FAVORITE CRIME

┄ FAVORITE CRIME

➥ Dabi x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, toxic relationships, angst, cheating(not reader)

➥ word count: 0.9k

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: Favorite Crime by Olivia Rodrigo

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You came back home from a day of doing some much need shopping for supplies to see something that would truly break your heart, Dabi and some girl making out on the couch. Your couch.

You both had good memories together, two teenager that moved in together at only 18. Two teenagers who had both been broken beyond repair, who both found comfort in one another. A comfort thay could never find anywhere else.

Before you even met Dabi, never thought you would do anything of the things that you've done with him. You were a 'good girl', good grades, never late, never broke curfew.

Now you can barely even remember your parents, and that broke your heart. After you met Dabi, they noticed you were slowly changing, grade went down, constantly late, and you ignored curfew.

They loved you, and you knew that. The night you left they were merely expressing their concern for you. They only wanted to make sure that you were okay, but you didn't care.

So instead you ran away, from them, from the only home you've ever known.

All for him. But now you realize that you should have listened to them.

The pair on the couch clearly didn't notice your presence in between their heated kissing session, her shirt gone as his hands roamed her torso mindlessly.

He made you change, made you a criminal. Hell you were even a murderer now. But being a criminal with him was the best. Robbing the bank, and almost getting caught by pro-heroes.

You believed he was Clyde and you were Bonnie. And yet, living and dying together wasn't an ending for you two.

Embarrassment filled you, as if hundreds of people stood around you watching you with pity and judgment. No tears in sight as your bag slipped and fell creating a small noise that interrupted their steamy moment.

Their faces were almost comical, she was shocked as she got up grabbing her shirt and throwing it on. Her hands frantically looking for her purse as she walked towards and past you leaving the apartment.

"I guess I should have listened to them" you said nonchalantly as you looked at him. Thinking about how your parents tried to help you the night you left.

He remained still on the couch, no change in his expression even though he had just been caught by his girlfriend while he was cheating on her with another women.

Both on you stayed where you were, his face was un-readible, while your was blank because you refused to cry in front of him right now.

"Not even going to say sorry?" You asked. You may not have been showing it, but you really wanted him to say he was sorry. Say that he loves you and that it'll never happen again.

But you know he'll never say anything like that. He's never even said he loved you,

"Why would I say sorry if we both know that I wouldn't mean it?" His eyes looked right into yours, and there was not a single bit of regret in him.

He made you do things you never thought you would do, and things you would never forget.

Sneaking into a mall at 2am while you were both high out of your minds. Riding a car without the hood as you let your hair flow in the wind. Had so, so many intimate moments together. Memories that will forever be stuck in your head.

Much like this one.

"I'm not going to ask you why you did it. But I just want to know, was there something that I didn't do?" His brows furrowed at your comment, why weren't you crying, or screaming, hell your not even trying to hit him either.

"What...?" He whispered, panic slowly starting to rise in his chest.

"I became your accomplice, but, there must have been something I didn't do, right?" You looked him in the eye "What was it?"

Dabi didn't know what to say. His eyes slightly widened at you statement and the way that you were reacting. He stood up, only wanted to hold you in his arms now, he knew what he had done was wrong, but his pride would never allow him to say that.

"I guess we'll never know then" You blatantly said.

He stayed silent, and looked collected. But on the inside, he was terrified that this time he may actually lose you this time, and it was going to be all his fault.

"I guess we both deserve this, me for not listening, you for manipulating me, and honestly, I don't know which one is worse"

With that you turned around and left.

It was funny, the was you gave him 4 years of your life, your youth, your innocence, yourself as an alibi. He was indeed Clyde, but, who were you? You weren't Bonnie, she hadn't come into his life yet.

He would probably have a sentence of a few weeks, mostly months. He would forget after that and find himself a new accomplice. You would have a sentence for years probably, maybe one day you would once again become a willing accomplice to somebody else.

To you, he was the criminal you followed. Like a lost puppy following the owner that abandoned them.

You could only hope that he got enough time for lying to you, manipulating you, using you. No matter what, you were the worst crime he committed.

To him, you could only hope that out of everything you did together, everything he did before and after you, that you were his favorite crime.

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┄ ONLY A FRIEND

➳ Izuku Midoriya x gn!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: none

— word count: 0.2k

Falling for a pro hero was easy, it was like breathing, it just happened naturally.

Even with his strict schedule, he always managed to make time just for you, only making you fall for him even harder.

He was always protective over you, as he got older he became less shy and more open about voicing his opinions, meaning he had no trouble telling you how he felt about some of the people you would go out with.

He had even gone as far as keeping other men away from you when you were together.

After all of this, how could you not fall in love with him?

So finally after agonizing weeks, maybe even months of keeping your feeling secret, you were finally going to tell him.

You had finally decided that you were going to tell Izuku that you love him, when a notification popped up on your phone.

It was about a recent interview with the pro hero Deku, and some new breaking news.

After quickly clicking on the article, you felt your heart shatter in your chest.

"Pro hero Deku tells reporters about his recent engagement and plans for his future.."

Engagement? You didn't even know he was dating anyone, let alone having plans to get engaged.

It was at this moment you realized that you never even had a chance with the boy, he was a pro hero and you were a mere civilian.

All that you would ever be to the hero was a friend.

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*multi-fandom account*

➳ 𝐁𝐍𝐇𝐀

⚘ 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬

♆ 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐲 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧

♖ 𝐂𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬

❂ 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐜.

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┄ PLAY THIS WHEN I'M GONE

➳ Izuku Midoriya x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: f!reader, angst, mentions of suicide, characters are aged up, written in Izuku's pov

— word count: 0.8k

Inspired by: Play This When I'm Gone by Machine Gun Kelly

My body felt numb as I sat at the table, a pen and a piece of paper in front of me.

For ten minutes I've been sitting at the table trying to find the right words to use, the words that would tell anyone who reads them why I died.

I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you

With a heavy heart I finally gathered the courage to pick the pen up and start what felt like he hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Dear Y/N,

I just want to tell you that i love you with every fiber in my being, and I always will no matter what.

But I can no longer go on like this, nothing I do anymore feels right and I can't seem to justify any of my actions anymore. But I need you to know that you have given me the greatest possible happiness.

I think it's time for me to leave but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures so the last thing I did was see you

You ought to know, you were my best friend. You were. I know you loved me. I loved you. No one should have gone through what we went through, but we did. And it kills me whenever I think about it.

I know you’ll miss me, but don’t. I am the lowest being that there’ll ever be; you should live your life without me. I promise you’ll be able to move on. I’ll be in your heart always. no matter what.

I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fighting with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize

I'm leaving you. I hope in the next life I will have a better childhood, parents, and friends. I hope the next life is better than this life, I hope it's not as sad as this life.

I wish that I would have gotten the help I needed. I wish I was able to open up and be able to cry. I wish the world was fair. But It's not. And I'm sorry. I hope you can understand why I'm leaving, though it may take a while.

I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright

I'm sorry for the pain I'm going to put you through. It's my fault your going to be sad now.

I'm not going to try and tell you to move on like I should, because I don't want you to. I know it sounds selfish, but even though I'm leaving, I don't want you to forget about me.

It would be easier to tell you that my death is no big deal, and that you'll be okay, but you know I hate lying to you.

You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright

I don't want you to hate me for what is already done, and I don't want you to cry, but I know you will.

I wanted to stay with you forever, I wanted you to be my forever. But fate had other plans for us.

I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you

I know I wasn't always there for you when you needed me to be. And for that I'm sorry.

I tried to make good things in my life and all of that is a fucking mistake, I cant even look people in the eyes anymore, I have lost confidence in myself.

Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you

I know when you think about how I went, you'll get it. I was always uneasy about being alive. The idea of being dead makes me feel clear. When I think of it. It makes me think peace.

There used to be days that I thought I was okay, or at least that I was going to be. We'd be hanging out somewhere and everything would just fit right and I would think 'it will be okay if it can just be like this forever' but of course nothing can ever stay just how it is forever.

I'm twenty-nine and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize

This letter will be the last time you ever hear from me, but I don't believe that this is truly the end for us. I believe there is another world waiting for us. A better world, and I’ll be waiting for you there.

I'll wait as long as it takes.

And I'll miss you

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𝐁𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

So I know a lot of my posts have been based on Olivia Rodrigo songs, but how would ya'll feel if I tried to do her whole SOUR album for some xreaders?

And you guys could also request which character you want, and then what song you want to go with it.

If the song is linked it has been written already so you many not request it.

If the song is crossed out, then I am in the process of writing it.

Here are the songs:

brutal - Denki

traitor

drivers license

deja vu

1 step forward 3 steps back - Bakugou

good 4 u

enough for you

happier

jealousy, jealousy

hope ur ok - Shigaraki

favorite crime - Dabi

(re-blogs are appreciated)

⚘ Brother!Mike Wheeler x f!sister reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: Season 3 spoilers, mentions of blood, semi-gore, fluff

— word count: 1.0k

Ever since the battle at Starcourt, sleep has seemed like a distant memory.

I turned to my other side on the bed, an uncomfortable groan left my body. I closed my eyes once more to try and at least get a peaceful hour of sleep, but whenever I tried all I could see were the events that happened at the mall.

I threw the blankets off of my body and laid on my back. A heavy sigh left my mouth, as I closed my eyes once more.

Sleep finally started to take over my mind and body, but before I fell fully unconscious my left hand moved to hold my right arm, the scar from the night at the mall still remained.

The next thing I knew, I was asleep.

JULY 4TH 1985  ─ STARCOURT MALL

My chest heaved up and down from all of the running I've been doing, fear and adrenaline rushed through my body as I finally found a spot to hide in. I shut my eyes tightly, hoping that this was all a dream, that I was going to take up any minute now safe in my bed.

But it was real, it was so real.

A loud crash sounded right next to me, I quickly placed my hand over my mouth, making sure no sound would escape and alert the mind flayer of my whereabouts.

Tears escaped my eyes as a thousand thoughts flooded my head. Is Mike okay? where are the others? when is this going to be over? will we all make it out of this?

I kept my eyes shut until the desk I had been hiding behind had suddenly been flipped on top of me. A scream ripped through my throat as I felt the bone in my arm snap. The pain burned in my arm as I realized that not only had the bone been broken, but had also pierced through my skin.

Hot tears fell from my eyes, much like the blood that now seeped from my my arm. My breath was sporadic, is this how I die?

A loud thud sounded to my left, my eyes shot open and I looked to my side to see who or what it was.

The fear in my body doubled as I saw that it was Billy, he was moving the desk off of my body, he was trying to get to me.

I panicked, I tried as hard as I could to get away from him, the pain in my arm doubled with every movement. But I couldn't stop, if I did I wouldn't only have to worry about my arm, but also what Billy would do to me if he got the chance.

I used my left arm to shove my body out from under the ruble, but it was no luck I was stuck with no way out.

The weight on my body suddenly lifted as Billy shoved the largest piece of the desk off my body, I got up as quickly as I could to get away, but a hand grabbed my injured arm, and pain shot through it.

"SHIT." I screamed as I leaned my body into Billy hoping to release the pain he was causing to my arm. But it only made matters worse.

Now he had my entire body in his grasp, I once again tried to maneuver my way of out, but he had a tight grip on me, and he wasn't going to let go.

"Y/N!" I heard someone shout my name, I quickly looked to where the voice came from, Mike.

A loud screech sounded before I was able to respond. The mind flayer.

I had completely forgotten about it, too busy dealing with Billy. It had looked in my direction then Mike's, and it ran towards him.

No, no, no, no, no. "MIKE! RUN!" I shouted as loud as I could, but before I could say anything else Billy covered my mouth with his hand.

I kicked my legs In fear, and now anger. I watched as Mike ran to a new hiding spot.

Before I could make another move, I felt something hot run down my chest, looking down my heart stopped.

The mind flayer had pierced my chest with one of its tentacles, everything started to go dark. Billy finally released my body, I slowly slid down against his body.

Then it all went dark.

NOVEMBER 5TH 1985  ─  WHEELER RESIDENCE

"Shit!" My eyes shot open, and I quickly sat up. Tears started to form in the corners of my eyes.

I looked at my arm, the scar seemed to burn like it did that night. I covered it with my other hand as I brought my legs up to my chest as cried.

I looked up when I heard the gentle creak of my door, My heart sped up as I saw the shadow of someone.

It walked towards me, and as it did I saw that it was someone familiar, Mike.

I closed my eyes and tried to calm my breathing, I didn't want him to see me like this, I didn't want him to see me falling apart.

I was so busy trying to calm myself down that I didn't notice he had sat next to me on my bed until I felt his arms wrap around me.

"It's okay, you're okay." His voice was soft as he held me in his arms, calming me down.

"They won't go away." I cried into his shoulder, he seemed to know what I was talking about because he held me tighter

"I know, I get them too." I continued to cry in to his shoulder as he spoke once more.

"They're never going to go away, but we can work through them." He rested his head atop mine, "We can together, I promise."

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