So Wake-up With That Nausea And Pain. On A 24th. Hopefully Crab Rangoons Leftovers And Eating General

So wake-up with that nausea and pain. On a 24th. Hopefully crab rangoons leftovers and eating General Tso’s chicken for 2 days is not a trigger. Not sure how many times I drank melatonin sleepytime. The only sushi I had this month was the cali with eel, and then the soft shell crab

May was an 18th I think. But for many months it was a 2 and 3. 12 and 13 .

How to I change l my algorithm

I think I’m breaking down

I think some of my anxiety is the result of being found out and punished for any antis deemed problematic. And getting punished and banned and loose accounts and anything on them. And not thinking I broke any rules. I sort of had a. Inkling. But commenting in a snarky fashion on certain topics drove it up, and it took me so long to realize. And I don’t know if I would be banned here or if I should switch f. Accounts to start fresh and just behave and play nice. No fighting, no correcting, no sarcasms. No telling somone something is messed up. Being on sites where people don’t know me and are ok with me, because I am there. Expecting to live all these double lives. But I’m empty without social media.

Shame? guilt? But I deserve it. All my antagonism and darkness.

So I made a mistake, and sought out Posts here on Israel and Palastine, and I should go off the rails and now it’s in my suggestion feed and I am going to find it hard to not engage with the gatekeep gaslight genocide crew and oh. No. Why did I do that to myself

https://www.facebook.com/share/p/pLyH46EAC2bBqvnA/?mibextid=oFDknk what is wrong with people?