Im Still Questioning Whether Or Not Im Asexual, But Even If Im Not Ill Always Love And Support The Asexual

I’m still questioning whether or not I’m asexual, but even if I’m not I’ll always love and support the asexual and the aromantic community.

I’m bi, every time I scroll through that hashtag it’s full of p*rn, it’s annoying as hell.

Meanwhile people in the ace and aro hashtags are just chilling, it’s pretty wholesome. Not to mention how much they fight against p*rn bots compared to other lgbt hashtags.

When I was little I didn’t want to play with makeup and nail polish. People brushed it off because I was a bit of a tomboyish child and “it’s just a phase”.

Turns out it was actually due to autism and sensory issues.

I hate when people insist that every person should engage in political debates.

Disclaimer, I’m talking about my personal experience, if you wanna use this as a way to say to invalidate other autistic people who are more comfortable debating than I am, fuck off.

I’m autistic, one of the symptoms of my disorder is a strong sense of justice, which is really just a badly explained way of saying I have very strong convictions that are hard to change. Also have emotional dysregulation, so I care a lot about things most people find insignificant.

Whenever I have to argue with someone with another opinion they always say I’m not acknowledging their points enough, which is often a punch in the gut because I try my best to no be so stubborn.

If someone makes a comment I think it’s wrong or of poor taste I’ll either protest and pick up a pointless fight or I’ll stop talking completely to avoid conflict while thinking about this tiny comment over and over again.

Furthermore if time passes and we aren’t coming to an agreement I start getting stressed, I’ll repeat my points and in the worst case scenario I’ll have a meltdown.

I can and do engage with political content, but debating is hard and quite upsetting sometimes. My inability to properly do that makes me feel ridiculous, but I have to accept there isn’t a lot I can do about it, it’s called disability for a reason.

No, but what if the crystal is like a smartphone that can’t detect your touch with gloves?

STOLITZ ANTIS TRY TO NOT POST ON THE MAIN TAGS CHALLENGE

Don’t worry, you aren’t being annoying. My real life friends don’t watch Helluva Boss or read Percy Jackson, so I’m thrilled to talk about it online.

Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Doodles solangelo in the Hellaverse to cope with stress)

(Nico is an imp despite me thinking a Goetia would be more appropriate and Will is from the sloth ring. Percy is based on Glitz and Glam.)