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A happy little child with dreams and hopes,
which got completely shattered…
now he is back with the dance of his hatred and revenge !
┄ YOU WERE A GOOD LIAR
➥ Dabi x f!reader
𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, toxic relationships, angst, arguing
➥ word count: 1.1k
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The moment I had joined the LOV, I never had a great relationship with anyone else there. I was born and partially raised in a family of heroes, my parents were heroes, ans so were their parents. I was the first person to break the cycle.
But From the moment my quirk had come to be, I knew I was never meant to be a hero.
My quirk was called Death Surge, and it was labeled as lethal by society.
Before my quirk had even formed, I had huge dreams of becoming a hero. And no matter what I was told, nothing was going to change that. But the day my quirk had come to be, those dreams went down the drain along with every other good thing in my life.
My hopes & dreams
My family's love and support
Friends
Trust
I was only 4 when my had first appeared, and it was the worst year of my life. I had ended up killing about 7 birds, 3 squirrels, and 1 boy passed out. Luckily he only passed out and didn't end up like the 10 animals I had unintentionally killed.
After that, Everything was lost.
It was currently 10:30 pm, and me and Dabi had just gotten back from our usual walk, but unlike the many other night we have done this we ended up running into heroes tonight. We both settled on running instead of fighting, knowing that we would have been out of our element if we were to get into a fight here, so our best bet was to run.
But in the midst of our great escape, we had miscalculated a jump and ended up falling 12 feet off of the roof of a building, I was able to make a smooth landing. But Dabi didn't end up getting so lucky. He had ended up jumping far too close to a chain link fence, and the top of the fence had managed to tear a large gash in Dabi's side.
"Shit, that cut is pretty deep. You may need stitches." I said as I examined the cut on Dabi's left side.
He groaned, and dropped the shirt that he was holding up, and stood up from the lump of a mattress. "Yeah, no thanks. I don't need help from you." He exclaimed, giving me a side eye.
"Dabi, that cut is no joke, I can literally see your ribs. You need stitches, hell your lucky you haven't bled out yet."
"Exactly, if I've lasted this long, then I can keep going. I'll probably just force some nurse to do it, or cauterize it myself anyway." He shrugged his shoulders.
"Why do you need to be so fucking stubborn! Just let me help you!" I shouted with annoyance laced in my words.
"Well if you would just leave me along you wouldn't have to deal with my stubborn ass, so get the hint and fucking leave me alone!"
"What the hell is going on with you right now? Just yesterday you were telling me you loved me, and now you want nothing to do with me? So which is it Dabi?"
"Oh my fucking god Y/N, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I DON'T LOVE YOU AND I NEVER WILL!" He screamed, as his back was turned towards me.
For all the years I had known Dabi, he has said many rude things to me. So much to a point where they don't even affect me anymore, but this.... This hurt.
Dabi and I had always had a special relationship, and less than 2 months ago it had moved to another level. We both knew we liked each other, yet we never acted upon our feelings. Last night things had started to get heated between us, and he ended up letting those three powerful words fall out of his mouth.
And I said them back.
The silence that sat between us was painful. Neither of us making the first move, my face was blank, I knew better than to let any emotion show at a time of weakness.
"Fine." I blatantly said, as I turned towards the door and walked out.
Dabi's Pov
"Oh my fucking god Y/N, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I DON'T LOVE YOU AND I NEVER WILL!" The words that I said weeks before were now playing on loop in my head, and I couldn't make it stop.
But I don't regret what I said, in fact it was best that I said it. Being involved with me, with the Lov, it was practically a death wish. And they were someone who still had a chance at a future, but I was too far gone to be saved.
But I didn't even mean what I said, of course I loved them. I always have, and nothing would evr change that, I know because the last 2 weeks without them have been the hardest shit I have ever had to deal with in my entire fucking life.
Y/N's Pov
After hearing the truth about what Dabi thought about me, yeah I was hurt, but now I'm more than glad that he told me the truth. I was finally able to leave him, and I was finally able to leave and pursue my dreams, not his.
"Hey." A deep voice sounded from behind me, and it was familiar. It was a voice that I never wanted to hear again.
I stood still on the sidewalk, not turning around. Dabi sighed.
"I know the shit I sad was wrong of me to say, but you have to understand that it was for your own good."
'What? my own good, it was good for me to haer that the person I loved and I thought loved me actually hated me?'
"Hah." A laughed escaped my lips. "You know how fucking stupid you sound right now, right?" I turned around to face him.
He looked tired.His hair was messier that it usually was, and his posture was worse than usual.
"Y/N I'm being serious, I knew that if you associated yourself with me you could end up hurt, or even worse, dead. And I care about you too fucking much to let that happen." He shouts, but I only remained in my stop, wearing my poker face.
"Wow, and here I thought you were a good liar." I joked to myself, but Dabi heard what I said.
"Y/N, I didn't mean what I said! I do fucking love you-!" He started, but I interrupted him before he could even finish.
"You looked right at me when you said it. I know you meant every word." I growled.
He stiffened, his eyes grew wide. But his mouth opened as if he wanted to say something, but no words came out.
"And you just proved me right." I mumbled, and walked away for the final time.
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┄ FAVORITE CRIME
➥ Dabi x f!reader
𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, toxic relationships, angst, cheating(not reader)
➥ word count: 0.9k
𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: Favorite Crime by Olivia Rodrigo
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You came back home from a day of doing some much need shopping for supplies to see something that would truly break your heart, Dabi and some girl making out on the couch. Your couch.
You both had good memories together, two teenager that moved in together at only 18. Two teenagers who had both been broken beyond repair, who both found comfort in one another. A comfort thay could never find anywhere else.
Before you even met Dabi, never thought you would do anything of the things that you've done with him. You were a 'good girl', good grades, never late, never broke curfew.
Now you can barely even remember your parents, and that broke your heart. After you met Dabi, they noticed you were slowly changing, grade went down, constantly late, and you ignored curfew.
They loved you, and you knew that. The night you left they were merely expressing their concern for you. They only wanted to make sure that you were okay, but you didn't care.
So instead you ran away, from them, from the only home you've ever known.
All for him. But now you realize that you should have listened to them.
The pair on the couch clearly didn't notice your presence in between their heated kissing session, her shirt gone as his hands roamed her torso mindlessly.
He made you change, made you a criminal. Hell you were even a murderer now. But being a criminal with him was the best. Robbing the bank, and almost getting caught by pro-heroes.
You believed he was Clyde and you were Bonnie. And yet, living and dying together wasn't an ending for you two.
Embarrassment filled you, as if hundreds of people stood around you watching you with pity and judgment. No tears in sight as your bag slipped and fell creating a small noise that interrupted their steamy moment.
Their faces were almost comical, she was shocked as she got up grabbing her shirt and throwing it on. Her hands frantically looking for her purse as she walked towards and past you leaving the apartment.
"I guess I should have listened to them" you said nonchalantly as you looked at him. Thinking about how your parents tried to help you the night you left.
He remained still on the couch, no change in his expression even though he had just been caught by his girlfriend while he was cheating on her with another women.
Both on you stayed where you were, his face was un-readible, while your was blank because you refused to cry in front of him right now.
"Not even going to say sorry?" You asked. You may not have been showing it, but you really wanted him to say he was sorry. Say that he loves you and that it'll never happen again.
But you know he'll never say anything like that. He's never even said he loved you,
"Why would I say sorry if we both know that I wouldn't mean it?" His eyes looked right into yours, and there was not a single bit of regret in him.
He made you do things you never thought you would do, and things you would never forget.
Sneaking into a mall at 2am while you were both high out of your minds. Riding a car without the hood as you let your hair flow in the wind. Had so, so many intimate moments together. Memories that will forever be stuck in your head.
Much like this one.
"I'm not going to ask you why you did it. But I just want to know, was there something that I didn't do?" His brows furrowed at your comment, why weren't you crying, or screaming, hell your not even trying to hit him either.
"What...?" He whispered, panic slowly starting to rise in his chest.
"I became your accomplice, but, there must have been something I didn't do, right?" You looked him in the eye "What was it?"
Dabi didn't know what to say. His eyes slightly widened at you statement and the way that you were reacting. He stood up, only wanted to hold you in his arms now, he knew what he had done was wrong, but his pride would never allow him to say that.
"I guess we'll never know then" You blatantly said.
He stayed silent, and looked collected. But on the inside, he was terrified that this time he may actually lose you this time, and it was going to be all his fault.
"I guess we both deserve this, me for not listening, you for manipulating me, and honestly, I don't know which one is worse"
With that you turned around and left.
It was funny, the was you gave him 4 years of your life, your youth, your innocence, yourself as an alibi. He was indeed Clyde, but, who were you? You weren't Bonnie, she hadn't come into his life yet.
He would probably have a sentence of a few weeks, mostly months. He would forget after that and find himself a new accomplice. You would have a sentence for years probably, maybe one day you would once again become a willing accomplice to somebody else.
To you, he was the criminal you followed. Like a lost puppy following the owner that abandoned them.
You could only hope that he got enough time for lying to you, manipulating you, using you. No matter what, you were the worst crime he committed.
To him, you could only hope that out of everything you did together, everything he did before and after you, that you were his favorite crime.
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┄ IT'S ALMOST OVER
➥ Dabi x f!reader
𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, angst, dabi is a todoroki theory, death,
➥ word count: 1.6k
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It was finally Friday, after a whole week of non stop training and fighting you finally had some time to relax. You had nothing planned the whole weekend and you planned to keep it that way, but a certain Todoroki had other ideas.
I was laying on my bed trying to take a well deserved nap in order to make up for the lack of sleep through the whole week. I was just about passed out, that was until I heard my phone vibrate on my night stand. I decided to check it later, but when it kept getting notifications I let out an annoyed sigh as I got up and picked my phone up off the night stand. When I unlocked it I saw that I had 23 new texts from Touya.
I sighed as I decided that calling him would be easier than texting. I pressed the call button and waited for him to pick up.
"Well there you are, thought I was getting the silent treatment." I swear I could hear his grin through the phone.
"I just saw you today, what is so important that I had to post pone my nap?" I asked as I grew impatient, he knew that right after school every Friday I would take a nap in order to catch up on sleep.
"Geez, sorry. Anyway I just wanted to see if you wanted to do a little sparring tomorrow?" He asked me.
"Really? five days of non stop training isn't enough for you." I groaned, I knew he wouldn't drop this until I agreed to do it. "Yeah, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow." I muttered.
"Great, until then mouse."He teased, he knew I hated that pet name. Literally any other name would have been better in my opinion.
"Again with the pet name?" I joked.
"You know I'm never going to to stop right?" He joked in reply.
"Of course not, well I'll see you tomorrow." I laughed as I ended the conversation.
"See ya mouse~." He teased and hung up. I tossed my phone on to my bed and plopped down on to my bed face first right after. I groaned in to my pillow now knowing that instead of having an easy weekend, I would have to train more.
I was rudely awoken by the sun which was now leaking in to my room due to the curtains that I had forgotten to close yesterday. I mentally cursed my past self as I groggily sat up and started to mentally prepared myself for the day ahead of me.
I ended up wearing a pair of black athletic shorts with while lining, and a navy blue short sleeved shirt that was more on the over sized side. I added a pair of white and grey tennis shoes.
I filled up a water bottle, and grabbed a protein bar and walked out the door. I ate the protein bar as I walked over to Touya's house, luckily he only lived 10 minuets away if you went by foot from my house.
I walked up to the big mansion and knocked on the door as hard as I could, I was never a patient person so after 10 seconds I started to get impatient. Luckily I heard the lock click from the other side and watched as the door was opened by a white haired Todoroki.
"Took you long enough." I jokingly complained.
"Wow, you need to work on being patient." I remarked, I put my hand over my heart and acted like I was offended. He rolled his eyes and lead me to the room in their house where they kept their equipment for training and, and and open space fore sparring. It was a pretty sweet set up if you ask me.
"Alright, what first." I asked as I started to do a few easy arm stretches. He looked at me and grinned, 'crap'.
"Well if you're so excited why don't we skip to the harder workouts." He raised an eyebrow, he was challenging me and he knew that I never turned down a challenge.
"Fine."
We both walked over to the weights and put on at least 80lb's on. We walked over to the mat's that were laid on the floor and started to do squats while we held the weights behind out shoulders.
By now we had done 84 squats and I was starting to struggle, while Touya was barely even breaking a sweat.
"How much longer?" I whined as I finished my 90th squat.
He chuckled as he watched me struggle. "Calm down, it's almost over." I groaned.
My body was sprawled out on the floor mats as I let out a long breath, Touya just stood and gave me a judgmental look.
"You do this five days a week at U.A and you still get tired?" He teased me. I rolled my eyes as I sat up and took a long swing on my water.
I stood up and walked towards him, I wrapped my arms around him and stood on that position. He chuckled at my child like actions, he placed his hands under my knees and picked me up off the floor. I kept my arms wrapped around his neck as he held me, his head was now rested in the crook of my neck as we stayed in this position.
"I love you." I muttered as my head sat on his shoulder.
"I love you more." He said into my neck.
Eventually he put my back on to the floor, I picked my phone up and noticed that it was already 7 pm.
"Hey, I gotta go home it's getting late." I said as I picked up my now empty water bottle and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
He came up behind me and hugged me. "Can't you just stay the night?" He whined, I knew that I could stay but if I did his dad would get mad.
"You know what your dad thinks of me." I said as he groaned and let go of me.
"Hey I'll see you on Monday, okay?" I smiled at him in reassurance. He smiled back
But the problem was that I wouldn't see him on Monday because he would be gone
I picked up some white lilium's as I made my visit to the graveyard, this had become a weekly routine ever since Touya died.
Wake up
Eat
Train
See Touya
Go to bed
Once I learned about the fire and how Touya was the only one who didn't make it, I felt my heart shatter in to a million pieces. I fell to the floor in tears, Fuyumi was by my side in an instant trying to comfort me to the best of her abilities, But it was no help, he was gone. That day I knew that I would never see another man the same way I saw Touya, I knew I was never going to be totally okay but I knew I had to keep going for him.
I was finally at his grave, I looked at it and let out a sad smile as I read the words I had seen a million times.
Touya Todoroki, a loving brother of three. Gone but not forgotten.'
I placed the lilium's down as I thought about all the times we had, a small sob escaped my lips as I whispered a faint 'I love you' to the headstone before I stood up and started to walk away with a heavy heart.
I was walking home from a busy day of hard training, my body was sore all over from all of the training I had done. Ever since Touya died I had been pushing my self harder, I knew that I was going to become a hero, for him.
I unlocked my door and walked inside, I sighed and took my shoes off. I was about to walk in to my room until I heard shuffling coming from it. I stopped in my tracks, I knew for sure that there was somebody in my house because of the light that was on in my room. I never left lights on when I was out of the house.
"Nice seeing you again, mouse." My eyes widened at the use of his old nickname for me, I watched as a man who was covered in scars and had black hair walked out of my room. He had the same blue eyes that Touya had. My heart throbbed as I put the pieces together, he wasn't dead. . .
"Touya. . ." I said in a voice that was barely above a whisper. He grinned.
"I missed you, I just wanted to see you again. sadly this meeting doesn't come without consequences." He gave me a sad smile before he started to walk towards me.
My eyes watered, he was dead. How is he here? "H-how?" He softly smiled as he placed a hand on my cheek.
"I never died mouse, but I do want to thank you for the flowers you left at my grave each week. They're beautiful. I'm sorry for being so selfish."
I was confused as to why he was saying that, and why did he say this visit would have consequences?
"I can tell by the look on your face that your confused. I mean that because you know who I am you have to go. I just couldn't help it, I needed to see you face again" I furrowed my eye brows, then the realization hit me.
He leaned into my face and looked me in the eyes before pressing his lips to mine, the kiss felt urgent, yet still sweet.
Once he pulled away he placed both of his hands on my shoulders, I felt heat coming from them. But it wasn't bad, it was relaxing I couldn't help but let a small smile slip on to my face as I closed my eyes.
"It's almost over mouse." I heard Touya say as my body fell in to the comforting warmth.
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Dabi : No te avergüences de como eres.
Dabi : Ese es el trabajo de tus padres.
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Tomura looks worried at his hands, not doing anythig else at the bar. He remembers how Natsuo accepted to try and date him just a week ago, and he still can't believe it. It feels so unreal, like it's going to disappear any time soon, or worse, his very same hands will turn it into ashes, both figuratively and literally. Dabi is just passing by when he sees his leader, hating the vulnerable state the white-haired man is in.
Dabi : Hand-job, we all know you are such a hand-freak, no need to make this even more dramatic.
Sarcasm and insults are the only way he knows how to deal with emotions, so even when he knows he shouldn't be saying those kind of things, he does anyways.
Shigaraki : What are you doing here? Did Toga and Twice finally got bored of your burned ass?
Then again, the league understands. They are as broken as him, so there he is accepted. Might even try not to die when he kills that flaming trashcan he called father.
Might even treasure this moments where Jin and him drink and smoke, goes around with Toga to kill people and steal food and clothes (she wants piercings, but he is still not sure if he wants to take her), Compress and him talking about nonsense and pulling dramatic stunts, Spinner and him talking about Stain (not Toga, he likes the kid but she is creepy about crushes) and how corrupted the hero society is, and of course, how his leader lets him be. Sometimes they're just insulting each other, but they are both comfortable and having fun, other times they talk about the attacks, being both leaders (Dabi still doesn't know how THE FUCK he leads) and they feel this strange... respect from the other, this support.
Dabi : At least is better than yours.
Shigaraki : Let me remind you, your brother seems to like this ass.
The disgust on the ex-Todoroki makes the younger one laugh. At least someone is having fun with his misery. Even though part of the disgust is more because of the fact the medic student knows his identity and goes around visiting the league, putting them all in danger during the process. What if the Todoroki find out?
Dabi doesn't hate Natsuo, but.... Natsuo asks for too much. He remembers how the younger almost started crying, calling him Touya. Who the fuck is Touya? Todoroki Touya is dead, and even if he wasn't, Touya was a worthless, useless child that ran around adoring of the asshole he called father, wanting his attention like a whore. He hates Touya, he doesn't want to be Touya.
He is Dabi, from the League of Villains.
Dabi :(annoyed) Did he say something? Do something? To you, I mean.
Shigaraki : The fuck, are you in drugs again or something? It's just.... (looks at his hands again) nothing....
Dabi likes what he has know, and will not lose it. He will defend it. And so he does talk to Natsuo, even though he has been avoiding him ever since the first time the larger male tried to talk to him after finding out who he was. White haired finds himself smiling, with hope on his eyes, hope that the black-haired one wants to burn down.
Dabi : Hey, you made sure you weren't followed, right? Didn't tell your siblings or anyone.
Natsuo : Not, I didn't. Wish I could, though. Fuyumi would like to know you are alive, To-
Dabi :(interrupting) Yeah, it's not about that I want to talk.
Natsou : Then what is it.
Dabi hits the wall besides them, then fires up a hand that he puts between them. Natsu blinks a few times in disbelief, is he being threatened by Touya?
Dabi : It's about Shigaraki. Hurt him, and you are dead. Did I make myself clear?
Like Endeavor. Touya is behaving like Endeavor, and Natsou feels a little scared. But more than scared, he is sad.
Natsuo : I promise you, I will not do such thing.
Dabi : You better not. The hero society has already fucked us up too much. No need to add the son of a hero to the list.
Even though the flames are gone and the criminal has relaxed his body language, Natsuo doesn't feel any better.
Natsuo : Touy-
Dabi : My name us Dabi, Todoroki!
Both of them freeze, with that surname, the black haired realized he crossed a line, but he doesn't know how to apologize, specially with the broken look on Natsuo's eyes. Then again, the fact that he has them is a reminder of what Natsou is not. He is not part of the league, not part of his family.
Dabi : Don't forget it ever again.
The younger man feels like an idiot, of course Tou- Dabi doesn't want to be back. All this time he has hoped to get back his big brother, but know for the first time, realizes that is not that Touya needed space to think as he believed, he just wasn't there anymore. Even so, he smiles to the stranger, a brave smile.
Natsuo : Of course...
Dabi : Whatever, I'm going to look for the crazy one. Just hope she didn't end up in jail just becauae I didn't get her a damn piercing.
As Dabi leaves, Natsuo remembers how his big brother was so small, how he burned alive, how he always came cying on him. Why would Touya want to be back, having the league. Dabi might be still small compared to Natsuo, might atill burn alive... but he would never go to cry on the Todoroki. Not to be ignored again.
Natsuo really lost his brother, didn't he?
(Want a second part of Shigaraki comforting Natsuo?)
Natsuo is crying when Tomura finds him. The smaller man at first just looks at him for a long time, unable to process the image in front of him. Later, he rages, scratching his neck, wanting to destroy something, whatever made Natsuo, wide-shining-smile Natsuo, cry. That rage crumbles into shame when he tries to talk, not knowing what to say and realizing he doesn't know what to do.
Another long time happens before his hand tries to reach to the medic student's shoulder, only to stop himself while he was calling for the attention of his boyfriend. What if he hurts him by accident?
Shigaraki : Natsuo?
Natsuo : T-Tomura! How long have you been there?
Shigaraki : Not so long, I just arrived.
He lies, and he doesn't even know why he is lying, but again, he doesn't know what he should be saying right now. Should he pretend he didn't notice and give Natsuo space? Should he call Toga, Spinner and/or Twice? (Those three would do this, whatever this is, better) At the end, he just can ask what is wrong.
Shigaraki : Are... Are you alright?
"Of course he is not, you dumbass! He is crying!" Is what his brain replies.
Natsou : I'm fine, it's just.... I miss my brother.
Shigaraki : You... miss your brother?
At first, Tomura doesn't understand. Then, the image of Dabi avoiding his boyfriend invades his head.
Shigaraki : H-Hey, Natsuo. You really shouldn't pay so much mind to Dabi's words, h doesn't. He is just a son of a bit- I mean, without offending your mother, you already know him.
Natsuo : Do I?
No, he doesn't. He knew Touya, he knew his brother, he knew a child that burned down to the ashes after being abused and neglected for his whole life.
Dabi? Dabi is a dead man, but he is not Touya, and Natsuo can't help but feel guilt of wanting.... wanting Touya out of Dabi.
The red eyed man decides to sit besides Natsuo, they don't touch nor look at each other, the silence is akward. Tomura still tries to find his words after taking a deep breath, here we go with the sentimental monologues.
Shigaraki : ....... Dabi is... complicated. He is fucked up, like everyone else that decided it was a good idea to get out of our rooms just to go "fuck the heroes" as a life motto. But I know that he doesn't mean to hurt us, he has our backs.
Natsuo : Yeah, I know. He just gave me the "if you hurt him, you're dead" talk.
Shigaraki : - HE DID WHAT?!
The villain seemed confused, flustered, angry, surprised, scared, shy and many other emotions that should not be able to be together at the same time. But there he is, eyes and mouth wide open, face and neck red, trembles in his body. . .
It feels.... nice. It actually feels nice the idea that Dabi would go as far to threat his own brother for him, but it also feels... bad. It's weird, and Natsuo is sad.
The league are the family he never had, most of them feel it that way, and for one side having his co-worker/co-leader/friend/brother whatever having his back, as he said, is really nice. But there is also the fact that he had to take Natsuo's brother to have his.
Natsuo : I just... don't know. I will get over it, I guess. I mean, you just said it, it's not like he wants to hurt any of us, I was just too hopeful.
Shigaraki : Well, nobody should have too many hopes on Dabi. But... Natsuo, he doesn't hate you. You know that, right?
"My name is Dabi, Todoroki!"
Natsuo : He... doesn't?
Just now they look at each other in the eyes and Tomura can see just how insecure, how small, how abandoned Natsuo feels. The villain does the best he can to smile, the shape in his lips is not as big as his boyfriend's, it's also shy and nervious, but it's sincere.
Shigaraki : You would not be here if he did. Maybe.... maybe just try again later? When, you know, both of you are ready.
That. . . Is actually a good idea. Good job Tomura, Kurogiri would be proud! Damn, he is proud of himself.
Natsuo : Yeah, maybe you are right.
The Todoroki seems... better. Better is good. Tomura can't help but look at his own hands. Maybe he will be able to not decay this.
Shigaraki : Now tell what did he say to know how angry I should be.
Natsuo : . . . Do I have to?
Shigaraki : YES
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Tomura looks worried at his hands, not doing anythig else at the bar. He remembers how Natsuo accepted to try and date him just a week ago, and he still can't believe it. It feels so unreal, like it's going to disappear any time soon, or worse, his very same hands will turn it into ashes, both figuratively and literally. Dabi is just passing by when he sees his leader, hating the vulnerable state the white-haired man is in.
Dabi : Hand-job, we all know you are such a hand-freak, no need to make this even more dramatic.
Sarcasm and insults are the only way he knows how to deal with emotions, so even when he knows he shouldn't be saying those kind of things, he does anyways.
Shigaraki : What are you doing here? Did Toga and Twice finally got bored of your burned ass?
Then again, the league understands. They are as broken as him, so there he is accepted. Might even try not to die when he kills that flaming trashcan he called father.
Might even treasure this moments where Jin and him drink and smoke, goes around with Toga to kill people and steal food and clothes (she wants piercings, but he is still not sure if he wants to take her), Compress and him talking about nonsense and pulling dramatic stunts, Spinner and him talking about Stain (not Toga, he likes the kid but she is creepy about crushes) and how corrupted the hero society is, and of course, how his leader lets him be. Sometimes they're just insulting each other, but they are both comfortable and having fun, other times they talk about the attacks, being both leaders (Dabi still doesn't know how THE FUCK he leads) and they feel this strange... respect from the other, this support.
Dabi : At least is better than yours.
Shigaraki : Let me remind you, your brother seems to like this ass.
The disgust on the ex-Todoroki makes the younger one laugh. At least someone is having fun with his misery. Even though part of the disgust is more because of the fact the medic student knows his identity and goes around visiting the league, putting them all in danger during the process. What if the Todoroki find out?
Dabi doesn't hate Natsuo, but.... Natsuo asks for too much. He remembers how the younger almost started crying, calling him Touya. Who the fuck is Touya? Todoroki Touya is dead, and even if he wasn't, Touya was a worthless, useless child that ran around adoring of the asshole he called father, wanting his attention like a whore. He hates Touya, he doesn't want to be Touya.
He is Dabi, from the League of Villains.
Dabi :(annoyed) Did he say something? Do something? To you, I mean.
Shigaraki : The fuck, are you in drugs again or something? It's just.... (looks at his hands again) nothing....
Dabi likes what he has know, and will not lose it. He will defend it. And so he does talk to Natsuo, even though he has been avoiding him ever since the first time the larger male tried to talk to him after finding out who he was. White haired finds himself smiling, with hope on his eyes, hope that the black-haired one wants to burn down.
Dabi : Hey, you made sure you weren't followed, right? Didn't tell your siblings or anyone.
Natsuo : Not, I didn't. Wish I could, though. Fuyumi would like to know you are alive, To-
Dabi :(interrupting) Yeah, it's not about that I want to talk.
Natsou : Then what is it.
Dabi hits the wall besides them, then fires up a hand that he puts between them. Natsu blinks a few times in disbelief, is he being threatened by Touya?
Dabi : It's about Shigaraki. Hurt him, and you are dead. Did I make myself clear?
Like Endeavor. Touya is behaving like Endeavor, and Natsou feels a little scared. But more than scared, he is sad.
Natsuo : I promise you, I will not do such thing.
Dabi : You better not. The hero society has already fucked us up too much. No need to add the son of a hero to the list.
Even though the flames are gone and the criminal has relaxed his body language, Natsuo doesn't feel any better.
Natsuo : Touy-
Dabi : My name us Dabi, Todoroki!
Both of them freeze, with that surname, the black haired realized he crossed a line, but he doesn't know how to apologize, specially with the broken look on Natsuo's eyes. Then again, the fact that he has them is a reminder of what Natsou is not. He is not part of the league, not part of his family.
Dabi : Don't forget it ever again.
The younger man feels like an idiot, of course Tou- Dabi doesn't want to be back. All this time he has hoped to get back his big brother, but know for the first time, realizes that is not that Touya needed space to think as he believed, he just wasn't there anymore. Even so, he smiles to the stranger, a brave smile.
Natsuo : Of course...
Dabi : Whatever, I'm going to look for the crazy one. Just hope she didn't end up in jail just becauae I didn't get her a damn piercing.
As Dabi leaves, Natsuo remembers how his big brother was so small, how he burned alive, how he always came cying on him. Why would Touya want to be back, having the league. Dabi might be still small compared to Natsuo, might atill burn alive... but he would never go to cry on the Todoroki. Not to be ignored again.
Natsuo really lost his brother, didn't he?
(Want a second part of Shigaraki comforting Natsuo?)
+ bonus for all my endeavor haters :)
