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The Autistic Writer Urge To See Fan Content For Your Characters When In Fact You Are The Only To Know

The autistic writer urge to see fan content for your characters when in fact you are the only to know them because you are not brave enough to show them to anyone else but still dreaming to the day it becomes a succesful series like, idk, Game of Thrones or some shit

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idontknowanametouse
1 year ago

This made me cry. I struggled for such a long time with those last year and I felt like a horrible person, and now I've finally understood that only my actions can be good or bad and that my thoughts don't define me or who I truly am or what I truly want. Thank you for reminding me of this.

if you have violent intrusive thoughts I love you. if you have sexual intrusive thoughts I love you. if you have bigoted intrusive thoughts I love you. you are not your thoughts and you are worthy of love and care and help and affection. you are not a monster you’re a person going through it and that’s okay

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idontknowanametouse
1 year ago

If you want to know more queer content creators, meet my favorite Vtuber, DanteWill! He is an interdimensional spider-bat that keeps with her the keys to other worlds! His gender is said to be both male and female (or, as she refers to them respectively, bat and spider) and has two appearances! Her looks are amazing and he is very supportive and kind, being called as a parent by the chat! (also the chat model is super cute)

An image of the vtuber DanteWill. It shows two of his models, one female and the other male. Both are purple-skinned, have six purple eyes with red sclera, long brown hair and bat ears. The male one wears a black and red hoodie and has a bat purple key on his neck, and wears a white shirt with six red eyes like his own in it. The female one wears a white cropped with the same pattern on it and a black spiky choker. It only shows them from the upper torax to the top of head.
An image of Dantewill's "bat" form, the male one. He is wearing a black and white maid suit with web-like pattern and details, with a small part on his chest lacking cloth in a bat-formed hole. He is also shown to have six arms.
An image of Dantewill's "spider" form, the female one. She is dressep up like Muffet from Undertale and holds two kettle on her middle arms and two teacups on her upper arms. It is revealed she has bat wings.
An image of Dantewill's "spider" form. She is dressed up like a female version of Jack from The Nightmare Before Christmas with a cover like Santa Claus' over her shoulders and a christmas cap on her head, with make up stitches on the borders of her mouth. She is also holding the representation of her chat, which is an arachnoid-like creature similar to a child with purple skin, four wide completely black eyes over four small ones, short brown hair, bat ears and wings. They are wearing a white shirt with "chat" written on it, black and red hoodie and a christmas cap.
An image of Dantewill's "bat" form. He is shirtless while wearing a beach coat with gray circular web pattern and red details, black shorts with red details, the key on his neck and three sunglasses, one for each pair of eyes. His hair is tied up and he is holding chat. They are wearing a yellow regatta with a small colorful pattern of bats, swimming goggles on top of their head and holding a water gun, while having small marks of white sunscreen through their face.
An image of Dantewill's "spider" form. She is wearing a butler suit with web pattern on the lapel, black bow tie with red bat wings behind it and a black spiky choker with her hair tied up.
An image of Dantewill's "bat" form. He is wearing a black and yellow idol-like clothing with bee pattern all over it, with a big yellow jacket with fluffly lapel, a black and yellow striped cropped and a very short skirt with hexagon pattern. He has bee antennas on his head, gold hair parts, gold makeup and holds a mic.
An image of Dantewill's "spider" form. She is like human on the image, with pale skin, purple hairtips and wide, brown eyes. She has no more bat ears.
An image of Dantewill's "spider" form. She is wearing a tight strapless black dress with short tutu skirt and a big purple spider on her tummy, a red bow tie, black pantyhose, black coat and bunny ears. She has purple stripes on her hair and her ears are down.
An image of Dantewill's "bat" form. He is wearing an elegant blue school uniform, with a tie, black shirt, blue coat, short skirt and long socks. He has three pairs of glasses, one for each set of eyes.

She is so gender

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dantewill dante will danaramor neobaka vtuber
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idontknowanametouse
11 months ago

When you want to learn more about a disability or disorder and does not have access to irl people, be it people with that disorder or doctors or Just a reliable information, what do you do? Google It?

WRONG!

As Google is Full of bias and ableism, with things like "retarded" or "narc abuse", you gotta go to a place where there are people who actually experience It. GO ASK YOUR TUMBLRINAS

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disability disabilities disabled pride disability pride month love you guys
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idontknowanametouse
1 year ago

You can't convince me that a character named Kafka is not top biggest allies ever to disability rights (just read Franz Kafka's "metamorphosis" while thinking of how society treats disabled people). She is Silver Wolf's (they are so autistic to me and also probably have some physical disabilities) carer while also being Blade's (he obviously got ptsd and a ton of other disabilities and disorders)

They are found family to me I don't care

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not shipp i don't know anything about hsr just some stuff my bestie told me but i dont care hsr honkai star rail honkai sr silver wolf kafka Blade stellaron hunters
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idontknowanametouse
11 months ago

When I first heard "home" by cavetown, I didn't knew it was about trans experience and related it to my autistic experience. Now, as an autistic trans person, I like the song even more

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actually autistic trans 🏳️‍⚧️ home cavetown nonbinary
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