(Tw: Blood And Falling From Heaven)

(Tw: blood and falling from heaven)

I’ve finished my beautiful drawing (the cloud looks so bad omg)

Anyways yeah. It’s done. I like the person, and I hope you do too :3

So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.

Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.

I wanna draw like a group photo of kins

All good right? Most of them, yeah I could do.

But Cosmo? How tf do I draw him???

This is his usual form, and obviously he can be anything but I want to do the form I do most often

So if I ever wanna draw him, I got to figure out how in the gods will I am meant to draw him.

Yeah he is me, but space and hair is hard okay. It’s hard to find a proper place to design a space embodiment

Idk how to draw myself normally anyway, so like just big ass problems on my end

Skill issues for real for real

Man do we hate that all of my kins are so complex and my drawing style isn’t developed enough for anything I wanna do.

I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

To prove something to a friend, please

REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

Something funny I wanna talk about is the fact that in both technically a fallen angel and a deity.

What do I mean? Well I’m a spacekin, and I view myself as a space embodied. I can change my form and look however I desire. I’ve existed as long as the universe has, and will continue to exist as long as it does. I am space, and can literally do as I please. I basically do have the powers of a god. I am similar to a deity (do not treat me like one, I’m just saying it’s similar)

But I’m also a fallen angel. One who hates my former deity/god. One who hates my heaven, and one who doesn’t much care for deities and their rules.

Two very different battles.

Well, not so much.

Cosmo is much more chaotic neutral, and definitely would not like to be worshipped. I would not like to be worshipped. I mean, yeah I am space and stuff but I’ve don’t messed up stuff in my life. Being the embodiment of space gives you a lot more freedom and flexibility to do what you want, since there isn’t really anyone to stop you. Definitely killed some planets and stars in my life.

Onyx? Fallen angel. Not a ruler follower, but does what he needs to survive. We’ve probably done less bad shit as him the as Cosmo. Like a lawful evil or lawful neutral. Chaos bringer, but it’s limited and much less powerful than what Cosmo can do.

Do we think they would get along outside of our human body? Probably not. Onyx would not like Cosmo, and the fact Cosmo would 100% rub their abilities in his face. Cosmo is sweet but also a jerk. We love them for it, but still.

So different battles, but just not in the normal sense.

Celestial bodies and fallen angels always get along in weird ways. Our Cosmo and Onyx are proof, but we deal with it :3

This does happen to me! When I get my memories it’s clear, but when I go back it’s foggy and unclear. I usually remember who was there, but everything is a blur

Not fun 😔

(Edit: I realize just after I posted this. My kin has absolutely horrible memory, and that’s why I have such a hard time remembering them afterwards. Also I really need to write them down from now on)

Question

For the fellow fictionkins (or alterhumans in general) who have past life memories, do you ever remember a new memory very well at first, and then whenever you try to recall it a little later, it's just super foggy?

This happened to me and another fictionkin friend, and we were both curious if this was just a thing we experienced, or if it was a more common occurrence within the community.

Swear on the gods they did this, but without the scissors. Just ripped and tore them off. I can’t even remember if I had more than one pair, but now I all I have is a pair of broken torn wings that can’t do anything.

:( all I can remember are the feelings and it honestly hurt sm

I swear it feels like they did this to me