hands readily. The tricky part is that you might not feel the desire to start something new at this period because your mind seems to be a little foggy and busy with noises from all around you. And a new insight about the connection from previous months will appear, this insights will help you plan your actions more realistically and more practical. The 4th month might not be an active month for you, the energy feels a lot more somber. This might be the preparation period for the upcoming changes in your life.

CUBE 2

In these upcoming 4 months, there's an overall feeling of newness and unpredictability. This can create a sense of uneasiness.

In the 1st month, you might encounter some setbacks or difficulties in what you're doing. It's about something that you have set your eyes on for a long time, an ideal to achieve. I think you are aware that the things you want to do might go against a certain rule or against someone, you will know that there will be opposition, but you will want to proceed nevertheless. So the setbacks might seem like a challenge for you, you will feel it's unfair but it's not, it's a chance to reevaluate your commitment and focus, whether you have the right plan, is there some parts that's too impractical. These setbacks will slow you down, give you more time to think more thoroughly. You might want to fight back, to will things your way, exerting more force than necessary. These actions have an emotional drive behind them. In this period, it's best not to make major decisions when you're feeling too emotional. Also be mindful of emotional outbursts and misdirected angers.

In the next month, the situation will improve but won't be entirely smooth sailing. You will become more cautious in taking actions. In the 2nd month, there will be other responsibilities that demand your attention and divert you from your original plan. You might be swamped by mundane tasks that bore your mind but you will try to keep a positive outlook. It might not be easy, it might be hard to stay positive in some situations but you do realise that a lot of uncertainties and unnecessary mental burdens are created by your own mind. You will try to look forward to the future. Maybe doing something different to distract yourself, learn something new, talk with other people more, change the kind of show or content you usually watch, anything to keep you from the routine and boredom. This signals that you need to pay more attention to the part of you that wants to just have fun and enjoy life, being carefree.

At the start of the 3rd month, there might be something or someone from past wanting to make a comeback. It might be an old habit, a long forgotten project, something that you've done many times before, someone you've known for a long time or someone new but has similar traits to the people you've known from the past. But the comeback is just a possibility or a wishful thought, something that you absentmindedly reminiscent about or some fleeting words from someone that will remind you of the past. It won't be something that will come in direct contact with you in this period. Then there will be a surprise feeling of attraction for someone. This will be someone that you don't anticipate, an unlikely chance. In this 3rd month, you seem to be a lot more "floaty", the opposite of how you feel in the 1st month. You will allow your mind to dream more, to romantise things more. This attraction might not be long lived but it will lighten your heart and make you feel more confident in yourself.

This positive effect will be stronger in the 4th month. You will feel more bold, wanting to try out things that you've been afraid of before. This attitude will be much needed because I see a big change is looming from the distance future.

CUBE 3

There is a surge of energy at the start of the 1st month. You feel like you can do anything, things that seemed challenging before will now be easy to tackle. If you're planning to start something, this time period will be a good start. Be careful not to be too forceful about executing your plan though, your actions and words might have a directness to them that can unintentionally hurt someone who is more sensitive or inciting heated debates or arguments that can make both parties regret later. Something you do might be usually considered difficult or even impossible for you, but you still have hope and see a path for you. A little of optimism will go a long way in helping you achieve your dreams. Also avoid eating things that you might regret later. This surge of energy might excite your body more than usual, making it working harder so avoid adding elements that might disturb the balance of your body.

In the 2nd month, you might be more emotional than usual and start to look back at the past, reminiscent bygone things. The energy of this month is very quiet and still. If you're someone who enjoy the company of other people or lively atmosphere, in this month, you might make people wondering about what's changed in you. You will want to seek more solitude, to quiet your mind. You might find out an information that was hidden from you in the past or lift off the veil of a confusion. Your mind will be clearer and also more heavier. Sometimes seeing the truth is not a pleasant feeling.

Into the 3rd month, at first, there won't be anything unusual, life continues on the same way as the past months. But then, by the end of the month, your mind will be active again, bustling with ideas, even wild ones, risky ones, ones that you aren't usually comfortable doing. You will suddenly feel like you're on a whole new path, so many unfamiliar things, but doing them will expand your horizon and the limit you put on yourself.

So this daring energy might not last long. After a while, into the 4th month, you will begin to doubt if those ideas you were so excited about are actually doable or practical. You look at the other responsibilities in your life and get an inkling that things might not be the same anymore, to be daring will be equal to be rebuilt. There will be things that you need to discard and change. That feeling can be overwhelming, the foresight of an transformation that will take a lot of work. But I see that there's supportive energy around you. I see a masculine figure, someone with lots of drive and energy, generous with their affection will support you, infuse you with confidence again.

CUBE 4

In the 1st month, an opportunity for something that you've been wanting to try will present itself to you. You won't be forced to do it but have a choice. This is something that you want or like to do, because instinctively you can feel that doing it will make you braver and grow more as a person. It's a little bit like a challenge, something that makes you anxious but still excited. It might require you to show yourself more, be more bold and be unapologetically yourself, which is not always a walk in the park. It feels like a performance. But overall the energy of the first two months is quite relaxing and fun. Even if your life is busy with other responsibilities in that period, you still try to make space for yourself and have some fun.

The 2nd month is quite uneventful. Whatever your life is at the moment of the 1st month, it will continue to be so in the next month. Just be mindful of the feeling of boredom that can lead to thoughts spiraling on and on. Maybe you will feel an itch, a nudging feeling that the inactivity is just a prelude of a big event lurking in the future. Which you're probably right. There will be a time when you need to be in deep introspection that will bring about lasting change in your way of thinking.

In the 3rd month, something about a place, could be your living place or your workplace will demand your attention. You might feel a little confused, maybe you wanted to change but you're still debating whether you should make such a drastic move in this time. Something will make you feel like you're not ready, there's so much to do and prepare, you haven't had enough resources yet, etc. You will be in worry mode by the end of this month. You want to look at the bright side and think positively but at the same time, the urgency of the issue will not help you thinking clear. That might be the external circumstance, on the internal note, you might have the feeling that your life right now is a little out of place, it's not where it's supposed to be and you feel like you're fretting for it to change.

In the 4th month, you will begin to calm down and work on the issue more practically. Addressing what's needed to be done, what can you do, what is your limit. I see some of your own duties will have to change, maybe it's about changing of job or your responsibilities in the house. I see an ending of the old. A different path is opened for you, to study or work oversea or work with many foreigners. You will have a chance to get to know more about different cultures and who knows, along the way, you might fall in love, could be a person, but could be the culture, the beauty of distant lands. In this month, you will act more unpredictable, at least to the onlooker's eyes. Your inner transformation has already happened for some time. The result is the unexpected decisions that you make. I don't see you being forceful or rebellious about it. You just have the freedom in your hands and are using it more to get closer to what you truly want and are called to.

CUBE 5

At the start of the 1st month, there will be a big chance for you to explore a new territory that you haven't thought of before. It's something very new but exciting. One thing will lead to another. You will feel like Alice spiraling down the rabbit hole. Maybe you will get inspired by another person. Someone who is in control of their feminine energy very well. The energy is mature and sensual. They might be artistic and have a killer sense of style and aesthetic. They will inspire you to explore new concepts about love, sensuality and beauty. The emphasis here is sensuality, being in touch with nature, you will train your senses, noticing more scents, more colours, textures will give different sensations. This group feels very artistically inclined. It's like you will be touched with the beauty around you. Feeling your life a lot more romantic.

For the first two months, the energy is relaxing and flowy, just enjoying and having fun, exploring new things. Into the 2nd month, you will want to delve deeper into the topics that interested you in the previous month. Learning, doing research, talking about it excitedly to people. It feels like a flower blooming. There's something changing here. You might need to change an electronic device. And you might want to change something else. You dream more and begin to have a different vision for yourself. The idea is kind of out of the blue but not that shocking. The feeling is very quiet but free. There's a lot of space without disturbances.

Now, into the next two months, things might pick up the pace again. You will need to be in your masculine energy more, making decisions, being assertive. After the first two months of being future oriented, wanting to take a different path, explore new things, in the 3rd month, you seem to revert back into your old self, acting like how you've been in the past. Maybe you think that the decisions of the previous months are too risky, you're not used to it. There's a part of you wanting to fight back the change, to keep the status quo. People might also chime in their opinions, they would remind you of the past, maybe some familiar situations had happened and they want to remind you of the lesson. Some people from the past might also come back, posing as the opposite force to the change. Maybe you try to move one from something, could be love, and now the past wants to come back. By the end of this month, you will have to make a choice, to be decisive. Something will have to end. It won't feel easy, you will feel like fate is playing with you. But this choice will help you grow into yourself more.

In the 4th month, you will feel strong enough to face your inner anguish. In this period, there's a need to settle down, to find a place for you to feel stable. Maybe you will face a decision to move and you will feel anxious about it. Be aware of upset stomachs. Nutrition is very important in this time period, you will need to nurture yourself, to give yourself more energy, and be mindful of how things we take in ourselves can influence our thoughts and feelings.

CUBE 6

The 1st month will start with some exchanges, of ideas and materials, or you will travel more, more movements, going to different places. It seems busy but not hectic. You will navigate situations with grace and flexibility. Whatever you do in this month will be towards a future that you've seen for yourself. They are not just mindless acts to fulfil some responsibilities but have a greater intention behind. Things might seem fast-paced, with many different areas requiring your focus. You will practise your verbal skills a lot, especially about persuasion, and tact is very important this month. You will need to convince people, charming them. Maybe these people will help you start something new, they will be your support.

In the 2nd month, things seem to slow down again, maybe in the 1st month, you will be preparing for something new, and in this month, you will focus on stabilise it, getting used to it. Something will require your commitment and trust. I see the energy of this month is pretty solitary. You work on your own instead of depending on other people like the previous month. Even if some difficulties arise, you will want to solve them by yourself. I feel very distracted in your reading. Maybe this will be the energy of your next 4 months, a lot of things will pull at your attention, so you need to be discerning and disciplined.

There are lots of activities and events in the 3rd month. You will start this month with an activity that you have done many times before, it has become a habit and you're good at it. It will be a valuable skill to help you in work. But I see that you won't be contented with it, you might feel a little bored with same old, same old things. It might be a pattern of behaviour or pattern of the people you're involved with. You feel like this pattern doesn't help you grow. It repeats itself over and over, even when you tried to do something new, it was still the underlying energy. So, in this month, you will begin to question more about your patterns in life and want to shake things up. Your life seems to be too quiet for you so you want to make some drastic changes. Thinking up some novel ideas, remembering your childhood dreams. Some people might wonder what has influenced you into this kind of action. You seem more rebellious, wanting to do things your way. Beware of the tendency to stir up conflicts or challenge other people's ideas and opinions just because you feel stifled or your freedom is threatened by them.

This feeling will continue on into the 4th month. Your ego and how you express yourself will be the focus of these four months. You will feel invincible, so sure of yourself that you might not see things in an objective lens and think things through carefully. Some well-meaning advice might be ignored by you. I see some friends, someone with more soft energy, will try to help you see things from a different perspective, but you seem to not yield. This will not create a serious conflict, but you might need to reexamine your stance more carefully, lest your ego might spoil some meaningful connections.

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      In Nayeon’s case, her placement of the Sun in Virgo highlights self-awareness as the method of progress into wholeness. The Violet aura resonates within abilities of the Crown chakra, which rules Aries energy. In Nayeon’s chart: the Moon is placed in Leo, which reveals the nature of insight that is being absorbed.

      This energy leak takes away from the quality of her intuition, which is a vital source of her personal strength. She’s meant to grow into her emotional guidance and allow that to serve as reference within the relationships that matter to her most. However, her ability to identify what people want can feed into the compulsion to please others-- by maintaining a certain image. If she could develop her level of insight, she would realize harmony between the contents of her desires and the types of people she deeply connects with.

I designed this birth chart style to visualize the energy of the chakra system which corresponds to their ruling planet.

      In Joy’s case, her placement of Sun in Virgo highlights self-awareness as the method to progress into wholeness. The Violet aura resonates within abilities of the Crown chakra, which rules Aries and Leo. In Joy’s chart: Saturn in Aries could reveal where the main obstacles in her life are rooted, while Black Moon Lilith in Leo speaks to the depth of how that affects her character.

       The energy leak takes away from the quality of her bright personality which is a huge point of magnetism in her life. She’s meant to draw in the right people who share the same work ethic. However, her ability to enjoy the work she does may be thwarted by her ideals and expectations. 

      I’m getting that she is overwhelmed by coworkers and employers because of inconsistent communication. Stress around those situations goes straight to her head if she’s unable to express her thoughts candidly.

I designed this birth chart style to visualize the energy of the chakra system which corresponds to their ruling planet.

What others notice about you ,that you are unaware of ?

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can be triggering,as we are talking about the subconscious thoughts of others

Your energy and how you come across, energy field is very interesting so i decided to make one with this theme.

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3 of pentacles (r),Six of swords , judgement, justice(r),2of swords (r).

>Spirit animal -cheetah

People feel like you are meant to make things happen you could be seen as a good team worker who have resources they notice how others wants to be associated with you this pile has this energy :i may be silent but do not mess: people are cautious about you they feel like they need to keep an eye like you may be silent but you can expose their secrets i feel like you may look a little bit dull or have prominent eyes and long thick hairs ? People also feel like you are highly educated and respected so it will be hard to spread rumors abt you as they may seem stupid after they try to do so because you have people defending you like they do not believe anything about you easily

They feel like you are the type of person who works alone or is kind of aloof from others they dont feel like you want to interact with them and it makes them a little bit curious and sad i feel like people dont know you but they have heard of you like personally you wouldn't open up easily people could see you a little bit sad too like it fucks their mind , people see that you can switch up on them .

I cant help but notice how others see so much possibilities but they are unable to pick one they feel like you have different characters and you only stay with people who are closed of ?patient or introverted like you ? People are kind of insecure around you its like they are not confident enough to approach to make a talk so they project onto you ,you may have mars in ascendant,or jupiter square moon that makes your energy and your achievements hidden from the outside world , people want to be in your good books ?

People also feel like you can humble them , hurt them if they say anything wrong that might dissapoint you its like they want your validation you might be the type of person who's kind of a mystery and you shine when its time to show your abilities like the only intern who can make the deal happen even though you dont have much experience.... but its your skills that you play with ,we didnt get the magician here ,energy is quite leaning towards it. You have that clarity and directions to guide others and one wrong step ;could get you angry ? People feel like maybe you ignore others lmao....You may study or analyse others ? Hmm like you know their business yet they are unaware of yours so it makes them to think you may be involved but keep it hidden from others ;that you know what they talk about,what damagies they did to others?they feel like you can expose them lol others are very quick to draw judgements but its all surface level here .

My take:I remember that anime( classroom assasination) that blue haired guy yeah exactly that character if i associate you with one .

Chanelled song:

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Pile Thunder:222

Wheel of fortune , knight of cups (r),the world ,king of cups ,2 of cups

Spirit animal:Kangaroo

People think you are sweet and helpful they think you may get hurt easily or you wear your heart on your sleeves ,its like you cant hide what you feel whether you are annoyed whether you feel joyful .Your energy is very peaceful even though i can see you might have hard time to make a decision ,others see you as "lucky" and "cute" they might be a little envious abt it tho,dont overshare anything about yourself.

People see as clumsy ,you'll be the first to lend your shoulders to someone without expecting anything in return-they feel like you are connected to your inner child ,they also feel like you are a chatter box lol ,you are still learning and growing so theres this energy like people want to protect you and they want to make your day better ,they can see others expect a lot from you, i dont know if you are social worker or not but older people feel very drawn to your energy they feel like you can understand them that you look out for them? and that is magic for me personally .....because its hard to match other generation energy and on top of that they feel like you understand them ,they feel like you know how to enjoy life and have fun,if someone betrays you karma comes and bite their ass *its legit what i heard*people see that you a courageous and fearless

I feel like they think you have a good balance of your emotions and you take accountability about it as well people feel like you are the justice type of a person who could do no wrong neither can afford seeing someone in that state , people feel protected in your presence like you can cut a bitch in half if they mess with you ,they also feel like you are anxious or indecisve at times like you need support oh my goodness pile 2. People naturally love you ,you dont have to work hard for their love its good that you know your worth. You may also teach ?you may be open-minded towards others .you look young? Its giving me young blood vibes here

People see you as someone who works hard , someone with a different sense of fashion and interest they feel like you have a dad humour they feel like you can be happy with yourself and that you dont need others ,you are giving and a hard to read kind of person they dont know what step will you take next yet they trust you they feel kind of annoyed when you keep things to yourself *thats so sweet*

Hmm the darkside of this pile could be obsession if i'm being honest tbh if others wants to keep you to themselves then they may get aggresive ,attached , demand yoir time or over protective in that case just cut em off you have inner strength and you can do it, just cut off weirdos and dont trust others easily wait until they prove themselves.

My take: this was light-hearted and sweet af i was getting simp energy as well ,very appreciative comments like people are protective over you just know it ××

If i had to associate you with a character its tinker bell -looks fragile is street smart .

Song i channelled:

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Pile String:5458

Ace of wands (r),Nine of wands ,page of pentacles,the empress,5 of wands

Spirit animal-Leopard

The empress speaks for itself -

Oh the big di*k energy look pile #3 no one's fucking with you lets be honest here people notice you and you know it very well ,others can feel your presence,they might stare at you a lot because everyone wants to be in the trend like they wanna know what others are looking at, its like you keep others on the edge.

I juat see you minding your own business but you can be nasty if others wrong you , people notice how you are not afraid to stand up for yourself and correct back ,fire rules your energy , people can see you are action oriented you aren't afraid to step up your game or even leave others behind who's not doing their job properly,you may be the type of person who calls out "nonsense " you dont care whether its a person in power you just know one thing and thats equality ,i feel like people see you as a leader you might feel like people are dependent on you or others choose you mostly for project & stuff its because they know you'll get it done

People feel like you are devils advocate it might be risky to get closer to you but the risk is worth it TBH i see people in background for this pile your energy is loud and up in the face so thats intimidating others prefer to keep their distance theres a lot of envy pile 3 i dont care what you think but you are known if you are aware or not ,you have a lot of people who wants to get closer to you ,they think you know it from the amount of attention you get even if you are an introvert its just the energy which is overwhelming and excitement kind of .

I was getting ring vibe a little bit sassy ,likes to do things for yourself,go out to restaurants alone uff.... idk why others feel like you can start a fight or jump in one 😭☠️they feel like you have principles which you stick by ;you may be a sports person I'm getting recrds !!! Others see you as someone who expresses what they feel either verbally or with expressions like they know this person is annoyed or chill depending on their mood ,feel like people might sugarcoat when they talk to you because they dont want to upset you ?! Weird...

People feel like you have got it all and you are extremely giving to your lovers? you are a great partner who values individuality,you can put your ego aside and apologise you are a sincere person who's willing to make things right i feel like your love language may be physical touch or gift giving, people feel abundant in your energy like a good buddy who they can confide in , have awkward moments together , Others feel like its better when they get to know you as the illusions of projection shatters ,you are someone who's peaceful within yourself and others wish to be like you ,you might travel a lot ?

My take: oh what an energy i feel energized

You might have chiron in 1st house,leo venus ,sun square pluto , Taurus mars,north.node trine saturn ,cancer moon ?! I dont feel like its a chaotic energy at all ,you might talk or type fast that was random lolz .

If i had to associate you with a character it will be that red guy from cars .

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Pile 1- 🖤

They feel like you are a secretive you dont like to show who you truly are ,they feel like you are afraid of change ?!someone who wouldn't change for anyone ;high way or my way typa person ,they feel slightly intimidated and ignored they think you do it on purpose tho ,They like your style and wants to be friends but is unsure of the first move ,they feel like its a burden to stay quite have secret interactions, glances, they feel tired and cant move on i feel like this person is frustrated and wants to focus on themselve they, feel like if they work on themselves then only you'll notice them ,they are willing to give a try but its hard to make up their mind i dont feel like they pick up on clues or anything, they want people to be upfront and direct with them even if you guys are in communication they have no idea of how they can move this forward to stable ground ,i feel like transformation in this relationship will be beneficial cause at the moment things are stuck ,this might be a new person, they are burdened with responsibilites right now .

Pile 2 -🌬️

Aww they are grateful to have you in their life i feel like they lookup to you they are inspired to take action but they are kinda shy they don't feel like they have a lot to offer and they see you as a fulfilling person i think you are someone who is sweet or heal them like touch their heart in some way they feel like you guys connect deeper each time you meet each other i dont feel like they have expressed this feelings this is someone who doesn't want to wait if they feel like they have found the right person they'd do anything to get their attention,they feel protective over you i feel like if you have shared some moments with them thats where this sense of protectiveness is coming from ,they think you are detective? Lmao so random they may feel like you have them figured out or you know something which you wouldn't confess .Do you stalk them or keep an eye on their actions i see you bae

I was getting online for some reason?

Pile 3 -🔥

This person is in their feels they are ready to embark on a a new journey towards self live they see you as light-hearted individuals who likes to take action and share their resources with others they dont feel like you are snobbish or cold they see you as a helpful person who's willing to help everyone around them they feel like you should love yourself first and put yourself first they feel like you over extend yourself to the point you don't realise people take advantage of you they see you surrounded by weird individuals honestly ,as for their feelings they feel like you are closed off from them and wouldn't wanna talk to interact with em ,they find you interesting but they have no plans as of now , they feel focused on themselves and the things they are working on takes half of their time. They might be a loner who doesn't appreciate being close to others they might distant themselves from time to time if they are giving you mixed signals yeah its just them being themselves basically only their closed friend knows this , they dont let anyone " in " easily.

Pile 4 -❤️‍🔥

You might come from pule 1 this person might be very secure they are happy go luck ,always optimistic ,popular af realise their worth this might be a crush if it is... they know you like them but i dont think so they want long term commitment , they think crushes come and go and its not a lifetime feeling this person is not the type of person to date around,make people compete for their attention,they are aware of their power but their focus is not on love they have been hurt before and its possible they are moving on from a past relationship they feel kind of tense they see you as someone who's young and growing. Their feelings aren't that developed they see you as a good person or a good worker .argh i dont like this person's attitude but you guys gotta deatach they dont have strong feelings atleast not in romantic sense .I do feel like you will receive clarity on the situation ,keep being Positive.i feel like this person is willing to teach you or this could be a karmic they know you will learn something from them and its unclear what they are talking about ,they do understand and respect your feelings tho .This person chanelled messages i got is stand strong , " be brave" , accept yourself , dont back down , show yourself appreciation!! This person is indecisve regardless ,oh is this someone you hada conflict with?!

Pile 5 -💥

This person is feeling down by the way you treat them oh gosh i feel like they have bern guarding their heart for the longest time ,this is an heartbroken individual who's wanting to take a risk they are drawn to you, they see you as a person who they wanna be like OH you might inspire them to be a better person or after meeting you they have seen significant changes they are aware of your impact they like your eyes? Oh hmm

This person is sexually attracted to you they like how you laugh ,how you interact with others ,how you touch them ,they are kind of giddy lmao but they put a brave face tho as if the tower has not just broken down by the amount of attention they are getting from "you " there is a lot of emphasis on you they feel possesive they would be very hurt if you decide to ghost or juggle them they are trying to hide their cards and play their game quietly or you might get scared ? By their feelings ...i feel like the way they will confess could shock you i dont know if you like this person or not they can see you are confused ? they also feel like you can tame them with your charming qualities or it has alrdy happened uff ,they wanna play hard to get -make a poor attempt atleast, establish healthy boundaries if you dont like them

😭this was so cute i like this person's energy,but yo be aware they might turn cold or hide in their coccon once they feel something's off.

Pile 6-🪭

Oh this this person someone new or a friend? Oh babe this could be a potential partner the feelings are reciprocated they ARE attracted to you, was it love at first sight for you?! cause it was for them ,i feel like this person is into manifestation and actually they see you as their ideal though they are afraid to advance their movements with you they take their time and they dont settle for less they have be sure of their feelings ,this relationship will be very beneficial for you pile 6 you will grow much confident in yourself and this person will bring the stability you deserve i'm so happy for you pile6 i can feel you guys have been through shit that lead you feeling empty ,they feel like you guys will make a good couple, they're daydreaming the feelings are kinda intense tbh feels little bit pushy even ,if this is a new person its like an highschool crush they have they feel like a child again and thats scary for em Capricorn? its hard to tie this person they value their individuality this person wants to grow and experience different things you could be on and off or ride it along with this person but they require alone time they might get secretive but its for their own good .

A very positive reading indeed but be careful they might not be the best lover and transformations could exhaust you ,Use your discrement.

Thanks for reading!!! Have a great day/night ahead 🕯️