Before I Realized I Was Trans, I Didnt Really Understand A Lot Of The Things People Would Talk About

Before I realized I was trans, I didn’t really understand a lot of the things people would talk about feeling. But now that I’m on the other side of it, I completely understand. I REALLY understand how much it hurts when people make such a big deal about how hard it is to learn new pronouns. There’s slip ups. But it’s not that fucking hard. Seriously. Before I was trans, I met someone in junior high that was- the first person I ever met who was. Privacy and all that so I won’t say his name. I fucked it up a couple times. And I didn’t quite understand. But it didn’t take me too long. I grew up around none of that, and had to retrain my brain out of thinking that sort of thing was strange. But I still tried. Why can’t people just do that? Why do they have to act like it’s such a big inconvenience? I’m exhausted. And I’ve only known for about 1 1/2 - 2 years. I’m so tired. I just want to live my life. But instead, everything has to hurt. Do better cis-straight-white people. Please.

So, I absolutely love Jess and Nick as endgame, they have always fit, but if she had to end up with someone else it should’ve been Ryan. Does anyone else think they really did them wrong? I mean, I know they had to work with what they had but it just wasn’t realistic, Ryan was at the point of wanting to live with Jess but then all of a sudden starts acting like a jerk and blowing her off? He was going to turn down his dream job for her, yet he ditches her at her fathers wedding? It doesn’t make any sense, honestly. They deserved better.

So, I just gotta say this, I love a little bit of spice in my fan fictions(if you don’t know what I mean you don’t belong on my page lol.) I saw a lab rats elite force “spicy” story, and so I checked it out. It was a good story, but the best part was the author calling back to the fact that Kaz wears two pairs of pants. As you can imagine, this set a mood for the rest of the experience!!! 😂😂😂 oh lord I need help.

(P.S. I could link the story if anyone wanted to read it…)

So, I’ve seen a couple people saying something like “Diego and Lila will probably break up” and I honestly think it will be the opposite. I think they’re going to be the old married couple that loves each other so much, but also hates each other with all of their beings. They are both so stubborn, and bull headed, and violent, but I also think that they really have feelings for each other. They’d be the type for Diego to go, “Doors right there if you don’t like it!” Lila would walk out in a huff, and then come back later that night and slip into bed. Diego would be like, “Thought you left” sarcastically, and she’d say something like, “My backup boyfriend is out of town.” She wouldn’t have one, but it would be a running joke after a while. After they both got over their insecurities of course.

Weird tiny blimp of a thought, the best option for a ship name for superman and Batman is SuperBat. Most of the others wouldn’t work, it would be, SuperMan, BatMan, SupMan, BaMan, SuMan, or ManMan. This is strictly if they used superhero names, better options if they use their real names. Tumblr breaks my brain sometimes😂

So, is anyone else unbearably angry with people on the internet? I watch some of my tv shows on a “special” website (called bflix) and every time I scroll down, it makes me so angry. I watch Superman and Lois on there, and the amount of annoying people that go in the comments to hate on the show is overwhelming. There’s too much negativity, and opinions I disagree with. Yeah, yeah, I know, I should stop looking. Lol. Anyway, humans make me mad, bye for now!