I Don't Know If To Continue Or To Rail Through It For I Know I Got Talents But Is It Enough? Doesn't

I don't know if to continue or to rail through it for I know I got talents but is it enough? Doesn't luck matter? Doesn't money matter? Of course it does! It's not just the societal norms but also a criteria for a good and well acknowledged life. I hate how's the world running now but I don't even know if I'm right. In this world, who knows what's right and what is not? In this world, who knows what's good or bad for them. In someway or the other everyone relates to each other but yet we don't like others. In someway, we're all the same. Selfish. Selfish as in not ruin the whole world selfish but haven't we in some way messed up things without thinking or giving a second chance or showing kindness to others as well as ourselves? It's crazy how we run our minds. It's just a whole other world in there but it's almost the same compared to the outer one. Don't take this rant seriously but it's good to free up the inner world as to change the outer world. If not in a large scale, just the peace and quiet of your surroundings isnt enough for you lead the life you've dreamt of? Because every thing and every one count as you're a social being or else you're just a sociopath out in this psychotic world. 💕 #miracleswords ____________________________________________ #write #writing #writings #deepthoughts #writers #writersofinstagram #wordstoliveby #words #wordporn #poems #poemsofinstgram #poemsporn #poetry #spilledpoetry #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #writtenword #love #dream #rant #instawrite #instawriting #instawriter #quotes #instapoetry #instapoet #instapoem #spilledink #wordgasm (at Cubbon Park Bangalore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAqN7Csjipz/?igshid=108zfhkcjtaaq

It's all in the genes. I had heard so much about my Grandmamma who I've never met. About how much she loved reading and how head-strong she was. Everyone used to tell me how very much alike her. I'd feel so overwhelmed with that comparison because she's been such a role model for me. My father told me how much she was into books and that she had huge collection which my father has preserved and he'd give it to me when we had the space and when I was ready for it. Yesterday we opened the first among the two trunks and the smell of that a century old books hit me with so much unknown bliss. Running my fingers over those books, I felt I was meeting my Grandmamma. She hadn't gone to school and studied but she had that thirst of knowledge and she collected all this on her own to quench her thirst. It is full of Kannada books. My father welled up a bit as he went through the memory lane and I did too. I took a few books which I felt I could read and I felt I was taking a part of her that I could carry with me. It also had a few books which I've wanted to read and it showed how much our reading taste matched. It's all in the genes. I love you Grandmamma 💕 #miracleswords ___________________________________________ #bookstagrammer #bookstagram #booklover #bookworm #books #bookish #booknerd #bibliophile #bookaddict #booksofinstagram #reading #bookphotography #bookaholic #readersofinstagram #tbr #bookblogger #instabook #booklove #bookshelf #bookcommunity #read #reader #blogger #booksthroughgenerations #bookobsessed #readingslump #writingquotes (at Namma Bengaluru- ನಮ್ಮ ಬೆಂಗಳೂರು) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC0A9-gF9O2/?igshid=m3oyxm13w7oc

there is something that is so genuinely fucking heartbreaking to me about aled drifting away from charlie and tao (and the rest of the paris gang) post-heartstopper and pre-radio silence.

to the point where they're not even considered at all as a part of his support system.

they didn't fight but they just... drifted. did aled spend their last year at truham apart from charlie and tao, alone?? i guess everyone else paired off with one another except him and sahar, so I suppose they got left behind?? I need answers and details, I just keep thinking about how this happened and it makes me so sad because, realistically, this is how a lot of friendships end. it hits so hard because it's happened to most. but you just wouldn't expect it to happen to this group, y'know?

they seem close now (by now I mean in terms of heartstopper), which is near the end of their second term of year 11 at truham (we know because charlie's birthday has already passed).

i'm assuming they begin really drifting over the summer, which is when carys leaves. i'm assuming this because it makes sense that aled would begin shutting down and shutting people out at this point. they're not seeing each other every day over the summer anyways, so it makes it even easier for them to just spiral alone. maybe they still hang out a bit during year 12, but by the time radio silence begins at the end of year 12, they have stopped hanging out and probably only talk in classes.

I don't know. I am sad.

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Everything starts at Home and so does caring and nurturing the Environment. Seeing the happenings around the world, we, Humans, have understood how much the Environment is Stronger and Patient than all of us. My #OneWishForTheEarth this #WorldEnvironmentDay is that Humans understand that we are a small and even maybe a little unimportant in maintaining the balance of the nature. So let's not be arrogant and be thankful for what she has given us even though we haven't been her best children. 🍃 Take this initiative and spread the world among your closed ones. Say what would you wish for the Earth this day. Tag #OneWishForTheEarth 🌱 #miracleswords ____________________________________________ #write #writing #writings #deepthoughts #writers #writersofinstagram #wordstoliveby #words #wordporn #poems #poemsofinstgram #poemsporn #poetry #spilledpoetry #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #writtenword #love #dream #rant #quotes #climatewarrior #instapoem #spilledink #wordgasm (at SAVE mother EARTH) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBCyFzrFu9v/?igshid=1vyl3wk4iaquh

"The earth has enough resources for our need, but not for our greed" - Mahatma Gandhi 🌱 This last year, we've seen how beautiful as well as brutal nature can be when it has to be. It has shown us how we've exploited her and how she has respected and loved us. At least now, let's learn our lesson. Let's live up to our name as the "Most Intelligent Species on the Planet" but with a little change to it. Let's live and work to be the "Most Intelligent and Compassionate Species on the Planet". 🌱🪴🌳🍃🍂 #miracleswords #miraclereads _______________________________________ #worldenvironmentday #environment #ecosystem #environment #nature #naturelover #humanity #human #world #tree #plants #naturegram #environmentalist #savenature #earth #writing #writersofinstagram #photography #naturephotography #environmentallyfriendly #trending #happy #revolution #resolution #writer #quotes #resources (at Earth) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPviGjrlE_N/?utm_medium=tumblr