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You Don't Understand, And I Can't Explain It. I Feel Like I Have This Hole Inside Me. I Feel Isolated,
You don't understand, And I can't explain it. I feel like I have this hole inside me. I feel isolated, Unable to reach out and touch. I have friends and people I care about, But its like I've lost connection. Contact. I feel like the world is spinning and still All at the same time. I have brief moments of clarity, But they are just lost between hours of doubt. I feel like there is a grey cloud above me. Not touching me or raining upon me. But just there. A presence I can't shake. But what's worst. I feel like crying every second, But I can still fan happiness in public. Contort my lips into a smile, To please the world And hid my misery from it. And my self. But most of all, I’m tired. I want to go into an endless sleep Take an extra step further Try and hold my breath a little longer. But I wont. Because I’m a coward, Just waiting for a moment of bravery.
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What do you believe in, When everything is bleak? What light can you hope to find In this suffocating darkness? Should I turn to religion? Great men, who inspired millions. Wrote books their wonders, Of curing disease and parting red seas. But have now fallen silent, and no longer found. Should I turn to friends. People who fill memories with laughter. Who wave you over To plan possible futures. But disappear, when true trouble arises. Should I turn to family. The ones who are always there. Who share your own blood and past. Who go through more events then any others will. But I fear will turn away, if i think differently. Who should I turn to, when I feel lost and alone? Who can I turn too?