HES GETTING MARRIED!!!!!

HE’S GETTING MARRIED!!!!!

I’M SO HAPPY FOR HIM GUYS, CONGRATS ATSUSHI-SAN X’D

But this means I will to lose another husbando lol :’)

A24: Since I’m having a kind of midnight spur-of-the-moment thing, I’ll share this: I’m getting married next month! Yey! I was wondering if I should announce it after I got married but I felt either way is fine. My online activity will continue as it is. This year I’ll be moving house again!

Sakata: fua!!?

A24: yey

Sakata: Congratulations!!! Shall we go!! The friend’s speech sounds.. difficult, so let’s go out for a meal

A24: Go out to eat? Sure sure!  (>_<)

Sakata: Let’s get chinese again

A24: And let’s go karaoke again!

kids that are bullied and still go to school consistently honestly do not get enough credit. i genuinely believe that they’re some of the bravest people in this world. going to a place for 6+ hours a day where people make you feel worse than shit, threaten you, insult you, and often physically hurt you is something nobody should have to go through, yet for some reason we just accept it as ‘reality’ in schools. it’s not right. it ruins lives. if it’s happening to you, just know: you are so strong. seriously. you’ve got this. i’m so fucking proud of you. do your schoolwork and keep your chin up. the world is a better place with you in it.

Me: I'm scared

Someone: Of what?

Me: Of losing my brother and sister, messing up everything I do, disappointing my parents again, everyone that secretly judging me, making others angry, if God doesn't care about me anymore, failing classes, everything that might happen in the future

I cried. This explains so much about how I feel about my siblings. I couldn’t have explained it any better.

The feels.

Except maybe my family wanted me dead all along? I mean, I've brought no good things for them ._.

🙏🏼 Then it wouldn’t be so bad for my family

I really want to disappear, I don’t want to live anymore, I really do

But if I killed myself then my family would have a hard time with the cost for the funeral

I don’t want to cause trouble for them

Should I start collecting money for my own funeral?