I Though You Never Wouldseries

I though you never would…series

A/N: This story is about dean and the reader who meet online and get to know each other. The reader is a gamer girl and dean is a gamer boy. The reader is a member of many gaming communities but never really was active in them. When COVID hits she gets bored bc editing isn't that fun anymore so she gets back into gaming. Enjoy reading! :)

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Jensen Ackles as DEAN WINCHESTER in Supernatural 9x02

I thought you never would… - Chapter 1

Chapter one

A/N: This story is about Dean and the reader who meet online and get to know each other. The reader is a gamer girl and dean is a gamer boy. The reader is a member of many gaming communities but never really was active in them. When COVID hits she gets bored bc editing isn't that fun anymore so she gets back into gaming. Enjoy reading! :)

Word Count: 1,446 words

"I thought you never would break my heart like that." you said tearing up while you looked at him.

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1 year and 6 months earlier

You were bored and looked at the supernatural edits on your feed thinking they're so cool, but you? You literally had no motivation to edit anymore. 

Your account was going great not gonna lie but you kinda had enough of it. 

You used to play video games a lot like in 2018, the only thing you did on weekends was playing video games. You definitely were no typical girl. You always got along better with guys then with girls, you never were into drama unless you were involved.  

So you looked at your PlayStation 4 and smiled a bit, You turned the device on, looking through the communities. You were just curious and bored, so you saw some guy named Dean asking if people wanted to join him and his friend Ryan. You were shy about it at first, yeah you were an open person but you also were really closed off and careful about what you were saying. 

You commented on his post and asked if they're still looking since it's like 2 hours ago. You thought you wouldn't get any response but only like 10 minutes later you got one and got invited into the party. You didn't know why but you got nervous? You pretended like you didn't see his response for the next 15 minutes. Eventually you joined and were quiet because they talked and you didn't want to interrupt anything. "Hello?" One of them said and you shyly answered hello. "My name is Ryan." The one said "I'm y/n. Nice to meet you." You said quietly adjusting your headset. 

"Yeah I can tell that your name is y/n." Ryan said and you blushed, your gamer tag was having your name in it. "R-Right." you said. "So..." You said a moment later, "what are you guys playing?" You asked fiddling with the cable of your headset. "We're playing Rainbow (six siege), wanna join?" Ryan asked. "Yeah if the other one is okay with that." you said since you still didn't hear him say anything. "Oh sorry...I'm Dean." He said with a small laugh. You knew you just heard his voice, but it was so deep and he kinda had an accent, couldn't really figure out which one though. 

"Nice to meet you too, Dean." You said with a smile "nice to meet you too, y/n." He said, what made you smile. "For me it's totally fine if you'll join." Dean added a moment later. "Okay, but I'm not that good though." You said honestly, you always just played for fun not for success like most gamers did. You didn't care how many kills or points you got. You just played because it was fun. 

"Oh that's fine, don't worry." Ryan said and you smiled, "Okay." So they invited me to their

game and you started playing. Dean made some jokes, which were funny. Sometimes he was lost which was even funnier tho. Dean had a really deep voice which was kinda attractive. You had no idea how he looked, you couldn't imagine how both of them looked. Didn't even know where they were from.

You never were the person who had many friends, because people always were judging. You also always got along better with guys then with girls/women. They were so dramatic, always looking for something to fight or get mad about. Sooo annoying...

Anyways you kept playing for an hour or so until Ryan spoke up, "so y/n, you're single?" He asks curiously. You never had a boyfriend before and you were almost eighteen, everyone around you had a partner before, but you? You've never had sex before and for you it was so embarrassing. Even tho there was no reason to be embarrassed about it. 

"Yeah, are you?" You asked back "yeah me too, guess we're the singles then." Ryan said with a laugh. "What do you mean?" You asked confused not getting it. "Oh-" he said with a laugh "Dean is in a relationship." "Oh." You said kinda feeling disappointed about it, you didn't even understand why you were so disappointed about it. 

"Oh yeah, I've been in a relationship for a year now and we're going to take a trip to San Francisco." Dean said proudly. San Francisco wasn't far from where you lived, but they didn't have to know right? "That sounds cool." You said. 

You didn't know why, but you felt so drawn towards him. You knew him for maybe like two hours, but you already liked him. You knew, it sounded crazy, but there was just something about him you couldn't figure out yet. 

"Where are you from?" Ryan asked a few minutes later. "I'm from California, you?" You asked curiously. "We're both from Nevada." "That's nice, you guys know each other personally?" You asked curiously. "Uhm yeah we went to high school together." Ryan said. You mostly talked to Ryan, Dean probably was too focused on the game because he hardly talked or answered questions you asked both of them.  

Maybe he was just someone who didn't talk with other girls because he was in a relationship. You never understood how girls could be like that, not allowing their boyfriends to talk to other girls or have female friends. Just stupid and psychotic. 

"That's cool." You said and Ryan laughed. "You really only say that's cool." He said and you blushed slightly. "I don't know what to say else." You said with a laugh to cover up how embarrassed you were, even though there was no reason to be. You didn't know those people and just wasn't sure what to answer. 

"So you guys going to college?" You asked curiously. "Dean is but I'm not." "And why aren't you going to college?" You asked Ryan. "Just haven't found the right way for me or what I wanna study." He said. "That's okay tho." You said. "What about you tho?" Dean asked. "I'm still in Highschool." "Wait how old are you?" "I'm 17." You said "Oh, thought you were much younger." He said with a small laugh. "How old are you then?" You asked curiously "We're both 18, but I'm turning 19 in October." Dean said. "Good to know." You said, again not sure what to say else. 

"When's your birthday?" Ryan asked. "My birthday is September 4h." Yoj told them. "Mine is October 2nd." Dean said. "Mine is April 24th." Ryan said and you nodded to myself. "So your birthday was already." Yoh said. "Yes it was my 18th birthday, but couldn't really throw a party because of COVID." He said with a sigh. "Ugh that sucks." You said. "So guess Dean was the lucky one who got to celebrate his 18TH birthday last year." You said. "Yeah, but I didn't do much tho. My girlfriend, Ryan, two other friends and my step sister just were here." He said. 

"But sounds chilly, just to celebrate with some people." You said. "Yeah, it really was." He said. "That's nice." You said with a smile, even though they couldn't see it. 

After some time you started playing the game 'the forest' which was kinda like Minecraft. It definitely was a relaxing game tho. You didn't have to concentrate too much, had to log trees to build something, which was really cool. You liked that game a lot. 

You started playing and fought against the monsters that appeared sometimes. Dean turned on some music, mostly Juice WRLD, you loved that artist so much. You kinda started to get comfortable, already? You only talked to them for like three hours, but you thought they're really sympathetic. 

You checked the time and saw it was already 1:30am and you had to wake up early because you had theory lessons in driving school. "Guys?" You spoke up a moment later. "Yeah?" They both said. "I think I'm going offline." You said. "What why?" Dean said. "Because I have to wake up early." "I have to wake up early too." Dean said. "Yeah but I have driving school, we could play tomorrow, if you want to." "Oh come on y/n, stay for a bit longer." Ryan said. "Bro, we can play tomorrow." You said with a laugh. "Alright fine." He said. "Goodnight." You said and they said it back. 

You turned your PlayStation 4 off and went on TIKTOK for 10 to 20 minutes before actually going to sleep. You put my phone away and went to sleep.

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I thought you never would… - Chapter 2

Chapter two

Word count: 1,261 words

Warning: language

For the next few weeks we played together had a lot of laughs, like really a log. I really liked playing with those two guys I haven't had so much fun with people from my town. 

Since I haven't had many friends to hang out with my time mostly consisted out of staying at home and going on walks with my dog, Balou, which I mostly calls bubby. Sometimes I would meet up with people, but those weren't really friend you know? Defining a friend, means a person who'd be there for you no matter what, made sure you were alright and always listened to you. But me? I never had a person like that which sucked most of the time, luckily I could talk to my mom about everything. 

There were just things you couldn't talk to your mom about since she was an adult and you were a teenager. There were things she just wouldn't understand and you actually preferred talking to people your age about various situations. 

So there you were kinda losing interest in playing video, sometimes you had those times not wanting to play and just chill out watching Netflix or reading books.

Since COVID hit you started reading again and realized how much you missed reading and imagining things. So you also kinda lost contact with them, not really you just didnt join their invitations and kept making up stupid excuses so you wouldn't have to join. 

So you haven't had much contact with them for about 5 months, which is kinda absurd, but it just was like it was. 

Anyways one day in November Ryan texted you and asked you, if you're still there and up to play and you texted back, sure. 

You joined their voice chat that night and Dean seemed kinda pissed when you joined, which you could understand I mean you disappeared for months and didn't text them or said you're just not in the mood. 

"So y/n where have you been all those months?" Dean asked curiously but also kinda pissed, because he was the one who mostly invited you to join. 

"You know I've been just busy, that's all." You said softly as Ryan sighed. "You know Dean was so pissed at you that you didnt join or texted anything." He said. "I know and I'm sorry, probably wasn't my best move." You said genuinely. "Yup definitely wasn't." Dean said and you nodded to yourself. 

"So how have you've been?" You asked curiously with a smile in your voice. Dean kinda liked your voice, you were so friendly and it made him smile. "I started a vocational training to become a chef." Dean said proudly and smiled. "Oh that's cool, my dad's a chef." You told him with a smile. "Really? At what kind of restaurant does he work at?" Dean asked. "My dad has a Spanish restaurant, since his dad is from Spain, I mean my grandpa." You kinda rambled, making Ryan and Dean laugh. You blushed slightly and didn't say anything else.

"Sound interesting tho. So not Mexican but Spanish right?" Ryan asked. "Yeah." You said with a nod. "So how come you started the training?" You asked curiously. There was a silence for a moment which made you frown and you thought you said something wrong. "My grandma has a bar which also is a restaurant." He said. You nodded, "that's cool." 

You didn't know why he was so weird about it, there probably was something about it you just didn't know. "Ugh Dean are playing again?" You heard a girl say in the background and a the headset thrown on the table. "Dean and his girlfriend aren't in a good place right now." Ryan said and you nodded. "Oh okay."

In fact Dean had thought about breaking up with his girlfriend, Kira, since they were fighting most of the time and she was being lazy. He worked and brought the money home. He's just 19 and lives alone since he's 18, for the reason that his mom threw him out, because he was causing too much trouble she could've handled. There was just something about Kira that didn't let him go off her probably, since she was his first love and the first girl he had all his experiences with. No question they were toxic for each other. 

"Sorry, guys." Dean said with a sigh as he took his headset on again after having a fight with Kira. "It's fine." You said. "Wanna play something funny?" Ryan asked trying to cheer Dean up since he knows how tired Dean is of his girlfriend Kira. 

"Yeah let's play GTA V, if you want to." You suggested and Dean smiled a bit. "Sounds like a great idea." Dean said. "Alright GTA it is." Ryan said as you turned GTA on. You guys played for the next few hours before ending the game. "Guys, I'm heading to bed." You said. "But you're not gonna disappear for another 5 months will ya?" Ryan joked and you laughed. "No, imma be online right in the morning waiting for you guys." You said playfully. "You better be not joking." Dean said playfully strict, making you laugh. "Alright, good night." You said before leaving the voice chat. 

"She's really cool." Ryan said with a smile. "Yeah, she is. She's also really friendly and mice." Dean answered. "I'm kinda curious how she looks tho." Ryan said. "Me too." 

"You and Kira okay?" Ryan asked and Dean sighed rubbing his face checking if Kira was asleep before actually answering. "I don't know man, she's tiring me out and waisting the little money I have for stupid shit i don't even need or she." He said with an annoyed sigh. Ryan rolled his eyes since he never like Kira, so did his family. Kira was a total bitch towards him and his family, always thinking about herself. 

Dean almost broke up with her once, because she's crazy like for real. One time she made him so horny, even though she wasn't on birth control, they had sex, without a condom. The next morning Dean was panicking and asking her to take the Plan B pill, since he didn't want to impregnate her. He just couldn't help it the night before, she worked him up so much, that he had to fuck her. 

When he asked her to take the pill after, she said why would she, making Dean frown. He didn't how she could be so reckless and careless about getting pregnant. She even said, if she'd be pregnant, she didn't get rid of the baby, that's something they didn't do in her family. Dean was so overwhelmed and panicking, he eventually called his dad and stepmom. 

They eventually talked some sense into this crazy girl and made her take the Plan B pill. After that his dad, stepmom and stepsister told him, that she's crazy, but Dean loved her, he couldn't let go of her, how could he? 

"Dude, she's just not...the girl for you." Ryan said probably for the 100th time, making Dean sigh. "There are millions of other girls in this world why are you sticking to that crazy and psychotic girl, who tires you out, and almost caused you burnout." Ryan said with a sigh as Dean rubbed his temple. "I know, maybe you're right." Dean said completely surprising Ryan since Dean always brushed him off about Kira. 

"Imma talk to her tomorrow." Dean added a moment later. "What? Really?" Ryan asked shocked and Dean nodded. "Yeah, really."

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An Actress Life - Chapter 5

Chapter five

Word count: 1,263 words

Monday 

You spend the rest of the weekend relaxing and learning your script. You haven't done anything special, Jensen and you chatted a bit the most of the messages were GIFs. Most of them were of Jared. They were so funny. 

Today is your first day of shooting, you're really excited, because you love the script so much it's the best you've ever read, plus it's your first day. Your character Sophie appears after years, when Dean and she were younger they were in a relationship she was his first love and Dean was her first love. She is in Purgatory, for almost 10 years. Dean went to purgatory, because of Dick Roman the Leviathan. Then the two meet each other for the first time after all those years, when Dean is looking for Cas. Dean can't believe his eyes, when he sees her, he thought she was dead but she isn't. 

Okay, but now you have to leave for work. You drive to the set and check in. When you park your car a PA comes to you and shows you your trailer. 

"So you have 10 minutes to get to the make-up trailer." "Thanks." You smile at her, but she seems annoyed. You go to the make-up trailer and get in. "Oh my god. Y/n Y/l/n. So nice to meet you. I'm Liz." "So nice to meet you too Liz, but please just call me y/n." You smile at her and she smiles back. "Sure, I have one question." "Keep going." You said before sitting down on one of the chair and she started to do your hair and make-up. 

"My question is, are you the ex-girlfriend of Jensen?" You have to suppress your smile. "Yeah, why are you asking?" "I just wanted to make sure." She smiles, you kinda expected at least one person to ask you this. After 10 minutes Jensen enters the make-up trailer. "Oh, hey." He says. "Hey." You two promised each other to act on set like you two wouldn't have talked. "I come back later." He says. "Jensen please come back in 15 minutes, then my colleague will be here." "Alright." "That was weird, wasn't it?" "Totally." You lie. 

10 minutes later... 

The colleague Nicki enters the trailer.

"Oh. My. God. Y/n Y/l/n. In this trailer?Amazing." "Hey just call me y/n." You smile. Jensen enters the trailer again. You two have to hide your smiles. "Jensen sit down." Nicki says. Jensen sits down next to you. He tries not to look at you. "Okay, y/n you're ready." You stand up and smile at her. "Thank you." She smiles back. You leave the trailer and go to set where Misha is waiting for you and Jensen.  

"Oh, y/n/n. It's been a long time since we've seen each other. I missed you." He says happily "Misha, I know and I missed you too." You say softly pulling him into a hug. 20 minutes pass during this time you and Misha talk about the time you haven't seen each other, just everything. Then finally Jensen enters set. "Okay guys you're ready?" the director yells. "Yes, we are." Misha yells back. You go to your marks. "3,2,1. Action!"

Scene:

"Sophie is that really you?" Dean asks with tears in his eyes. Such a good actor, you think to yourself. "Dean?! What are you doing here?" They hug each other it's been 10 years, since they have seen each other. "It's 10 years ago, I missed you so much, I thought you were dead." 

"What 10 years?" He nods and looks sad to the ground. "I missed you too, Dean." "I'm Castiel an angel of the lord." "Wait what? Angels are real?" "Yes and demons too." Dean says with a deep sigh. "The only good thing that happened here, I have you back." He kisses her softly but passionately. Both of you smiled into the kiss, happy to have each other back. 

"I don't understand in what are you doing in Purgatory?" Sophie asks him. "Well, that's the same thing I could ask you." He says confused. 

"I killed that monster with my dad yesterday. The monster brought me here." She says. "I killed a Leviathan, that brought me here." "A what?" "A powerful monster that feeds on humans, it was difficult to kill them." She's so confused not understanding anything. "I killed the leader and that son of a bitch brought me here." He tells her. "I see, I guess." She says confused. END of Scene. 

"And CUT!" The director yells. "That was perfect guys. One thing I have to mention next month is an event, where we're going to talk about the new season. Y/n, I hope you will come as the new cast member." He adds and smiles at you. "I think I'll come." You smile back. "Okay guys, next scene." He yells. "Oh, guys. One thing about the event please suits and dresses it's really formal and could someone tell Jared. I know he just got his second child, but he needs to know." "Sure, I can tell him." You say with a smile before going to you mark again. "Okay, in 10 secs." "10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 and action!"

Scene:

"Benny, what are you doing here?" Sophie asks and hug him. 

"I'm here to tell you that I found a way to get you out." "Really? They also want to get out." Sophie points at Dean and Castiel. "You know it's hard, you know how many monsters are walking around and looking for me, because I help you." "I know, I am sorry and of course thankful that you're helping me, but please." She smiles at him. "Okay, lets go." Benny walks in front of them, Dean stops Sophie for a second."Is he a monster?" "Yes, he's a Vampire, but a good one so don't judge him." She says a bit angry. Misha starts laughing. End Scene. 

"Sorry guys, but you had to see the expression of Jensen. It was priceless." He continues laughing and you also have to laugh a bit. 

Even the director laughs and Jensen starts laughing as well. "Okay enough laughing, back to the beginning." You shoot the scene again and the rest. 4 hours pass and you finish filming for today. "We're ready for today you can all go, except Jensen and y/n." The director says. 

What does he want? You ask yourself. 

He waits until everyone leaves the set, that until you three left. "I wanted to apologise." You wonder yourself why he says that. "Why?" Jensen asks confused. "I forgot about your past, that you're ex-boyfriend and girlfriend. It makes it kinda weird. I'm sorry." "Eric it's okay, Jensen and I talked about everything, we want to try being friends and to keep this here professional. So don't worry, everything is fine." You smile at him and Jensen does the same. "You can leave, I'm really sorry. But if you're fine with that so am I." "Bye." You say and leave. 

You write a text message to Jensen.

You: You wanna come to my apartment and hang up? :)" 

Jensen: l thought, you would never ask. ;)

You: See you then. 

You put your phone back in your bag and go to your car. You get into your car and drive to your apartment. You get out of your car, after pitting it in car before entering the elevator. You get out again and unlock the door to your apartment, entering it.

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