Holy Shit I Just Realized Why Im So Scared Of Heights.

Holy shit I just realized why I’m so scared of heights.

I’ve had this fear since I was little. I’ve been scared of tall things for ever, and the thing was, “what if I fall off?”

What if I fall? What I I fall off and end up back down there?

Holy shit, I’m so scared of height cause I’m a fallen angel. It remind me of when I fell, even just a little.

I’m scared to experience falling again. I can’t fly, my wings are torn, and I won’t be able to save myself. I can’t save myself.

I love down there, but I don’t want to experience falling again. Even if it’s not actually sending me down there, that fear still stays with me.

Falling left so many emotions I can’t process as I don’t have the proper memories, but the fear hasn’t left. I don’t think it ever will….

Dude-

So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.

Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.

Yayyy I'm glad that helped!!

if I can help anymore or if you want more ideas, I'd be glad toooo

ik how hard it is to not get tips and stuff bc others are backed up (that was the post I saw which brought me here)

so anytime :))

-R

(so that way you know it's meeee)

I really appreciate it R! Again thanks for the tip!

🫡 I’m make sure to say something for you to see if if I need any more help! Or if you just wanna do it anyways, my asks are always open!

Please 🙏

Swear on the gods they did this, but without the scissors. Just ripped and tore them off. I can’t even remember if I had more than one pair, but now I all I have is a pair of broken torn wings that can’t do anything.

:( all I can remember are the feelings and it honestly hurt sm

I swear it feels like they did this to me

I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

To prove something to a friend, please

REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES