IT'S ALMOST OVER

┄ IT'S ALMOST OVER

➥ Dabi x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, angst, dabi is a todoroki theory, death,

➥ word count: 1.6k

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It was finally Friday, after a whole week of non stop training and fighting you finally had some time to relax. You had nothing planned the whole weekend and you planned to keep it that way, but a certain Todoroki had other ideas.

I was laying on my bed trying to take a well deserved nap in order to make up for the lack of sleep through the whole week. I was just about passed out, that was until I heard my phone vibrate on my night stand. I decided to check it later, but when it kept getting notifications I let out an annoyed sigh as I got up and picked my phone up off the night stand. When I unlocked it I saw that I had 23 new texts from Touya.

I sighed as I decided that calling him would be easier than texting. I pressed the call button and waited for him to pick up.

"Well there you are, thought I was getting the silent treatment." I swear I could hear his grin through the phone.

"I just saw you today, what is so important that I had to post pone my nap?" I asked as I grew impatient, he knew that right after school every Friday I would take a nap in order to catch up on sleep.

"Geez, sorry. Anyway I just wanted to see if you wanted to do a little sparring tomorrow?" He asked me.

"Really? five days of non stop training isn't enough for you." I groaned, I knew he wouldn't drop this until I agreed to do it. "Yeah, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow." I muttered.

"Great, until then mouse."He teased, he knew I hated that pet name. Literally any other name would have been better in my opinion.

"Again with the pet name?" I joked.

"You know I'm never going to to stop right?" He joked in reply.

"Of course not, well I'll see you tomorrow." I laughed as I ended the conversation.

"See ya mouse~." He teased and hung up. I tossed my phone on to my bed and plopped down on to my bed face first right after. I groaned in to my pillow now knowing that instead of having an easy weekend, I would have to train more.

I was rudely awoken by the sun which was now leaking in to my room due to the curtains that I had forgotten to close yesterday. I mentally cursed my past self as I groggily sat up and started to mentally prepared myself for the day ahead of me.

I ended up wearing a pair of black athletic shorts with while lining, and a navy blue short sleeved shirt that was more on the over sized side. I added a pair of white and grey tennis shoes.

I filled up a water bottle, and grabbed a protein bar and walked out the door. I ate the protein bar as I walked over to Touya's house, luckily he only lived 10 minuets away if you went by foot from my house.

I walked up to the big mansion and knocked on the door as hard as I could, I was never a patient person so after 10 seconds I started to get impatient. Luckily I heard the lock click from the other side and watched as the door was opened by a white haired Todoroki.

"Took you long enough." I jokingly complained.

"Wow, you need to work on being patient." I remarked, I put my hand over my heart and acted like I was offended. He rolled his eyes and lead me to the room in their house where they kept their equipment for training and, and and open space fore sparring. It was a pretty sweet set up if you ask me.

"Alright, what first." I asked as I started to do a few easy arm stretches. He looked at me and grinned, 'crap'.

"Well if you're so excited why don't we skip to the harder workouts." He raised an eyebrow, he was challenging me and he knew that I never turned down a challenge.

"Fine."

We both walked over to the weights and put on at least 80lb's on. We walked over to the mat's that were laid on the floor and started to do squats while we held the weights behind out shoulders.

By now we had done 84 squats and I was starting to struggle, while Touya was barely even breaking a sweat.

"How much longer?" I whined as I finished my 90th squat.

He chuckled as he watched me struggle. "Calm down, it's almost over." I groaned.

My body was sprawled out on the floor mats as I let out a long breath, Touya just stood and gave me a judgmental look.

"You do this five days a week at U.A and you still get tired?" He teased me. I rolled my eyes as I sat up and took a long swing on my water.

I stood up and walked towards him, I wrapped my arms around him and stood on that position. He chuckled at my child like actions, he placed his hands under my knees and picked me up off the floor. I kept my arms wrapped around his neck as he held me, his head was now rested in the crook of my neck as we stayed in this position.

"I love you." I muttered as my head sat on his shoulder.

"I love you more." He said into my neck.

Eventually he put my back on to the floor, I picked my phone up and noticed that it was already 7 pm.

"Hey, I gotta go home it's getting late." I said as I picked up my now empty water bottle and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

He came up behind me and hugged me. "Can't you just stay the night?" He whined, I knew that I could stay but if I did his dad would get mad.

"You know what your dad thinks of me." I said as he groaned and let go of me.

"Hey I'll see you on Monday, okay?" I smiled at him in reassurance. He smiled back

But the problem was that I wouldn't see him on Monday because he would be gone

I picked up some white lilium's as I made my visit to the graveyard, this had become a weekly routine ever since Touya died.

Wake up

Eat

Train

See Touya

Go to bed

Once I learned about the fire and how Touya was the only one who didn't make it, I felt my heart shatter in to a million pieces. I fell to the floor in tears, Fuyumi was by my side in an instant trying to comfort me to the best of her abilities, But it was no help, he was gone. That day I knew that I would never see another man the same way I saw Touya, I knew I was never going to be totally okay but I knew I had to keep going for him.

I was finally at his grave, I looked at it and let out a sad smile as I read the words I had seen a million times.

Touya Todoroki, a loving brother of three. Gone but not forgotten.'

I placed the lilium's down as I thought about all the times we had, a small sob escaped my lips as I whispered a faint 'I love you' to the headstone before I stood up and started to walk away with a heavy heart.

I was walking home from a busy day of hard training, my body was sore all over from all of the training I had done. Ever since Touya died I had been pushing my self harder, I knew that I was going to become a hero, for him.

I unlocked my door and walked inside, I sighed and took my shoes off. I was about to walk in to my room until I heard shuffling coming from it. I stopped in my tracks, I knew for sure that there was somebody in my house because of the light that was on in my room. I never left lights on when I was out of the house.

"Nice seeing you again, mouse." My eyes widened at the use of his old nickname for me, I watched as a man who was covered in scars and had black hair walked out of my room. He had the same blue eyes that Touya had. My heart throbbed as I put the pieces together, he wasn't dead. . .

"Touya. . ." I said in a voice that was barely above a whisper. He grinned.

"I missed you, I just wanted to see you again. sadly this meeting doesn't come without consequences." He gave me a sad smile before he started to walk towards me.

My eyes watered, he was dead. How is he here? "H-how?" He softly smiled as he placed a hand on my cheek.

"I never died mouse, but I do want to thank you for the flowers you left at my grave each week. They're beautiful. I'm sorry for being so selfish."

I was confused as to why he was saying that, and why did he say this visit would have consequences?

"I can tell by the look on your face that your confused. I mean that because you know who I am you have to go. I just couldn't help it, I needed to see you face again" I furrowed my eye brows, then the realization hit me.

He leaned into my face and looked me in the eyes before pressing his lips to mine, the kiss felt urgent, yet still sweet.

Once he pulled away he placed both of his hands on my shoulders, I felt heat coming from them. But it wasn't bad, it was relaxing I couldn't help but let a small smile slip on to my face as I closed my eyes.

"It's almost over mouse." I heard Touya say as my body fell in to the comforting warmth.

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┄ DADDY ISSUES

➥ Shinso Hitoshi x gn!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: mentally abusive parents, mentions of divorce, mental abuse, infidelity (dad)

➥ word count: 1.2k

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: Daddy Issues (remix) by The Neighborhood feat. Syd

By now the burning feeling in the back of your throat wasn't anything new, nor was the stress of holding in your tears. After having to deal with your parents for sixteen years, it was habit.

Your whole life you were surrounded by yelling, stress, and anger. Always getting yelled at for the littlest things and trying to hold your tears in, it never worked of course.

Your dad was involved in your life when he had to be, but other than that you practically never saw him.

A few months ago you learned that you dad had been cheating on your mom but it wasn't a one time thing, he had been doing it for months. After she learned on this she threatened to get a divorce, but all my dad had to do to get her to stay was pay her monthly.

And because of this you were always left wondering if your parents were going to actually divorce like they said they would many times.

You often found yourself thinking that you would never actually experience what it's like to be loved, or appreciated.

And you were okay with that. After seeing how your parents relationship was, you were scared of having a romantic relationship with anyone.

Scared to fall in love, only to fight and argue constantly; then fall out of love.

You were scared of getting hurt.

It was officially your parents fault that you were scared of love, seeing how love didn't exactly work for them, why would it be any different for you.

"Hey, how've you been? We haven't talked lately." A males voice said from over my shoulder.

I jumped in shock, nearly falling off the park bench before quickly turning my had to look at the source of the voice. Shinso Hitoshi, his purple hair was as vibrant as ever.

A soft smile tugged at my lips, "Hey, just the usual. Sorry about being so flaky recently, there was a family emergency." It was sad how easily that lie slipped out of my mouth.

Even after being friends with Shinso for over 3 years, he still has no clue about my parents and their problems.

But I just didn't want to talk about it at school. It was my getaway from home, from all the fights and insults. So if keeping Shinso in the dark about my home life meant it would stay that way, then why bother.

"Did something bad happen?" No, it's always been like this.

"Nothing too bad, my grandma just collapsed out of nowhere. So we were all with just in case." Another lie.

"Oh, is she alright." He asked, genuine concern evident in his voice.

"Yeah, it was just iron deficiency. I gave him another soft smile to reassure him about my 'poor grandmother'.

"Well that's good. By the way, do you want to hang out this weekend? We haven't done that in at least two weeks."

"Yeah sure, Your place."

"Uh, we can't. Our house is getting some remodeling done to it, so were going to have to go to yours." No. no. no. My heart dropped to my gut, nervousness seeped into my body.

"I don't think that'll work. My grandma is staying over." It was a believable lie right?

"That's okay. We can just hang out in your basement so we don't disturb her." Shit.

C'mon Y/N, you just need to tell him you can't do that.

"Yeah, I guess that'll work." You gave him a small smile.

But when it came to Shinso Hitoshi, you were weak. Yours problems didn't seem so bad when you were with him.

"Alright, see you later today?" He grinned at you as he got off off the bench.

"Yeah." You nodded at the boy. You stood up and gave him a quick hug before he walked away.

After you were sure he was out of sight, the smile you forced slipped of of your face as you slumped back on to the wooden bench, letting out a sigh.

Shit, he's gonna know now. You hands rubbed your face in frustration. Why couldn't you have just said no to him, it's only two letters, n - o.

But maybe part of me wanted him to know, so I would finally have someone to talk to about it so I wouldn't have to hold it in any longer.

I was reaching out for help, but I didn't even notice.

I groaned, finally fed up with their fighting for the day. I stood up from my desk and walked over to get my earbuds, in hopes of being able to drown out some of the fighting with music.

Just as I was about to press play, my phone buzzed. My eyes were met with a text from Shinso

hey, I'm here. But it sounds like there's a lot of yelling, are you okay?

The burning sensation in the back of my throat started to appear again as tears threatened to spill.

He knows now. Now he's going to want me to tell him what's been happening.

I took a slow deep breath before going downstairs to let Shinso in. After I reached the bottom of the steps my dad spoke up.

"Who did you invite over? And why weren't we told." The irritation in his voice was clear as day.

No, he's never home. Why is he here?

After being so caught up in everything lately, I forgot to tell my parents I was having someone over. Fear started to fill my body, my voice was gone as I stood at the base of the steps frozen in fear.

Tears filled my eyes again as I tried to come up with an explanation, anything. But my mouth couldn't muster up any words as I stood there. I knew I was going to have to deal with the repercussions of my actions, and any insults they decide to throw at me knowing I won't talk back because they practically trained me not to.

Just as my mom was about to speak up, a knock came from the door. Shinso.

No, I really didn't want him to see me like this.

Just stop crying.

"Go ahead, let your friend in. And tell them you can't hang out today." He seemed so calm, and that only scared me more.

I finally moved from my spot at the bottom of the stairs, and opened the door.

I knew my eyes were red from the tears that had managed to slip out, he opened his mouth to say something but before he could get anything out I interrupted.

"Hey Shin, I just remembered I can't hang out today. But maybe late." I tried my best to muster up a smile.

Shinso only stood there, his brows were furrowed in confusion. I knew he had questions, but I closed the door before he could ask me anything.

Now I had to deal with my parents.

Or not.

I turned to look at my parents fro a moment, anger was evident on their faces. That only made my stomach churn, knowing what I was going to do next.

Before any words could be said, I ran to my room. My heart was throbbing in my chest, tears flooded my eyes.

I shut the door behind me and locked it. I heard my parents shouting as they walked towards my room.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I was crying like a child at this point, finally regretting what I just did.

My phone was buzzing non-stop on my desk, I stood up wiping my eyes and grabbed it.

Hey, Y/N what's going on?Are you okay?Y/N please answer, I need to know your okay.Please

His texts only made me cry harder, and I finally felt something I hadn't felt in a long time.

I felt loved, not by my parents. But by a person who I had only known for three years.

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┄ HOPE UR OK

➥ Tomura Shigaraki x gn!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: fluff, child abuse, toxic household, death, mentions of suicide, child death

➥ word count: 1.3k

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: Hope Ur Ok by Olivia Rodrigo

It had been a week since you saw Tomura. You were worried, but not overly. You knew the man could handle himself, after all of the shit he's been through, he was practically a pro. But that never stopped you from worrying about him.

After all, he and anyone else that was involved with Lov were being hunted down.

"N/N? You okay?" A perky blonde looked at you with concern in her eyes.

"Oh, yeah I'm fine Himiko. Just worried about Tomura and Dabi, you know?" You look at the girl with a soft smile on your lips to reassure her.

After first joining the Lov you had no one on your side because they didn't know weather they could trust you. After a week spet by yourself, Himiko was the first one to reach out to you. When you first atsrted talking to her you got quickly fed up with the girl. But not too soon after she became your best friend

"Awe~ C'mon N/N you know those boys can handle themselves! If anything you should be worried about the people they run into!" She giggled near the end of her sentence, which had also managed to get a laugh out of me.

"There they are! The Y/N that I know and love~" She gave me a tight hug.

"Thanks Himiko." I smiled at the girl.

"Of course! Sorry to ditch you, but I've gotta go cut some people up, I'm a little low on blood. You know?" She grinned at me.

II grinned back before motioning my hand towards the door, "Have fun~."

Once she left I was once again left alone in my room. I sighed and laid down, my legs hanging of the edge of the bed.

"Come home Tomura, at least in once piece." I mumbled to myself, managing to make myself grin at my own joke.

A loud slam made wake up from my short nap, adrenaline coursing through my body because of the sudden scare. I got up from the old bed and walked out of Tomura and I's shared room.

My heart beats a little faster after seeing that Tomura was walking through the door, and he looked okay.

"Tomura!" I shout as I walk into the bar area, he looks up as he takes off his hand, and opens his arms for me to give him a hug,

I walk over to him and land in his arms, as I wrap my around him. He places his hands around me, making sure only four fingers are touching me on both of his hands.

"Hey darling." His voice was raspy as usual, but it also sounded so broken.

I pulled away slightly and look him in the eyes, "Are you alright?"

He remained silent for a few moments before finally speaking, "Uh, it's just something that happened on the mission. No big deal." He blatantly say before pulling me back into him.

He's trying to keep me at a distance, like he always has.

Usually I can understand why, but now there's no reason for him to feel the need to. We basically know each other inside out. So why.

I pulled away from him once more, and he let out a frustrated sigh, "Y/N will you just leave it alone?" He couldn't even look me in the eye.

"No, Tomura. Ever since you came back from that mission something has been up with you. So stop trying to push me away, and tell me." Your eyes were narrowed, looking right into his crimson eyes.

He huffed as he grabbed your arm and pulled you into your shared room. "Y/N." He sighed, closing the door behind the both of you.

You both took a seat of the edge of the bed. You looked at him with a gentle gaze, "Just tell me." Your voice was soft as you spoke.

He finally looked you in the eyes fro the first time since coming back. "Y/N.." His voice wavered as he barely managed to speak your name. "I know I should be used to doing this, but we saw some fucked up shit last week." His eyes has small tears in the corners of his eyes.

You stayed silent, only making sure he knew that you were listening to what he was saying.

"There was this.. kid. He- he was only around 9 years old. But... he was just like me.." He looked back at you, more tears in his eyes than before.

You slowly nodded and kept your eyes on him.

"His parents had called us to kill him.. he was only 9, and they wanted him dead because of his quirk. It was.. deadly, like mine. All he had to do was sing and it drove you to suicide." He was looking down again. "His parents were terrified of it, so they made us kill him."

His eyes had anger in them now.

"And we did. Well, Dabi did. I couldn't do it. Not after looking at him and seeing myself." Tears fell from his eyes as he spoke, and it broke my heart to see him like this.

"Hey.." I grabbed his cheeks in my hands and made him look me in the eye, "Your okay now, they can't get to you. They're gone." My voice was quiet.

He put his hands on mine, keeping only four fingers on them at a time, "I know." He sniffles "I know." A soft smile played on his lips, making my own smile appear.

"I love you." He put his forehead against mine.

"I love you too Tomura. And aI hope you know how proud I am of you right?" A soft smile played onto my lips.

"Why are you proud?" He slightly pulled his head away from mine.

"Because I know how hard it was for you to unleard all of your parents hatred." I looked him in the eye, slowly leaning in to capture his lips in mine.

Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred God, I hope that you're happier today 'Cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay

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┄ FAVORITE CRIME

➥ Dabi x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, toxic relationships, angst, cheating(not reader)

➥ word count: 0.9k

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: Favorite Crime by Olivia Rodrigo

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You came back home from a day of doing some much need shopping for supplies to see something that would truly break your heart, Dabi and some girl making out on the couch. Your couch.

You both had good memories together, two teenager that moved in together at only 18. Two teenagers who had both been broken beyond repair, who both found comfort in one another. A comfort thay could never find anywhere else.

Before you even met Dabi, never thought you would do anything of the things that you've done with him. You were a 'good girl', good grades, never late, never broke curfew.

Now you can barely even remember your parents, and that broke your heart. After you met Dabi, they noticed you were slowly changing, grade went down, constantly late, and you ignored curfew.

They loved you, and you knew that. The night you left they were merely expressing their concern for you. They only wanted to make sure that you were okay, but you didn't care.

So instead you ran away, from them, from the only home you've ever known.

All for him. But now you realize that you should have listened to them.

The pair on the couch clearly didn't notice your presence in between their heated kissing session, her shirt gone as his hands roamed her torso mindlessly.

He made you change, made you a criminal. Hell you were even a murderer now. But being a criminal with him was the best. Robbing the bank, and almost getting caught by pro-heroes.

You believed he was Clyde and you were Bonnie. And yet, living and dying together wasn't an ending for you two.

Embarrassment filled you, as if hundreds of people stood around you watching you with pity and judgment. No tears in sight as your bag slipped and fell creating a small noise that interrupted their steamy moment.

Their faces were almost comical, she was shocked as she got up grabbing her shirt and throwing it on. Her hands frantically looking for her purse as she walked towards and past you leaving the apartment.

"I guess I should have listened to them" you said nonchalantly as you looked at him. Thinking about how your parents tried to help you the night you left.

He remained still on the couch, no change in his expression even though he had just been caught by his girlfriend while he was cheating on her with another women.

Both on you stayed where you were, his face was un-readible, while your was blank because you refused to cry in front of him right now.

"Not even going to say sorry?" You asked. You may not have been showing it, but you really wanted him to say he was sorry. Say that he loves you and that it'll never happen again.

But you know he'll never say anything like that. He's never even said he loved you,

"Why would I say sorry if we both know that I wouldn't mean it?" His eyes looked right into yours, and there was not a single bit of regret in him.

He made you do things you never thought you would do, and things you would never forget.

Sneaking into a mall at 2am while you were both high out of your minds. Riding a car without the hood as you let your hair flow in the wind. Had so, so many intimate moments together. Memories that will forever be stuck in your head.

Much like this one.

"I'm not going to ask you why you did it. But I just want to know, was there something that I didn't do?" His brows furrowed at your comment, why weren't you crying, or screaming, hell your not even trying to hit him either.

"What...?" He whispered, panic slowly starting to rise in his chest.

"I became your accomplice, but, there must have been something I didn't do, right?" You looked him in the eye "What was it?"

Dabi didn't know what to say. His eyes slightly widened at you statement and the way that you were reacting. He stood up, only wanted to hold you in his arms now, he knew what he had done was wrong, but his pride would never allow him to say that.

"I guess we'll never know then" You blatantly said.

He stayed silent, and looked collected. But on the inside, he was terrified that this time he may actually lose you this time, and it was going to be all his fault.

"I guess we both deserve this, me for not listening, you for manipulating me, and honestly, I don't know which one is worse"

With that you turned around and left.

It was funny, the was you gave him 4 years of your life, your youth, your innocence, yourself as an alibi. He was indeed Clyde, but, who were you? You weren't Bonnie, she hadn't come into his life yet.

He would probably have a sentence of a few weeks, mostly months. He would forget after that and find himself a new accomplice. You would have a sentence for years probably, maybe one day you would once again become a willing accomplice to somebody else.

To you, he was the criminal you followed. Like a lost puppy following the owner that abandoned them.

You could only hope that he got enough time for lying to you, manipulating you, using you. No matter what, you were the worst crime he committed.

To him, you could only hope that out of everything you did together, everything he did before and after you, that you were his favorite crime.

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┄ YOU WERE A GOOD LIAR

➥ Dabi x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, toxic relationships, angst, arguing

➥ word count: 1.1k

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The moment I had joined the LOV, I never had a great relationship with anyone else there. I was born and partially raised in a family of heroes, my parents were heroes, ans so were their parents. I was the first person to break the cycle.

But From the moment my quirk had come to be, I knew I was never meant to be a hero.

My quirk was called Death Surge, and it was labeled as lethal by society.

Before my quirk had even formed, I had huge dreams of becoming a hero. And no matter what I was told, nothing was going to change that. But the day my quirk had come to be, those dreams went down the drain along with every other good thing in my life.

My hopes & dreams

My family's love and support

Friends

Trust

I was only 4 when my had first appeared, and it was the worst year of my life. I had ended up killing about 7 birds, 3 squirrels, and 1 boy passed out. Luckily he only passed out and didn't end up like the 10 animals I had unintentionally killed.

After that, Everything was lost.

It was currently 10:30 pm, and me and Dabi had just gotten back from our usual walk, but unlike the many other night we have done this we ended up running into heroes tonight. We both settled on running instead of fighting, knowing that we would have been out of our element if we were to get into a fight here, so our best bet was to run.

But in the midst of our great escape, we had miscalculated a jump and ended up falling 12 feet off of the roof of a building, I was able to make a smooth landing. But Dabi didn't end up getting so lucky. He had ended up jumping far too close to a chain link fence, and the top of the fence had managed to tear a large gash in Dabi's side.

"Shit, that cut is pretty deep. You may need stitches." I said as I examined the cut on Dabi's left side.

He groaned, and dropped the shirt that he was holding up, and stood up from the lump of a mattress. "Yeah, no thanks. I don't need help from you." He exclaimed, giving me a side eye.

"Dabi, that cut is no joke, I can literally see your ribs. You need stitches, hell your lucky you haven't bled out yet."

"Exactly, if I've lasted this long, then I can keep going. I'll probably just force some nurse to do it, or cauterize it myself anyway." He shrugged his shoulders.

"Why do you need to be so fucking stubborn! Just let me help you!" I shouted with annoyance laced in my words.

"Well if you would just leave me along you wouldn't have to deal with my stubborn ass, so get the hint and fucking leave me alone!"

"What the hell is going on with you right now? Just yesterday you were telling me you loved me, and now you want nothing to do with me? So which is it Dabi?"

"Oh my fucking god Y/N, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I DON'T LOVE YOU AND I NEVER WILL!" He screamed, as his back was turned towards me.

For all the years I had known Dabi, he has said many rude things to me. So much to a point where they don't even affect me anymore, but this.... This hurt.

Dabi and I had always had a special relationship, and less than 2 months ago it had moved to another level. We both knew we liked each other, yet we never acted upon our feelings. Last night things had started to get heated between us, and he ended up letting those three powerful words fall out of his mouth.

And I said them back.

The silence that sat between us was painful. Neither of us making the first move, my face was blank, I knew better than to let any emotion show at a time of weakness.

"Fine." I blatantly said, as I turned towards the door and walked out.

Dabi's Pov

"Oh my fucking god Y/N, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I DON'T LOVE YOU AND I NEVER WILL!" The words that I said weeks before were now playing on loop in my head, and I couldn't make it stop.

But I don't regret what I said, in fact it was best that I said it. Being involved with me, with the Lov, it was practically a death wish. And they were someone who still had a chance at a future, but I was too far gone to be saved.

But I didn't even mean what I said, of course I loved them. I always have, and nothing would evr change that, I know because the last 2 weeks without them have been the hardest shit I have ever had to deal with in my entire fucking life.

Y/N's Pov

After hearing the truth about what Dabi thought about me, yeah I was hurt, but now I'm more than glad that he told me the truth. I was finally able to leave him, and I was finally able to leave and pursue my dreams, not his.

"Hey." A deep voice sounded from behind me, and it was familiar. It was a voice that I never wanted to hear again.

I stood still on the sidewalk, not turning around. Dabi sighed.

"I know the shit I sad was wrong of me to say, but you have to understand that it was for your own good."

'What? my own good, it was good for me to haer that the person I loved and I thought loved me actually hated me?'

"Hah." A laughed escaped my lips. "You know how fucking stupid you sound right now, right?" I turned around to face him.

He looked tired.His hair was messier that it usually was, and his posture was worse than usual.

"Y/N I'm being serious, I knew that if you associated yourself with me you could end up hurt, or even worse, dead. And I care about you too fucking much to let that happen." He shouts, but I only remained in my stop, wearing my poker face.

"Wow, and here I thought you were a good liar." I joked to myself, but Dabi heard what I said.

"Y/N, I didn't mean what I said! I do fucking love you-!" He started, but I interrupted him before he could even finish.

"You looked right at me when you said it. I know you meant every word." I growled.

He stiffened, his eyes grew wide. But his mouth opened as if he wanted to say something, but no words came out.

"And you just proved me right." I mumbled, and walked away for the final time.

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┄ ONLY A FRIEND

➳ Izuku Midoriya x gn!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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Falling for a pro hero was easy, it was like breathing, it just happened naturally.

Even with his strict schedule, he always managed to make time just for you, only making you fall for him even harder.

He was always protective over you, as he got older he became less shy and more open about voicing his opinions, meaning he had no trouble telling you how he felt about some of the people you would go out with.

He had even gone as far as keeping other men away from you when you were together.

After all of this, how could you not fall in love with him?

So finally after agonizing weeks, maybe even months of keeping your feeling secret, you were finally going to tell him.

You had finally decided that you were going to tell Izuku that you love him, when a notification popped up on your phone.

It was about a recent interview with the pro hero Deku, and some new breaking news.

After quickly clicking on the article, you felt your heart shatter in your chest.

"Pro hero Deku tells reporters about his recent engagement and plans for his future.."

Engagement? You didn't even know he was dating anyone, let alone having plans to get engaged.

It was at this moment you realized that you never even had a chance with the boy, he was a pro hero and you were a mere civilian.

All that you would ever be to the hero was a friend.

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