[23:08] It Was Late But You Could Feel The Light Of Kenmas Computer On Your Face As He Continues Streaming.

[23:08] it was late but you could feel the light of kenma’s computer on your face as he continues streaming. thankfully, his fans can’t see you because the light doesn’t reach the dark corner of the room, unfortunately you can’t call him over either.

‘babe!!! please come to bed it’s late now and it’s not good for your eyes’ is what your text read to him making his phone buzz causing him to sigh before he read your message. “ah- I have to go now it’s getting pretty late and I’ve been on this for a good amount of time..”

this got you grinning as you see him ending his stream and doing everything needed before coming to you. “rather impatient sugar aren’t you?” ah-well you couldn’t deny that. “kenmaa i felt so lonely and need your cuddles and kisses~”

you hear him snort at your exaggerated whiny voice before he envelopes you into his embrace. ah yes, you loved this.

“next time just tell me and I’ll be there in an instant.”

[16:27] there was a time where it was okay and you didn’t mind but, hearing about the same thing over and, over again especially as the girlfriend is hurtful. the subject? kiyoko shimizu, the girl your boyfriend kept gushing about to you not evening remembering that you were his girlfriend.

“kiyoko-san looks amazing, her body is so sexy,” ryu gushed with his hands locked together and you were wondering, ‘what does kiyoko have that i don’t?’ thankfully she wasn’t there today or else you wouldn’t be able to hold yourself back but... unfortunately everyone else in gym heard that and were sending you pity looks.

“ryu...” he hummed giving you your cue. “let’s break up okay,” everything froze as it went silent especially the boy in front of you who looked at you in disbelief as you held up a smile. “eh?! wait why?” his confusion made your heart ache and hands tremble but you couldn’t back down.

“it’s for the better so don’t worry, I’ll be out of your way and gone,” there they were... the words you’ve wanted to say, actually you were nearly out the door when a hand grasped your arm. “let go ryu... this is for the best so don’t try to hold on to something that we lost.” the words made you be released and you glided out the door, ignoring the pretty female passing you and out in to the streets heading to the park. it’ll be okay. you’ll be okay. it was expected.

“how did it go?” you turned and laughed before erupting into pitiful sobs, launching yourself at the person. “it went as I thought tooru... he didn’t even try... he knew that I was just a distraction for him...it hurts..” you were shushed and soothed. your love for him was real. his was not and that hurt.

does anyone have good ao3 recommendations? really be needing something new to read please and thank you

[20:55] there was only darkness before a light flickered on, the sound of tears hitting off the wooden desk being drowned out by the rain. it was going so well until this, the disgust, anger and pain all mushed together in you...why did he do it?...why?

were you not enough? were you too bold? too straightforward? is it because you weren’t him? did he even love you? the question went on and on as you grip the phone in your hands tighter, there they were...yamaguchi and your boyfriend kei-no tsukishima kissing even after all the stress of interfering with their relationship because you thought they liked each other becoming true. “why kei? please tell your lying..” you mumbled sobbing before your phone starts to ring; hinata 🥺✨

“yes?” you whisper after answering the phone, voice slightly hoarse. “y/nnnn...are you okay?” hinata’s concerned voice appeared before kageyama joined in asking the same making you laugh slightly before breaking down even more, startling them. “he cheated on me hinata! what did I do wrong? was I not good enough? should I have of been more like yamaguchi? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!” you cried out sobbing even more making hinata and kageyama start to comfort you. you only went to bed around half two.

there you laid holding your phone before, quickly squeezing it as you open messages wanting the message to be short and simple. ‘i’m sorry that I wasn’t enough, i’m sorry that I wasn’t yamaguchi..why didn’t you tell me kei? I would of understood but now? fuck you and yamaguchi, we’re over!’ the message read as you then throw your phone away falling asleep instantly not hearing the many notifications you got.

i’m sorry that i wasn’t yamaguchi

heads up for some life is strange content because I’ve just played the first one and now currently playing before the storm.

sorry

[14:45] you stare as nathan prescott walks down the corridor with his head up high ignoring the occasional glare at him, you know it’s wrong when you feel an ache in your chest the second you look at his eyes.

they’re full of anger, pain and loneliness yet so dull looking, his pretty blue turned to a empty blue. the secret you harboured hurt to not spill but you couldn’t hurt him more... but it wasn’t right that you still let mark jefferson manipulate him.

“I’m sorry nathan... please hold on I’ll look for a way to help you please just wait for me, you’ll be okay” you whispered turning down the corridor passing him as the words escape you, it seemed like he heard you with how he froze before relaxing as his mood got better yet you didn’t notice

you’ll save him one way or another