My Fears Have A Reason! - Tumblr Posts
Holy shit I just realized why I’m so scared of heights.
I’ve had this fear since I was little. I’ve been scared of tall things for ever, and the thing was, “what if I fall off?”
What if I fall? What I I fall off and end up back down there?
Holy shit, I’m so scared of height cause I’m a fallen angel. It remind me of when I fell, even just a little.
I’m scared to experience falling again. I can’t fly, my wings are torn, and I won’t be able to save myself. I can’t save myself.
I love down there, but I don’t want to experience falling again. Even if it’s not actually sending me down there, that fear still stays with me.
Falling left so many emotions I can’t process as I don’t have the proper memories, but the fear hasn’t left. I don’t think it ever will….
Dude-