HOPE UR OK

┄ HOPE UR OK

➥ Tomura Shigaraki x gn!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

──────────── ༉‧₊˚.

➥ disclaimers/warnings: fluff, child abuse, toxic household, death, mentions of suicide, child death

➥ word count: 1.3k

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: Hope Ur Ok by Olivia Rodrigo

It had been a week since you saw Tomura. You were worried, but not overly. You knew the man could handle himself, after all of the shit he's been through, he was practically a pro. But that never stopped you from worrying about him.

After all, he and anyone else that was involved with Lov were being hunted down.

"N/N? You okay?" A perky blonde looked at you with concern in her eyes.

"Oh, yeah I'm fine Himiko. Just worried about Tomura and Dabi, you know?" You look at the girl with a soft smile on your lips to reassure her.

After first joining the Lov you had no one on your side because they didn't know weather they could trust you. After a week spet by yourself, Himiko was the first one to reach out to you. When you first atsrted talking to her you got quickly fed up with the girl. But not too soon after she became your best friend

"Awe~ C'mon N/N you know those boys can handle themselves! If anything you should be worried about the people they run into!" She giggled near the end of her sentence, which had also managed to get a laugh out of me.

"There they are! The Y/N that I know and love~" She gave me a tight hug.

"Thanks Himiko." I smiled at the girl.

"Of course! Sorry to ditch you, but I've gotta go cut some people up, I'm a little low on blood. You know?" She grinned at me.

II grinned back before motioning my hand towards the door, "Have fun~."

Once she left I was once again left alone in my room. I sighed and laid down, my legs hanging of the edge of the bed.

"Come home Tomura, at least in once piece." I mumbled to myself, managing to make myself grin at my own joke.

A loud slam made wake up from my short nap, adrenaline coursing through my body because of the sudden scare. I got up from the old bed and walked out of Tomura and I's shared room.

My heart beats a little faster after seeing that Tomura was walking through the door, and he looked okay.

"Tomura!" I shout as I walk into the bar area, he looks up as he takes off his hand, and opens his arms for me to give him a hug,

I walk over to him and land in his arms, as I wrap my around him. He places his hands around me, making sure only four fingers are touching me on both of his hands.

"Hey darling." His voice was raspy as usual, but it also sounded so broken.

I pulled away slightly and look him in the eyes, "Are you alright?"

He remained silent for a few moments before finally speaking, "Uh, it's just something that happened on the mission. No big deal." He blatantly say before pulling me back into him.

He's trying to keep me at a distance, like he always has.

Usually I can understand why, but now there's no reason for him to feel the need to. We basically know each other inside out. So why.

I pulled away from him once more, and he let out a frustrated sigh, "Y/N will you just leave it alone?" He couldn't even look me in the eye.

"No, Tomura. Ever since you came back from that mission something has been up with you. So stop trying to push me away, and tell me." Your eyes were narrowed, looking right into his crimson eyes.

He huffed as he grabbed your arm and pulled you into your shared room. "Y/N." He sighed, closing the door behind the both of you.

You both took a seat of the edge of the bed. You looked at him with a gentle gaze, "Just tell me." Your voice was soft as you spoke.

He finally looked you in the eyes fro the first time since coming back. "Y/N.." His voice wavered as he barely managed to speak your name. "I know I should be used to doing this, but we saw some fucked up shit last week." His eyes has small tears in the corners of his eyes.

You stayed silent, only making sure he knew that you were listening to what he was saying.

"There was this.. kid. He- he was only around 9 years old. But... he was just like me.." He looked back at you, more tears in his eyes than before.

You slowly nodded and kept your eyes on him.

"His parents had called us to kill him.. he was only 9, and they wanted him dead because of his quirk. It was.. deadly, like mine. All he had to do was sing and it drove you to suicide." He was looking down again. "His parents were terrified of it, so they made us kill him."

His eyes had anger in them now.

"And we did. Well, Dabi did. I couldn't do it. Not after looking at him and seeing myself." Tears fell from his eyes as he spoke, and it broke my heart to see him like this.

"Hey.." I grabbed his cheeks in my hands and made him look me in the eye, "Your okay now, they can't get to you. They're gone." My voice was quiet.

He put his hands on mine, keeping only four fingers on them at a time, "I know." He sniffles "I know." A soft smile played on his lips, making my own smile appear.

"I love you." He put his forehead against mine.

"I love you too Tomura. And aI hope you know how proud I am of you right?" A soft smile played onto my lips.

"Why are you proud?" He slightly pulled his head away from mine.

"Because I know how hard it was for you to unleard all of your parents hatred." I looked him in the eye, slowly leaning in to capture his lips in mine.

Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred God, I hope that you're happier today 'Cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay

copyright 2021 heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.

┄ DO I KNOW YOU?

➥ Izuku Midoriya x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

──────────── ༉‧₊˚.

➥ disclaimers/warnings: amnesia, hospitals (idk if this need to be a warning or not)

➥ word count: 1.1k

It wasn't meant to go this way, but it did. And there was no way anyone could fix it this time. The boy that you spent over 8 years loving was gone and there was no guarantee I would ever get him back.

"Hey Y/N I've gotta go, there's a villain in the city and I was just called in." The greenette called out as he slipped into his hero costume.

After his years at U.A He had finally managed to work his way up to being the number 1 hero, and you couldn't be any prouder of the boy. After all you had been with him through most of it.

You were the one who kept him going, but you didn't know that until he had proposed to you 2 years ago.

"Alright, be safe love." By now Izuku was fully suited up. You walked over to him and engulfed the man into a tight hug.

"I know, I will love." He said, and gently placed a loving kiss on the top of your head.

You both smiled at each other before he walked out of the door. Of course you had full confidence that he would be okay, but something in your gut was telling you otherwise.

You felt like something was going to go wrong.

You merely brushed the feeling off and started to work on the papers that you still needed to finish before your business deadline.

Sighing and you leaned back in your chair, you took a mental break. It had been over 3 hours since Izuku left, usually he was able to get things like this handled in under an hour, maybe an hour and a half. But this was new, and it was making you nervous.

That feeling that you had earlier began to creep it's way back into your head, but this time it was harder to ignore.

"No, he's fine. He's dealt with something worse than a simple villain on the street. He is fine.

After taking some time to reassure yourself and sort through you thought, a buzz interrupted you.

You moved to pick up your phone, looking at the unknown number you almost didn't pick up, but something in your gut once again told you otherwise.

"Hello, is this Mrs. Midoriya?" A females voice sounded form the other end.

"Yes, this is. May I know who is asking?" My eyebrows were slightly furrowed in confusion.

"This is the Hosu City Hospital. We are calling to let you know that your husband Izuku Midoriya has been in an accident. He is currently in stable condition, but he is currently asleep." Her voice remained calm on the line.

I was the opposite. My heart was beating again my rib cage, my brain was thinking a mile per minute. I was frozen.

"Ma'am? Are you alright? I know this may be a lot to process, but you need to stay calm, like I said he is going to be alright. I promise you." Her voice was different than it was earlier, it was softer as she tried to comfort me over the call.

I let out a shaky breath, "Yes I'm alright, thank you." I politely said before ending the call and gathering a coat, my phone, and the car keys.

I needed to see him.

Please be okay. Please be okay. God, please, please, please be okay.

You ran through the hospital department after being directed by the receptionist at the nurse's station. Everything was blurry in your teary eyes. Everything was white and made of steel and smelled like antiseptic alcohol; your nose was burning from it. Your heart was burning from the blood pumping through your body on an adrenaline high. Your lungs were burning as you tried to find the air to breathe.

After running through the bright white hallway, you finally made it to the room you were looking for. The heavy wooden door was closed, and you were scared of what you were going to see behind it. You lifter you hand to the handle, and released a breath before you pushed the door open.

Izuku was laying in a white hospital bed that was slightly upright. His eyes were closed with a bright white wound dressing wrapped around his head. His hair look just as messy as it usually did. His chest rose and fell with calm breaths, just the sight of him breathing gave you a small sense of relief.

"Izuku...." You quietly dragged the single chair in the room next to his bedside, trying not to let your face fall anymore than it already was as you shakily reached for his hand with both of yours. You laced his fingers with yours, almost afraid you were squeezing too hard, and intertwined your fingers with his.

You brought his hand up to your lips and gave it a small kiss, you knew he was going to wake up. Many different people had told you, but you were still so scared you were going to lose him. He was your other half, he completed you. And if he left, you would only be left as a shell as your former self.

Without realizing it, tears had fallen from your eyes, you closed your eyes hoping to get any kind of escape from the nightmare you were forced to call a reality.

A few hours later, you woke up with a sore back, slumped over in your chair and still holding onto Izuku's hand. You lifted your head from the side of his bed and looked up only to see him staring back at you.

Hope spread like little butterflies is your chest, "Izuku..?"

He was looking right into your E/C eyes with his beautiful green ones, you had always loved his eyes. They were your favorite part of him, they always showed what he was feeling, happiness, determination, sadness. But right now, you really wanted to look anywhere but his eyes, but they no longer looked like they held the love had had for you in his eyes anymore. No, now they were dull.

"Izuku?" You voice was small, the air that surrounded the both  you was so thick and cold, that it gave you goosebumps.

Usually when you were anywhere near the man, you felt warm and fuzzy. But now you were cold and scared, he was so close to you, but at the same time nowhere near you.

"Do I know you?"

And you were right. He wasn't anywhere near you.

Because he had forgotten you.

copyright 2021 heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.

⚘ Brother!Mike Wheeler x f!sister reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: Season 3 spoilers, mentions of blood, semi-gore, fluff

— word count: 1.0k

Ever since the battle at Starcourt, sleep has seemed like a distant memory.

I turned to my other side on the bed, an uncomfortable groan left my body. I closed my eyes once more to try and at least get a peaceful hour of sleep, but whenever I tried all I could see were the events that happened at the mall.

I threw the blankets off of my body and laid on my back. A heavy sigh left my mouth, as I closed my eyes once more.

Sleep finally started to take over my mind and body, but before I fell fully unconscious my left hand moved to hold my right arm, the scar from the night at the mall still remained.

The next thing I knew, I was asleep.

JULY 4TH 1985  ─ STARCOURT MALL

My chest heaved up and down from all of the running I've been doing, fear and adrenaline rushed through my body as I finally found a spot to hide in. I shut my eyes tightly, hoping that this was all a dream, that I was going to take up any minute now safe in my bed.

But it was real, it was so real.

A loud crash sounded right next to me, I quickly placed my hand over my mouth, making sure no sound would escape and alert the mind flayer of my whereabouts.

Tears escaped my eyes as a thousand thoughts flooded my head. Is Mike okay? where are the others? when is this going to be over? will we all make it out of this?

I kept my eyes shut until the desk I had been hiding behind had suddenly been flipped on top of me. A scream ripped through my throat as I felt the bone in my arm snap. The pain burned in my arm as I realized that not only had the bone been broken, but had also pierced through my skin.

Hot tears fell from my eyes, much like the blood that now seeped from my my arm. My breath was sporadic, is this how I die?

A loud thud sounded to my left, my eyes shot open and I looked to my side to see who or what it was.

The fear in my body doubled as I saw that it was Billy, he was moving the desk off of my body, he was trying to get to me.

I panicked, I tried as hard as I could to get away from him, the pain in my arm doubled with every movement. But I couldn't stop, if I did I wouldn't only have to worry about my arm, but also what Billy would do to me if he got the chance.

I used my left arm to shove my body out from under the ruble, but it was no luck I was stuck with no way out.

The weight on my body suddenly lifted as Billy shoved the largest piece of the desk off my body, I got up as quickly as I could to get away, but a hand grabbed my injured arm, and pain shot through it.

"SHIT." I screamed as I leaned my body into Billy hoping to release the pain he was causing to my arm. But it only made matters worse.

Now he had my entire body in his grasp, I once again tried to maneuver my way of out, but he had a tight grip on me, and he wasn't going to let go.

"Y/N!" I heard someone shout my name, I quickly looked to where the voice came from, Mike.

A loud screech sounded before I was able to respond. The mind flayer.

I had completely forgotten about it, too busy dealing with Billy. It had looked in my direction then Mike's, and it ran towards him.

No, no, no, no, no. "MIKE! RUN!" I shouted as loud as I could, but before I could say anything else Billy covered my mouth with his hand.

I kicked my legs In fear, and now anger. I watched as Mike ran to a new hiding spot.

Before I could make another move, I felt something hot run down my chest, looking down my heart stopped.

The mind flayer had pierced my chest with one of its tentacles, everything started to go dark. Billy finally released my body, I slowly slid down against his body.

Then it all went dark.

NOVEMBER 5TH 1985  ─  WHEELER RESIDENCE

"Shit!" My eyes shot open, and I quickly sat up. Tears started to form in the corners of my eyes.

I looked at my arm, the scar seemed to burn like it did that night. I covered it with my other hand as I brought my legs up to my chest as cried.

I looked up when I heard the gentle creak of my door, My heart sped up as I saw the shadow of someone.

It walked towards me, and as it did I saw that it was someone familiar, Mike.

I closed my eyes and tried to calm my breathing, I didn't want him to see me like this, I didn't want him to see me falling apart.

I was so busy trying to calm myself down that I didn't notice he had sat next to me on my bed until I felt his arms wrap around me.

"It's okay, you're okay." His voice was soft as he held me in his arms, calming me down.

"They won't go away." I cried into his shoulder, he seemed to know what I was talking about because he held me tighter

"I know, I get them too." I continued to cry in to his shoulder as he spoke once more.

"They're never going to go away, but we can work through them." He rested his head atop mine, "We can together, I promise."

copyright 2021 heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.

┄ WISH YOU WERE SOBER

➳ Ejiro Kirishima x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: one-sided pining, unrequited feelings, alcohol

— word count: 1.1k

Inspired by: Wish You Were Sober by Conan Gray

Kirishima knew that he would get hurt in the end. He saw how you looked at Bakugou whenever he was in the room, your eyes full of adoration and love. But he couldn't help how his heart skipped a beat whenever you spoke to him.

So here he was, at a table with everyone from class 1-A for a reunion dinner planned months in advance. He sat next to Bakugou, who was seated across from you, only making it easier for you to keep your eyes on him.

As the waiter walked past Y/N raised her hand to gain the waiter's attention, "Hi, can I get a glass of chardonnay?" A polite smiled played on your lips.

The waiter gave your a curt nod before walking into the kitchen.

After that your eyes went right back to Bakugou, they were always on Bakugou.

Kirishima's heart ached at the thought of knowing that you'll never be his. That your heart will always belong to Bakugou.

That he will only ever be a side character in your love story with Bakugou.

Glass after glass your senses were becoming duller, and it seemed to become harder to control your own body.

"Hey, hey we should hangout at my house." You blurted out. And even though the words were directed towards everyone, his heart skipped another beat.

"I don't think I can, I have early watch tomorrow." Mina spoke out, most of the others couldn't either due to prior plans, or work.

"I don't think I'll be able to either, but we can plan something later?" Bakugou spoke up.

Kirishima didn't miss the dejected look in your eyes, nor the way they sparkled when he practically asked you out.

"Yeah, that's be great." A kind smiled tugged at the corners of your lips.

Kirishima made sure he kept a smile on his face even though he felt liked he wanted to cry. It wasn't fair, he had feelings for you before Bakugou even knew you existed.

He was always there for you.

But as always, he once again came in second to the fiery blonde.

"Also, Y/N do you need a ride? You shouldn't be driving right now." Bakugou offered.

"Oh, I can take her. I know she lives a little far from you and her house is only 5 minutes from mine."

There was a silence between the three of you before Bakugou spoke up, "Yeah. Thanks Kirishima." Bakugou patted Kirishima on the shoulder, his eyes were locked with the redhead's giving him a silent warning before removing his hand.

Mine

"I'll see you later Y/N." You pulled him into a hug, missing the smile on Kirishima's face fall for a moment.

"Well we should get going."

You gave a lop-sided smile, along with a loopy nod before starting to walk towards the door, Kirishima close behind leaving Bakugou behind.

The parking lot was empty, not a surprise though considering how late it was. 11:24pm

It didn't take either of you long to find his car, a bright red land Rover parked in the middle of the deserted lot. The keys jingled in his hand as he pressed the unlock button of the key fob.

You both climbed into your respective seats. You, the passenger, and he the driver.

Once you were both buckled he pressed the start button next to the steering wheel, he wasn't even able to put the car in drive before you called his name.

"Hey... Kiri.."You voice was small, barely audible.

"Yeah, what's up? You okay Y/N?"

He sat in silence, butterflies in his stomach as he waited for you to finish what you were saying.

You looked towards him, your E/C eyes were sparkling in the moonlight, leaving the redhead speechless.

And you leaned towards him, tilting your head to the side until your lips finally met.

Kirishima's heart was doing flips, had you really chose him? Was he wrong the whole time? Did you actually like him instead of-

"Bakugou~" You moaned into the kiss.

His heart shattered right then and there.

It wasn't him, of course. It never was, nor was it ever going to be.

Once again you had gotten his hopes up, and brought them down. But this time it stung, because you didn't want to kiss him, you wanted to kiss Bakugou.

He pulled away from you, a deep ache in his heart.

'Real sweet but I wish you were sober' He thought as he put the car in drive, knowing that once you wake up tomorrow you won't even be able to remember the kiss.

copyright 2021 heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.

𝐁𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

(❛) - request  (♡) - fluff  (✩) - angst (❀) - trigger warning

albums

sour //✩ ♡ ❀ // various!bnha x various!reader

includes different oneshots based off of olivia rodrigo's songs from her sour ablum.

song oneshots

Wish You Were Sober // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 1.1k

kirishima has always been second best to bakugou, and he knew that. but he still fell in love with you

Daddy Issues //✩ // x gn!reader // wc: 1.2k

all your life you've been hiding your parents from the people you know. and when shinso was comes over, things get complicated.

She Knows // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 1.0k

you knew that keigo tended to get close with other girls, but you knew he would never actually do anything with them to hurt you. or so you thought.

midoriya izuku

Do I Know You? // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 1.1k

Receiving a call from the hospital can be scary, but when the person on the other line tells you that izuku has been in an accident, your heart stops.

Play This When I'm Gone // ✩ ❀ // x fem!reader // wc: 0.8k

Izuku finally writes what he's been feeling.

Unrequited Love // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 0.2k

He was a pro hero and you were a civilian, and even though you knew it would never work you still fell in love with him.

katsuki bakugou

1 Step Forward 3 Steps // ✩ // x fem!reader ↳ Part one I Part two

after bringing up the fact that katsuki is never home again he lashes out on you, but this time you decided you have had enough of it.

ejiro kirishima

Wish You Were Sober // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 1.1k

kirishima has always been second best to bakugou, and he knew that. but he still fell in love with you.

shinso hitoshi

Daddy Issues // ✩ ♡ // x gn!reader // wc: 1.2k

all your life you've been hiding your parents from the people you know. and when shinso was comes over, things get complicated.

heroes

~Ring Ring Ring~ // ✩ // all might x fem!reader // wc: 1.4k

you and all might broke up a year ago. but when you get sent on a mission you realize that you aren't going to make it out, you say what you've been wanting to say for the past year.

She Knows // ✩ // keigo takami x fem!reader // wc: 1.0k

you knew that keigo tended to get close with other girls, but you knew he would never actually do anything with them to hurt you. or so you thought.

villains

Favorite Crime // ✩ // dabi x fem!reader // wc: 0.9k

you finally realize that you didn't mean as much to him as he did to you.

You Were A Good Liar // ✩ // dabi x fem!reader // wc: 1.1k

during a fight harsh words were said, but this time dabi doesn't know if he'll be able to get you back.

It's Almost Over // ✩ // dabi x fem!reader // wc: 1.6k

after touya died you were a wreck. but one night coming back from work you find a man in your apartment who reminds you of touya.

Hope Ur Ok // ✩ ♡ // tomura shigaraki x gn!reader // wc: 1.3k

when shigaraki finally comes back from a long mission, he seems off, and after learning about the mission he finally feels comfortable enough to tell you the truth.

copyright 2021 heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.

┄ IT'S ALMOST OVER

➥ Dabi x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

──────────── ༉‧₊˚.

➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, angst, dabi is a todoroki theory, death,

➥ word count: 1.6k

──────────── ༉‧₊˚.

It was finally Friday, after a whole week of non stop training and fighting you finally had some time to relax. You had nothing planned the whole weekend and you planned to keep it that way, but a certain Todoroki had other ideas.

I was laying on my bed trying to take a well deserved nap in order to make up for the lack of sleep through the whole week. I was just about passed out, that was until I heard my phone vibrate on my night stand. I decided to check it later, but when it kept getting notifications I let out an annoyed sigh as I got up and picked my phone up off the night stand. When I unlocked it I saw that I had 23 new texts from Touya.

I sighed as I decided that calling him would be easier than texting. I pressed the call button and waited for him to pick up.

"Well there you are, thought I was getting the silent treatment." I swear I could hear his grin through the phone.

"I just saw you today, what is so important that I had to post pone my nap?" I asked as I grew impatient, he knew that right after school every Friday I would take a nap in order to catch up on sleep.

"Geez, sorry. Anyway I just wanted to see if you wanted to do a little sparring tomorrow?" He asked me.

"Really? five days of non stop training isn't enough for you." I groaned, I knew he wouldn't drop this until I agreed to do it. "Yeah, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow." I muttered.

"Great, until then mouse."He teased, he knew I hated that pet name. Literally any other name would have been better in my opinion.

"Again with the pet name?" I joked.

"You know I'm never going to to stop right?" He joked in reply.

"Of course not, well I'll see you tomorrow." I laughed as I ended the conversation.

"See ya mouse~." He teased and hung up. I tossed my phone on to my bed and plopped down on to my bed face first right after. I groaned in to my pillow now knowing that instead of having an easy weekend, I would have to train more.

I was rudely awoken by the sun which was now leaking in to my room due to the curtains that I had forgotten to close yesterday. I mentally cursed my past self as I groggily sat up and started to mentally prepared myself for the day ahead of me.

I ended up wearing a pair of black athletic shorts with while lining, and a navy blue short sleeved shirt that was more on the over sized side. I added a pair of white and grey tennis shoes.

I filled up a water bottle, and grabbed a protein bar and walked out the door. I ate the protein bar as I walked over to Touya's house, luckily he only lived 10 minuets away if you went by foot from my house.

I walked up to the big mansion and knocked on the door as hard as I could, I was never a patient person so after 10 seconds I started to get impatient. Luckily I heard the lock click from the other side and watched as the door was opened by a white haired Todoroki.

"Took you long enough." I jokingly complained.

"Wow, you need to work on being patient." I remarked, I put my hand over my heart and acted like I was offended. He rolled his eyes and lead me to the room in their house where they kept their equipment for training and, and and open space fore sparring. It was a pretty sweet set up if you ask me.

"Alright, what first." I asked as I started to do a few easy arm stretches. He looked at me and grinned, 'crap'.

"Well if you're so excited why don't we skip to the harder workouts." He raised an eyebrow, he was challenging me and he knew that I never turned down a challenge.

"Fine."

We both walked over to the weights and put on at least 80lb's on. We walked over to the mat's that were laid on the floor and started to do squats while we held the weights behind out shoulders.

By now we had done 84 squats and I was starting to struggle, while Touya was barely even breaking a sweat.

"How much longer?" I whined as I finished my 90th squat.

He chuckled as he watched me struggle. "Calm down, it's almost over." I groaned.

My body was sprawled out on the floor mats as I let out a long breath, Touya just stood and gave me a judgmental look.

"You do this five days a week at U.A and you still get tired?" He teased me. I rolled my eyes as I sat up and took a long swing on my water.

I stood up and walked towards him, I wrapped my arms around him and stood on that position. He chuckled at my child like actions, he placed his hands under my knees and picked me up off the floor. I kept my arms wrapped around his neck as he held me, his head was now rested in the crook of my neck as we stayed in this position.

"I love you." I muttered as my head sat on his shoulder.

"I love you more." He said into my neck.

Eventually he put my back on to the floor, I picked my phone up and noticed that it was already 7 pm.

"Hey, I gotta go home it's getting late." I said as I picked up my now empty water bottle and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

He came up behind me and hugged me. "Can't you just stay the night?" He whined, I knew that I could stay but if I did his dad would get mad.

"You know what your dad thinks of me." I said as he groaned and let go of me.

"Hey I'll see you on Monday, okay?" I smiled at him in reassurance. He smiled back

But the problem was that I wouldn't see him on Monday because he would be gone

I picked up some white lilium's as I made my visit to the graveyard, this had become a weekly routine ever since Touya died.

Wake up

Eat

Train

See Touya

Go to bed

Once I learned about the fire and how Touya was the only one who didn't make it, I felt my heart shatter in to a million pieces. I fell to the floor in tears, Fuyumi was by my side in an instant trying to comfort me to the best of her abilities, But it was no help, he was gone. That day I knew that I would never see another man the same way I saw Touya, I knew I was never going to be totally okay but I knew I had to keep going for him.

I was finally at his grave, I looked at it and let out a sad smile as I read the words I had seen a million times.

Touya Todoroki, a loving brother of three. Gone but not forgotten.'

I placed the lilium's down as I thought about all the times we had, a small sob escaped my lips as I whispered a faint 'I love you' to the headstone before I stood up and started to walk away with a heavy heart.

I was walking home from a busy day of hard training, my body was sore all over from all of the training I had done. Ever since Touya died I had been pushing my self harder, I knew that I was going to become a hero, for him.

I unlocked my door and walked inside, I sighed and took my shoes off. I was about to walk in to my room until I heard shuffling coming from it. I stopped in my tracks, I knew for sure that there was somebody in my house because of the light that was on in my room. I never left lights on when I was out of the house.

"Nice seeing you again, mouse." My eyes widened at the use of his old nickname for me, I watched as a man who was covered in scars and had black hair walked out of my room. He had the same blue eyes that Touya had. My heart throbbed as I put the pieces together, he wasn't dead. . .

"Touya. . ." I said in a voice that was barely above a whisper. He grinned.

"I missed you, I just wanted to see you again. sadly this meeting doesn't come without consequences." He gave me a sad smile before he started to walk towards me.

My eyes watered, he was dead. How is he here? "H-how?" He softly smiled as he placed a hand on my cheek.

"I never died mouse, but I do want to thank you for the flowers you left at my grave each week. They're beautiful. I'm sorry for being so selfish."

I was confused as to why he was saying that, and why did he say this visit would have consequences?

"I can tell by the look on your face that your confused. I mean that because you know who I am you have to go. I just couldn't help it, I needed to see you face again" I furrowed my eye brows, then the realization hit me.

He leaned into my face and looked me in the eyes before pressing his lips to mine, the kiss felt urgent, yet still sweet.

Once he pulled away he placed both of his hands on my shoulders, I felt heat coming from them. But it wasn't bad, it was relaxing I couldn't help but let a small smile slip on to my face as I closed my eyes.

"It's almost over mouse." I heard Touya say as my body fell in to the comforting warmth.

copyright 2021 heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.