Hello My Sweet Desirer, I'm Avi

Hello my sweet desirer, I'm Avi 🩷🎀🪽

tumblr is for the unpopular quiet girls in school who are too scared to talk in front of other people ౨ৎ

Will tHEy like me?

I'm a girl who is like other girlygirls. I have friends, but some judge me because They find me weird. And why wouldn't They? I act weird and annoying because I can't express my emotions. I don't know how to talk to people. When I open my mouth, They judge every word I say. They talk behind my back. They don't think about me. I'm just a background character while everyone is the main one. They don't like me but this isn't about 'they'.

Puella Magi Madoka Magica traumatized me🎀

I wish

I wish I were popular I wish I had many friends like you do I wish I were every boy's crush I wish I were every teacher's favorite I wish I had the beauty you have I wish I were good at everything But I never wish to have your fake personality

October🍂🍁☕

Everyone is talking about Girl in Red October. I don't blame them but theirs are different than mine. They fell in love in October but I never did. I did but that was platonic. It was so platonic that she seemed like my sister. I cared about her, but she didn't. She only used me for my time and my innocence. I realized that I was an option for her, she only gave me some value if no one was with her. I was a real friend, but she wasn't. The October reminds me of her and I can't ignore it. I made past mistakes and apologized for it, but she never did the same. I know she has her own problems and I excused her, but at least she could've put some effort into our friendship. She didn't, but now she is putting efforts for someone else... maybe this October I need to 'forget her'.