That's For Sure Not Only Me But Still

That's for sure not only me but still

Is it only me that when I am sad I go on Tumblr just to feel even sadder ?

Because it's fucking working, guys

what if the only way to not feel bad is to stop feeling anything at all forever?

I just had a dream where I've eaten a cookie and in the end it was a lot over my calories limit a day....I was scared and sad and I felt so bad

Even my dreams are about ed

⚠️tw idk what's that, it might be triggering⚠️

I can't stop eating

I see food and I eat

Even if I am full, even if I feel like I'll vomit in a second

I'm eating

And eating

And eating

Like I've never eaten anything

And I feel bad

I wanna cry

I wanna vomit

I wanna disappear

I don't want to be here

I feel obsessed with food but also obsessed with not eating

Like I wanna be skinny as fuck but at the same time I eat

Please someone help me

Help me

Because....

I can't do that anymore

Why everyone makes such a big deal out of death ?

Like some relative just died and I asked my "parents" if I could turn on the music (we're in a car going to visit my grandma)

And they say "it's inappropriate now after hearing such news"

What the fuck man ?

It's not like she was so close to you or so

You actually hardly ever met her

You shouldn't care so much about that

I don't want to go to the funeral, I hope I have school that day so I'll stay at home

Don't make such a big deal out of death

It's not that scary and important

I'm so proud of myself today

Look at it

It's my the best day ever !