This Is So Me, Cant Explain It

This is so me, can’t explain it

Just me

"That's just Blinky. Don't mind him"

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(Tw: blood and falling from heaven)

I’ve finished my beautiful drawing (the cloud looks so bad omg)

Anyways yeah. It’s done. I like the person, and I hope you do too :3

So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.

Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.

Okay so like I’m a fallen angel right? That’s a thing.

I’m pretty sure my name was Onyx, and that I lost my wings (and by that I mean they were torn and ripped down to like a few inches off my back)

But like I want a god to “worship” idk if it’s just the angel urge to worship someone, but I want to be apart of a god’s following.

Not like in the angel way, even if I know that’s what I would have originally wanted, but more of in the way I want a god who is worshipped and that I can join the following but not be a “follower”

I don’t want to be holy or anything like that again. I do want a god, but not to worship. Just to have, and sometimes follow the rules. I want someone to follow and annoy because I won’t comply like angels should.

I lost my holiness long ago, and don’t care for it back. I want to playful piss of my god, and play pranks on the normal angels. I want to laugh and play with other fallens from the same following.

I want a community based on a god and the followers. I want people who I use to relate to, and people who I currently relate to. I went a home. I want the little of what’s left of my wings to be taken care of by my peers. I want to be home with others like me….

Man, what’s the point of having my wings if I can’t even feel they properly stretch out?! I can’t fly! They’re torn too much for them to fly.

:( I wish I could I miss flying, but my wings aren’t big enough anymore

Man am I glad I don’t remember my falling though. That’s gonna be a painful memory when it comes, but for now I think I’m fine with not knowing.

can any therians, otherkins, systems and/or agere, petre blogs reblog this post ? trying to make some new friends but i have like no idea what to post :P

Yayyy I'm glad that helped!!

if I can help anymore or if you want more ideas, I'd be glad toooo

ik how hard it is to not get tips and stuff bc others are backed up (that was the post I saw which brought me here)

so anytime :))

-R

(so that way you know it's meeee)

I really appreciate it R! Again thanks for the tip!

🫡 I’m make sure to say something for you to see if if I need any more help! Or if you just wanna do it anyways, my asks are always open!

I got a few

- I hate rules, and love breaking them (that are like dumb, and won’t actually hurt people). Most of the ones I break are dumb, but I have gotten in trouble for it (fallen angelkin)

- I have the urge to correct people constantly, cause I like should know everything and I need them to know their wrong. I try not to (spacekin)

I don’t remember my other ones, but I have more I think

ALTERHUMANS I AM SUMMONING YOU

let's start a chain

everyone reblog with your alterhuman toxic trait

mine is that I forget that I'm not actually the size of a cat, which usually ends up with me stuck in a box