Tw I Like Mention An Eating Disorder In This Ramble

Tw I like mention an eating disorder in this ramble

I like fell asleep in class multiple times and I was wondering why BUT THEN I REMEBERED I NEVER FUCKING TOOK MY MEDS. They have this weird side effect alongside managing whatever the fuck my hearts doing that keeps me awake for most of the day. I used to take it at night bc my parents WOULDNT BELIEVE ME when I said IT WOULDNT LET ME FUCKING SLEEP IT JUST LIKE SOMEHOW KEPT ME AWAKE so I tell my doctor and she's like "Oh yeah that's a normal side effect of your medication. Just start taking it in the daytime. " Also, despite finding me passed out on the ground multiple times, it wasn't till I was seeing an actual proper dietician who didnt blame me having an ED on my phone that my heart problem stuff was noticed cause the nurse was measuring my heart rate sitting and standing, AND THEY FOUND MY HEART HAS JUST BEEN BEATING ABNORMALLY FAST. I mean, I wore a heart monitor before, but apparently, it disconnected so much that the readings weren't very helpful. So then I had to wear a heart monitor for the second time which was so fucking itchy and annoying. Anyways, THIS WASNT EVEN WHEN IT WAS FIRST DISCOVERED. Anyway,my parents did everything in their power to not get me prescribed medication and my mom was so pissed bc she's like "Oh you're gonna turn into an addict" It's just beta blockers and they're fucking disgusting. I used to spit them out for the first few times. Anyways I still hate my fucking medication even if I take them during the daytime now

I love suits, like a lot, they're so fancy and nice, I like ties as well but I always use the zipper ones bc my dad never taught me how to tie a tie

OMG PPL ARE LIKE FR LIKING MY JACKIEBOYMAN STORY AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Egotober day 10- Virus

Happy bday to everybodys favorite glitch bitch!

GUESS WHO JUST FUCKING GOT AN A ON HIS BIO TEST HE BARELY EVEN FUCKING STUDIED FORRRRR!!!!!

I feel like my writing is declining in quality, same with my art. Nothing comes out right, and it's kinda like getting an ice cream but the ice cream is literally a puddle of fucking slop and everyone else has really awesome and intact ice cream but no matter what yours just turns into a useless pile of slime on the floor that everybody avoids and could give less of a shit about so all you're doing is just embarrassing yourself